Five Years Lost

Chapter 4: Michaela and Liam

Six months later

She woke up by getting kissed, just like every other morning since they've been here. Michaela sighs when he starts kissing her neck. The kissing, that she could handle, it was the other stuff she couldn't.

Moments later, he started kissing down her body. She continued laying there while trying to ignore his touches all over her body, as well as starting to take off her clothes.

She had to learn the hard way of what happens when she fights him. He becomes more aggressive. More aggressive when her rapes her, and more aggressive with the torture. After hours of this, he will put her in the basement with no food, water, blankets, clothes, and no contact with anyone for what it feels like is days. Downstairs is freezing with no lights. It's mentally torturing and the main reason she stopped fighting was that he was alone with Liam.

When they first took them, they wanted them to change their names. She chose Michaela Elisabeth Miller for herself and choose Liam Thomas Miller for Henry. Liam can be short for William and Thomas is JJ's father's names. At least with this new name, Henry's parents are still a part of him. These are their names now. They aren't allowed to speak of their old names.

Michaela came back to reality when her stomach turned. Oh no, she's going to be sick. "Ben, please… stop. I'm going to throw up." She tried to explain. "Shut up! I'm almost finished." He responds thrusting in her faster and harder. "Seriously Ben, I'm going to be sick." She tries to explain once again. He ignores her and continues going. Michaela watches as the sweat rolls down his face as he's getting closer to finishing.

She really tried. She tried to keep it in, but between the nausea and motions, she couldn't. Quickly turning her head, she gets sick all over their bed as well as the floor.

"Gross!" He screamed and finally finished a moment later. "Clean it up! I'll join you in the shower after." He yells while getting dressed then slamming the door behind him.

Grimacing as the nausea took over once again, Michaela quickly got up and ran to the bathroom. She barely made it to the toilet before throwing up again.

This has been happening a lot more lately, multiple times a day. It's time to face the truth…. She's pregnant. She's been in denial for the last few days. She really doesn't want to be pregnant… not this baby.

It's not that she doesn't want kids, she really does… just not his kids. Especially how the baby was conceived… against her will. Michaela doesn't know if she's strong enough to have his baby.

Ben is going to be thrilled when he figures it out. He's been wanting to get her pregnant the whole time they've been stuck here. He's been telling her that he's been wanting her to have his babies.

She's not sure how long they've been here… maybe three months? Here, there's no concept of time. When will the team arrive? Honestly, she's shocked that they haven't been rescued yet. She wants them to come… for Liam...Henry. He deserves to be with his parents, they need to be together…. but when they do come, what are they going to think of her? She has been raped and tortured repeatedly. Ben completely used her body and she's dirty now…and pregnant. She's disgusting and she can't face her team… her family.

Thirty minutes later, he came back to join her in the shower. "Hey Princess." He says smiling at her then shoving his tongue down her throat. "Hey… what's Liam doing?" She asks as he pulls her into the shower. "Don't worry about him." He replies then he starts kissing down her body as the steaming hot water hit her body. He continued kissing her and she completely zoned out as he once again, raped her.