Disclaimer: Song belongs to Blessid Union of Souls. Sirius Black belongs to J.K. Rowling. The lady belongs to your imagination, I'm just here to write it all down.
A/N: This takes place AFTER Sirius isn't running anymore and is a free man.
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Guy's Love Lives #6: Sirius
by: me, Sunburn
Sirius' POV
I can't remember the last time that we kissed good-bye
All our "I love you"s were just not enough to survive
Something your eyes never told me
But it's only now too plain to see
Brilliant disguise when you hold me
And I'm free
The night before I was arrested. I was taken away from your loving arms and into the harsh arms of the law. You promised me that you'd wait for me.
I've been thinking and here's what I've come to conclude
Sometimes the distance is more than two people can use
But how could I have known girl
It was time and not space you would need
Darling tonight I could hold you and you would know
But would you believe
All I can think about is you. The only thoughts that kept me sane in Azkaban was thinking about your love and faith in me.
There's a light in your eyes that I used to see
There's a place in your heart where I used to be
Was I wrong to assume that you were waiting here for me
There's a light in your eyes
Did you leave that light burning for me
Everytime I saw you, I would see this glint in your eyes that show just how much you love me. How much you need me. As I look in the mirror, I see the same exact glint in mine.
Cards and phone calls and photograph pictures of you
Constant reminder of all the things you get used to
Is there a chance in Hell or Heaven
That there's still something here to build on
Or do you just pick up the pieces after they fall
But after all
But it was all those years ago, you might not even remember who I am. You might not even recognize me. You might not even love me.....
There's a light in your eyes that I used to see
And a song in the words that you spoke to me
Was I wrong to believe in your melody
There's a light in your eyes
Did you leave that light burning for me
I just shake my head and say to myself that that's crazy! You wouldn't stop loving me. We're soulmates, I know it in my heart.
Should I keep on waiting or does love keep on fading away
Fading away
But my brain tells me to think logically. I've been out of your life for nearly 15 years. What makes me so sure you still want me? Hopefully, my brain is wrong.
It's been a while since I've seen you so how have you been
Did you get my letter I wrote you, but I did not send
I tried to call your old number
But the voice that I heard on the phone
I recognized but she told me the number was wrong
I am numb. I can't feel anything except my heart, breaking into a thousand tiny pieces. You knew it was me, but you didn't want to see me. Why?
There's a light in my eyes but it's too bright to see
And a pain in my heart where you used to be
Guess I was wrong to assume that you were waiting here for me
There's a light in your eyes
Did you leave that light burning for me...
As I said before, I know in my heart that we belong together, and that you are wrong to deny it. But since it takes two to love, it only takes one to break it.