FORBIDDEN LOVE
WARNING: R, contents of
lime!
Disclaimer: "Ayashi no ceres"'s
characters don't belong to me, they're Yuu Watase's.
Notes: I haven't seen this anime…but almost
read the manga (translated), so you should expect many things (setting,
…etc) to be wrong (like the TV in Aya's room, Aki's travel one year ago, It's
just for my story, OK?), sorry! And this is my first fan fiction ever.
Oh, yeah…A non-Tooya/ceres fic……He's
either hadn't appear yet, or haven't been born!! I just don't want them.
In Aya's
gloomy room, Aki and Aya sat on the sofa, watching a scary movie in the
midnight of that Saturday. There was no one but them in the house, as their
parents were invited to spend the weekend in one of the high-class hotels of
Tokyo.
"Ahhhhhhh!… Oh
noooooo!" Aya cried in the darkness of the room, where there was only a light
from the screen.
"Heeeey! What's wrong
with you? You blew up my ears! It's just a Hannibal who's going to crunch that
beautiful girl, you know!" Aki shouted back, picking his ear. When he turned to
Aya, she was collapsed. She had drown her knees to her chest, bent her head to
them, and put her palms on her ears and her eyes tightly shut.
Aki stared at her for a
moment, gently, absently, then turned back to the movie and waited for the
scary scene to pass.
"Okay, Aya. It's over,"
Aki said to her, putting a hand on her shoulder to comfort her. Slowly, Aya
opened one eye, and then the other, then she sighed loudly in relief.
"You chicken-livered! I
forgot that you're afraid even from your own shadow, I shouldn't have agreed on
the idea of watching this horror movie," Aki smirked at his sister, who was
really nervous now from the unexpected scenes.
"Stop degrading me Aki!
You know I'm brave, it's just that…these scenes are disgusting, they make me
sick," Aya said without looking at Aki, just to show him she's brave.
"Ahhhhhhh!" and Aya cried again at the appearance of the Hannibal
stained with blood, but this time, she jumped to her brother and clung to him
so roughly that the whole sofa was about to tip over.
"Yeah...I noticed," Aki
said ironically after settling.
Aya put her hands on
her ears with her face buried in her brother's shirt tightly, so she won't only
hear, but also won't glance the light.
At that, and at 1:25 am, the show was over,
but Aki didn't say this to Aya. Actually, he found himself staring down at her,
enjoying the closeness of their bodies and the warmth she provided.
Aki surrounded her with
his two arms and closed his eyes, eddies of emotions spinning in his mind and
heart.
"What a strange feeling! I feel so warm
and…and cold! How could this be?"
Then, Aki awoke from his thoughts. "C'mon
Aya, the show's over. It's time to sleep now."
Aya loosened her grip and slowly glanced around the
room to find it completely dark. She felt Aki trying to get up, so she backed
from him a little. Before he started to move his way to the door, she
involuntarily reached his hand with both her hands and stopped him.
"Wait…wait Aki, don't
go. I'm…I'm af-afraid," she said, trembling.
"Wha- what's wrong with
you, Aya. It was your idea to watch this movie this night, wasn't
it?"
"Y-yes…it was. But
I'm…" Aya was low in spirits and she looked defeated, and this made Aki
feel…bad…or, shall we say…he felt something strike him. He sat back on the sofa
and put his hands on Aya's shoulders. She was trembling vigorously.
"Now calm down, Aya,"
he could see her eyes glittering in the dark, "I'll go and open the lights,
okay? I won't leave now," and he got up and headed to the door where the
light-switch was located.
Aya's eyes went shut
involuntarily as Aki opened the lights on, and she kept them shut with a frown
on her face. The sudden brightness sure disturbed her.
Aki walked towards the
sofa, his eyes never leaving his sister. "She looks so cute when she's
upset," Aki thought to himself.
He sat in his place
again, where Aya was sitting with her thorax facing him.
"You kiddo," and before
he would know it, he found himself hugging her tightly to his chest.
Aya's eyes widened in
surprise at her brother's action. The last time Aki hugged her was one year
ago, when he returned from Germany. But he hugged her because he returned…There
was a reason for that hug…but now…
"It
doesn't seem that he's hugging me to relieve my fears. This one's different
than the one he just gave me when I cried, and different from that one year
ago. Why?" Aya thought to herself.
"What am I doing? I didn't want to hug her
this way. Can't I control my actions? But I…I don't know what's happening
inside me. That strange feeling again. That desire…Yes! These are my desires…my
needs…" Aki realized.
Slowly, Aki
drew back, still holding her shoulders and staring at her blue gaze. Aya's
hands were on his chest as her eyes were still wide open. She could feel her
hands raise and drop as Aki was heavily -hardly- breathing.
He remained
at that position until he regulated his breath.
"What shall
we do now, Aya?" he finally said in a low voice.
"You'll
sleep with me, won't you, Aki-chan?" she said in such an innocent voice that
Aki cursed himself for being with her right now.
"I will,
Aya, I will," and he rose up and managed to smile to her. "So let me go and
bring my pillow from my room, okay?"
Aya only
nodded, and watched him go out of her room.
In Aki's
room,
"Shit! Why
did I put myself in such a situation?" Aki cursed, throwing himself on his bed.
"Now that I realized my true feelings? I've hugged her two times by now.
Dammit. I've fallen for my sister, my little twin sister. How can I ever control
myself watching her asleep?"
Aki rose,
took his pillow, and returned to Aya's room. He found her in her nightgown
already, combing her hair. He yawned as he put his pillow on the sofa and threw
his body on it. He was grateful to his jeans that hid his erection; because at
this moment and at this position of Aya, she looked sexier than ever. With that
light, short, black sleeping suite she wore, sitting at the edge of her twin
bed, combing her hair ever so delicately!
"By the
way, Aki, you're really strange today. You've been acting abnormally kind. But
thanks anyway, you've took my fears away with your humanity tonight," Aya
smirked at her brother who was staring at her.
"Humanity,
huh! For your own knowledge, Aya, you looked so lonely, sad, and pathetic
today, that's way I decided to pay you some pity tonight, just because our parents are out, and just because I'm your
big brother. GOT THAT?" Aki stated in one breath.
Aya's eyes widened in
anger and she took her pillow angrily and headed to the sofa, where Aki lay
peacefully.
"You jerk!"
Aya whispered dangerously as she stood above him.
"Uhhh….ummm,
listen, I was just kidding, okay," Aki regretted what he'd just said. He knew
he couldn't run away from his twin's fury. "I was just……..Ahhh, nooo, stop!"
And Aya
started to beat him with her pillow before he could explain. He was so
defendless and had only his arms to cover his head with. Aya started to laugh
at his weakness, and her strikes became weak too.
Aki made
use of her weakness to pull his own pillow, "It's my turn now, hahaha," and he
was about to thump her when she ran away to her bed, still laughing.
"You think
you'll be safe there?" and he followed her. She lay on her back, with her feet
on the ground, laughing loudly and hysterically that tears of joy escaped her
eyes.
Instead of
attacking her, Aki dropped the pillow on the bed and slowly bent and rested his
fists on the mattress so that Aya's slim waist was between them.
"Should I tell her about my feelings? She
must know that I…that I…love her. I want her so badly…Dammit," Aki thought while staring down at her.
His sexual
desires where controlling him once again, and he was hurting and breathing
heavily. Aya was bewildered beneath him, not knowing why did he stop attacking
her.
"Aki, are
you all right?" she asked, noticing the ache in his face.
Aki bent
even more, "Aya I…I…" He couldn't take it anymore. He put his left arm behind
her neck, and the other down her back, and covered her lips with his own.
Aya groaned
in shock, but her voice was muffled by Aki's hot mouth on hers. She tried to
protest by putting her hands on Aki's bold chest to push him back, but she
found herself pulling him closer till he was on top of her.
"What's happening to me? This shouldn't be
happening…It's wrong…but…" She was puzzled.
A cry
escaped Aya's mouth, and Aki made advantage of her parted lips to slide his
tongue inside. He explored every part of her mouth, but Aya didn't kiss him
back.
"Oh, Aya… You're damn too good!" Aki thought.
Aki drew
his face back slowly, but he was still on top of Aya, both of them breathing
heavily and hardly. "You kissed me!" Aya whispered, out of breath. Aki buried
his face in her neck until their heartbeats became normal again.
"I did,"
was his only answer.
"But why?
First you hugged me, and just now you kissed me, passionately," she asked, "on
my mouth!"
"Isn't that
obvious? Coz I love, Aya. I've fallen for you. And you captured my heart, never
intending to free it," he said, a bit sharply at the beginning only.
"But I'm-"
she said with tears in her eyes.
"But you're
my sister. I know it's wrong, but what can I do? I can't just stop loving you
just because we're siblings. It's too hard for me,… and I hurt every time I'm
alone with you," and with that, few drops of tears ran down his red, hot
cheeks, only to fall on Aya's lips.
"You were hurting that much…because of me,
and your tears are so hot, I'm so sorry" Aya
felt a bit guilty. Her twin, older brother was suffering a long time because he
couldn't have her.
He placed
his face again in Aya's neck. She surrounded him with her arms trying to
comfort him; she could feel his hard erection between her thighs. "Shhh, Aki,
I'm here with you, for you."
They sat
up, each one staring at the other, "I'm sorry, Aya-chan. I caused you so much
trouble because of my stupid actions," Aki finally said, took the pillow, and
sat up to go back to the sofa -his bed-.
"Aki," Aya
whispered his name, she was worried about him.
Aki close
the lights and laid his back on the sofa, with his hands behind his head. Aya,
in return, slid to her bed and tried to sleep, and she slept after all.
"How can she forget what happened and go to
sleep that simply?" Aki thought, as he was trying hardly to sleep.
"It's damn hot," he complained as he rolled to his other side. After a while, he got up
and slipped off his shirt to expose his wide chest to the warm breeze of the
room.
He sat
strait on the sofa, thinking about that kiss once again. He hasn't kissed
anyone ever in his 16-year life, but somehow he knew how the process happens.
He dropped his head back, trying to feel, again, Aya's sweet mouth in his.
"Oh, shit! Now I want her again…Dammit,
what shall I do?" he cursed himself as he felt
his desires boil in his sweaty body.
"Nooooooo!
Akiiiiiii!" Aya startled of her sleep and sat up on her bed. Aki jumped from
his place, terrified, and ran to her, hitting as many things as you can say in
his way.
"What
happened, Aya? Is it a nightmare?" Aki asked nervously, holding her shoulders.
He could
hear Aya's sharp, fast, breaths. She didn't answer coz she probably didn't hear
him. Then, when she realized his presence, she threw herself to him and clung
to him, despite the fact that he's shirtless. Her cheeks resting on his chest.
She started to cry as she remembered her dream.
"Shhh,
don't be afraid, Aya. It's just a bad dream. You're safe now," Aki, still
holding her shoulders, pulled her back and tried to figure out her features.
Drops of sweat all over Aya's face and upper-chest shimmered in the darkness of
the room.
"It was so
scary, Aki," Aya was trembling.
"What was
so scary?" Aki asked, trying to free her from her fears.
"No, it
doesn't matter now. You're safe, Aki-chan," and Aya reached Aki's face with her
palm.
"It's
probably a side affect from that Hannibal movie. We shouldn't have seen it
anyway," Aki said in a faint voice. Then he held Aya's hand with his and
started kissing her palm. His hot kisses made Aya groan in desire. She didn't
want to go any further so she dropped her hand back to her side ever so hardly.
In her position, she laid on her pillow. Aki sighed loudly.
"What shall I do now, I can't go to my room
and leave her alone with her nightmares. Nor can I touch her, coz just now she
gave a big deal of effort trying to avoid me. And I won't be able to sleep
either, after all what happened?" where Aki's
dispersed thoughts.
"I want to kiss
her soft lips again…" said a voice in his
heart.
"No, I can't.
We're siblings. It's forbidden," said another
in his mind.
"Screw it!" his heart finally told him.
And Aki shifted from his place and lay behind Aya.
Aya cried in surprise as he placed his left arm around her waist, drawing her
closer to him. He nuzzled her nape, and Aya could feel his chest stiffen
against her back.
She finally gave up to what he was doing to her. Her
tension loosened, and she turned her face back to face him, but he met her on
her lips, never wanting to wait more that that.
Aya twister her whole body so she can kiss him back.
His eyes widened as he felt her weight upon his, but were tightly shut when she
slid her tongue in his mouth, trying to imitate what he's done before.
The kiss deepened and their heartbeats quickened.
Desire over-ruling both of them.
Aki moaned as Aya's hand hovered over his sweaty chest,
caressing on his curves, and slowly going down to explore his stomach.
He managed to lift his left shoulder and surround her
with his left arm to switch their positions. Now Aki is on top of Aya, still
kissing her hungrily, ruling her.
She moaned in Aki's mouth as she felt his hard
erection against her. She felt that she needed more. They both did. She slid
one arms to put a hand over his nape, and the other arm squeezes his lower
back, so she would feel more of his arousal against her. She was enjoying his
heaviness.
Aki broke the kiss in need for air. He gasped so
harshly until he assured that he was still alive! Aya, in the other hand,
dropped her head back and inhaled as much air as her lung can bear.
Aki put his flushed face over Aya's breasts, seeking
more rest.
"What…have you…done…to me?…" Aki managed to say
between breaths.
"You…almost choked me, Aki,…I'll have you know," Aya
answered.
They remained at that position 'till their heartbeats
and breaths were regulated. After a while Aya said faintly, and half-asleep:
"This is the most beautiful night I spend with you, my beloved Aki!"
Aki slid to his side so they both were on their
sides, facing each other. Their legs tangled and their faces only inches apart.
"So…you are not afraid after all, are you, koibito?"
Aki asked so gently and caringly.
"Uhhh, no," Aya smiled back.
Aki stiffened his hold on Aya, and drew his face
nearer, so that he could inhale her pure scent. They were both too exhausted
that they went in a deep, sweet, dreamy sleep.
TBC (maybe!)
======è koibito = my love, sweetheart.
