-Chapter-10-

-Santana pov-

"You sure about this?" I nod and look at Rachel "We are here for you"

"Thanks" I look over at Bruce "This is the final step right?"

"Nothing more emotional than seeing your mom again" Bruce nods toward the door "You got this"

"I got this" I turn and knock on the door "I got this"

"Hang on!" I take a deep breath as we hear footsteps and then the door slowly opens "I have no...Santana?"

"Hey mo~"

"Shut up!" I cringe as the tears fill her eyes "You abandoned me! You abandoned us all! How could you?! How could you never visit?! You never responded to anything! I thought you were dead! You were all I had and I thought you were dead! I have mourned over you! I have stopped my life because of you! You do not just get to come here and say 'Hey mom' to me! I lost everything! I lost everything! What do you have to say? What do you have to say to me huh? What could you possibly say that changes anything? You think you could say anything to me Santana? Something that makes me want to be ok with you leaving me! Nothing will ever change that! Nothing will ever make it ok!"

"I KNOW!" She stops talking and my vision is blurry with my own tears "I know that nothing I can say will fix it! I was homeless mom! I got a message that said you died! I thought you died and I could not deal with it! I lost Brittany before the funeral and I ran! I ran from everything and ended up homeless! I scavenged trash, I slept on benches, and I destroy myself everyday! Everyday damn day! I think about how I left everyone and everything! I am weak ok? Is that what you needed? I am weak! I AM FUCKING WEAK BECAUSE FAMILY IS ALL TAHT MATTERS TO ME AND I LOST IT ALL! I fight for my love and I let it slide away! So yes I know! I know I am weak! I fucked up and I am sorry! I am so sorry...I am so sorry mom"

"Mija" She pulls me into her and we go to the ground "I got you Mija"

"I am so sorry Mami" I cry into my moms familiar shoulder "I am so sorry for leaving!"

"I will kill James for the message mess up later" She wipes my eyes and smiles "How about we get inside the house and you can explain why you have green on your neck"

"You succeeded a lot Santana" I look at Bruce who smiles "Stay here while I go find Kate"

"Oh is she your new girlfriend?" I look at Rachel before looking at my mom and nodding "Are you three together? No one is cheating right?"

"You have no idea" I stand up with my mom "Now onto the green thing and why we are leaving tomorrow"

-Time skip-Kate pov-

"This place is a mess!" I jump and turn to see a portal open "Coming in kid"

"Of course" Steven, Clint, and Bruce walk through and the portal closes "You know those rings can open into other dimensions? Other earths? I could have gone back and just went back"

"But you do not want to" I look away as Steven walks closer "You have girls who want to be with you! That will love you for you! Why run from that?"

"Because I have caused them pain and suffering" I turn and poke him angrily "They will be better without me! Everyone would! My mom wanted me dead! You know what that feels like? I have nothing anymore Steven! A man who she also wanted dead took me in! My family hates me while some stranger treated me like family! That is not how life should be!"

"So be mad!" Steven pushes me backwards and I stumble "Be angry! Angry is fine! Just stop bottling it all up inside! Bottling everything up does not but destroy yourself! You will end up alone kid! Take it from someone who already is! You do not want to be like me!"

"I JUST WANT SOMEONE TO LOVE AND CARE FOR ME!" I feel eyes on me and I look around "Where are we?"

"Kate?" I turn and see Santana "Kate! Thank god you are ok! Rachel! Mami! Kate is here! Are you ok? Have you ate at all? My god you must be starving! I can get you some food and water! Do you want water? I can get you wha~"

I have no idea what controls me to do it but I kiss her. I kiss her straight on the lips. She soon kisses me back and we go until there is a throat cleared. We separate and turn to see a raised eyebrow Rachel watching.

"So much for me right?" I sheepishly smile and she smiles with a eye roll "We need that date soon"

"Agreed" Santana makes me look her in the eyes "Especially if it means I get those lips more"

"Something to live for" Clint tosses me my bow and I am confused as the portal closes "The earths have finished merging"

"So you mean...no" He nods and I look at the girls "Things are about to get a little more crazier around here"