UNBREAKABLE
CHAPTER 5
Disclaimers: Don't own em, But I'm gonna ask Duo out tonight. I promise I'll give them all back when I'm done!!!
Warning: This chapter.....shounen-ai, lime...um swearing and (as much as I luv him) I'm ashamed to admit, VERY mild wufie bashing T_T (I'm sorry wufei.....so sorry)
Author Notes: Well here ya go.....again please R&R....hmmmm I'm getting excited about this story now!!!
UNBREAKABLE
chapter 5
~~~~~~~~~HEERO~~~~~~~~~~
We stay close like that for a long time, I just held my baby in my arms. Then I notice he is shivering, so I give him my jacket. He protests, of course, but I'm not having any of that. My angel is cold and injured, he's wearing the jacket!
Gradually his shivering stops, and his breathing becomes slow and shallow. He's asleep. I sit there, on the deserted highway, in the middle of the night, holding an angel in my arms.
I hear a roaring in the distance, If its anyone but Quatre, were going to have to hide! I shift reluctantly waking Duo. And then I recognize the bright red jeep that pulls up. It's Quatre, at last! He lifts his shades
"Need a ride?" then he jumps out, tells us how glad he is that were okay. The guy really cares.
"hn" I nod....I have to get back into character, obviously Duo's doing the same thing.
"Q-man, where ya been bro?" Yup that's my Duo alright!
"Oh praise Allah you're okay! Heero help me get Duo into the car." I bend down and help him to his feet. He wobbles and I get ready to catch him. He takes a step...then another, and then he falls. I immediately catch him, and he grins gratefully. I scoop him into my arms and place him in the back seat. Quatre holds open the front door for me, I shake my head. No way am I going to leave Duo by himself in the back, I reach underneath the seat, pulling out a blanket. I wrap Duo in it. I'm gonna stay beside my koi the whole way, and stuff what anybody (Q-man) thinks! So I jump in beside him and find his hand within the folds.
I don't even look at Quatre's face...I can already feel his knowing smile and questing eyes boring into my back. He gets in and we drive off, and all that matters is that my angel is safe.
~~~~~~~~~DUO~~~~~~~~~~
I must have fallen asleep...because It seemed like only seconds when we pulled up next to the safe house. I started to pull myself out of the car...I knew I could walk now, my legs had had a good rest. Heero knew this too, I'm sure of it...but Hey, I don't mind if he wants to carry me inside *Hentai grin*
"Maxwell!" I roll my eyes...
"Hey Wu-man, wassup!"
"What did you do to stuff up this time?" I'm so used to this, Prepare for a rant Duo!
but to my surprise, Hee-chan buts in! WOW!
"He did nothing wrong Chang" He spits it out like venom,
"And this is not the time nor the place for one of your rants"
"INJUSTICE!" echo's up the hall as Heero carries me upstairs to our room. I can still hear Quatre desperately trying to calm Wufie down.
We get in the door, and he puts me on the bed...gently again! I've never seen Heero be so gentle, Its like he treats me as if I'm a porcelain doll or something. I look up at him. "Hee-chan..." I'm trying to think how to put this
"Heero...you didn't have to do that, I'm quite able of looking after myself ya know"
He just looks at me, "Wufie had no right to say that to you" He snarls. I open my mouth to argue back, but he silences me with a kiss. When he pulls away I'm in that dream world again. You know, the one with all the flashing lights and colors. I wouldn't be to surprised If I started seeing miniature gundams flying around my head in circles!!!
Then he's on top of me, kissing my face, neck and shoulders. I gasp....
"mmm heero" I look up at him...he takes my shirt of, and I gasp as the cold air hits my skin. Then he's kissing hot , burning trails down my chest. Oh gods this feels good...but....I don't know if now is the right time. I pull Heero's face back up to mine, and kiss him passionately, my tongue roaming round his mouth, learning the contours of by heart. I reach up his mouth, kiss my finger, and place it gently on his lips.
"Heero" I whisper, he looks at me intently, fixing me in his cobalt blue gaze.
"Heero, I love you, but I don't want to...to do this, not now...not here" He opens his mouth to speak, and I silence him with a kiss. "the others might hear us, and I, I want to wait for the right time....I've never done this before, and well I, I just don't think I'm ready, not yet" I look down. Now he's gonna hate me, after all he's done for me and I can't even give him the one thing he wants.
His kiss catches me of guard,
"Shhhh koi, I didn't realize, forgive me, I'll make your first time special, and just right I promise. I would never rush you"
"You don't hate me"
"of course not! I will never ever hate you, no matter what you do"
"Thank you heero...." then for the third time today...I fall asleep in his arms. *the best day of my life did I mention*
~~~~~~~~~~~HEERO~~~~~~~~~~~
We pull up beside the safe house, and Duo begins to get out. I know he's not just trying to be tough. He really can walk now...but It feels so good to hold him in my arms....I'm not going to miss my chance!
We walk in and we're confronted with a Bright red angry wufei!
Oh no, this time Duo-chan is not in any condition to endure another one of his stupid rants, And I'm not about to allow him to make Duo feel any worse.
"MAXWELL! What did you do to stuff things up this time?" I have to but in, How dare he make out that duo's an idiot! I bite out something or other about how he has done nothing wrong and then walk down the hall to our room. I count my lucky stars that I was holding Duo in my arms, because if they hadn't been so full of bishounen I would have punched him in the face for sure! And although that would have had a generally satisfiying outcome, I doubt if Duo would be too happy with me. Wufei just really makes me mad sometimes.
I must still have been emanating *angry* vibes, because Duo was rather hesitant in telling me...the moment I had deposited him on his bed, that there really was no need for what I did because Shinigami can look after his own arse. Sure maybe he can but, I can still protect him better. I care about him, that's all. I'll be damned If he thinks I'm just gonna stand back and watch my koi take a verbal bashing that he doesn't deserve! I'm still very worked up, It takes all I've got to keep from shouting, just for the sake of it. In the end I settle for simply snarling out that ;
"He had no right to say that to you" indicating clearly that the matter is closed for discussion.
Duo still looks a little uptight and agitated from the earlier confrontation. What can I do to take his mind of the whole thing, to seal the matter. Ahh I know...*mental hentai grin* And I lean forward and kiss him soundly on the lips. Pull back...pause...go in again, more gently this time, soft kiss... Yes it's working. I can feel him responding, pleasingly under me. Now I run my tongue gently over his bottom lip, resulting in a satisfying shiver from the bishounen. Then he slips his tongue in, as do I, and we deepen the kiss as far as we can.
I can feel I'm getting uncomfortable in my shorts. Let me tell ya something, as wonderful and practical as spandex is, It ain't all that stretchy when it comes to accommodating for...well you get my drift!
Now, lets see...I survey the situation. I have ONE very sexy gundam pilot pinned beneath me in the grips of newly awakened passion, also ONE very uncomfortable stiff straining to get free, and not to mention ONE very vacant room, with a lock! Now lets see, If you were me, what would you do?
Well with that decided I get back to work. Touching in all the right ways that I know will get the best response. I'm so absorbed in my work (well wouldn't you be fully absorbed if you were going about the same task as me?....don't snicker!)
as I was saying...I'm so absorbed in what I'm doing that I don't think to look up into his eyes at all! Not until later anyhow.
I'm far too absorbed in the problem with the shirt. Now as good as it looks on him, right now it is an obstacle, It is preventing me from reaching my goal. So in consequence, It has to go. okay, now that that little problem has been taken care of, back to business. And now I'm paying my respects to that gorgeous chest. kissing little paths all down it in all directions.
Duo hands grasp the bed sheets desperately. "hn" I smirk then his hands are on either side of my face, pulling me up. I close my eyes as he kisses me passionately. I gradually open them again, as he touches a finger to my lips.
"Heero..." he whispers. That's when I really look upwards and into his eyes. Those eyes that tell me so much. He's uncertain, he's not sure about this. He's afraid! Damn, why didn't I realize? Instead I just plowed ahead without thinking. STUPID ME!
"Heero...I love you, but I don't want this, not now not here" he says uncertainly., simply voicing what I had already just realised. I open my mouth to apologize, for being so inconsiderate, but he kisses me before I can make a sound.
"I, I've never done this before, And well..I just don't think I'm ready, not yet...."
Now he's looking down at the bed sheets intently, like they have suddenly become the most interesting things in the world. Damn! I didn't realize this was his first, Now what am I going to do. It's my mess, now I gotta clean it up.
Let's see what worked last time, when he was feeling bad about himself...touch, love, sincerity and reassurance. Start tidying heero! I kiss him, softly and slowly and then...
"Shhhh Koi, I didn't realize. I'll make your first time special, and just right, I promise. I would never rush you"
"You don't hate me" I never thought Duo to be so insecure, I guess I've learnt a lot tonight. I never thought I could love anybody the way I have been. And I never thought Duo would have so much self hate buried within. He always seemed so sure of himself. Out of all of the pilots he is the one that seems most comfortable with himself. Of course I always knew this was a front, but I never imagined that what lay underneath the mask would be this bad, or run this deep!
Not to worry, I'll help my koi sort himself out. What worked last time...reassurance, that's all he needs, lots of positive reassurance.
"Of course not, I would never hate you, no matter what" There's a change...something in his eyes. I don't know what it is exactly, a little like a spark. But I know it's good, and it gives me hope that with help, maybe one day Duo will be able to love himself as much as I love him.
"Thank you heero" His words are mumbled as he falls into the grips of sleep. I look down at him, No need to thank me duo. Just being near you is all the thanks I need. And for the third time today I hold a sleeping angel in my arms.
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The morning dawns, cold wet and foggy. I wake up at 6:15 on the dot, I programmed my body to do this automatically a long time ago. As gently as I can I lower a sleeping Duo from my arms and onto the bed. This is the day we start at St Thomas's. I make a move to get up, but a long graceful arm worms its way around my waist and pulls me back down for a kiss. I smile into it, and say
"Hello there sleepy" I kiss his neck and then again attempt to get out of bed. I don't like to stay asleep any longer than is necessary, even though sleeping with Duo is an exception, I'm a perfectionist and I can't break my own laws.
"mmmmmm" he murmers,He still hasn't opened his eyes "mmmm heero, don't go, The bed is cold without you. I'm on my feet by now. He makes several futile movements, waving his hands in the air trying to find me, so he can pull me back into his lair. I step back a few paces to avoid being accidentally groped.
"Duo, we have our mission, ya have to get up" I say reluctantly. I hate depriving my koi of anything he desires.
"NO! no no no no no no no no no" he chants sleepily into his pillow. "Just wana sleep, stuff mission, stuff getting up," I chuckle inwardly. Then his voice takes on a new tone "and stuff anything that tries to deprive shinigami of his beauty sleep." On the word shinigami, he sits bolt upright, flicks his violet eyes wide open.
"That means you heero yuy" He growls as he skillfully out of bed, and stalks closer to me. I stand as still as I can.
"So watch out!" he leans forward, reaches out and tweaks my nose.
"shinigami is going back to sleep, and pities the fool who tries to stop him!" then he turned around, climbed back under the covers and closed his eyes. Inwardly I want to go "AWWWWWWW" but that would not really be in character for me now would it. I sigh
"Duo, you can have ten minutes, I'm going to get breakfast, I'll bring it up to you" A large grin graces the 'sleeping' pilots face. If there's one thing that will get him up and out of bed, its food. So I slip downstairs to prepare the best Breakfast In Bed he has ever eaten.
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So tell me what ya think. for that person that asked whether the purpose of the story was to get them to talk, or if they were going to the school, they will be going to school. I have a huge long plot worked out in my head...very long! But first they needed to get together. I crave reviews....so feed the poor...please *shakes tin* all I ask is a teeny review....not much at all if you think about it.