Author: Lissa-Bean
Parts: 2/10
Rating: PG-13
Feedback: Yes, please! MyLuv4JeffHardy@aol.com
Distribution: Go ahead, I don't mind, just credit me and tell me where its going.
Disclaimer: Joss & Co. owns all these people.... I just kinda play along
Note: Word Italicized shows what people are thinking. Example: **Thoughts**
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Buffy knew she had to figure out why she was having these dreams. Even worse, if these dreams did predict the future, she had to know who would she choose before hand so she would think about it too much and have Glory kill all three of them.
She knew what this meant... A visit to Angel. She should feel happy to visit him, but she wasn't **I wanted him so bad, yet I couldn't have him...** she thought about how she was going to go about this. Then she realized why Spike have been in her dream.
**He feels the same thing I felt with Angel, and I totally fed him to the wolves!!** she felt really bad at this point. She owed him her and her little sister's life and she didn't even do one thing in return, and she knows how it felt on top of all that.
She left Sunnydale looking ahead towards LA Angels Town. She walked in to Angel investigations hoping to find some answers. "Angel?" She called quietly. She saw Cordelia sitting at her desk.
"Cordelia... Nice to see you again, Is Angel around?" For some reason Cordelia knew Buffy was going to ask her that. "Yes, he's in his office." Cordelia pointed to the door. "Thanks..." Buffy muttered.
Buffy knocked lightly on the door. "It's open..." Angel called not even looking up from his book. She walked him. "Hey..." hearing the sound of her voice he put down the book. **She wouldn't have come all the way out here to say hey ... something's up**
"Uhhh... I thought I would come here to warn you. I had another dream..." she said taking a seat in front of his desk. "and..." He asked waiting for her to continue. "And you died ... again"
Buffy ended up telling Angel the whole thing about Glory and Dawn being the key. "In my dream, she thought you were the key, until she noticed you were a vamp ... then she killed you, " Buffy said acting nervous.
**I hope he doesn't think its all my fault he might get killed ... maybe I should mention the part where Riley and Spike almost got killed too... No, that's not important. Just let him know about what concerns him.** "I just want you to be prepared, in case that does happen." Buffy didn't want to leave but she knew she had t say her good-byes.
**Just being with Angel made me feel a lot better ... maybe that's a sign ... well, looks like Riley is out because he is with all the commandos. He's not the one for me anyway; he and I get into way more fights than Angel or Spike. Angel anyway. If I was supposed to be with Riley then why did he leave me? I know Riley and me never see eye to eye. He thinks we should tag and put a chip in all demons heads... I think we should kill them if they are evil and let them be free. He has too much of a one-track mind. **
She had a lot of thoughts on her mind. **Angel and I on the other hand never talk ... we don't need to. We can just read each other ... its like ... magic. ** Although all these thoughts in her head were going about, something told her not to leave Spike out. He was in her dream for a reason.
She headed for her next stop. Spike's crypt. She didn't bother knocking. Instead she walked quietly barley tiptoeing. She knew Spike was sleeping. Like every other vampire in the city was at this time.
**she's here I can sense it...** he opened one eye to see Buffy towering over him. "Bloody hell woman!!! Give a vampire a heart attack!" He yelled playing along with her "sneaking" in.
"How can you heart have an attack if it doesn't beat?" She asked obviously mocking him. "Its a metaphor..." **even though she's a brat. God I can't help but love her... Spike, get a hold of your self, never going to happen, slayer, vampire, No mix**
"What do you want?" He barked wanting to get back to his sleep. "My dream ... it had you in it," she started to explain. "Oh now your dreaming of me, luv?" He asked not taking her seriously.
"Don't get all happy, you were dying. Glory killed you." Buffy said bluntly. She always treated Spike different. She treated him like an old friend for when she was younger, she trusted him, opened up to him (sometimes) and yet she never was attracted to him.
"Well, did she take Dawn?" He asked being more serious.**she's different, like this dream made her think different about me ... like I am one of her friends a Scooby member** "No, she thought you were the key ... again. I don't know why she would mistake you for it twice."
"Well, I'll keep my eye out, thanks for the warning ... if that was a warning," he said lying back down. "I am going to get some rest now," he said "Need my help you know where I'll be."
"Actually, I was going to say that to you," she said turning... **did she just invite me into her house? ** somehow she knew he was thinking that. "Yes that was an invitation, goodnight..." she said softly. She left as quietly as she came.
Spike always made her feel like she was important; he actually talked to her. Not like Angel and Riley. Her and Angel didn't need to talk and they usually didn't. Riley always talked about the commandos... It really bothered Buffy that he never gave any demon a chance, he thought they were all evil.
She knew he was wrong though. Angel was good. And so was Spike. For some reason the initiative molded him to think like that because no matter how many times she told him that Angel and Spike were great people ... or demon, he never would accept it.
**Its not even like I can try to patch things up with Riley. At the first sign of break up he leaves and no one knows where the hell he is. And Angel ... there's always that possibility that he might loose his soul... Spike. Sure he would do anything for me. I just... He... We don't have that connection that Angel and Riley had had with her. **: