Disclaimer: I do not own Final Fantasy 8, or any characters therein. The plot for this story is from my own imagination though. YAY Squaresoft!
Author's Note: Well, I think this story will be nearing a close real soon, so here's one of the final chapters....
All I Really Want
(Chapter 3: A Rainy Day & the Missing Lion)
I got out of bed and rubbed my eyes. The sun is not my friend in the morning's.
I trudged over and shut the curtain's leaving my room in darkness. I turned and looked around. It's my six month anniversary of living in Deling.
Six months. Wow, I can't believe I've managed to survive here that long. Things are pretty different.
I talk to Xu on the phone sometimes, maybe once and a while the others will give me a call and ask what's up. On my birthday about five months ago, everyone called me... y'know, except Squall.
I still haven't spoken to him since our argument that seemed like eons ago. Why I don't know, I just never seemed to have the need to call him. I guess his feelings are mutual.
I walked into my bathroom and turned on the tap. I needed to wake up desperately. A few of my friends wanted to take me out to celebrate, and I couldn't say no. I haven't really been out of the house for anything except to go to work. Working as a part-time cocktail waitress isn't all it's cracked up to be that's for sure. I'm just glad that I don't have to do it full-time, and it could be worse, I could be in some grungy bar in a back alley somewhere. I managed to get in at the Deling Hotel. I find it kind of funny that I'm working in the bar that Rinoa's mother met Squall's father in. Go fig.
I only work so I have something to do. I mean between my severance pay from SeeD, and the paychecks that I had saved from before, I had plenty to live on.
I splashed a big handful of cold water on my face and looked at myself in the mirror.
I haven't changed too much.
My hair's my usual length, I get it trimmed now and again. I don't wear it up like I used to now, I usually have it down or in some kind of funky bun.
Relationship wise, I'm not as well off as I hoped I would be. Sure I've had boyfriends, but none of them felt right. I met most of them at my work. They were nice enough and everything, but I didn't feel that special feeling...what's it called again? Oh yeah...love. I gave up dating about a month ago. I guess I'm still hoping that somebody will come and proclaim their undying love for me. Just like in the movies, and the fairytales.
...Whatever....
After brushing my teeth and washing my face I headed for my closet. After looking through my wardrobe a hundred times, I finally decided on a black turtle-neck and a knee length blue skirt. I examined them for a moment. When have I worn these before?
Oh. The skirt at the going-away party, and the shirt when I traveled here on the train. I shrugged, they'd be suiting for a day like today.
I pulled them on and looked down at the pile of various footwear I had on my closet floor. My eyes caught on my old boots. Heh, these would be perfect. I slipped them on slowly, giving myself time to get used to them again. I haven't worn them since I was at Balamb Garden, and they felt surprisingly foreign. I stood up and walked around a bit. They were comfortable enough. Just as I was about to start putting up my hair, my phone rang. I gave an irritated sigh and picked it up.
"Hello?"
"Hey Quisty!"
"Hi Nina." I said leaning against the wall, "What's up?"
"Well, Dylan and Tera wanted me to call and ask where you wanted to go today."
I shrugged and looked at the ceiling, "Uh.....I don't know. Why don't you guys pick?"
She laughed, "But it's your day!"
I smiled, even though I knew she couldn't see it, "I know, but you guys pick. It doesn't matter where we go to me."
"O-kay. Whatever you want. We'll meet you in front of your building in an hour then."
I nodded, "Okay. I'll see you guys then."
"Bye!"
"Bye."
I hung up the phone and shook my head. Sometimes she reminds me of Selphie...
I sat down on my couch and took the remote for my T.V. in hand. I turned it on and flipped through the channels. There's never anything good on Friday mornings. It's all trashy soap operas and talk-shows. Sadly, I'll stop and watch them sometimes in a moment of weakness. Something caught my eye. I flipped back to it and gripped the remote.
"--Balamb Garden SeeD is reported missing this morning. Friends say he was last seen about three days ago heading for a training session near Balamb. He hasn't been seen since."
I gripped the couch cushion I was sitting on with both hands.
"Be on the lookout for a young man between eighteen to nineteen, 5'8'', brown hair, and gray/blue eyes. Last seen wearing black jacket, black pants, and a gray shirt. And once again, he was last seen around the Balamb area. We're asking for your help to bring this young man back home."
I turned off the television. I could barely stand up my legs were so weak.
"Squall....?" I whispered. It might not be him though. There are tons of people in the Garden that could fit that description......Then why do I have this nagging feeling deep inside...?
Maybe I should call them and check... Calm down. If it is him, he's probably just fine. Yeah, I mean it's Squall for Hyne's sake! He's a big boy, he can take care of himself, so just calm down.
I clasped my hands over my chest, "Deep breath.....deep breath.."
I sat back down on the couch debating on whether I should call the Garden or not.
I must have sat there for a long time, because the sound of the buzzer on my intercom sang. I groggily sat up, I must have fallen asleep.
"H-el-lo!!!" I heard I cheery voice sing. It must be Nina. I looked toward the intercom, then at the clock on my VCR I was supposed to meet them ten minutes ago. I stretched and got up, stumbling toward the noisy little piece of machinery.
I pressed the button, "Hello?"
I heard an exasperated sigh in the other end, "You ARE in there! We've been waiting out here forever!"
"S-Sorry..."
"Are you okay? You don't sound so good." she said with a touch of concern.
"Y-Yeah, I'll be down in a minute."
I let go of the button and headed toward my coat rack. I pulled my black denim jacket off of it and pulled it on.
Was that all a dream? Did I really hear that Squall might be missing?
I shook my head, grabbed my purse and headed out the door.
I saw Nina standing with her hands pressed against the glass of my apartment building's door. She smiled as she saw me come towards her. She turned around and waved her hand at something.
I pushed the door open and came face to face with Nina, Tera, and Dylan. I met all of them at my work. Nina and Tera were fellow waitresses, and Dylan was the bartender. As I said before, Nina reminds me a lot of Selphie. She has the same hair and eye colour, only her hair is down to her waist, and she's only an inch or two shorter than I am. Tera had dark brown hair and really piercing blue eyes. The first time I saw them, I was startled, they seem a lot bluer than my own. Dylan, well he's got black hair and dark brown eyes. He's pretty tall I guess, about a couple inches taller than Squall anyway.
"We thought we'd have to come in and break the door down." he jested shaking his head.
I blushed and gripped my purse strap, "I was only ten minutes late. Besides, if you broke my door, I'd make you buy me a new one!"
He shrugged and put his hands in his coat pockets. Tera chuckled and touched my shoulder.
"C'mon. We'd better get going."
I nodded, "Okay. Where are we going?"
She smiled, "Just C'mon." She started pulling me towards the bus stop. Nina pushed me from behind.
"Hey you guys!" I laughed trying to keep my balance.
The whole bus ride was uncomfortable. I couldn't stop thinking about that news report I had seen.
Was it Squall?
That was the question I kept replaying in my mind over and over again. I should have called and asked Xu. Oh man I don't know.....
I looked out the window. There were dark clouds on the horizon. It would probably be another spring storm. I sighed and rested my elbows on my lap. It still amazes me that I've been here for six months, half a year.
Oh well. Time flies I guess.
I felt someone nudge my arm. I looked to see Dylan.
"This is our stop."
I pulled my purse strap over my shoulder and followed them out of the bus.
I looked up at the sign.
" 'Café de Lune'? " I said more to myself than to anybody else, "When did this place pop up?"
Nina walked in front of me, "A few days ago. Some people at the hotel recommended it." She held the door open and bowed. I walked passed her and chuckled, "Aw c'mon. Cut it out."
I have to admit. This place was beautiful. The lighting was sort of dim, and there were booths semi-encased with short wooden barriers. There were some tables scattered around also. Various old day pictures and posters placed on the brick walls. There were a few people at the bar quietly sipping their drinks.
I looked around to see that there were actually a lot of people in here. The atmosphere was buzzing with various conversations.
I heard the others stop behind me.
"This place is great!" Nina cried.
"Sssh!" I heard Tera hiss.
"Table for four?"
We all turned to see a woman holding some menus smiling at us.
"Yeah." Dylan answered.
She nodded, "Follow me."
"Um, could we get a booth?" I asked.
She glanced over her shoulder and smiled, "No problem."
A few people looked up from their tables as we walked by. We stopped beside a booth in the corner.
"Just sit and relax. You're waiter will be with you in a second." the woman said gesturing toward the table.
We all nodded and said thank you as we took off our jackets and settled in.
I sat on the outside beside Tera. I picked up the menu and looked at it. Everything on here was a little expensive.
"Are you all sure about this? I can buy my own..." I said peering over the menu. Dylan shook his head.
"Nah, it's your day so we'll buy."
I shrugged and kept reading.
After we ordered, we sat and talked about work, how things were going. The usual.... I picked up my drink and took a sip.
"You know Quisty..." Nina began, "You came from Balamb Garden right?"
I put my drink down and nodded, "Why?"
"Well, on early news they said a young man went missing from there a couple of days ago."
I leaned my forehead on my hand, "I know....."
"Oh yeah! I read that in the paper earlier today." Dylan said leaning his elbows on the table.
"Do you have any idea who it might be?" Nina asked.
I shook my head, "There's a lot of people that fit that description."
"Yeah, but not everyone has the same name I bet." Dylan cut in.
I sat up straight, "Name?"
He nodded and started stirring his drink with his straw, "Yeah, they released his name in the paper. Some guy named Squall... I can't remember his last name though."
I felt my eyes get wide.
"Whoa! Are you okay? You're as white as a ghost!" Tera said.
I grabbed my coat and purse, "I'm sorry you guys! I have to go!"
I got up and hastily pulled my coat on.
"Hey! Where are you going!" Dylan said grabbing my arm."
I shook him off and pulled my purse over my shoulder, "To Balamb."
"Why?! That's like two hours away from here."
I shook my head, "That guy is one of my best friends. I'm going to go and see what I can do!"
With that I apologized and raced out of the restaurant.
I ran to the nearest payphone. My hands shook as I placed in the quarter and dialed the Garden's number.
"Hello. Balamb Garden Switchboard."
"Extension #104 please." I said nervously entangling my fingers in the phone chord. I heard thunder erupt from the heavens as a bolt of lightning streaked the formerly clear blue sky. The huge dark clouds that I had seen on the horizon earlier had made their way to the city. It started pouring cats and dogs.
"Hello?"
"Xu! Oh thank Hyne!" I said gripping the phone chord.
"Quistis?! That you?"
"Yeah! I heard on the news earlier, what's going on!?"
There was silence on the other end.
"Xu?" I asked.
"It's true. We can't find Squall anywhere.."
I shook my head, "Why'd you alert authorities? You know he can take care of himself!"
"I know, but you don't understand! He left his Gunblade, his GF, his magic, everything! We found them in his room on his bed. Zell said he had told him that he was going for a training session in Balamb, then he just left. We haven't heard from him since!"
I put my hand on my forehead, "Are you sure?"
"What do you mean 'am I sure'? Of course I'm sure! The entire Garden's in a frenzy! There's SeeDs searching the island as we speak!"
My legs threatened to give out, "Okay, I'll be there in two hours."
"Quisty? What are you talking about?"
"I said I'm coming."
"But, what can you do?"
I shook my head, "Just wait for me. I'll come and help."
"If you insist. We'll be waiting."
"Alright. I'll see you."
"Bye.."
I hung up the phone and headed towards the train station.
I watched the oh so familiar sight of Balamb come into view, I looked at my watch.
It was three o'clock. I looked back out the window secretly hoping I'd see Squall sort of just appear, but of course I saw nothing of the sort.
As the train pulled into the station I readied myself to try and be one of the first one's off. I wanted to get to the Garden as soon as I could.
I pushed my way through the unsuspecting passengers and managed to get out. I looked around the station and headed for the exit.
As I ran down the station steps I saw Xu standing in front of a Garden car. She came rushing towards me.
"Quistis!" she said opening her arms. I ran into her embrace and hugged her back. I pulled away and we headed for the car.
"What's the current situation?" I asked getting in.
She got in the drivers side and slammed her door, "We've been looking ever since yesterday morning, but we haven't found anything. It's like he just disappeared into thin air."
She put the key in the ignition and started up the car, then put it in gear, and we were off.
"He left everything behind?" I asked again. That was still hard to believe. Squall's Gunblade was his trademark, his pride and joy. Why in Hyne's name would he leave it if he were going to train?
Xu nodded without looking away from the road, "Yes. He's pretty much defenseless right now, unless he can pack a hard punch."
"That's so weird. He knows how dangerous it is to even step outside the Garden without any sort of offense." I said pointing out the window.
When we entered the Garden Parking lot, we were greeted by worn out familiar faces. Zell, Selphie, and Irvine watched as Xu and I got out of the car and come towards them.
Selphie ran up and hugged me.
"Hi Selph.." I said as sweetly as I could. She was shaking all over. I looked up from her to Irvine and Zell. They looked terrible. There were dark circles beneath their eyes and they looked so much older than they had when I saw them last. They all must have not slept that much.
"How are you guys holding up?" I asked as Selphie let go of me.
The spunky Zell I had known was gone, and replaced by a weary young man. He shook his head.
"Everyone's so tired..."
I walked up and hugged him. He weakly hugged me back. I turned to Irvine. He looked different. He had cut his hair to a decent length, and was no longer sporting his cowboy ensemble. He now wore coat, brown shirt, and jeans.
"How are you doing?" I asked.
He waved his hand, "Pretty tired.."
I walked over and hugged him too, then pulled back and headed for the parking lot exit.
"Quisty?"
I turned around and looked at Xu.
"Where are you going?"
I shook my head, "I'm going to check on Rinoa, then get set up for a search party."
No one stopped me, or protested. They just let me leave.
I got enthusiastic stares and welcomes as I made my way to the dorms. I would just wave, or say a quick hello. I didn't have time to chat.
I turned my brisk walk into a run as I headed for Rinoa's room. If Selphie was that upset, I can't even imagine how frantic Rinoa must be right now. I suddenly felt a deep sympathy for her. Poor girl....
I stopped in front of her door and knocked.
"Rinoa? Are you in there? It's Quistis!"
I heard the doorknob turn, and the latch click. The door slowly opened revealing Rinoa. She hasn't changed very much. The only thing was that her hair was now cut just above her shoulders. She looked absolutely shocked to see me.
"Quistis? What are you doing here?!"
I raised an eyebrow, "I heard Squall was missing so I came to help. I just wanted to come and check up on you before I set out looking for him."
She shook her head, "Y-You're not supposed to be here..." she said under her breath.
"What?!"
She shook her head, "Never mind..."
Something weird is definitely going on. Why aren't I supposed to be here? Then it hit me. I furrowed my brow and waved my hand in front of me, "What have you done with him?!"
Her eyes widened in surprise "Huh?"
"You heard me!"
She grabbed my arm and pulled me inside, shutting the door behind us.
I turned and looked at her. All my anger left my body as I looked into her dark eyes. She was looking at me with a calm, serene look, "I didn't do anything. I'm just as surprised as everyone else is."
I felt the heat spread to my cheeks, "I'm s-so sorry, I---"
She waved her hand, "You don't have to apologize. I know you're really worried too."
I sighed in relief and sat down on her bed. I put my head in my hands.
I heard her walk over and sit beside me. She touched my shoulder causing me to look at her.
"You are really worried about him aren't you?" she said quietly.
I nodded, "Of course I am......"
"Quistis...?"
"Yeah?"
"Can I ask you a question, and I want you to answer me honestly okay?"
I raised an eyebrow and slowly answered, "Sure..."
"Do you love him?"
My eyes widened. I could feel my face get really hot again.
"I--uh....."
She smiled at me serenely, "Do you?"
"I...." To tell you the truth, I haven't really thought about it since I had set roots in Deling. I guess I just pushed the notion away so I could try and get by in life. So I could sleep at night without having a horrible ache in my heart...
I slowly nodded and felt the tears in my eyes, "....I think I do....I really do."
I felt her arms wrap around me and hug me tightly, "You'll find him then.... I guarantee it."
Wow. She took it surprisingly well that I was head over heels in love with her boyfriend.
Okay, now I know something is definitely going on. I know that if I were in her shoes I'd probably bitch slap me or something, but here she was hugging me. This is nothing like all those trashy talk shows said it would be.
She released me from the embrace and stood up. I stood up to and looked at her. Something was missing...... what was it?
"What's wrong she asked?"
I shook my head "It's nothing... I better get going."
She nodded, "Okay. Good luck."
"Thanks." I smiled. I looked her over one more time, but still couldn't see what was missing.
She walked me to her door and opened it. I stepped into the hall and turned back to look at her.
"It was good seeing you again." she smiled.
I nodded, "Too bad it was under these circumstances though."
She chuckled softly and rolled her eyes, "Yeah...."
There was a silence.
"I wish you all the best Quisty." she said holding out her hand. I looked at her hand than at her.
"Thank you." I said shaking her hand.
"Bye."
"Bye Rinoa." With that she waved and slowly shut the door....... Just as the door closed, my eyes caught on something silver.
Her necklace.... That's what was missing!!!
There was only one silver band on the silver chain.......
Squall's ring was gone......
Like I said I was going to, I got set up with a search party and helped look for the missing Commander well into the night. When we got to the point of collapsing, we ended up calling it a night. My clothes were all wrinkled and sloppy from all the hiking we did. All the search parties assembled at the front gate of the Garden.
Cid and Xu stood in front of everyone. There were people sitting against the directory and the walls, they all looked half dead.
"That's it everyone! We'll call it a night now. Go and get some rest!" Cid called out. As soon as he finished they were groans and sighs of relief. I stood up from where I had planted my weary body and headed for Cid.
"What are you doing?" I asked stopping front of him.
"Everyone's dead tired. I'm not going to get them to kill themselves. They need rest." Cid answered looking at me sympathetically."
"But----" I began.
Xu cut me off, "Quistis, we've searched the whole island. He's obviously not here, and that means he could be anywhere! It's a big world...."
I clenched my hands into fists. She was right. Who knows where he could be now.
She put her hand on my shoulder, "C'mon, we'll give you a ride home on the Ragnarok."
I opened my mouth to protest, but was met with a firm stare from Xu. I gave in and nodded.
"Is Selphie going to be able to drive that thing?" I asked.
Xu nodded, "She got some rest while you all were out looking. Don't worry."
Cid came over and put his hands on my shoulders, "Don't worry Quistis... I'm sure he'll turn up.."
That's easy for you to say........
I kept my pessimistic thought to myself though.
I slowly sat down in my usual chair on the Ragnarok. It felt strange to me, but I didn't care. As long as I could sit down and rest......
Irvine, Zell and Xu accompanied me on the ride home. They were sitting not too far away. I closed my eyes and felt myself drifting off.
I'm so tired......
All of my muscles ached and cried out for sleep. I'm going to have a helluva time getting up tomorrow morning...
I felt a soft nudge on my arm. I groggily lifted my head to see Irvine.
"We're here."
I yawned and got up. I must have fallen asleep.
"Are you going to be able to walk home? It's pouring rain, and you look pretty tired.."
I waved my hand, "I'll be just fine. You guys go home and get some rest...."
"'Kay Quisty. You get some rest too. You look terrible!"
I nodded and put my hands on my hips, "Ha ha. Very funny."
"Bye Quisty." Selphie said.
"Bye everyone....." I said smiling weakly. I waved as I exited the dragon ship.
Irvine wasn't kidding. It was pouring rain. I ran as fast as I could to get to my apartment building. It was a lot quicker to run there than take the bus. There were people loitering around under the cover of bus stops and in the doorways of buildings. I shivered, it was pretty damn cold outside.
Checking my watch I realized it was midnight. I better call Tera and the others tomorrow first thing. I know that I must have seemed a little nuts earlier, just running off like that. I probably made them worry.
I felt a wave of relief as I my building came into view. Ugh, finally some decent rest. First thing I'm doing is changing into some warm pajamas and crawling into my nice warm bed......
As I neared the entrance, I slowed down.
There was someone sitting with their head down just below the tenant directory. Poor guy, on a night like this...
As I got closer, something inside of me stirred.
I stopped in front of them and looked down. They weren't moving.
"Uh? Sir?" I asked. No response.
I got down on my knees so I was face to face with them, "Sir? Are you all right?"
No answer. My heart was pounding in my chest. Why....? I don't know.
I put my hand under their chin to lift their face. I could feel their pulse, and sighed in relief.
I slowly lifted their head, "Sir are you----"
My heart stopped. My eyes widened.
I was looking into a pair of grey eyes. Very familiar grey/blue eyes.
Tears slid down my face and mixed with the rain.
"Oh Hyne........" was all I could get out...
".....Quisty......" He shakily stood up. I got up too.
I looked up at him, I couldn't seem to say anything. The words just wouldn't come. His brown hair was plastered to the sides of his face...his eyes..he reminded me of what he looked like six months ago when I saw him as my train pulled away.
"..H-Hey..." he said sort of casually.
"Squall...What are you doing here..?"
He opened his mouth to say something, but he wavered. I almost fell back as he collapsed into my arms. He was really heavy, and I didn't know how long I could hold him. I strange scent wafted into my nostrils... one I was almost as used to as the scent of the ocean...
Blood.
I looked to see it trickling down the side of his face. He started to shake and slowly stand up again. I noticed there was blood stains on his shirt too. What happened?
He looked deep into my eyes, "....I found...you...finally....."
I blushed, what's he talking about?
"C-C'mon. We better get you inside and get those wounds looked at...." I put his arm around my neck, and put my arm around him for support and I helped him inside.
To be continued.....
Author's Note: Is it getting interesting? I sure hope so! Sorry if I got the whole month thing screwed up, just think of it as if Quistis left the Garden in late August. Next chapter will be coming real soon, so until then, I'll see ya! Once again, thank you for reading!
Author's Note: Well, I think this story will be nearing a close real soon, so here's one of the final chapters....
All I Really Want
(Chapter 3: A Rainy Day & the Missing Lion)
I got out of bed and rubbed my eyes. The sun is not my friend in the morning's.
I trudged over and shut the curtain's leaving my room in darkness. I turned and looked around. It's my six month anniversary of living in Deling.
Six months. Wow, I can't believe I've managed to survive here that long. Things are pretty different.
I talk to Xu on the phone sometimes, maybe once and a while the others will give me a call and ask what's up. On my birthday about five months ago, everyone called me... y'know, except Squall.
I still haven't spoken to him since our argument that seemed like eons ago. Why I don't know, I just never seemed to have the need to call him. I guess his feelings are mutual.
I walked into my bathroom and turned on the tap. I needed to wake up desperately. A few of my friends wanted to take me out to celebrate, and I couldn't say no. I haven't really been out of the house for anything except to go to work. Working as a part-time cocktail waitress isn't all it's cracked up to be that's for sure. I'm just glad that I don't have to do it full-time, and it could be worse, I could be in some grungy bar in a back alley somewhere. I managed to get in at the Deling Hotel. I find it kind of funny that I'm working in the bar that Rinoa's mother met Squall's father in. Go fig.
I only work so I have something to do. I mean between my severance pay from SeeD, and the paychecks that I had saved from before, I had plenty to live on.
I splashed a big handful of cold water on my face and looked at myself in the mirror.
I haven't changed too much.
My hair's my usual length, I get it trimmed now and again. I don't wear it up like I used to now, I usually have it down or in some kind of funky bun.
Relationship wise, I'm not as well off as I hoped I would be. Sure I've had boyfriends, but none of them felt right. I met most of them at my work. They were nice enough and everything, but I didn't feel that special feeling...what's it called again? Oh yeah...love. I gave up dating about a month ago. I guess I'm still hoping that somebody will come and proclaim their undying love for me. Just like in the movies, and the fairytales.
...Whatever....
After brushing my teeth and washing my face I headed for my closet. After looking through my wardrobe a hundred times, I finally decided on a black turtle-neck and a knee length blue skirt. I examined them for a moment. When have I worn these before?
Oh. The skirt at the going-away party, and the shirt when I traveled here on the train. I shrugged, they'd be suiting for a day like today.
I pulled them on and looked down at the pile of various footwear I had on my closet floor. My eyes caught on my old boots. Heh, these would be perfect. I slipped them on slowly, giving myself time to get used to them again. I haven't worn them since I was at Balamb Garden, and they felt surprisingly foreign. I stood up and walked around a bit. They were comfortable enough. Just as I was about to start putting up my hair, my phone rang. I gave an irritated sigh and picked it up.
"Hello?"
"Hey Quisty!"
"Hi Nina." I said leaning against the wall, "What's up?"
"Well, Dylan and Tera wanted me to call and ask where you wanted to go today."
I shrugged and looked at the ceiling, "Uh.....I don't know. Why don't you guys pick?"
She laughed, "But it's your day!"
I smiled, even though I knew she couldn't see it, "I know, but you guys pick. It doesn't matter where we go to me."
"O-kay. Whatever you want. We'll meet you in front of your building in an hour then."
I nodded, "Okay. I'll see you guys then."
"Bye!"
"Bye."
I hung up the phone and shook my head. Sometimes she reminds me of Selphie...
I sat down on my couch and took the remote for my T.V. in hand. I turned it on and flipped through the channels. There's never anything good on Friday mornings. It's all trashy soap operas and talk-shows. Sadly, I'll stop and watch them sometimes in a moment of weakness. Something caught my eye. I flipped back to it and gripped the remote.
"--Balamb Garden SeeD is reported missing this morning. Friends say he was last seen about three days ago heading for a training session near Balamb. He hasn't been seen since."
I gripped the couch cushion I was sitting on with both hands.
"Be on the lookout for a young man between eighteen to nineteen, 5'8'', brown hair, and gray/blue eyes. Last seen wearing black jacket, black pants, and a gray shirt. And once again, he was last seen around the Balamb area. We're asking for your help to bring this young man back home."
I turned off the television. I could barely stand up my legs were so weak.
"Squall....?" I whispered. It might not be him though. There are tons of people in the Garden that could fit that description......Then why do I have this nagging feeling deep inside...?
Maybe I should call them and check... Calm down. If it is him, he's probably just fine. Yeah, I mean it's Squall for Hyne's sake! He's a big boy, he can take care of himself, so just calm down.
I clasped my hands over my chest, "Deep breath.....deep breath.."
I sat back down on the couch debating on whether I should call the Garden or not.
I must have sat there for a long time, because the sound of the buzzer on my intercom sang. I groggily sat up, I must have fallen asleep.
"H-el-lo!!!" I heard I cheery voice sing. It must be Nina. I looked toward the intercom, then at the clock on my VCR I was supposed to meet them ten minutes ago. I stretched and got up, stumbling toward the noisy little piece of machinery.
I pressed the button, "Hello?"
I heard an exasperated sigh in the other end, "You ARE in there! We've been waiting out here forever!"
"S-Sorry..."
"Are you okay? You don't sound so good." she said with a touch of concern.
"Y-Yeah, I'll be down in a minute."
I let go of the button and headed toward my coat rack. I pulled my black denim jacket off of it and pulled it on.
Was that all a dream? Did I really hear that Squall might be missing?
I shook my head, grabbed my purse and headed out the door.
I saw Nina standing with her hands pressed against the glass of my apartment building's door. She smiled as she saw me come towards her. She turned around and waved her hand at something.
I pushed the door open and came face to face with Nina, Tera, and Dylan. I met all of them at my work. Nina and Tera were fellow waitresses, and Dylan was the bartender. As I said before, Nina reminds me a lot of Selphie. She has the same hair and eye colour, only her hair is down to her waist, and she's only an inch or two shorter than I am. Tera had dark brown hair and really piercing blue eyes. The first time I saw them, I was startled, they seem a lot bluer than my own. Dylan, well he's got black hair and dark brown eyes. He's pretty tall I guess, about a couple inches taller than Squall anyway.
"We thought we'd have to come in and break the door down." he jested shaking his head.
I blushed and gripped my purse strap, "I was only ten minutes late. Besides, if you broke my door, I'd make you buy me a new one!"
He shrugged and put his hands in his coat pockets. Tera chuckled and touched my shoulder.
"C'mon. We'd better get going."
I nodded, "Okay. Where are we going?"
She smiled, "Just C'mon." She started pulling me towards the bus stop. Nina pushed me from behind.
"Hey you guys!" I laughed trying to keep my balance.
The whole bus ride was uncomfortable. I couldn't stop thinking about that news report I had seen.
Was it Squall?
That was the question I kept replaying in my mind over and over again. I should have called and asked Xu. Oh man I don't know.....
I looked out the window. There were dark clouds on the horizon. It would probably be another spring storm. I sighed and rested my elbows on my lap. It still amazes me that I've been here for six months, half a year.
Oh well. Time flies I guess.
I felt someone nudge my arm. I looked to see Dylan.
"This is our stop."
I pulled my purse strap over my shoulder and followed them out of the bus.
I looked up at the sign.
" 'Café de Lune'? " I said more to myself than to anybody else, "When did this place pop up?"
Nina walked in front of me, "A few days ago. Some people at the hotel recommended it." She held the door open and bowed. I walked passed her and chuckled, "Aw c'mon. Cut it out."
I have to admit. This place was beautiful. The lighting was sort of dim, and there were booths semi-encased with short wooden barriers. There were some tables scattered around also. Various old day pictures and posters placed on the brick walls. There were a few people at the bar quietly sipping their drinks.
I looked around to see that there were actually a lot of people in here. The atmosphere was buzzing with various conversations.
I heard the others stop behind me.
"This place is great!" Nina cried.
"Sssh!" I heard Tera hiss.
"Table for four?"
We all turned to see a woman holding some menus smiling at us.
"Yeah." Dylan answered.
She nodded, "Follow me."
"Um, could we get a booth?" I asked.
She glanced over her shoulder and smiled, "No problem."
A few people looked up from their tables as we walked by. We stopped beside a booth in the corner.
"Just sit and relax. You're waiter will be with you in a second." the woman said gesturing toward the table.
We all nodded and said thank you as we took off our jackets and settled in.
I sat on the outside beside Tera. I picked up the menu and looked at it. Everything on here was a little expensive.
"Are you all sure about this? I can buy my own..." I said peering over the menu. Dylan shook his head.
"Nah, it's your day so we'll buy."
I shrugged and kept reading.
After we ordered, we sat and talked about work, how things were going. The usual.... I picked up my drink and took a sip.
"You know Quisty..." Nina began, "You came from Balamb Garden right?"
I put my drink down and nodded, "Why?"
"Well, on early news they said a young man went missing from there a couple of days ago."
I leaned my forehead on my hand, "I know....."
"Oh yeah! I read that in the paper earlier today." Dylan said leaning his elbows on the table.
"Do you have any idea who it might be?" Nina asked.
I shook my head, "There's a lot of people that fit that description."
"Yeah, but not everyone has the same name I bet." Dylan cut in.
I sat up straight, "Name?"
He nodded and started stirring his drink with his straw, "Yeah, they released his name in the paper. Some guy named Squall... I can't remember his last name though."
I felt my eyes get wide.
"Whoa! Are you okay? You're as white as a ghost!" Tera said.
I grabbed my coat and purse, "I'm sorry you guys! I have to go!"
I got up and hastily pulled my coat on.
"Hey! Where are you going!" Dylan said grabbing my arm."
I shook him off and pulled my purse over my shoulder, "To Balamb."
"Why?! That's like two hours away from here."
I shook my head, "That guy is one of my best friends. I'm going to go and see what I can do!"
With that I apologized and raced out of the restaurant.
I ran to the nearest payphone. My hands shook as I placed in the quarter and dialed the Garden's number.
"Hello. Balamb Garden Switchboard."
"Extension #104 please." I said nervously entangling my fingers in the phone chord. I heard thunder erupt from the heavens as a bolt of lightning streaked the formerly clear blue sky. The huge dark clouds that I had seen on the horizon earlier had made their way to the city. It started pouring cats and dogs.
"Hello?"
"Xu! Oh thank Hyne!" I said gripping the phone chord.
"Quistis?! That you?"
"Yeah! I heard on the news earlier, what's going on!?"
There was silence on the other end.
"Xu?" I asked.
"It's true. We can't find Squall anywhere.."
I shook my head, "Why'd you alert authorities? You know he can take care of himself!"
"I know, but you don't understand! He left his Gunblade, his GF, his magic, everything! We found them in his room on his bed. Zell said he had told him that he was going for a training session in Balamb, then he just left. We haven't heard from him since!"
I put my hand on my forehead, "Are you sure?"
"What do you mean 'am I sure'? Of course I'm sure! The entire Garden's in a frenzy! There's SeeDs searching the island as we speak!"
My legs threatened to give out, "Okay, I'll be there in two hours."
"Quisty? What are you talking about?"
"I said I'm coming."
"But, what can you do?"
I shook my head, "Just wait for me. I'll come and help."
"If you insist. We'll be waiting."
"Alright. I'll see you."
"Bye.."
I hung up the phone and headed towards the train station.
I watched the oh so familiar sight of Balamb come into view, I looked at my watch.
It was three o'clock. I looked back out the window secretly hoping I'd see Squall sort of just appear, but of course I saw nothing of the sort.
As the train pulled into the station I readied myself to try and be one of the first one's off. I wanted to get to the Garden as soon as I could.
I pushed my way through the unsuspecting passengers and managed to get out. I looked around the station and headed for the exit.
As I ran down the station steps I saw Xu standing in front of a Garden car. She came rushing towards me.
"Quistis!" she said opening her arms. I ran into her embrace and hugged her back. I pulled away and we headed for the car.
"What's the current situation?" I asked getting in.
She got in the drivers side and slammed her door, "We've been looking ever since yesterday morning, but we haven't found anything. It's like he just disappeared into thin air."
She put the key in the ignition and started up the car, then put it in gear, and we were off.
"He left everything behind?" I asked again. That was still hard to believe. Squall's Gunblade was his trademark, his pride and joy. Why in Hyne's name would he leave it if he were going to train?
Xu nodded without looking away from the road, "Yes. He's pretty much defenseless right now, unless he can pack a hard punch."
"That's so weird. He knows how dangerous it is to even step outside the Garden without any sort of offense." I said pointing out the window.
When we entered the Garden Parking lot, we were greeted by worn out familiar faces. Zell, Selphie, and Irvine watched as Xu and I got out of the car and come towards them.
Selphie ran up and hugged me.
"Hi Selph.." I said as sweetly as I could. She was shaking all over. I looked up from her to Irvine and Zell. They looked terrible. There were dark circles beneath their eyes and they looked so much older than they had when I saw them last. They all must have not slept that much.
"How are you guys holding up?" I asked as Selphie let go of me.
The spunky Zell I had known was gone, and replaced by a weary young man. He shook his head.
"Everyone's so tired..."
I walked up and hugged him. He weakly hugged me back. I turned to Irvine. He looked different. He had cut his hair to a decent length, and was no longer sporting his cowboy ensemble. He now wore coat, brown shirt, and jeans.
"How are you doing?" I asked.
He waved his hand, "Pretty tired.."
I walked over and hugged him too, then pulled back and headed for the parking lot exit.
"Quisty?"
I turned around and looked at Xu.
"Where are you going?"
I shook my head, "I'm going to check on Rinoa, then get set up for a search party."
No one stopped me, or protested. They just let me leave.
I got enthusiastic stares and welcomes as I made my way to the dorms. I would just wave, or say a quick hello. I didn't have time to chat.
I turned my brisk walk into a run as I headed for Rinoa's room. If Selphie was that upset, I can't even imagine how frantic Rinoa must be right now. I suddenly felt a deep sympathy for her. Poor girl....
I stopped in front of her door and knocked.
"Rinoa? Are you in there? It's Quistis!"
I heard the doorknob turn, and the latch click. The door slowly opened revealing Rinoa. She hasn't changed very much. The only thing was that her hair was now cut just above her shoulders. She looked absolutely shocked to see me.
"Quistis? What are you doing here?!"
I raised an eyebrow, "I heard Squall was missing so I came to help. I just wanted to come and check up on you before I set out looking for him."
She shook her head, "Y-You're not supposed to be here..." she said under her breath.
"What?!"
She shook her head, "Never mind..."
Something weird is definitely going on. Why aren't I supposed to be here? Then it hit me. I furrowed my brow and waved my hand in front of me, "What have you done with him?!"
Her eyes widened in surprise "Huh?"
"You heard me!"
She grabbed my arm and pulled me inside, shutting the door behind us.
I turned and looked at her. All my anger left my body as I looked into her dark eyes. She was looking at me with a calm, serene look, "I didn't do anything. I'm just as surprised as everyone else is."
I felt the heat spread to my cheeks, "I'm s-so sorry, I---"
She waved her hand, "You don't have to apologize. I know you're really worried too."
I sighed in relief and sat down on her bed. I put my head in my hands.
I heard her walk over and sit beside me. She touched my shoulder causing me to look at her.
"You are really worried about him aren't you?" she said quietly.
I nodded, "Of course I am......"
"Quistis...?"
"Yeah?"
"Can I ask you a question, and I want you to answer me honestly okay?"
I raised an eyebrow and slowly answered, "Sure..."
"Do you love him?"
My eyes widened. I could feel my face get really hot again.
"I--uh....."
She smiled at me serenely, "Do you?"
"I...." To tell you the truth, I haven't really thought about it since I had set roots in Deling. I guess I just pushed the notion away so I could try and get by in life. So I could sleep at night without having a horrible ache in my heart...
I slowly nodded and felt the tears in my eyes, "....I think I do....I really do."
I felt her arms wrap around me and hug me tightly, "You'll find him then.... I guarantee it."
Wow. She took it surprisingly well that I was head over heels in love with her boyfriend.
Okay, now I know something is definitely going on. I know that if I were in her shoes I'd probably bitch slap me or something, but here she was hugging me. This is nothing like all those trashy talk shows said it would be.
She released me from the embrace and stood up. I stood up to and looked at her. Something was missing...... what was it?
"What's wrong she asked?"
I shook my head "It's nothing... I better get going."
She nodded, "Okay. Good luck."
"Thanks." I smiled. I looked her over one more time, but still couldn't see what was missing.
She walked me to her door and opened it. I stepped into the hall and turned back to look at her.
"It was good seeing you again." she smiled.
I nodded, "Too bad it was under these circumstances though."
She chuckled softly and rolled her eyes, "Yeah...."
There was a silence.
"I wish you all the best Quisty." she said holding out her hand. I looked at her hand than at her.
"Thank you." I said shaking her hand.
"Bye."
"Bye Rinoa." With that she waved and slowly shut the door....... Just as the door closed, my eyes caught on something silver.
Her necklace.... That's what was missing!!!
There was only one silver band on the silver chain.......
Squall's ring was gone......
Like I said I was going to, I got set up with a search party and helped look for the missing Commander well into the night. When we got to the point of collapsing, we ended up calling it a night. My clothes were all wrinkled and sloppy from all the hiking we did. All the search parties assembled at the front gate of the Garden.
Cid and Xu stood in front of everyone. There were people sitting against the directory and the walls, they all looked half dead.
"That's it everyone! We'll call it a night now. Go and get some rest!" Cid called out. As soon as he finished they were groans and sighs of relief. I stood up from where I had planted my weary body and headed for Cid.
"What are you doing?" I asked stopping front of him.
"Everyone's dead tired. I'm not going to get them to kill themselves. They need rest." Cid answered looking at me sympathetically."
"But----" I began.
Xu cut me off, "Quistis, we've searched the whole island. He's obviously not here, and that means he could be anywhere! It's a big world...."
I clenched my hands into fists. She was right. Who knows where he could be now.
She put her hand on my shoulder, "C'mon, we'll give you a ride home on the Ragnarok."
I opened my mouth to protest, but was met with a firm stare from Xu. I gave in and nodded.
"Is Selphie going to be able to drive that thing?" I asked.
Xu nodded, "She got some rest while you all were out looking. Don't worry."
Cid came over and put his hands on my shoulders, "Don't worry Quistis... I'm sure he'll turn up.."
That's easy for you to say........
I kept my pessimistic thought to myself though.
I slowly sat down in my usual chair on the Ragnarok. It felt strange to me, but I didn't care. As long as I could sit down and rest......
Irvine, Zell and Xu accompanied me on the ride home. They were sitting not too far away. I closed my eyes and felt myself drifting off.
I'm so tired......
All of my muscles ached and cried out for sleep. I'm going to have a helluva time getting up tomorrow morning...
I felt a soft nudge on my arm. I groggily lifted my head to see Irvine.
"We're here."
I yawned and got up. I must have fallen asleep.
"Are you going to be able to walk home? It's pouring rain, and you look pretty tired.."
I waved my hand, "I'll be just fine. You guys go home and get some rest...."
"'Kay Quisty. You get some rest too. You look terrible!"
I nodded and put my hands on my hips, "Ha ha. Very funny."
"Bye Quisty." Selphie said.
"Bye everyone....." I said smiling weakly. I waved as I exited the dragon ship.
Irvine wasn't kidding. It was pouring rain. I ran as fast as I could to get to my apartment building. It was a lot quicker to run there than take the bus. There were people loitering around under the cover of bus stops and in the doorways of buildings. I shivered, it was pretty damn cold outside.
Checking my watch I realized it was midnight. I better call Tera and the others tomorrow first thing. I know that I must have seemed a little nuts earlier, just running off like that. I probably made them worry.
I felt a wave of relief as I my building came into view. Ugh, finally some decent rest. First thing I'm doing is changing into some warm pajamas and crawling into my nice warm bed......
As I neared the entrance, I slowed down.
There was someone sitting with their head down just below the tenant directory. Poor guy, on a night like this...
As I got closer, something inside of me stirred.
I stopped in front of them and looked down. They weren't moving.
"Uh? Sir?" I asked. No response.
I got down on my knees so I was face to face with them, "Sir? Are you all right?"
No answer. My heart was pounding in my chest. Why....? I don't know.
I put my hand under their chin to lift their face. I could feel their pulse, and sighed in relief.
I slowly lifted their head, "Sir are you----"
My heart stopped. My eyes widened.
I was looking into a pair of grey eyes. Very familiar grey/blue eyes.
Tears slid down my face and mixed with the rain.
"Oh Hyne........" was all I could get out...
".....Quisty......" He shakily stood up. I got up too.
I looked up at him, I couldn't seem to say anything. The words just wouldn't come. His brown hair was plastered to the sides of his face...his eyes..he reminded me of what he looked like six months ago when I saw him as my train pulled away.
"..H-Hey..." he said sort of casually.
"Squall...What are you doing here..?"
He opened his mouth to say something, but he wavered. I almost fell back as he collapsed into my arms. He was really heavy, and I didn't know how long I could hold him. I strange scent wafted into my nostrils... one I was almost as used to as the scent of the ocean...
Blood.
I looked to see it trickling down the side of his face. He started to shake and slowly stand up again. I noticed there was blood stains on his shirt too. What happened?
He looked deep into my eyes, "....I found...you...finally....."
I blushed, what's he talking about?
"C-C'mon. We better get you inside and get those wounds looked at...." I put his arm around my neck, and put my arm around him for support and I helped him inside.
To be continued.....
Author's Note: Is it getting interesting? I sure hope so! Sorry if I got the whole month thing screwed up, just think of it as if Quistis left the Garden in late August. Next chapter will be coming real soon, so until then, I'll see ya! Once again, thank you for reading!