Don't
By Hannaka Doriyamato
Disclaimer: I don't own Gundam Wing or any of its characters and the song "Don't" belongs to Jewel.
Authors Note: Enjoy, but remember to R & R! Pairings are HY x RP. Later Dayz!
*Don't walk too close
Don't breathe so soft*
Once again, he has returned to me out of nowhere, walking slowly towards through the sandy beach where we first met, his hair still as unruly as ever, his eyes glazed over with something I couldn't quite put my finger on. He looks up at me, his Prussian blues as gorgeous as ever. Why am I afraid of him all of a sudden? Because I believe I'll fall into his grasp and foolishly fall in love with him again. As the wind ruffles his hair and my own, I can hear the faint sound of his whispered voice rehearsing my name like a silent prayer. 'I'm afraid of being hurt again' is the message I send to him through my eyes, full of fresh tears.
*Don't sing
Don't lay oh so near
Please don't let me fall in love with you again*
He smiles at me, the ones he reserves only for me, the ones that our friends will never see. He steps towards me. "Relena, I-" I silence him with my finger. "Don't Heero, don't say anything" I tell him.
*Please let me forget all those sweet smiles
All of the passion, all of the peace, the heat, the pain
All those blue skies where your words were my freedom*
As we stood there, wind whipping through our hair, I remembered when he told me that I brought him peace and a sense of belonging. He also told me of all the "strange" emotions he felt around me: warm, confused and jealously. I laughed at him. His words made me feel so… free, and his eyes spoke words I knew he couldn't say to me for fear of "sounding stupid" as he put it. Yet for some reason, I am still afraid of him.
*Too many timed I've cared too much*
Have I wasted my time caring about him? I love him, I really do, but will my feelings be returned by the same ones coming from him? Do I care too much? Of course not! I care for Milliardo and Noin, but I care more about Heero. Is that selfishness? I wouldn't think so…
*I stood on the edge and saw that you held my hand
And knowing too well I couldn't hide from those eyes*
His hand against mine brought me back to reality and his eyes were so full of concern. Concern for me? Noin always told me eyes were the windows to a person's soul. I guess it took me this long to figure that out. I stared into his Prussian blues, digging into the depths of his soul. What I found was true love. With those gorgeous eyes, I heard his apologies for leaving me all those times and the "I love yous" he could not say.
" I love you, Heero Yuy" I whisper in his ear, and in his eyes I hear him say the same thing. We seal that promise with a gentle kiss that could last a lifetime.
*Please don't let me fall in love with you again*
The End
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