How could I have done such pain?
And this blade of mine
hungers again for blood
I do not wish to kill
This corruption in my mind
has robbed me of my will
And I long for a release
from the pain
If I could I would let him
strike me down
I know on me he does frown
I cannot help this evil
inside; it has pushed me in a corner
And made me cry
I want to kill it and
fight at his side and save the world
And prove I have a good
side
My eyes glow and I feel
the flame all over again
I feel the heat of the
fire and the warmth of blood
I look around it is the
same town from so long ago
NO! My mind screams how
could you? He was my friend.
I remember well my fights
with the blonde haired boy, so determined to prove himself
to me.
But I have killed his
hopes and dreams
I even heard his mother
scream as I killed her
How could I?
I am a monster; no it is
the thing that has my mind
And I never shall free
myself of it
So I shall let him come
and kill me
Yes his blade will strike
and I will not fight back
I will let him release me…
Poor boy I am sorry for
the pain
I know as I weep in a
corner of my mind that I
will die by his blade and
his hand
He deserves it.
For it is all that I
Sephiroth, the now tainted and corrupted
can do for him
And as his blade finds it
mark I whisper
Thank you for freeing me…
Crusade Fireangel
