Gweneth Hotchkiss Personal Diary June 4 2001 Dearest Diary, How is it that I still feel unsettled? I should have been happy when Ethan belived me when i said that Theresa sent the letter to the tabloid? My whole life I have thought and belived that True Love Conquers All,and that my true love is Ethan,and yet somehow Theresa always comes out on top? Ethan apologized to the little goldigger today! For ever doubting her he said! I miss him so much. When we were in true love, though i stil am, I miss being his Fiancee so much! Sure, being Mrs.Ethan CRANE was a big part of it, but i will always love him,always. Mother,she seems to not have good intentions with this whole thing. She wants the money,and if she has to have Julian(EWWW!) for that then so be it,but me all i want is Ethan! Gweneth Hotchkiss June 7 2001 Dearest Diary, Luis and Sheriden, they are almost as good as couple as me and Ethan! Julian and Mother have done horrible things to try to rip them apart! Mother is sinking to Teresita's leval! Sherieden is my friend and I want to go see her and tell her the truth. That it was not at all Luis in that bed with that hor...that hired woman! A part of me so wants to stop her pain to tell her the truth...and yet mother only wants me to have Ethan and for us to rule the Crane empire! I am so split...it seems that the only thing i am sure of these days is that I love Ethan but if he and Thresa get married...I will marry into love, but how can I if the only man i love and will ever love is Ethan? June 22 2001 Dearest Diary, A double wedding is planned in this town. Harmony. Oh but we have anything but...the Cranes and the Lopez-Fitzgeralds,Mother and Ivy, Julian and Everbody,Me and Thresa. I cried when Mother told me that Luis and Sheriden and Theresa and Ethan were having a double ceromony. She and Julian don't want Luis and Sheriden to be married, and me i wish with all my heart that Thresa and Ethan would not get married. Quite odd,that the two most powerful famalies are against these marriges and they are still happening...the Cranes ussually control all this, but as Ethan is not a Crane they don't care about that one...I am sure they have plans to stop Luis and Sheriden...True Love Conquers All,but Lord...i hope that Theresa is a gold digger and that and that it isn't true love,but it seems so that it is real...I would see why she would hang on to him,and he seems just as in love.Get ahold of urself Gwen or u might show emotion to them,that is the rich people's motto, show no weakness, But Ethan is my weakness, I am so in love and he could soon be out of my life forever. Gweneth Hotchkiss