Dear Diary,
I don't remember deleting those two files, so I asked Master and he said that I was having really bad dreams for the past two weeks to the point where I collapsed in the middle of health class and had to be taken to a mind healer. And apparently the mind healer thought it would be best to wiped my memory of them, because I had become a danger for both myself and others. So my Master deleted both the entries that had any info containing the dreams.
He said that he didn't look at anything else, but just those to entries. He also said that when I had collapsed that I had a serious seizure that could have killed me, and that it almost did. And he made me promise to never scare him like that again.
I told him I won't and I apologize for scaring him like that. He said I had nothing to apologize for.
I am scared, the fact I could have died last night scares me more than I would like to admit. I want to be a Jedi, not dead.
My Master is telling me to go to sleep but I don't think I can. I am still scared. It feels like something had been ripped out of me. I told Master and he said to go to sleep, and that I will feel better in the morning.