94 - By Poli Almasy
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100 boys died, 100 boys with a contract.
Of those 100 boys, came five girls and a boy to fufill their contract
What of the other 94?
Who will attempt to fufill their contract?
Who will find eternity for them?
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*Warning*
Yaoi...not saying who...but yaoi
If you have not seen the Black Rose Arc of Utena, it is recomened you
do not read this fic. This fic is written from the end of the Black Rose
Arc, but before Mikage duals. (Poli would randomly like to say she will
be a drooling fangirl at Otakon when she gets to see Midorikawa Hikaru-sama)
This fic takes an alternate path then the one in the show, so ignore the fact
none of this happens in the show. Nor does it follow the timeline
Poli also would like to say, she wants to be the Akio Car, the Akio Car is not
in this fic.
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"I want eternity...I want eternity for you." Mikage
stroked Mamiya's hair. If he couldn't have Tokiko, if he couldn't
have her, he could always have Mamiya. Mamiya only served him, only
wanted to be with him. Akio would never have Mamiya.
"Eternity..." Mamiya's voice drifted off. Mikage layed his
hands on Mamiya's shoulders. Submissive. He flinched slightly at
Mikage's touch. He always did. No matter weather they killed the
Rose Bride or not, he would keep Mamiya as his possession.
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Darkness falls over earth
Darkness covers me
I can feel underneath me
And I feel different
I want to feel different
If I only felt different
This is not where I want to be
He should not be here
I should not be here
Trapped in Adolesence
Trapped
But I go on feeling this way
Because I lack an alternative
I lack an alternative
Release
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"One rose left." Mamiya had told him this morrning, one
rose. One rose and 94 black singlets. But the last rose wasn't
ment for the black singlets. The seminars were useless, they brought
nothing but failure to him. And now he was out of time. Eternity was
right there and he had failed to grasp it.
"Mikage-san? Um excuse me."
Mikage looked up from his papers. Miki stood there before
him. Had Mikage the time to use more black singlets, Miki would
have been perfect. True, he already had a singlet much like his
own, but then he could make Mamiya the Rose Bride.
"Oh, Miki, what is it?" Mikage sat up straight and looked
the boy over. He had always reminded him of Mamiya somehow. Perhaps
his innocence. Whatever it was Mikage pushed it to the back of his mind.
"Um, Mikage-san, I was wondering if I could take you up on the
offer of the seminar? If its not to late."
While there were no roses for another dualist Miki could prove
to be helpful. He wasn't sure how yet, but it was an oppertunity he
couldn't bear to pass up.
"Come tommorow morrning, I can arrange for one." Mikage smiled,
he would have enternity yet.
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Slowly the elevator moved downwards. Mikage could bearly see
Miki, but that was irrelevent.
"I-I don't know why I came to see you. Its just...there's this
student. Anthy...she's...she means alot to me. And, if only I could."
The elevator began to drop suddenly. If Miki did care for the Rose
Bride like he claimed he could be very useful in distroying her.
"If you can't have her, why sould someone else?" Mikage wispered
into Miki's ear. They had reached the bottom. Miki flinched, just as
Mamiya would have when Mikage touched his shoulders. Just as Mamiya
would. "Why should anyone but you have her? If you disire her so...
kill her and your agony will be released. I promise."
"No!" Miki attempted to back up but crashed into the wall of the
elevator. Mikage watched as the picture of the cocoon crashed to the floor
and the glass shattered.
"Don't you understand..." Mikage grabed each of Miki's wrists, "I want
to make you a butterfly." He began to squirm, trying to free himself from
Mikage's grasp.
"Let go of me!" Miki screamed as loudly as he could. But they were too
far down for anyone to hear. Mikage moved closer to the blue haired boy, his
hands still clamped about his thin wrists. "Please..." Miki began to weep
and slid agaist the wall to the floor. Mikage released him and looked down
at the top of Miki's head. "I...I want you to help me....I'll do anything
to get Anthy....but I won't kill her...I can't kill...."
"It's not Anthy you want. You think it is, but its not. What you
want you know is wrong to have. So you think of Anthy as the one you want.
I can make it right. You can have the one you want."
"How..." He looked up to meet Mikage's now smiling face.
"Eternity"
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Below me now
It's all different.
It should feel different
But it feels the same.
Always the same.
Even when different
Always the same.
I will make it change
Because I can change him
Change
Even when different
Always the same.
Evolution of the soul
Of the mind
of the body
of the boy
I will have my butterfly
Release
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"Mikage-san...I want to be your butterfly."
"I'll make sure of it."
"I don't care what's right or wrong anymore"
"Don't give up on your shining thing Miki. She was your butterfly.
no one can take that away from you." Miki layed his head on Mikage's chest
and listened to his breath.
up
down
up
down
"I want to be your butterfly....Mikage-san."
up
down
up
down
up
"Why...do you even know why?"
up
down
up
down
"She is someone elses butterfly now...she's wild. She no longer
belongs to me. She'll never be mine again."
up
down
up
down
"So, is this revenge?"
up
down
"Perhaps...but I'm happy."
up
down
up
Mikage ran his fingers through Miki's soft blue hair. It was obvoius
he was already half asleep while talking. Miki head was warm against his
chest. Reasuring.
down
up
down
up
down
"Let me be your butterfly."
up
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100 boys died, 100 boys with a contract.
Of those 100 boys, came five girls and a boy to fufill their contract
What of the other 94?
Who will attempt to fufill their contract?
Who will find eternity for them?
------------------------------------
*Warning*
Yaoi...not saying who...but yaoi
If you have not seen the Black Rose Arc of Utena, it is recomened you
do not read this fic. This fic is written from the end of the Black Rose
Arc, but before Mikage duals. (Poli would randomly like to say she will
be a drooling fangirl at Otakon when she gets to see Midorikawa Hikaru-sama)
This fic takes an alternate path then the one in the show, so ignore the fact
none of this happens in the show. Nor does it follow the timeline
Poli also would like to say, she wants to be the Akio Car, the Akio Car is not
in this fic.
------------------------------------
"I want eternity...I want eternity for you." Mikage
stroked Mamiya's hair. If he couldn't have Tokiko, if he couldn't
have her, he could always have Mamiya. Mamiya only served him, only
wanted to be with him. Akio would never have Mamiya.
"Eternity..." Mamiya's voice drifted off. Mikage layed his
hands on Mamiya's shoulders. Submissive. He flinched slightly at
Mikage's touch. He always did. No matter weather they killed the
Rose Bride or not, he would keep Mamiya as his possession.
-----------------------------------
Darkness falls over earth
Darkness covers me
I can feel underneath me
And I feel different
I want to feel different
If I only felt different
This is not where I want to be
He should not be here
I should not be here
Trapped in Adolesence
Trapped
But I go on feeling this way
Because I lack an alternative
I lack an alternative
Release
---------------------------------
"One rose left." Mamiya had told him this morrning, one
rose. One rose and 94 black singlets. But the last rose wasn't
ment for the black singlets. The seminars were useless, they brought
nothing but failure to him. And now he was out of time. Eternity was
right there and he had failed to grasp it.
"Mikage-san? Um excuse me."
Mikage looked up from his papers. Miki stood there before
him. Had Mikage the time to use more black singlets, Miki would
have been perfect. True, he already had a singlet much like his
own, but then he could make Mamiya the Rose Bride.
"Oh, Miki, what is it?" Mikage sat up straight and looked
the boy over. He had always reminded him of Mamiya somehow. Perhaps
his innocence. Whatever it was Mikage pushed it to the back of his mind.
"Um, Mikage-san, I was wondering if I could take you up on the
offer of the seminar? If its not to late."
While there were no roses for another dualist Miki could prove
to be helpful. He wasn't sure how yet, but it was an oppertunity he
couldn't bear to pass up.
"Come tommorow morrning, I can arrange for one." Mikage smiled,
he would have enternity yet.
--------------------------------
Slowly the elevator moved downwards. Mikage could bearly see
Miki, but that was irrelevent.
"I-I don't know why I came to see you. Its just...there's this
student. Anthy...she's...she means alot to me. And, if only I could."
The elevator began to drop suddenly. If Miki did care for the Rose
Bride like he claimed he could be very useful in distroying her.
"If you can't have her, why sould someone else?" Mikage wispered
into Miki's ear. They had reached the bottom. Miki flinched, just as
Mamiya would have when Mikage touched his shoulders. Just as Mamiya
would. "Why should anyone but you have her? If you disire her so...
kill her and your agony will be released. I promise."
"No!" Miki attempted to back up but crashed into the wall of the
elevator. Mikage watched as the picture of the cocoon crashed to the floor
and the glass shattered.
"Don't you understand..." Mikage grabed each of Miki's wrists, "I want
to make you a butterfly." He began to squirm, trying to free himself from
Mikage's grasp.
"Let go of me!" Miki screamed as loudly as he could. But they were too
far down for anyone to hear. Mikage moved closer to the blue haired boy, his
hands still clamped about his thin wrists. "Please..." Miki began to weep
and slid agaist the wall to the floor. Mikage released him and looked down
at the top of Miki's head. "I...I want you to help me....I'll do anything
to get Anthy....but I won't kill her...I can't kill...."
"It's not Anthy you want. You think it is, but its not. What you
want you know is wrong to have. So you think of Anthy as the one you want.
I can make it right. You can have the one you want."
"How..." He looked up to meet Mikage's now smiling face.
"Eternity"
---------------------------------
Below me now
It's all different.
It should feel different
But it feels the same.
Always the same.
Even when different
Always the same.
I will make it change
Because I can change him
Change
Even when different
Always the same.
Evolution of the soul
Of the mind
of the body
of the boy
I will have my butterfly
Release
--------------------------------
"Mikage-san...I want to be your butterfly."
"I'll make sure of it."
"I don't care what's right or wrong anymore"
"Don't give up on your shining thing Miki. She was your butterfly.
no one can take that away from you." Miki layed his head on Mikage's chest
and listened to his breath.
up
down
up
down
"I want to be your butterfly....Mikage-san."
up
down
up
down
up
"Why...do you even know why?"
up
down
up
down
"She is someone elses butterfly now...she's wild. She no longer
belongs to me. She'll never be mine again."
up
down
up
down
"So, is this revenge?"
up
down
"Perhaps...but I'm happy."
up
down
up
Mikage ran his fingers through Miki's soft blue hair. It was obvoius
he was already half asleep while talking. Miki head was warm against his
chest. Reasuring.
down
up
down
up
down
"Let me be your butterfly."
up