Here is it again...
Every night me and Debra
have a fight, I scream, she shrinks back and then it ends with me leaving
the room to supposedly hang out with my best buddy Vince McMahon. Debra
never goes to Vince's to see if I'm really there, she just believes me...
That is what makes this even
worse... Debra believes that I'm with Vince every night, when in reality
I am with Stephanie McMahon-Helmsley.
Hunter is out on commission
and every night she is alone in that locker-room, so after every fight
I go to Stephanie. Some nights when there is nothing to fight about with
Debra, I just make up something to fight about so I can visit Stephanie.
The first time had been an
accident, I had fought with Debra and I went to go find Vince but he was
already gone, I was going to just go back to my hotel room where Debra
but then Stephanie showed up. She smiled at me and told me to come in,
I had been hestitant at first, I didn't really usually talk to the youngest
McMahon, but I eventually came in. I told her how I had a fight with Debra,
and then Stephanie asked me if I wanted to talk about it...
That was the first time someone
ever asked me if I wanted to talk about what was bothering me, especially
Stephanie; Stephanie is always too busy with her husband to give a crap
about what matters to me, but that night was completely different, and
maybe it was shock but I told her everything about how the fight. I told
her about how I can't seem to be happy with Debra anymore, how whenever
I am around her I want to start a fight, and then Stephanie said something
I will never forget:
"Well then maybe, you
need to find someone that can make you happy, and if it's not Debra, then
you should let her go. Because if you continue being with Debra when she
makes you unhappy, then you are just living a lie, a lie that will eventually
become apparent. So isn't it better you stop holding on to the lie?"
I'm holding onto a lie, how
is it possible I never saw the lie I was holding on to until Stephanie
told me? I just thought that me and Debra were fighting because of all
the stress damn Jericho and Benoit are putting on me, but now I don't know
why the fights occur anymore, could Stephanie possibly be right?
Ever since that night in
Vince's office with Stephanie, I haven't been able to go at least an hour
without a thought of Stephanie coming into my mind. How when I needed someone,
she was the person that was there for me; How every night she's there for
me with no question, and how when I'm with her... I'm not so miserable.
Stephanie actually brings
a smile to my face, the way she'll mock me or how she scrunch up her nose
when we're watching a movie and she doesn't like a particular scene, and
yes you heard me right, I watch movies with Stephanie. It's funny, in the
ring and backstage I'm a cold hearted bastard, but when I'm with Stephanie,
I'm a totally different person.
Stephanie says I have a split
personalities.
Maybe I do, when I'm with
Debra I'm the asshole, but when I'm with Stephanie, I'm actually able to
feel emotions. Stephanie makes me feel, funny how the one girl I used to
despise makes me feel. Just a smile from Stephanie makes me feel, how could
I have ever not seen this girl?
All I ever saw Stephanie
as was the boss's little girl and Triple H's wife, but she is so much more
then that. She's more independant then she lets people think, she's incredibly
strong-willed and creative and smart... she's truly perfect.
People call her a slut, what
do they know? How could they possibly see the real Stephanie? How coudl
they know what kind of a person she is? They don't. Sometimes I feel like
telling them to shut the hell up, but that would give off that me and Stephanie
are a little more close then friends.
I feel so angry when people
hurt Stephanie, you don't know how much I wanted to be able to pull Stephanie
away from Rikishi when he gave her the stinky face, how much I blamed myself
for not protecting her.
Hello, let me know if
you hear me
Hello, if you want to
be near, let me know
And I'll never let you
go
Hey love
When you ask what I feel,
I say love
When you ask how I know,
I say trust
And if that's not enough
:: Chorus ::
It's every little thing
you do
That makes me fall in
love with you
There isn't a way that
I can show you
Ever since I've come
to know you
It's every little thing
you say
That makes me wanna feel
this way
There's not a thing that
I can point to
'Cause it's every little
thing you do
Don't ask why
Let's just feel what
we feel, 'cause sometimes
It's the secret that
keeps it alive
But if you need a reason
why
:: Repeat Chorus ::
Is it your smile or your
laugh or your heart?
Does it really matter
why I love you?
Anywhere there a crowd,
you stand out
Can't you see why they
can't ignore you?
If you wanna know
Why I can't let go
Let me explain to you
That every little dream
comes true
With every little thing
you do
:: Repeat Chorus ::
:: Repeat Chorus ::
It's everything, everything
you do
That makes me fall in
love with you
It's everything, everything
you say
That makes me feel this
way
Everyone thinks they know
Stone Cold Steve Austin, but they don't. Because if they really knew me,
they could see how I am completely in awe with Stephanie McMahon-Helmlsey,
how I would give anything to just know how she feels about me. People think
they know everything about everything, but if they actually did they would
know.... that nothing is forever. That as much as you try to keep your
hold onto a lie that you created such a long time ago, that you can't lie
to yourself forever. You can't make yourself love a woman you don't know
anymore. You can't stop yourself from falling in love, and if all these
people knew as much as they did, they would know that... lies are good
for a while, but then eventually you have to let go of that lie...
You can't hold onto a lie
forever, cause eventually the truth will come-a-knocking on your door...
And truth just happens to
come in the image of Stephanie McMahon-Helmsley.
