Auther:Willowwitch586
Disclaimer:I don't own anything, It all belongs to the all mighty Joss and Mutant Enemy.
Distribution: Tell me first I love my name in print.
Spoilers:After season five, Buffy and
Joyce never died, Tara is gone, Oz is
back, Anya never existed, so it's Oz
and Willow, Buffy and Xander, and Joyce
and Giles. Glory and Dawn never existed.
It
was raining the day we lost you,
the complete opposite of the day we
first met. The day I first held
you was the greatest day of my
life. I had been in labor for
30 hours, but when I saw you
it was all worth It. You were
so tiny, your dad was crying, I was
crying, me, Buffy Anne Summers Harris, was
crying. After all the scary things
I've faced, I was crying out of pure
joy at the sight of my beautiful
baby girl nestled safely in my
arms, I vowed I'd never let anyone
hurt you. You were my first child
and I would die before anyone hurt
you. I only wish I could have.
It had started after collage, when
your dad and I found out we
were going to have a baby.
Buffy walked in to the house and put her bag down on the table with her keys. She had a huge grin on her face as she poured a glass of water and went to find Xander.
"Xander, honey are you home
yet?"
"Yea, I'm in here, in the
bedroom, what did the doctor say?"
"Xander, we're going to
have a baby."
Xander grabbed Buffy up in
a hug and started to dance around
the room screaming "we're having a
baby, I'm going to be a dad."
The first three months were hell,
I was sick all the time and patrol
was almost nonexistent. If it weren't for
your dad and every one else, I
would have given up. Your Grandma and
Grandpa Giles, Aunt Willow and Uncle Oz,
and your dad were always there
for me.
Willow and my mom
threw me a baby shower and I
got all the things I needed to
make you the most wonderful nursery
I could.
On May 25,2004 I met
my sweet baby girl.
"Okay Buffy, a few more pushes and we'll meet your baby, push.........2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10...breath, and again push.........2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10, okay, don't push, here's the head. Put your hands down here and pull your baby out, one big push and you'll meet your baby, push.......2,3,4,5,6, here she is, it's a girl!
The doctor placed the baby on
a blanket on Buffy's chest and Buffy
hugged her with all her might, for
once in her life all was right
with the world.
The next day they took baby
Jessica Willow Harris home and started
the best two years of their life.
For two wonderful years life was great, baby Jessie grew and became a beautiful young lady, she had her dad's soulful eyes and her mom's soft blonde hair. When she was two she started getting bruises all over herself and being very weak and tired. They took her to a doctor who ran many tests and couldn't find what was wrong with her. She was sent to a specialist who ran many more tests.
The doctor called Buffy and Xander and gave them the worse news they had ever heard. Their precious baby girl had cancer.
Jessie fought with all she had untill she couldn't fight anymore.
"Xander, I hate this, this feeling
of being so helpless, my baby is
dying and I can't fight what's killing
her."
As she said this Buffy broke down
in to tears in Xander's arms. Xander
held her and rocked her as his
own tears mingled with her's.
Whan she was cryed out she
stood up and walked over to Jessie.
She picked Jessie up and cuddled her
close.
"Jessie, I love you baby, daddy and me love you so much baby. We know how hard you fought for us and we want you to stop fighting and rest, you deserve to rest, we love you so much, sleep, dream, and we'll never stop fighting, but we know that you need to stop fighting and we love you, today and forever.
Buffy placed a small kiss on
Jessie's head followed by Xander doing
the same. The heart moniter started
to beep as Buffy and Xander looked
out the window. The tear's falling
down their cheeks matched the rain
as the tears from heven kissed the
ground and baby Jessica Willow Harris
went to heven to join her Uncle
who waited with open arms. June 26,2007
One day after her third birthday, Jessie
went back to the angels.