Disclaimer: I don't own Gundam Wing or its characters…..okay??
Hey…Relena-sama here! ^_^ I was listening to my cd's and I stumbled across this song. I thought it would make a good song fic so I wrote one!! The next chapter of 'Not as innocent' will soon be up. Sorry it has taken me so long…but I had it written out and then I deleted it on accident….Gomen…I didn't mean too…*Dodges various items thrown by readers* hehe…well on with the ficie!!
P.S. I don't own this song either. It belongs to Jewel!! So sue her…not me!!….(Did that make any sense?? O.o)
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My little sister
Written by: Relena-sama
Song by: Jewel
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Milliardo sat in his office going over some documents when he found a doctors bill. He read it over carefully. Relena had been sick. It wasn't just some virus, she was sick mentally. She had been on the bridge of dying. There was the non-stop working, the stress, the pills, and last but not least the heartbreak.
He sighed and got sick of the silence so he turned on the radio. The song that was playing remembered him of the past but not distant events…..
Hey little sister
I heard you went to Mr. so & so
Knock knock knocking
On his door again last night
Said you needed it bad,
You know that ain't right
Milliardo shook his head when he thought of the first night that the heartbreak started. 'Damn you Yuy!' His mind screamed as he looked at a picture of Relena smiling brightly as she was a kid.
So many times you've
Come to me cry crying trying to stop
You said, "It hurts so bad but please
Don't let me go back for more"
Milliardo remembered when Relena came home that night crying. Heero had rejected her once again. Relena couldn't stop going back to him. She loved him for gods sake but did he give a shit? NO! Milliardo was enraged and he was about ready to kill Yuy right then and there.
My little sister is
A zombie in a body with
No soul or role she has
Learned to play in a world today
Where nothing else matters
But it matters……
He sadly remembered watching Relena doing paper work. Her eyes had a faint black tint around them from lack of sleep. She was a workaholic. He had to admit that much. It's so sad that a young girl only 16 years of age had to sit at a desk with the burden of the whole world on her shoulders. Peace was a hard thing to maintain. Relena had to stay strong….almost like a rubber band. If she fails to keep the world together and she breaks then the world would slowly start to die. He knew that she would break soon….far too soon.
We gotta start feeding our souls
Not of addiction or afflictions of pain
To avoid the same questions we must
Ask ourselves to get any answers
We have to start feeding…….
Our souls have been lost to the
Millions with lots with addictions
Selling pills or whats hot
I wish I could save her from all the delusions
Oh the confusion…
He went back to the time when someone was trying to pressure Relena into taking drugs. But being the person she was she just smiled politely and said no. But when they asked again she said that it was un healthy. They wouldn't listen so she just walked away. Milliardo just smiled with satisfaction. 'That's my girl…' He thought.
Of a nation that starves us of salvation
But, clothing is the closest approximation
To god and he knows that drugs are all we know of love.
Relena was making a speech one time when some drunk attacked her. After the police captured the man he begged for Relena to forgive him. Relena was torn apart by having to make decisions like this. The guy was scared and he had been paid to do it. He said that he was going to by cocaine with the money he got.
Everyday we starve while we eat
White bread and beer
Instead of a handshake or hug
And when we spill the pills we
Sweep them under the rug
Relena refused to eat anything for weeks at a time. She slowly became addicted to pain killers and sleeping pills. She grew weak but she forced herself to continue to try and maintain peace, afraid that if she didn't another war would break loose. She soon over dosed on Pain killers, Sleeping pills, and Anti- depressant pills. Milliardo remembered seeing his baby sister lying unconscious on her office floor.
My little sister is a zombie in a body
With no soul or role
She has learned to play
In a world today when nothing else matters
But it matters
We've got to start feeding our souls…….
Milliardo held his sisters hand and stared at her pale body on the hospital bed. He felt another presence in the room so he turned to the door and there he was, Mr. heartbreak himself. 'Yuy' he growled and glared at the dark haired man.
Hey little sister
I heard you went to Mr so &so
Knock knock knocking
On his door again last night
Said you needed more……
Milliardo sighed and turned off his radio once the song ended. He stood up from his desk and looked out the window to see Relena sleeping on a bench in the garden. A soft smile appeared on his lips. "I love you sis." He said softly and exited his office.
~Fin~
So How did you like it?? Please review!! I might do a sequel. Would you guys like a sequel?? Let me know!! Love ya!! Buh bye now!!….
-Relena-sama