Going Back
Chapter 8
**** Women's restroom ****
"I'll be right back" Kieran says squeezing Dominick's hand
"Hurry up I don't want to stay out here too long" Dominick squeezes
back "They probably know we're gone"
Kieran nods opening the bathroom door she goes to the sink and turns
the faucet on. Cupping her hands she rinses out her mouth of the remaining
taste of bile. "Better" she mutters looking in the mirror she is disgusted at
her reflection. "Oh my god" Kieran whispers in horror as she notices a small
faded needle mark on her arm "Dominick" she calls
The bathroom door opens and in rushes Dominick "What's wrong?" he
asks. He sees the terrified look on Kieran's face "Baby what's wrong?" he
asks concerned
Kieran looks at him her eyes teary she holds out her arm as her hand
goes to her belly. "They know Dominick" she looks at him concerned "They know
about the baby" she whispers
Dominick pulls her to him "It'll be OK. We're going home soon."
"Tonight?" she whispers "Please baby we need to leave tonight" she
implores her voice fearful as she wraps her arms around his waist
Dominick kisses her head stroking her back "We'll see if Willow and
Tara are ready. They might not be able to leave tonight baby but we will
leave as soon as possible. We should get back to Giles'."
Kieran reluctantly pulls away from his embrace and smiles faintly
reaching for his hand she places it on her bare stomach. She sees the
confused look cross Dominick's face "Wants Daddy's attention." she explains
"How do you know?" he asks
Kieran shrugs "I'm not sure really. Its kinda like the pull I get to
be near you when something is wrong. Except its not like my whole body is
being pulled towards you just here" she looks down at their hands "Its like
the baby is sending this energy out telling me in some way what it wants.
Right now baby wants Daddy."
Dominick smiles and kneels before her "Hey baby" he whispers against
her skin
Kieran shivers at the feeling of his breath against her skin as she
lightly strokes his hair.
"Mommy and Daddy love you baby" he whispers kissing her belly button
Hey Nick growls in hurt jealousy
Kieran sees the pained anger flash in his eyes "Dominick I need to
talk to Nick" she requests as she softly strokes her lover's face
Dominick reluctantly agrees allowing his other side to surface.
Kieran watches as the darker side of her love appear. "Nick" she
whispers stroking the side of his face
Nick stays on his knees staring at her stomach as his hand lays there
"I can feel it." he says softly not looking at her
"Feel what?" she asks running her fingers through his hair gently
"A lot of things." he replies
"Like?" Kieran questions as his eyes meet hers "Tell me" she requests
firmly as she slides to the floor "Please?" she adds taking his face in her
hands she leans her forehead against his
Nick caresses her stomach with his fingers "When he touches you I can
feel it as if I was the one touching you. I can feel the baby just like he
can. I can feel how much he loves you and you love him"
"I love you too Nick. Your part of each other." she says kissing his
forehead
"He gets to be with you first hand. He gets to see you smile hear you
laugh." he pulls away from her touch leaning against the wall he closes his
eyes as he continues to talk "He's the one who gets to make love to you. Its
his name you scream. He gets to hold you as you sleep." he pauses "He'll be
known as the baby's father not me. He will be able to hold the baby after its
born. I'm just inside of him" he says angrily his eyes flashing
Kieran straddles his thighs "Nick you are inside of him. He's inside
of you. You balance each other out. You can't be jealous of the past, we are
trying to make a future for us the three of us and our baby. You know why he
gets to experience everything first hand, its because the two of you have
different reasons for exsisting." she moves closer her lips barely meeting
his "I want you to make love to me. I want you to make me scream your name."
she bites his lower lip lightly
"Your his" Nick whispers against her lips
"I'm yours also" she kisses him gently on the lips
Nick closes his eyes and leans his head against the wall "Its him who
is with you. I just come out to fight."
"I want both of you to listen to me. This is the last time I say
this" she says firmly "We share in this family. No matter what happens the
three of us are connected not just by the baby but by friendship, loyalty and
of course love. You two may be different from each other but you are still
the same and I love both sides of you. So no more feeling jealous" she orders
"Sure" Nick agrees
I won't. Dominick promises
Kieran smiles kissing Nick "Now that that is done we should get to
Giles before your parents and Daddy freak on us" she starts to stand but is
stopped when Nick grabs her waist "What baby?"
He smirks pulling her onto his lap he kisses her passionately "Do we
have to?" he growls
Kieran nods "But when we get home we have the whole weekend to spend
in bed" she kisses him "Now come on" she stands "I want you two to behave.
I'm serious about that. For you Nick that means no telling me when your
thinking about sex or anything else that can cause trouble for us. Dominick
just be your normal sensible self"
"Do I have to" Nick whines "Cause you do look hot right now." he
looks over her appreciatively
"Thanks and yes you do. Save those thoughts for later." she smiles as
she watches Nick receed and Dominick return. "Hey baby" she greets kissing
him
"MMmm" he sighs leaning his head against hers "You ready?"
"Yea" she pulls away from his embrace "Dominick do you think Riley
will tell the others about what you told Walsh?"
Dominick cocks his head thoughtfully "I'm not sure" he admits "I mean
telling wouldn't do him any good. I mean Mom and Dad do end up together. If
he does tell them I'll just say that it was the only way to get to you"
"What if he knows about the baby?" she asks softly
"If that happens we have few choices tell the truth that we're
involved and the baby is mine. Deny your pregnant or tell them that your ex
boyfriend is the father. I would prefer the first two"
Kieran smiles "I know you hate all my exes"
"Can you blame me?" he asks "They are all morons"
"Not like any of yours were to bright"
Dominick chuckles taking her hand he leads her out of the bathroom
"True but I knew who I wanted. They were just a diversion until you got
older."
"Oh really?"
"Yes really"
Kieran looks at him then asks "So was the vamp you screwed the other
night just a diversion?"
"Aww hell" he groans "I'm sorry baby"
Me too
Kieran smiles faintly "Its OK. I'm over it"
"I'm sorry. It'll never happen again." he promises
for either of us. Nick agrees
"It better not or I'll be kicking some ass" she smiles
Dominick leans down "Never" he whispers kissing her fiercely
Kieran whimpers at the force of the kiss she breaks the kiss "We
should go. Sooner we get back the sooner we can go home and finish this"
"We have to wait?" he demands
Kieran grins "Yes once we get home we have the whole weekend to
finish this."
"Oh" he smiles "What do you have in mind?"
Kieran cocks her eyebrow "Oh just thinking that you didn't have your
tongue pierced three months ago." she tugs on his hand "Come on" she prods
Dominick chuckles at her eagerness. "Sure baby. Lets go say goodbye"
"I kinda wish I didn't have to say goodbye to everyone." she sighs
"I know the feeling. Its weird to be here around everyone that we
know is dead." he rubs her hand with his thumb absently
Kieran's free hand touches her stomach thoughtfully "I wonder if its
gonna be a boy or a girl"
"What do you want?"
Kieran bites her lip thoughtfully "I've always wanted a little boy."
she shrugs "But either way I'll be happy as long as the baby is healthy"
"It will be" he replies stopping as they reach the front entrance of
the apartment building.
TBC...
Chapter 8
**** Women's restroom ****
"I'll be right back" Kieran says squeezing Dominick's hand
"Hurry up I don't want to stay out here too long" Dominick squeezes
back "They probably know we're gone"
Kieran nods opening the bathroom door she goes to the sink and turns
the faucet on. Cupping her hands she rinses out her mouth of the remaining
taste of bile. "Better" she mutters looking in the mirror she is disgusted at
her reflection. "Oh my god" Kieran whispers in horror as she notices a small
faded needle mark on her arm "Dominick" she calls
The bathroom door opens and in rushes Dominick "What's wrong?" he
asks. He sees the terrified look on Kieran's face "Baby what's wrong?" he
asks concerned
Kieran looks at him her eyes teary she holds out her arm as her hand
goes to her belly. "They know Dominick" she looks at him concerned "They know
about the baby" she whispers
Dominick pulls her to him "It'll be OK. We're going home soon."
"Tonight?" she whispers "Please baby we need to leave tonight" she
implores her voice fearful as she wraps her arms around his waist
Dominick kisses her head stroking her back "We'll see if Willow and
Tara are ready. They might not be able to leave tonight baby but we will
leave as soon as possible. We should get back to Giles'."
Kieran reluctantly pulls away from his embrace and smiles faintly
reaching for his hand she places it on her bare stomach. She sees the
confused look cross Dominick's face "Wants Daddy's attention." she explains
"How do you know?" he asks
Kieran shrugs "I'm not sure really. Its kinda like the pull I get to
be near you when something is wrong. Except its not like my whole body is
being pulled towards you just here" she looks down at their hands "Its like
the baby is sending this energy out telling me in some way what it wants.
Right now baby wants Daddy."
Dominick smiles and kneels before her "Hey baby" he whispers against
her skin
Kieran shivers at the feeling of his breath against her skin as she
lightly strokes his hair.
"Mommy and Daddy love you baby" he whispers kissing her belly button
Hey Nick growls in hurt jealousy
Kieran sees the pained anger flash in his eyes "Dominick I need to
talk to Nick" she requests as she softly strokes her lover's face
Dominick reluctantly agrees allowing his other side to surface.
Kieran watches as the darker side of her love appear. "Nick" she
whispers stroking the side of his face
Nick stays on his knees staring at her stomach as his hand lays there
"I can feel it." he says softly not looking at her
"Feel what?" she asks running her fingers through his hair gently
"A lot of things." he replies
"Like?" Kieran questions as his eyes meet hers "Tell me" she requests
firmly as she slides to the floor "Please?" she adds taking his face in her
hands she leans her forehead against his
Nick caresses her stomach with his fingers "When he touches you I can
feel it as if I was the one touching you. I can feel the baby just like he
can. I can feel how much he loves you and you love him"
"I love you too Nick. Your part of each other." she says kissing his
forehead
"He gets to be with you first hand. He gets to see you smile hear you
laugh." he pulls away from her touch leaning against the wall he closes his
eyes as he continues to talk "He's the one who gets to make love to you. Its
his name you scream. He gets to hold you as you sleep." he pauses "He'll be
known as the baby's father not me. He will be able to hold the baby after its
born. I'm just inside of him" he says angrily his eyes flashing
Kieran straddles his thighs "Nick you are inside of him. He's inside
of you. You balance each other out. You can't be jealous of the past, we are
trying to make a future for us the three of us and our baby. You know why he
gets to experience everything first hand, its because the two of you have
different reasons for exsisting." she moves closer her lips barely meeting
his "I want you to make love to me. I want you to make me scream your name."
she bites his lower lip lightly
"Your his" Nick whispers against her lips
"I'm yours also" she kisses him gently on the lips
Nick closes his eyes and leans his head against the wall "Its him who
is with you. I just come out to fight."
"I want both of you to listen to me. This is the last time I say
this" she says firmly "We share in this family. No matter what happens the
three of us are connected not just by the baby but by friendship, loyalty and
of course love. You two may be different from each other but you are still
the same and I love both sides of you. So no more feeling jealous" she orders
"Sure" Nick agrees
I won't. Dominick promises
Kieran smiles kissing Nick "Now that that is done we should get to
Giles before your parents and Daddy freak on us" she starts to stand but is
stopped when Nick grabs her waist "What baby?"
He smirks pulling her onto his lap he kisses her passionately "Do we
have to?" he growls
Kieran nods "But when we get home we have the whole weekend to spend
in bed" she kisses him "Now come on" she stands "I want you two to behave.
I'm serious about that. For you Nick that means no telling me when your
thinking about sex or anything else that can cause trouble for us. Dominick
just be your normal sensible self"
"Do I have to" Nick whines "Cause you do look hot right now." he
looks over her appreciatively
"Thanks and yes you do. Save those thoughts for later." she smiles as
she watches Nick receed and Dominick return. "Hey baby" she greets kissing
him
"MMmm" he sighs leaning his head against hers "You ready?"
"Yea" she pulls away from his embrace "Dominick do you think Riley
will tell the others about what you told Walsh?"
Dominick cocks his head thoughtfully "I'm not sure" he admits "I mean
telling wouldn't do him any good. I mean Mom and Dad do end up together. If
he does tell them I'll just say that it was the only way to get to you"
"What if he knows about the baby?" she asks softly
"If that happens we have few choices tell the truth that we're
involved and the baby is mine. Deny your pregnant or tell them that your ex
boyfriend is the father. I would prefer the first two"
Kieran smiles "I know you hate all my exes"
"Can you blame me?" he asks "They are all morons"
"Not like any of yours were to bright"
Dominick chuckles taking her hand he leads her out of the bathroom
"True but I knew who I wanted. They were just a diversion until you got
older."
"Oh really?"
"Yes really"
Kieran looks at him then asks "So was the vamp you screwed the other
night just a diversion?"
"Aww hell" he groans "I'm sorry baby"
Me too
Kieran smiles faintly "Its OK. I'm over it"
"I'm sorry. It'll never happen again." he promises
for either of us. Nick agrees
"It better not or I'll be kicking some ass" she smiles
Dominick leans down "Never" he whispers kissing her fiercely
Kieran whimpers at the force of the kiss she breaks the kiss "We
should go. Sooner we get back the sooner we can go home and finish this"
"We have to wait?" he demands
Kieran grins "Yes once we get home we have the whole weekend to
finish this."
"Oh" he smiles "What do you have in mind?"
Kieran cocks her eyebrow "Oh just thinking that you didn't have your
tongue pierced three months ago." she tugs on his hand "Come on" she prods
Dominick chuckles at her eagerness. "Sure baby. Lets go say goodbye"
"I kinda wish I didn't have to say goodbye to everyone." she sighs
"I know the feeling. Its weird to be here around everyone that we
know is dead." he rubs her hand with his thumb absently
Kieran's free hand touches her stomach thoughtfully "I wonder if its
gonna be a boy or a girl"
"What do you want?"
Kieran bites her lip thoughtfully "I've always wanted a little boy."
she shrugs "But either way I'll be happy as long as the baby is healthy"
"It will be" he replies stopping as they reach the front entrance of
the apartment building.
TBC...