TITLE: THE QUESTING

TITLE: THE QUESTING

AUTHOR: STEPHEN HOWE

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DISCLAIMER: All characters belong to Joss! He created everything! Set in season 6.Xander cannot stop blaming himself for Buffy's death and has a death wish of his own. THE AFTERMATH. The gang watches as Anyanka fades into the mist and then they turn to watch Buffy as they hear her whimper." He's gone!" Dawn shakes her as she tells her sister." No! That harpy just sent him into another dimension. You have the means to bring him back Buffy." Buffy looks at her, then at the others." But what if she's right and I don't deserve him? " She begins to wring her hands." Just look at the past six years! First I used him to make Angel jealous then I totally ignored thanking him for saving my life, several times I might add, and then to top it off I tried my damndest to get him to leave! Oh he's not going to want me around, of that I am positive!" Spike shouts at her from the back door." You self-centred little bitch! Just who in hell do you think brought you back? And he knew what it would involve; he's been trying to top himself ever since you died and you think he won't want you?" He runs a hand through his bleach blond hair." Jesus I don't know what I ever saw in you." He looks her up and down then grins. " Yeah I do! The body. I just can't help myself, I always seem to pick girls with great bodies and little do Lally tap up top!" He smashes his hand against the unseen barrier." Just put the damned watch on and get going! The longer you dawdle the harder it will be to find him!" Willow and Tara nod and Willow tells her" And remember there may be a time difference on these other realities so he could be any age but once you return him here he should return to his rightful age." Tara holds her hand and stutters." Bring him home Buffy, but make sure you come back if nothing else." Buffy places the watch on her wrist and prepares to tap it, she stops and looks at each of them and they give her all the encouragement they have as she taps the watch face three times. She feels like nothing has happened but then she has a sense of vertigo and her stomach turns over until she shuts her eyes. When she opens them it's broad daylight and she's standing in her street. Everything looks normal until she spots three children playing outside her house. They look as though they range in ages from six to three, all of them have honey blonde hair and an attitude that just screams spoiled. The eldest child leans over to the only male and tells him." I bet if you asked daddy he'd get you the new pokiemon doll Jesse." The middle child places her hands on her hips and scowls." Hope Harris you had better not let Nana hear you say that or she will tell mommy then you won't get the Malibu Stacey doll!" Buffy's hand grips her stomach." Hope Harris? Jesse? What the heck is going on here?" Just then a familiar figure comes to the front door and Buffy sucks in a breath then releases it in one word." MOM?" The older woman waves the three children over and tells them." Your mom has picked Xander up from the airport and is on her way home. Now Hope, I want you to take your brother and sister inside and clean up then get changed into your good things." Hope grins at her and Buffy can see Xander's smile reflected in hers." Do you think Mom and Dad will want some quiet time tonight?" Joyce smiles at her granddaughter and nods." After three years I think they'll need a week of quiet time honey." Buffy's view is jolted as a familiar voice tells her." He's not in this world Buffy." She turns ready to fight but then she remembers who the woman was." Miss Calender?" She grins at her and holds up her hand." Before you go into Slayer mode hear me out." She waves at the happy scene and the four females wave back." They can't see you or hear you only the real Xander can, if and when you find him. When I was killed in your reality I travelled through many others before I chose this one." Buffy shrugs her shoulders." What's so cool about this one?" Jenny grins and points to the surrounding area." Because in this one all of the friends you know are content and happy. Xander went on to Watchers school, from where he arrives today, after you gave birth to your third child Sarah. Willow staid with Oz after that whole Verruca thing and Tara found a spell to return Amy to human form before she found love with a certain Teachers assistant named Riley Finn. Xander is now a fully fledged watcher with a Slayer of his own." She points to the red convertible as it pulls into the driveway and listens to the conversation as Faith runs over to the children and Joyce. Buffy is shocked as she sees an older copy of herself slip her arm between Xander's and rests her head on his shoulder. "Have I told you yet that I missed you? Well I did. " She looks at his clothes again." So how long were you there before they tried to make you wear tweed?" Xander grins." Oh about twenty minutes but then I told them that my wife broke me of my fashion disaster ways and if they had any complaints to direct them to you." Buffy guesses her alter self and Xander are about ten years older in this life and she sees a cloud cross her elder self's face." Oh, oh she's pissed at someone!" And sure enough she turns to Xander." Uh.. You and Faith didn't get up to a trip down memory lane did you?" He turns her and kisses her nose." I have room in my heart and soul for only one Slayer Buff." Buffy squints her nose at him." I don't think it's your heart she's after Xand I think her aim is a little lower." They walk over to the house as the three offspring run over to them and Xander picks up Hope." So who is this young lady and what have you done with my little girl?" She laughs and the others giggle." It's me Daddy! I'm Hope." Xander feigns disbelief." NO! You can't be, my little girl was only as tall as my knee!" He lifts her T-shirt." Well there's only one way to find out!" He blows raspberries on her stomach and her laughter echoes down the street. Jenny walks her away from the happy family." He is not here Buffy." She sees her un asked question in her eyes." You married Xander before you began college, after three long years of being together. You fell for him, as he did you, that first day as Sunnydale's Slayer when he came to help despite being just a normal boy." She moved her hand to Buffy's back." You had Hope in your first year then Jesse and finally Sarah just before he left for Watchers College. Sarah is the being the monks sent for you to protect. They figured you would fight hell itself before you gave up Hope. It took Xander two full years to recover from the battle against Glory. For a while you almost gave up then one day he just woke up from the coma and returned to you all." Buffy looks at her watch and prepares to tap it. Jenny grasps her hand." Just remember to concentrate your heart on him and he will be there for you. But you must be careful there is a world where night rules the land and evil lives in everyone's hearts. If he went there he's already as good as dead." Buffy looked at her and shook her head." No matter where he is I will find him and bring him back to our time." Buffy thinks of her Xander and taps the watch." Remember Buffy, trust not your eyes but look with thy heart!" Buffy has the sense of vertigo again and soon she is looking down the same street again only this time it's as if no one cared for outward appearances. The green grass had withered and died along with the trees and plants and the houses appeared not to have been lived in for a long, long time. She saw a pick up truck screech to a halt in front of a house and several people decked out in black get out. One takes a large cross from the back as the others hook something up to the winch at the front and hooks the steel line up to a crossbow. The leader nods his head and asks." Everyone ready?" The others nod and they move off into the house. Buffy hears a scuffle then the unmistakable twang of a crossbow. The man standing at the front flips a lever and the winch retracts at full speed. A woman can be seen struggling as it's pulled from the house and into the light of day. As soon as the sunlight touches her she bursts into flames before exploding in a cloud of dust. The man that took the cross from the back of the truck walks out of the building and he plants the cross in the ground. He raises his arms to the others and shouts out." So dies another of the old ones! The time of our rising is near Angelus! We know you are close by and with the cleansing of Tara Maclay, the last of your breed, your time is almost UP!" Buffy looks over as the man takes off his headgear and Buffy can see the fangs in his mouth grow larger. The shade of the patio protects him from the rays of the sun as he turns shouting his words at the house." For I am Alexander childe of Dracula and the first of the new breed!" Buffy takes a big breath as she sees Xander." Oh BOY!" END OF 2