Chapter 38
Can I believe you?
That was the first thing I thought when I heard what she said. But pretended I hadn't.
So much in my life was a sham, nothing seemed real. It's all smoke and mirrors. Card tricks and sleight of hand. People wanting things from me, posing and faking and taking and lying.
Like all the lies I'd told.
I lived a life of false words. Existed everyday with people telling me what they think I want to hear. What they think will get my attention. What they think is real.
It's not real.
It's never real.