Wash Away Those Years

Then.

Two weeks from now was Midsummer.

Onua had always loved the Midsummer festival because the dancers were so beautiful, in robes of light orange and yellow, dancing around the fire. That was how the festival opened of course, with the Sun Dance. Then there was food, hundreds of dishes of good things, spicy things, sour things, sweet things, all extremely delicious. Then were several more dances, where anyone could dance, not just the people who had been trained. Then came a marvelous display of magic: Fireworks shimmering in the sky.

This lasted until about midnight, when the last part of the evenig commenced. It had been, up until last year, Onua's favorite part. A 14-year-old girl would come out and dance, slowly, and gradually faster. It was supposed to be a display of how the Horse Lords created the K'miri. Everyone loved it, excpet Onua.

Because the girl had to wear a crown made from thorns.

Last year, Onua had watched the dancer, a girl named Leilani, and seen tears stream down her face, and blood stream down her forehead. Before, Onua had just thought that the thorn crown and blood were just effects, but as she watched the pearly tears roll down Leilani's cheeks, she knew they weren't.

And today, today was Choosing Day.

On Choosing Day, the whole tribe gathered round the village healer, who announced who would be in the ritual. Onua was afraid. Her friends, Rhia and Sarra, were fourteen. They might be chosen for the ritual.

It never occured to her to be afraid for herself.

"Onua Chamtong shall be our final dancing girl!" boomed the village healer. Everyone erupted with cheers. It was an honor to be the dancing girl, and even her father, a strict and stoic man, enveloped her in a bear hug.

"She shall go to Leilani to be trained."

Onua didn't hear; all she could think about was blood mingled with tears...blood and tears...

Later, Leilani grabbed Onua's hand, and said, "Come on."

Onua followed her.

"They don't tell you," Leilani said bitterly, "Honor, yeah, right. I'm so sorry, Onua, so, so sorry. I would do it again for you. You have always been my friend. But the village healer has spoken. And wasn't he one of the ones that...? A man of the Gods, and he...They don't tell you, and I can't either...And you can't run, Onua, because they always find you."

"What are you talking about?" asked Onua, wondering if Leilani had lost her wits.

"I'm sorry," said Leilani, and to Onua's surprise, tears began to pour down her cheeks.

Leilani had led Onua to a small clearing in the woods. "Let me teach you the dance, Onua."

"Leilani, what is it?" Onua asked, persistent, "Is it really that bad to wear the thorn crown?"

"It is that bad. But the rest, the rest is worse. Now, let me teach you the dance."

Onua watched her for a second, and began to try the complicated dance steps. After several days training, Onua had mastered the dance. Then Leilani took Onua to her house, and opened a small wooden box. Inside it was a crown of thorns.

"Here," she said, picking it up and giving it to Onua, "Here's the crown." Leilani said "crown" in a completely disgusted way.

Onua took it, and the thorns tore her skin.