Ok, people this was written as my own little offering for Conversion
Day, but due to pc problems I could not post it. This is the third one of
my Nightcrawler Monologues(If you want to read the others just write me
and I'll send them to you, they were posted over the summer and they are
both under adult headers, One is called Lolita and the other is Side of
Reality); The date of this airing was of course Conversion Day '99 August
24. Uncle kinda dedicated this to Nicky as I'm sure you'll see.....(Nicky
Bashing)
I do not own the character or anything. If you want to post this let me
know where so i can brag (BOY CAN I BRAG) send comments and what not to
the address at the end.
Flame me and i swear something bad will happen to you.....after all i
talk UNCLE so piss me off and I'll come down on you with all the fury of
Rome. :) Have a nice day..... hehehe
I want to dedicate this to my wonderful "V" Joe, who lets me call him
'sugar', who beta read this for me, who made every dream in my life come
true this summer. Thanks Joe. :)
This is a trascript of the Nightcrawler show that aired August 24, 1999:
"We fear what we see in others and we hate what we see in ourselves...Or
is it the other way around my children? Those that fight crime...Are they
afraid of becoming criminals themselves? Afraid they'll fall into a deep,
dark pit of luscious evils. The only way to stop temptation is to give
into it children. That was said by a very smart person, and its true. Or
are they more afraid of the monster without than the monster within?
Afraid they have to fight it before it claims them too. Is that how
sinning works? Those that live near sin are presumed sinners? Is that
what inspired the folks of Salem, Massachusetts to burn their neighbors
to death? That they feared the evil of those 'witches' would contaminate
their souls, and send them to Hell too?
Does the killer feel free after he kills? That moment after death before
consequences come crashing down upon them...If there were no consequences
how many of us would act out our dark desires, our deepest fantasies? How
many would give in if we had nothing to fear? No loss of soul, no eternal
damnation, no death penalty? I know the truth, your truth, if the cat had
no claws the mice would kill it, roast it, and have a cannibalistic
feast. Then they would go find another cat. I know you my children, your
darkest thoughts echo to my ears and i know how you would act. Orgies of
murder, orgies of lust. Purest freedom indeed.
What would it take to set you free? A little alcohol, a snort of
cocaine? The loss of everything that held you down, held you in place? I
believe that dear little Janice Joplin once put it "Freedom is just
another word for nothing left to loose.". How poetic. How true. Guilt is
what binds us in place. Guilt of our crime and fear of the penalty. Guilt
is a weak rope, easy to break. Set your self free and do as you wish,
such a heady life is true power. Power known by few. Power kept by few.
My power and the power of my children. They know their path and yet...
Some stray from that path...Their guilt makes a need for repentance, a
need to confess their sins and be judged, be absolved. How many Hail
Marys to make amends for my sins Father? Would it really pay back my
sins, save my soul from the pit? It is the confession, not the Preist
that gives us absolution. What if that absolution was withheld for those
of us with a 'record' as the police say. A constant sinner is a joyful
sinner, controled by his own inner demons. Pity those who believe it so;
that their prayers can buy back a soul that was lost at his first kill;
Did the Raven painted in black paints wash clean? Did the Spirit Father
forgive him for his meddling and make him clean and clear again? And so
it is my children, a soul touched by evil is tainted and impure.
Luscious evils indeed..."
MidKnight~Lover/I don't just want/your heart/I want your flesh/ your
skin/
and blood and bones/your voice, your thoughts/your pulse/and most of all
your/
fingerprints/ everywhere. (Isobel Thrilling)
MidKnightslair@juno.com
Day, but due to pc problems I could not post it. This is the third one of
my Nightcrawler Monologues(If you want to read the others just write me
and I'll send them to you, they were posted over the summer and they are
both under adult headers, One is called Lolita and the other is Side of
Reality); The date of this airing was of course Conversion Day '99 August
24. Uncle kinda dedicated this to Nicky as I'm sure you'll see.....(Nicky
Bashing)
I do not own the character or anything. If you want to post this let me
know where so i can brag (BOY CAN I BRAG) send comments and what not to
the address at the end.
Flame me and i swear something bad will happen to you.....after all i
talk UNCLE so piss me off and I'll come down on you with all the fury of
Rome. :) Have a nice day..... hehehe
I want to dedicate this to my wonderful "V" Joe, who lets me call him
'sugar', who beta read this for me, who made every dream in my life come
true this summer. Thanks Joe. :)
This is a trascript of the Nightcrawler show that aired August 24, 1999:
"We fear what we see in others and we hate what we see in ourselves...Or
is it the other way around my children? Those that fight crime...Are they
afraid of becoming criminals themselves? Afraid they'll fall into a deep,
dark pit of luscious evils. The only way to stop temptation is to give
into it children. That was said by a very smart person, and its true. Or
are they more afraid of the monster without than the monster within?
Afraid they have to fight it before it claims them too. Is that how
sinning works? Those that live near sin are presumed sinners? Is that
what inspired the folks of Salem, Massachusetts to burn their neighbors
to death? That they feared the evil of those 'witches' would contaminate
their souls, and send them to Hell too?
Does the killer feel free after he kills? That moment after death before
consequences come crashing down upon them...If there were no consequences
how many of us would act out our dark desires, our deepest fantasies? How
many would give in if we had nothing to fear? No loss of soul, no eternal
damnation, no death penalty? I know the truth, your truth, if the cat had
no claws the mice would kill it, roast it, and have a cannibalistic
feast. Then they would go find another cat. I know you my children, your
darkest thoughts echo to my ears and i know how you would act. Orgies of
murder, orgies of lust. Purest freedom indeed.
What would it take to set you free? A little alcohol, a snort of
cocaine? The loss of everything that held you down, held you in place? I
believe that dear little Janice Joplin once put it "Freedom is just
another word for nothing left to loose.". How poetic. How true. Guilt is
what binds us in place. Guilt of our crime and fear of the penalty. Guilt
is a weak rope, easy to break. Set your self free and do as you wish,
such a heady life is true power. Power known by few. Power kept by few.
My power and the power of my children. They know their path and yet...
Some stray from that path...Their guilt makes a need for repentance, a
need to confess their sins and be judged, be absolved. How many Hail
Marys to make amends for my sins Father? Would it really pay back my
sins, save my soul from the pit? It is the confession, not the Preist
that gives us absolution. What if that absolution was withheld for those
of us with a 'record' as the police say. A constant sinner is a joyful
sinner, controled by his own inner demons. Pity those who believe it so;
that their prayers can buy back a soul that was lost at his first kill;
Did the Raven painted in black paints wash clean? Did the Spirit Father
forgive him for his meddling and make him clean and clear again? And so
it is my children, a soul touched by evil is tainted and impure.
Luscious evils indeed..."
MidKnight~Lover/I don't just want/your heart/I want your flesh/ your
skin/
and blood and bones/your voice, your thoughts/your pulse/and most of all
your/
fingerprints/ everywhere. (Isobel Thrilling)
MidKnightslair@juno.com