::THIS IS NOT HAPPENING!::
I still remember that day in the mall, as plain as day. I was shocked that I could love anyone but Heeda, but I guess love is like that. Little did I know I was making a big mistake to think that. On Panny's 15th Birthday we all gathered around to celebrate. We were singing Happy Birthday and I was ready to search her feelings to see what her wish would be. We were done singing. "Okay, Pan, make a wish!" Heeda said. Pan looked at me. My heart skipped a beat as I heard the words run through her head. "I wish Trunks loved me as much as I love him." She blew out the candles, I froze. Did I just hear that? That night I kissed Heeda good night as everyone went home with their families. Heeda would of course stay with Pan because she was as well a Son. But I was planning something, something I would have never done years before, but now I wasn't sure it what was the right thing, everything was confusing. I did not go home, instead I stayed in their front yard in the bushes until I saw Pan's light go off. I felt shamed of myself, but I wasn't going to hesitate, I would be tough. I snuck through the back door and tip toed through the kitchen. From there I was in the hallway. "It's now or never." I whispered quietly to myself. I creeped quietly past Heeda's room. If she ever found out, I'd be dead. Though I was already dieing of shame. Why was I doing this? I had no idea, but I didn't care. I opened the door to Panny's room, she jumped up in suprise and before she could scream I covered her mouth. "Shh. Be quiet, don't let anyone hear you. I heard your wish Panny, I heard it all." Pan just stared up at me, shocked. I could tell she was excited though. I leaned closer and in a flash I had no idea what I was doing, I just leaned closer and my lips touched hers. I pulled away, I felt nothing from that kiss. Nothing. When I kissed Heeda, I saw fireworks and rockets, I saw us together. But what was I thinking when I kissed Pan? I felt nothing but her lips, I couldn't imagine us together come to think of it. I had explained Heeda and my love for each other like a poem but what was there to say about me and Pan? Is this happening? Pan smiled. I didn't smile back, I had just made the biggest mistake of my life, how could I? "Trunks, I want you to be mine. I won't tell Heeda." She leaned closer and before I could stop her, she bit me on the neck, claiming me as her own. "No, Panny. How could you? I'm engaged, you're to be my niece, not my mate!" I felt so ashamed that I was choking. Then it happened. I heard soft footsteps coming closer and closer to Pan's room. "Pan? Are you okay in there? Who is in there?!" I froze, the voice was Heeda's, I'd know it 700 miles away. If she ever found out our bond would be broken. Pan had bit my neck and the wound was visible, I couldn't let her see such a thing. "Panny, do me one favor, hide me." Pan nodded, but all she did was kiss me on the lips. I didn't want that, I wanted to hide! Right in the middle of our kiss the door creeked open. "Pan who-" I saw Heeda's eyes widen to the point where they practically bulged out of their sockets. The glass of water in her hand dropped to the ground and I heard the sound of glass breaking. She tried so hard to fight her tears, I could tell she could take no more though. "How could- What's the meaning-" She looked at Pan, looked at me. Over and over I heard the glass breaking, the unpleasent sound ringing constantly in my head. Heeda finally broke into pure tears that made her eyes glisten like never before, she lay her head in her hands and sobbed. I felt like I could drown myself in her tears. What had I done? I had just ruined something I had shared with Heeda all my life.. trust. I had lied and cheated on her, to make it worse, I made her cry. All her life she had tried not to cry, she tried to be a tough girl, but I had broken the barrier. I bet she would never trust me now, I had made her life a living hell. "Go to sleep, Pan." I said, breaking every bit of silence from my mouth. Pan nodded and sighed. "I'm sorry I-" she started. "It's not your fault, go to sleep." Pan hopped into bed and drifted into an uneasy sleep. Heeda still sat on her knees sobbing into her own hands. "How could you!" I heard her muttering in between hard breaths. I put the shame I felt into my stare. "I'm so sorry, Heeda. I had no idea what I was doing.." I stopped. I knew what I was doing, I knew all along, that question startled me over and over,"How could I?" Heeda looked up at me with her glistening blue eyes, still sobbing. "Sorry? How could you, Trunks? I'll never be able to trust you again, never! I hate you!" Heeda got up and dashed away. I ran after her in a desperate attempt to keep my own tears in. "Wait, Heeda, please.." I yelled after her. At least Chi-Chi was at a banquet with Gohan and Videl, so there was no chance of waking any of them up. Heeda sat on the couch, sniffling and tears still running down her cheeks. "Heeda, stay there, I'm sorry. You don't know how sorry I am-" "If you were sorry you wouldn't have snuck into our house and bonded Pan at all! We're about to get married Trunks, I love you, but you portrayed me as meaningless! Is that how you want me to think about you.. meaningless!" I thought before sitting beside her on the couch. "No, I don't think of you as meaningless, not at all. You're everything to me, Heeda." I said as softly as I could. I looked into her eyes, so full of pain. How could I do such a thing to such an innocent person? "Then what's that bite mark on your neck!" she said, pointing to the place where Pan had bit me. "It's nothing, I didn't claim her back. She did that before I could tell her no." Heeda looked up at me again. "You would tell her no?"
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I still remember that day in the mall, as plain as day. I was shocked that I could love anyone but Heeda, but I guess love is like that. Little did I know I was making a big mistake to think that. On Panny's 15th Birthday we all gathered around to celebrate. We were singing Happy Birthday and I was ready to search her feelings to see what her wish would be. We were done singing. "Okay, Pan, make a wish!" Heeda said. Pan looked at me. My heart skipped a beat as I heard the words run through her head. "I wish Trunks loved me as much as I love him." She blew out the candles, I froze. Did I just hear that? That night I kissed Heeda good night as everyone went home with their families. Heeda would of course stay with Pan because she was as well a Son. But I was planning something, something I would have never done years before, but now I wasn't sure it what was the right thing, everything was confusing. I did not go home, instead I stayed in their front yard in the bushes until I saw Pan's light go off. I felt shamed of myself, but I wasn't going to hesitate, I would be tough. I snuck through the back door and tip toed through the kitchen. From there I was in the hallway. "It's now or never." I whispered quietly to myself. I creeped quietly past Heeda's room. If she ever found out, I'd be dead. Though I was already dieing of shame. Why was I doing this? I had no idea, but I didn't care. I opened the door to Panny's room, she jumped up in suprise and before she could scream I covered her mouth. "Shh. Be quiet, don't let anyone hear you. I heard your wish Panny, I heard it all." Pan just stared up at me, shocked. I could tell she was excited though. I leaned closer and in a flash I had no idea what I was doing, I just leaned closer and my lips touched hers. I pulled away, I felt nothing from that kiss. Nothing. When I kissed Heeda, I saw fireworks and rockets, I saw us together. But what was I thinking when I kissed Pan? I felt nothing but her lips, I couldn't imagine us together come to think of it. I had explained Heeda and my love for each other like a poem but what was there to say about me and Pan? Is this happening? Pan smiled. I didn't smile back, I had just made the biggest mistake of my life, how could I? "Trunks, I want you to be mine. I won't tell Heeda." She leaned closer and before I could stop her, she bit me on the neck, claiming me as her own. "No, Panny. How could you? I'm engaged, you're to be my niece, not my mate!" I felt so ashamed that I was choking. Then it happened. I heard soft footsteps coming closer and closer to Pan's room. "Pan? Are you okay in there? Who is in there?!" I froze, the voice was Heeda's, I'd know it 700 miles away. If she ever found out our bond would be broken. Pan had bit my neck and the wound was visible, I couldn't let her see such a thing. "Panny, do me one favor, hide me." Pan nodded, but all she did was kiss me on the lips. I didn't want that, I wanted to hide! Right in the middle of our kiss the door creeked open. "Pan who-" I saw Heeda's eyes widen to the point where they practically bulged out of their sockets. The glass of water in her hand dropped to the ground and I heard the sound of glass breaking. She tried so hard to fight her tears, I could tell she could take no more though. "How could- What's the meaning-" She looked at Pan, looked at me. Over and over I heard the glass breaking, the unpleasent sound ringing constantly in my head. Heeda finally broke into pure tears that made her eyes glisten like never before, she lay her head in her hands and sobbed. I felt like I could drown myself in her tears. What had I done? I had just ruined something I had shared with Heeda all my life.. trust. I had lied and cheated on her, to make it worse, I made her cry. All her life she had tried not to cry, she tried to be a tough girl, but I had broken the barrier. I bet she would never trust me now, I had made her life a living hell. "Go to sleep, Pan." I said, breaking every bit of silence from my mouth. Pan nodded and sighed. "I'm sorry I-" she started. "It's not your fault, go to sleep." Pan hopped into bed and drifted into an uneasy sleep. Heeda still sat on her knees sobbing into her own hands. "How could you!" I heard her muttering in between hard breaths. I put the shame I felt into my stare. "I'm so sorry, Heeda. I had no idea what I was doing.." I stopped. I knew what I was doing, I knew all along, that question startled me over and over,"How could I?" Heeda looked up at me with her glistening blue eyes, still sobbing. "Sorry? How could you, Trunks? I'll never be able to trust you again, never! I hate you!" Heeda got up and dashed away. I ran after her in a desperate attempt to keep my own tears in. "Wait, Heeda, please.." I yelled after her. At least Chi-Chi was at a banquet with Gohan and Videl, so there was no chance of waking any of them up. Heeda sat on the couch, sniffling and tears still running down her cheeks. "Heeda, stay there, I'm sorry. You don't know how sorry I am-" "If you were sorry you wouldn't have snuck into our house and bonded Pan at all! We're about to get married Trunks, I love you, but you portrayed me as meaningless! Is that how you want me to think about you.. meaningless!" I thought before sitting beside her on the couch. "No, I don't think of you as meaningless, not at all. You're everything to me, Heeda." I said as softly as I could. I looked into her eyes, so full of pain. How could I do such a thing to such an innocent person? "Then what's that bite mark on your neck!" she said, pointing to the place where Pan had bit me. "It's nothing, I didn't claim her back. She did that before I could tell her no." Heeda looked up at me again. "You would tell her no?"
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