Memory's Wishing

AN: Ahh... after this, just the epilogue... I don't know what to think. I love writing this, but some of the scenes have been hell to do... I can't write action worth a crap. And it'll be nice when I finish... ::shrugs:: I'll see how I feel after the epilogue. No use in worrying before time.

A lot of people have commented about this being a bit confusing... Sorry. That's only partly deliberate... and I don't have a good spot to explain in the fic itself until the epilogue rolls around. Brief help-thing: Takeru and Hikari are 00 digidestined. At the end of 00, they were told to report to Gennai's friends. They disappeared. What they were told will be in the epilogue. It will explain everything that's going on, but I can't say it here because it'll spoil the rest of this fic (what little is left to spoil, 'teny rate). The dreams both TK and Kari have been having are based on 00 before they meddled. That's different from the 00 that actually happened—that's based on the changes TK and Kari made, (or will make, depending on how you look at it,) while in Takeru and Hikari's minds. Hope that helped... although with my luck it probably just confused you more. Maybe if you re-read the prologue it would help... that has a lot of background-ish stuff in it.

I'm a bit surprised that no one figured out where the TK and Kari within their counterparts' minds came from—A Swiftly Tilting Planet by Madeline L'Engle. If you've read it, that might clear up some things too... I took a lot from that, sort of unconsciously, and just the other day I realized, "Hey! 'Memories' is a lot like "Planet!'"

Once again, the lyric translation to "Ashita Wa Ii Hi Ni Naru" is not mine, as I only understand a few random words of Japanese. It was done by those wonderful people at http://www.onewingedangel.com/suzaku. It's a very pretty song; you might want to download it or something.

Memories Five: Memory's Wishing


As the Deramon turned, Takeru looked frantically on the ground for some implement he could use to defend himself. No luck; the dirt floor of the maze-compound was swept hard and clean. Patamon desperately Boom-Bubbled, but there were so many arrayed against the two that his efforts did little.

"Pata! JUST RUN!" Takeru screamed, while following his own advice. Patamon followed him, ear-wings flapping frantically. The Deramon pursued them, surprisingly quickly considering their short stubby legs. Too quickly for running to be the only answer.

They fled to another part of the maze, where the dirt floor gave way to crude stone paving and hedges to catacomb-like tunnels. Hoping to lose their followers, they deliberately chose the twistiest, least logical path they could, randomly taking or not taking the various alternate tunnels they encountered. Soon, the catacombs darkened as they fled further from outside light, and still the bush-encumbered penguins followed. Then light began to once again splash on the dark stone walls. It was no longer the pale white moonlight of the tunnels' entrance, however. It was the warm welcoming gleam of a torch.

Takeru's mind, though panicked, managed to remember that fire was a weapon. He yanked the torch from its holder and brandished it at the Deramon horde. Suddenly, the tables were turned and it was now the Deramon who strove to put as much distance as possible between themselves and their intended victims. Takeru, relived, allowed them to do so and put his mind to a much harder task—reconstructing the path they'd taken and getting back out of the catacombs.
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Hikari curled up fetally, her back against a tree. There had been no sign of Takeru for the past few weeks. This lack was apparently a good sign; according to Gennai, since they'd never seen Takeru's dead body there was a fair chance he'd been kidnapped. If that was a good thing.

Where are you now? she sadly wondered. Some prison cell? Some shallow grave? I want you back, TK—Takeru. Who's TK?

Come back. I... I... oh, admit it to yourself, Ka—Hikari. You've fallen for him.


She untucked her crest from where she kept in under her shirt and stared at it. The starlike symbol faintly shimmered, almost in reflection of the stars above her. Almost in a singsong, she recited, "Starlight, star bright/First star I see tonight/Wish I may, wish I might/ Have the wish I wish this night."

She began to wish on her crest, first thinking out what she wanted. ...that you escape from Lucefremon, Takeru. That you're alive, and that you'll be free.

Then she put her wish in words, to make sure that whatever higher power handled these things heard her plea. "I wish... oh, I wish..." and something other than herself seemed to put words in her mouth. Her voice came out slightly differently, not quite as the same person's. "...that TK and I will be together again, someday soon."

Once again, Hikari wondered who that TK person was.

She began to sing once more, that last song she'd sung for Takeru. And this time it was to comfort herself.

"Ibara no mori o aruite kita ne Through a forest of thorns we have come walking
Kokoro ga tadori tsuku bara no tame ni
To where the heart is struggling for the sake of a rose
Kenage ni ikiru ai o mamorita mae
The love that bravely lives must be protected
Hakanaki hana tachi no yume ga saku you ni…
So that the transient flowers' dreams will blossom…
'Ashita wa ii hi ni naru' nando mo sasayaku wa
"Tomorrow will be a good day" I whisper repeatedly
Anata ni furi tsumore kyou saigo no oinori
Showering down and piling up on you is today's last prayer

Takeru... we've gone through so much together. All to protect, to save this world that we don't even belong in. We've tried to save everyone else... what about us? What makes us so special, such a perfect sacrifice for the Digiworld's future? ...oh, stop it, Hikari. Stop being so bitter, so complaining. This is our duty. We're the only ones who can. After all, isn't the highest moral purpose, the most altruistic thing, making the world better for others at the price of yourself? ...but I don't want to be this perfect altruist! Yes, I know it's what makes me me. But sometimes I don't want to be myself. Sometimes I wish I had a good healthy selfish streak... then I could have persuaded the others to look for you at first. Still, hindsight's futile. Sometimes all one can do is pray. So God, if you have any power in this world of data, use it. Bring Takeru back.

"Kanashimi tachi mo nemuri tsuku yoru
Even all the sadnesses arrive at sleep this night
Anata no sugu soba de danro ni naru
Immediately by your side I become a fireplace
Kibou no tane ni chikara ataeta mae
To the seeds of hope please give power so that
Namida mo itsu no hi ka niji ni naru you ni…
Even tears on some day will become a rainbow…
'Ashita wa ii hi ni naru' kokoro wa sou negau
"Tomorrow will be a good day" my heart wholly desires
Anata to iru ima o aishiteru
Now when I am here with you I love it

So now you're delusional, Hikari? Still, were you with me, Takeru, I
would love it. Aishiteru, Takeru-kun. I wish, with all my altruist's heart... that someday our sadness will sleep forever, that I'll be beside you once more... I pray, with all my love, not just for you but for everyone in this world... that Hope's Guardian will have power to guard the hopes of all for a bright future, that this dank sadness will one day turn to colorful joy... I hope, with all the power of my crest... that tomorrow will be a good day... I wish, I pray, I hope...

"Inochi aru mono subete ni sachi aru you ni…"
May everything that is alive be happy…
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Takeru looked confusedly at the seven near-indentical corridors of this branch in the catacombs. He was relatively sure he'd come from the third on the left... but some force within him was lobbying to go down the one on the far right. Or rather up, as it appeared steep enough that a staircase may have been more apropos than a ramp. A shortcut, perhaps? He had descended in his flight...

Why not? I can't get any more lost then I already am...

So he ascended the steep right tunnel, and kept going even when it seemed he'd been walking for hours. After quite a while, it opened out onto a broad balcony that Takeru was dead certain he'd never seen before in his life.

Okay... this definitely isn't the way I came...

Still, he walked out to the balcony's edge. And instantly regretted it. He discovered that he was near the top of a Very Tall Tower, almost at the edge of the maze's compound. Not quite at the edge, unfortunately. Otherwise, he'd be home free.

Takeru had never been closer to despair than at that moment. Just barely far enough from freedom... just barely too far. And he knew that if he descended the ramp again he'd only get lost in the tunnels once more...

At that moment, he heard a faint echoing melody. "Kibou no tane ni chikara ataeta mae/Namida mo itsu no hi ka niji ni naru you ni…" (To the seeds of hope please give power so that/Even tears on some day will become a rainbow…)

"Hikari?" he whispered wishingly.

"...were you with me, Takeru, I would love it. Aishiteru, Takeru-kun. I wish, with all my altruist's heart... that someday our sadness will sleep forever, that I'll be beside you once more... I pray, with all my love, not just for you but for everyone in this world... that Hope's Guardian will have power to guard the hopes of all for a bright future, that this dank sadness will one day turn to colorful joy... I hope, with all the power of my crest... that tomorrow will be a good day..."

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I wish... I pray... I hope..." he said with her.

Then an idea came to him.

"Patamon."

"Yes, Takeru?"

"Fly out there. Just beyond the barrier." Patamon did so. "Now digivolve, and go. Even if I never get out of here, at least then everyone else will be saved."

"Takeru? You want me to leave? I'll stay, Takeru. Even if it means we both die."

"If you go, I'll be the only one dead. If you don't, we'll all die."

...So don't face it alone. Kari, if you feel you have to do this, at least let me help...

"Okay, fine. Digivolve, but don't go. Not yet." Patamon complied with this request. "Now hold out your staff."

Takeru sighed within himself. This would be hard... but few easy things are worth doing. He backed up almost to the corridor he'd emerged from. Then he ran back toward's the balcony's edge, in the fastest sprint he'd ever run. As he reached the half-wall at the end, he placed his hands on top of it and vaulted off the balcony.

Takeru fell... but he also traveled forward. Reaching out his hand to its fullest limit, he just barely caught Angemon's staff. He secured a firmer hold on it and said,

"Now we go."
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"...this final evil. Then you're done. Permanently, in all likelihood."

"Where...?"

"Lucefremon ought to be pretty easy to find. An evil as deep as his poisons the entire area around him. Just flying over it, the very land should look unhealthy. Now go, Hikari. You're the only one left."

"Takeru..."

"Is almost certainly dead, and even if he's not it's very unlikely that he'll get out in time. Hikari, you and Angewomon might not be enough, but you'll have to be."

Gatomon digivolved. Hikari seized her hand and they flew...

They came to a patch of the Digiworld that could only be described as... sickly. All matted brown grass and spider-branched leafless trees and scorched earth.

...Lucefremon ought to be pretty easy to find. An evil as deep as his poisons the entire area around him. Just flying over it, the very land should look unhealthy. Now go, Hikari. You're the only one left...

They swooped down and began battle, but it was a losing one from the start. Lucefremon was one of those Digimon past Mega, and a demon Digimon besides... and Angewomon, though a powerful angel digimon, was a mere Ultimate.
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Angemon and Takeru flew frantically over the Digiworld until they came to that battle of titans. They too swooped down, to help.

"Hikari!"

"Takeru!"

The pair's happy reunion was cut short by the necessities of battle.

"Angemon, digivolve to Magnaangemon!" As the angel's voice echoed over the plain, feathers swirled around him, eventually coalescing into two new wings. Armor, a holy purple, encased his body, and his staff turned to a sword of pure light.

He joined the fray by swinging that sword in a great circle.

"Gate of Destiny!"

A golden gate appeared midair, its edges defined by the sweep of the sword. Around those edges symbols gleamed, in that strange language known as Ancient Digicode.

"Heaven's Charm!" Angewomon yelled, and a great cross of pink light sprang from her hands. It hit Lucefremon, and although he was mostly unharmed it drove him back a little. Enough that he was pulled back further, and still further, by the great wind that sucked evil into the vast vacuum of the Gate. Its duty done, the Gate closed and dissolved into golden bits of data.

Hikari and Takeru stared at each other.

"We've won..." breathed Hikari in awe. "I thought we never would... especially after you disappeared. But you came."

"Yes, Hikari. You called me, and I came."

They stepped slowly towards each other, and tenatively embraced. They were about to kiss, when a cough sprang behind them.

"If I may interrupt?" said a gleaming ball of light to them mentally. "While Lucefremon is gone, there is still one more task for you to do, to ensure the Digiworld's future."

finally,
TO BE CONCLUDED...

AN: I'm planning a freetalk/appendix/assorted-AN section for after the epilogue, and there I'll attempt to answer the questions that doesn't and talk about this fic in general. If you have any questions about this fic, ask now to have them answered there.