Spend Forever With Me
disclaimer: I don't own anything gundam, except this story and ideas. please don't sue me!!
Relena gasped. Heero was going to propose! Taking her hands in his, he looked up her teary eyes.
"Relena, of all the people I've ever met, nobody, not a single soul has touched me in a way quite like yours. I had
once built walls, an imaginary castle around my heart, so nobody could ever hurt me, much less get to me. But
you did. Persistence and the care you showed me, ripped down those walls I so carefully built. As soon as that
happened, I fled. I was scared of those new feelings that were introduced to me, I was scared that they would
be snatched away as soon as I understood them. So the only thing I thought of, was to die. That's why I went
on so many of those missions. I thought that at least one of them would kill me, end my painful life," he said, as he brought himself up on the bed next to her.
Still clasping his hands, thoughts rushed through her head as more tears came.
'He's being so honest with me, goodness, I think I'm falling for him all over again,' she thought. Stopping him, she left his hands and hugged him.
"Heero, I didn't know. I'm sorry if I caused you pain. I only did those things because I cared. After you left, I felt so empty, so dead inside. I though for sure I'd die without you. Night after night, I spent my time crying over you. Wondering where you were, dying to hear your voice, even if it was 'omae o korosu'. I didn't care, as long as I knew you'd be near me, as long as you were safe. So over time, I too built a shelter around me, blocking out emotions that would bring more pain to me. Slowly, very slowly, I began to forget about you, began to set my mind more on work and to stop thinking about you. Soon, you became nothing to me, just a ghost of my childhood past. Then that fateful night, while I was sleeping, I had a dream that you were being tortured, finally until you died. I woke up crying, and there you were, standing at my balcony. Seeing you, crumbled those protective walls around my heart too. That's my story," she confessed.
Heero looked at her intently. She was actually telling him that she was becoming like him, emotionless and
indifferent. Their faces were inches apart, and he saw the tears run down her cheeks as she spoke. He gently
wiped them away with his fingers.
"I have more to say, Relena," he said.
"I kept running away from my problems, but they finally caught up to me. I decided to run once more, but this time to someone who understood me. I ran to you. You've been the only one who understood me, knowing me through and through just by looking at me. I was so scared, frightened about what I had done. You were always there for me, I know that know. I wish I had known earlier. You don't know how much you mean to me, and this was the only way I could show you. I value you more than life itself, and I think I'd die if you weren't there. I love you, Relena, I really truly love you. I don't know why it took me so long to admit, but I guess I was just too scared that you wouldn't feel the same way," feeling his own tears make their way down his cheeks.
Relena sobbed. He said it, he meant it, why was she crying? Throwing her arms around him, she cried into his shoulder as she felt his tears and hers mix together. He had finally said those words she longed to hear him
say. Now it was time for her to tell him what she thought.
"Heero, you are to most important person to me. I don't ever want to lose you. Please know that. And the words you have said to me tonight will never be forgotten. I hope you don't forget them either, because I love you too. More than anything in this world. I always have, and I tried to show it to you, but you kept shutting me out. I understand now. I know what you really mean to me, and if you leave me one more time, I'd die, for sure," she sobbed.
Choking back tears, she clung to his neck and felt his arms tighten around her waist. Looking into his sparkling blue eyes, she saw someone who would never leave her, who would always be there for her, and someone she truly wanted to spend the rest of her life with.
Breaking out of her arms gently, he once again got down on one knee and brought a velvet box out from
his pocket.
"If you and I both mean that, then Relena, will you be my wife? Spend eternity with me," he asked.
Tears ran down her face as she nodded,too happy and teary to speak, feeling the ring slip perfectly onto her finger. He got up and pulled her into an embrace.
"Thank you Relena. You really have been the first person to make me so happy. You were my first everything. My first love, the first person to make me smile, to allow me to feel. The first, and only person to touch my heart. Thank you so much, my love," Heero spoke. Relena reached up and pulled his head down.
"Heero, I hope I'm also your first kiss, because I've been saving myself only for you," she said as she pulled him further into their first kiss.
At first, it was slow, and new, but soon their tongues dueled, lashing at each other, leaving both of them breathless.
"Relena, you were my first, and I hope we remain that way forever," he said, as he pulled her into one more soul-searing kiss.
The End
AN: so... how was it???? too mushy??? not mushy enough??? i need your feedback please! so, that way, if it's
good, I can write an epilogue. thanks for reading, and please review. it means a lot to me. Oh, and to clear some little problems and questions, no, Relena and Heero are not exchanging vows. I hope I solved the little quotation problem. Thanks for reading, hope ya liked it!
disclaimer: I don't own anything gundam, except this story and ideas. please don't sue me!!
Relena gasped. Heero was going to propose! Taking her hands in his, he looked up her teary eyes.
"Relena, of all the people I've ever met, nobody, not a single soul has touched me in a way quite like yours. I had
once built walls, an imaginary castle around my heart, so nobody could ever hurt me, much less get to me. But
you did. Persistence and the care you showed me, ripped down those walls I so carefully built. As soon as that
happened, I fled. I was scared of those new feelings that were introduced to me, I was scared that they would
be snatched away as soon as I understood them. So the only thing I thought of, was to die. That's why I went
on so many of those missions. I thought that at least one of them would kill me, end my painful life," he said, as he brought himself up on the bed next to her.
Still clasping his hands, thoughts rushed through her head as more tears came.
'He's being so honest with me, goodness, I think I'm falling for him all over again,' she thought. Stopping him, she left his hands and hugged him.
"Heero, I didn't know. I'm sorry if I caused you pain. I only did those things because I cared. After you left, I felt so empty, so dead inside. I though for sure I'd die without you. Night after night, I spent my time crying over you. Wondering where you were, dying to hear your voice, even if it was 'omae o korosu'. I didn't care, as long as I knew you'd be near me, as long as you were safe. So over time, I too built a shelter around me, blocking out emotions that would bring more pain to me. Slowly, very slowly, I began to forget about you, began to set my mind more on work and to stop thinking about you. Soon, you became nothing to me, just a ghost of my childhood past. Then that fateful night, while I was sleeping, I had a dream that you were being tortured, finally until you died. I woke up crying, and there you were, standing at my balcony. Seeing you, crumbled those protective walls around my heart too. That's my story," she confessed.
Heero looked at her intently. She was actually telling him that she was becoming like him, emotionless and
indifferent. Their faces were inches apart, and he saw the tears run down her cheeks as she spoke. He gently
wiped them away with his fingers.
"I have more to say, Relena," he said.
"I kept running away from my problems, but they finally caught up to me. I decided to run once more, but this time to someone who understood me. I ran to you. You've been the only one who understood me, knowing me through and through just by looking at me. I was so scared, frightened about what I had done. You were always there for me, I know that know. I wish I had known earlier. You don't know how much you mean to me, and this was the only way I could show you. I value you more than life itself, and I think I'd die if you weren't there. I love you, Relena, I really truly love you. I don't know why it took me so long to admit, but I guess I was just too scared that you wouldn't feel the same way," feeling his own tears make their way down his cheeks.
Relena sobbed. He said it, he meant it, why was she crying? Throwing her arms around him, she cried into his shoulder as she felt his tears and hers mix together. He had finally said those words she longed to hear him
say. Now it was time for her to tell him what she thought.
"Heero, you are to most important person to me. I don't ever want to lose you. Please know that. And the words you have said to me tonight will never be forgotten. I hope you don't forget them either, because I love you too. More than anything in this world. I always have, and I tried to show it to you, but you kept shutting me out. I understand now. I know what you really mean to me, and if you leave me one more time, I'd die, for sure," she sobbed.
Choking back tears, she clung to his neck and felt his arms tighten around her waist. Looking into his sparkling blue eyes, she saw someone who would never leave her, who would always be there for her, and someone she truly wanted to spend the rest of her life with.
Breaking out of her arms gently, he once again got down on one knee and brought a velvet box out from
his pocket.
"If you and I both mean that, then Relena, will you be my wife? Spend eternity with me," he asked.
Tears ran down her face as she nodded,too happy and teary to speak, feeling the ring slip perfectly onto her finger. He got up and pulled her into an embrace.
"Thank you Relena. You really have been the first person to make me so happy. You were my first everything. My first love, the first person to make me smile, to allow me to feel. The first, and only person to touch my heart. Thank you so much, my love," Heero spoke. Relena reached up and pulled his head down.
"Heero, I hope I'm also your first kiss, because I've been saving myself only for you," she said as she pulled him further into their first kiss.
At first, it was slow, and new, but soon their tongues dueled, lashing at each other, leaving both of them breathless.
"Relena, you were my first, and I hope we remain that way forever," he said, as he pulled her into one more soul-searing kiss.
The End
AN: so... how was it???? too mushy??? not mushy enough??? i need your feedback please! so, that way, if it's
good, I can write an epilogue. thanks for reading, and please review. it means a lot to me. Oh, and to clear some little problems and questions, no, Relena and Heero are not exchanging vows. I hope I solved the little quotation problem. Thanks for reading, hope ya liked it!