Chapter 2: Time to Move on
It was Wednesday, and the second part of my plan was in motion. I knew that it was wrong to play with hearts, but I wanted Taichi to realize the truth and fact of our break up. It was so hard for me to avoid him during school, since he was in half of my classes.
During French was the worst he sat next to me and we had to have a conversation in French.
"Bonjour, Je m'appelle Sora, et toi?" I said working on French not my social life.
"Je m'appelle Taichi. J'aime jouer au foot." He replied.
"Je n'aime pas jouer au foot, J'aime jouer au tennis," I paused and looked at the requirement sheet, "J'ai quatorze ans, Quel âgé tu?"
"J'ai quatorze ans aussi! I guess that ends the conversation," Taichi said. I nodded and took out a book. Taichi then said, "Ok, listen to me, just listen, don't say anything until I finish talking. Ok? All right, I'm sorry about what happened on Saturday. I am not dating Mimi, nor do I ever want to. So, please be my date for Today's dance."
"Why? So I can find you with some other girl, Nomi already told me that she saw you with Mimi last week, at the movies," I snapped.
Tai grumbled something and looked over his French notes. Many kids were making fun of Taichi. I paid no attention to it, just on the book I was reading. I couldn't wait to get out of this class. The bell was going to ring in less then ten minutes. Ten minutes seemed like forever to me. I kept my mind busy by reading or doing homework until the bell rang. When it did the teacher dismissed us and we left.
"Sora-chan!" a voice that belonged to Yamato said from behind me.
Yamato and I weren't dating. All I knew was that we were going to the dance together which could have meant a million things. Like we were just going as friends or he was just taking me to the dance and find our own dance partners there or that were going as a couple.
"Hi! Um, what's up?" I asked casually.
"Nothing really, except this day can't any worse, you?" he replied.
"Same, Taichi, is oh, so getting on my last nerve, he's been bugging me since Monday, the question is does it get better?" I asked then said, "I know the answer but I want to hear it from someone other then Nomi or my mom, I just want to live. Not worry about my life! Ugh! I hate this!"
"Just give it some time, it will get better, slow at first but in time it will get better and you'll be back on your feet once again," he replied.
"Thanks, now I have to get going to class," I said then left.
I went upstairs to my art class. I'm was glad to get away from Taichi for one class even if it was gym or choir. When I got to art a bunch of girls ran to me even though I didn't know half of them. They were telling me that Taichi was looking for me and asked me what happened, Monday wasn't like this, Taichi must have told them that I dumped him and that he wanted me back.
"Whoa! Ok, why would you be interested in this stuff?" I asked them.
"Because Taichi told us that he was looking for you," one girl said.
"Yeah and he told me that you dumped him, why?" another girl said.
"Ok, you really want to know why?" I asked.
I heard yes's so I told them that Taichi cheated on me. That did it and the girls started telling me that they were sorry and that they wished that Taichi would leave me alone.
The rest of that period was pretty much quiet for me, as was the rest of my day because I stayed as far away from Taichi was possible. In the hallways that was impossible, but I tried to.
Then at the end of the day I went to my locker got my books and left. I walked home alone with no one by my side. I thought about my friends and about the world that was a long way from here. Thinking about the Digital World and Biyomon made me feel better, I remembered back then when I was a Digidestained I was counted on more then I was now. I didn't have to worry about all of this, the romance issues or high school, but my mom and I didn't get along.
Now I had a hope to get my life back on track. I needed to so badly…just move on and live. There was a chance that I could forgive Taichi, but I didn't know; I was lost in this mess and felt in between it all. School made think less about Taichi and more about passing and getting work done.
"Forget him, think about school," I had told myself several times during school. "Just forget him, concentrate."
I could always talk to somebody, but not Mimi, she was my friend until all of this happened…I was more confused then ever and felt lonely. Some people would say "What about your family" or "You still have friends forget them they weren't friends for doing that to you." I just didn't know or didn't want to know…I was lost.
Friday was fast approaching and I still didn't know, I loved Taichi, my heart told me that…but my mind kept saying, "No, he didn't love you enough." I couldn't decide if I was going insane or if I was just…just lost, I didn't know…
Gomen ne, this chapter is so short and took so long, but I had writer's block and school to deal with.
I hope I can get the next chapter to be better and longer.
This time there is no question…I dunno what'll happen next.
It was Wednesday, and the second part of my plan was in motion. I knew that it was wrong to play with hearts, but I wanted Taichi to realize the truth and fact of our break up. It was so hard for me to avoid him during school, since he was in half of my classes.
During French was the worst he sat next to me and we had to have a conversation in French.
"Bonjour, Je m'appelle Sora, et toi?" I said working on French not my social life.
"Je m'appelle Taichi. J'aime jouer au foot." He replied.
"Je n'aime pas jouer au foot, J'aime jouer au tennis," I paused and looked at the requirement sheet, "J'ai quatorze ans, Quel âgé tu?"
"J'ai quatorze ans aussi! I guess that ends the conversation," Taichi said. I nodded and took out a book. Taichi then said, "Ok, listen to me, just listen, don't say anything until I finish talking. Ok? All right, I'm sorry about what happened on Saturday. I am not dating Mimi, nor do I ever want to. So, please be my date for Today's dance."
"Why? So I can find you with some other girl, Nomi already told me that she saw you with Mimi last week, at the movies," I snapped.
Tai grumbled something and looked over his French notes. Many kids were making fun of Taichi. I paid no attention to it, just on the book I was reading. I couldn't wait to get out of this class. The bell was going to ring in less then ten minutes. Ten minutes seemed like forever to me. I kept my mind busy by reading or doing homework until the bell rang. When it did the teacher dismissed us and we left.
"Sora-chan!" a voice that belonged to Yamato said from behind me.
Yamato and I weren't dating. All I knew was that we were going to the dance together which could have meant a million things. Like we were just going as friends or he was just taking me to the dance and find our own dance partners there or that were going as a couple.
"Hi! Um, what's up?" I asked casually.
"Nothing really, except this day can't any worse, you?" he replied.
"Same, Taichi, is oh, so getting on my last nerve, he's been bugging me since Monday, the question is does it get better?" I asked then said, "I know the answer but I want to hear it from someone other then Nomi or my mom, I just want to live. Not worry about my life! Ugh! I hate this!"
"Just give it some time, it will get better, slow at first but in time it will get better and you'll be back on your feet once again," he replied.
"Thanks, now I have to get going to class," I said then left.
I went upstairs to my art class. I'm was glad to get away from Taichi for one class even if it was gym or choir. When I got to art a bunch of girls ran to me even though I didn't know half of them. They were telling me that Taichi was looking for me and asked me what happened, Monday wasn't like this, Taichi must have told them that I dumped him and that he wanted me back.
"Whoa! Ok, why would you be interested in this stuff?" I asked them.
"Because Taichi told us that he was looking for you," one girl said.
"Yeah and he told me that you dumped him, why?" another girl said.
"Ok, you really want to know why?" I asked.
I heard yes's so I told them that Taichi cheated on me. That did it and the girls started telling me that they were sorry and that they wished that Taichi would leave me alone.
The rest of that period was pretty much quiet for me, as was the rest of my day because I stayed as far away from Taichi was possible. In the hallways that was impossible, but I tried to.
Then at the end of the day I went to my locker got my books and left. I walked home alone with no one by my side. I thought about my friends and about the world that was a long way from here. Thinking about the Digital World and Biyomon made me feel better, I remembered back then when I was a Digidestained I was counted on more then I was now. I didn't have to worry about all of this, the romance issues or high school, but my mom and I didn't get along.
Now I had a hope to get my life back on track. I needed to so badly…just move on and live. There was a chance that I could forgive Taichi, but I didn't know; I was lost in this mess and felt in between it all. School made think less about Taichi and more about passing and getting work done.
"Forget him, think about school," I had told myself several times during school. "Just forget him, concentrate."
I could always talk to somebody, but not Mimi, she was my friend until all of this happened…I was more confused then ever and felt lonely. Some people would say "What about your family" or "You still have friends forget them they weren't friends for doing that to you." I just didn't know or didn't want to know…I was lost.
Friday was fast approaching and I still didn't know, I loved Taichi, my heart told me that…but my mind kept saying, "No, he didn't love you enough." I couldn't decide if I was going insane or if I was just…just lost, I didn't know…
Gomen ne, this chapter is so short and took so long, but I had writer's block and school to deal with.
I hope I can get the next chapter to be better and longer.
This time there is no question…I dunno what'll happen next.