Mah Notes: Da story iz named after da song Breathe by Moist, N da title of dis chapter iz named after a song by Kelis.
Oh yeah, Sora fans... Don't kill me 4 this... And there are some explicit language in here.. Hmm.. I wuz in a crappy mood when I wrote dis. Sowwy!!! I've been delaying dis 4 1 month N' dis wuz all dat came out!! Short N' Krappy eh?
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*Ishida Tachikawa Mimi / Nane*
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Breathe 3 : I Hate You So Much
(Mimi's POV)
I didn't know where I went. I just wanted to get away from them..
When I stopped, it was dusk and I found myself in front of a lake. Not just any lake, it was the lake where Matt told me his feeling for me. I smirked. Too bad nothing came out of it.
I sat myself down on a rock and started admiring the view of the lake and the sun going down. I remembered how in situations like these back 5 years ago, Palmon and I would admire the setting together talking about ourselves. I let the tears trickle down my face. I couldn't hold it anymore.
"At least nobody can see me cry.." I sighed to myself.
"I see you.." said a voice. Slowly I turned around and saw Sora behind me.
"Sora!!" I said, surprised. I turned my face away from hers and quickly wiped my tears away and put on my most cheerful yet fake smile. "Hi!"
"You were crying" she said in a monotonic tone.
I stood up, keeping the smile on my face, knowing I couldn't lie.
"Just remembering Palmon and the time we used to spend in the digiworld back then!"
"And Matt..." she said rather mysteriously.
"M..Matt?" I stuttered. "What about him?"
"Stop acting so innocent!" she screamed. "You know what I'm talking about!"
"Sora??" I stammered rather scared in some ways. It was so unlike her act like this. "Why are you acting like this?"
"Why?!" she yelled as she came closer to me making me to walk backwards. "I think I know Matt longer than you have! And before we met you everything seemed to be going just fine! Until that is you came!"
What is she talking like that? Is she in love with Matt? What did I do?
She still came closer to me cornering me. I couldn't go any further, but I kept on standing. What was wrong with her?
"You're in love with Matt??" I asked looking down.
"No shit sherlock!" she yelled in my face making me squint my eyes.
"Just to let you know Mimi.." she said her voice a little calmer. "You're a bitch and I hate your fuckin' guts!"
I stared at her face, realizing she was serious. I didn't know what to say, but I can feel uncontrolable stabbing in my chest.
"What's wrong Mimi? You gonna cry now?! Huh??! "
I shook my head, still speechless. "You don't mean that do you?.."
She smirked at me and started analyzing the back of her hand.
"You better believe it princess," she said with an unusual smile. "And guess what.. Matt hates you too.."
I swallowed. I could feel the stabbing of the knife turn into huge rip made by a large claw. The rip started to tear from my throat to the pit of my stomach. I shook my head to Sora. Was this really her? Why is she suddenly acting like this?
"Hm.. When will you ever learn princess?.." Sora smirked. "Now that we're back in the Digiworld.. I'll do anything to make your life a living hell.. And what can you do? You're helpless.. Tell them I did it! Nobody will believe you anyways.. They'll probably think that you're back to your old selfish way.. You gonna cry now?! Of course.. What else can you do but cry?.."
I could feel myself sinking to the ground, and I hear Sora as she keeps talking. Helpless.. Weak.. What else can I do but cry? Cry... That's what all I've thought about doing since I got here.. I gripped my stomach tightly. I feel sick, and I can't help but wanting to puke. I closed my eyes as these beads of sweat rolls down my forehead.
Maybe what she's saying is right... But right now, I don't want to listen anymore.
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