Daisuke smiled sweetly up at Yamato, licking at his lips, an action that made Yamato's heart flicker. What in the hell was Daisuke trying to pull here?! Yamato sighed softly as his hand continued to brush over the silky smooth hair of the little imp who held him.
"Why would I be kidding, Yamato-san?" Daisuke asked softly as he leaned his head into the hand that stroked his hair. Brown eyes stared up at him wickedly as delicate little fingers trailed over Yamato's back, wringing a startled gasp from his lips.
"I need something or I may explode...my Ken-chan...he chose Miyako and now I have no one to love me. Yamato-san, please!!" Daisuke's voice wavered softly at the mention of Ken. He looked up at Yamato with a hopeful expression. Yamato's tongue licked at his own dry lips. He could still taste the smaller boy on them.
"Please what Daisuke?"
Daisuke's eyes flashed as a small frown crossed over his passion flushed face. "Fuck me Yamato-san." Blue eyes widened in shock at the outright bluntness.Ooh...it was tempting, just screw over everyone and everything for one moment of pleasure.
No. He couldn't. No matter how much his body wanted him too. He would never forgive himself, to cheat on Sora...to cheat on Taichi...he could never sleep with another man, boy in Daisuke's case, again. Taichi was his first, and his last.
Daisuke whimpered softly, pressing his face into Yamato's chest as his clever hands rubbed at the tense muscles of his back. "Yamato-san?"
Blankly, Yamato looked down at the boy clutching his shoulders in an almost begging manner. He couldn't sleep with Daisuke.
He loved Taichi...
And was marrying Sora.
There would be no feeling behind it. Cold comfort,wasn't that what something like this was called?
"Who the hell do you think you are, Daisuke? I won't cheat on Sora with Taichi, so what makes you think that I would cheat on her with you?" Yamato pulled himself out of Daisuke's grip, ignoring the
soft plea that followed his leaving. It was hard to do so, but it would save them both a lot of mental and emotional anguish...they didn't need extra on top of all that they already had.
"Yamato-san!!"
Yamato froze, but did not turn around. He couldn't afford a look at the sweet boy, because he was so close to throwing every responsibility out the window already. He couldn't do it...
The soft rustling of cloth on cloth was the only warning he got before slim arms wrapped around his waist.
"Don't leave Yamato-san. We both need this, and you know it." Daisuke's lips pressed to the back of his neck, as little fingers played with the button to his jeans.
"..Stop it Daisuke..."
A soft peal of laughter was the only answer he got before a long moment of soft kisses pressed to his shoulder blades.
"No, Yamato-san. I know you love Taichi. I love my Ken-chan. But we can't have what we want, can we? You're too gutless to stay with Taichi and I...I lost to Miyako."
Yamato tensed in Daisuke's arms, glaring at the wall. Damn him. How *dare* he say those things to him. How dare he say the truth...
"Yamato-san... please. We both need this. It may not be with the ones we want it to be with... but I need someone to hold me again..." Daisuke's breath came out in soft sobbing gasps, and Yamato realized that the other boy was crying...
"Daisuke..." Yamato peeled the small arms from around his waist and watched as Daisuke dropped to the ground in defeat, tears streaming prettily down his cheeks. Yamato pressed his face to his hands, trying to gather back what was left of his wits, but he knew it was
futile. Daisuke had won.
Yamato kneeled down in front of Daisuke, tipping the boy's face up to look him in the eyes.
"Fine, Daisuke. You win." Leaning forward, Yamato licked Daisuke's tears off of his cheeks, delighting in Daisuke's soft gasp of surprise.
"Y-yamato-san?" Daisuke's hands pressed into Yamato's chest as a small, hopeful smile spread across his face. Yamato chuckled softly and poked at Daisuke's wet cheek.
"Imp."
Daisuke laughed happily and launched himself into Yamato's arms, knocking them both to the ground.
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Daisuke settled himself down in Yamato's lap and leaned forward to press a kiss to the blond man's lips. He couldn't believe he was doing something like this. Throwing himself at Yamato like some desperate fangirl...
'But Yamato-san is so handsome... and I haven't had any in months. I am sick of waiting for something that will never happen.'
Ken was gone. He would stay gone. And Yamato was here...Daisuke let out a small yelp as he felt Yamato push him lightly off his lap. With a wounded look in his eyes, Daisuke glared up at the tall man before him
"Yamato-san? What are you doing? You haven't changed your mind, have you?" Daisuke was almost begging, he wanted Yamato so much... Yamato just smiled warmly and gathered into Daisuke into his strong arms.
"Baka. I am not doing this on the floor."
Daisuke giggled, wrapping his arms around Yamato's neck.
"Good. Because I wouldn't have let you leave with out a fight." Yamato raised an eyebrow at Daisuke, smirking down at the boy in his arms.
"Hn." Yamato pushed open the door to Daisuke's room.
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