Disclaimer- well well well.... as u already know, I dont own Digimon, or I wouldnt be writing here, now would I? No
ok, here I am with a muchly losg-overdue digimon story, from a different PoV this time, I got the idea from the story Smoulder Fires, on my daiken/kensuke group
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Your know how it feels to have your guts ripped out? No? Well, that's how I feel right now. Im watching everyone fawn over their bf/gf... it just makes me sick!
So Im the youngest, and that won't change. So I WAS the shortest, that sure as hell did a turnaround. IM A PERSON TO PEOPLE!!!! I feel like yelling that right now, as everyone says how cute the couples look together.
Left behind, I'm 16 now, and they still think of me as that brainy little kid I was when we first went to the digital world. Well, earth to everyone, Im not! And Im just getting more bitter every moment this sap-fest goes on.
Do they know? Hell no, I wouldn't tell them if my life depended on it. I can deal, I hope, just because my only friends ignore my existance half the time, well, that no reason to be bitter, right?
I wonder if that sarcasm showed through. Not if I said it to them, everyone is so busy trying to give their boyfriend/girlfriend, a tonsilectomy that I think an F5 tornadoo could go through, and the only thing left would be their fused fucking lips.
Do I think this will last forever? Well, it's been about 8 years now, so yeah, I think this is a good as it gets. What a depressing possibility. I think a noose would be a good way to rid myself of this plague.
Suicide.... I HAVE thought about it, contrary to popular belief. But I kept it inside, I don't like nosey councellors prying into my life for a measely few dollars on their paycheck, and the satisfaction of knowing they 'helped' someone.
Get what you can, and get out of life. The only problem is I don't feel like it. I have never benone to give up, and I'm not about to start now. Yea yea, Mr Straight-A student, Iori Hida, is actually getting pissed off.
Drugs don't do shit by the way. I smoked for over a year, thinking that it might relax me, but hell, looks like that didn't work, now did it? You know they never even noticed the ashtray I kept under my desk.
I never wanted the spotlight in life.... I just wanted to be acknowledged as a person. Looks like that dosen't happen till after we're worm-food, right?
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well, that's a slightly deranged take on Iori (Cody)
Ken- whatcha do that for?!
Duo- I liked it
Ken- you would....
ok, here I am with a muchly losg-overdue digimon story, from a different PoV this time, I got the idea from the story Smoulder Fires, on my daiken/kensuke group
===*===
Your know how it feels to have your guts ripped out? No? Well, that's how I feel right now. Im watching everyone fawn over their bf/gf... it just makes me sick!
So Im the youngest, and that won't change. So I WAS the shortest, that sure as hell did a turnaround. IM A PERSON TO PEOPLE!!!! I feel like yelling that right now, as everyone says how cute the couples look together.
Left behind, I'm 16 now, and they still think of me as that brainy little kid I was when we first went to the digital world. Well, earth to everyone, Im not! And Im just getting more bitter every moment this sap-fest goes on.
Do they know? Hell no, I wouldn't tell them if my life depended on it. I can deal, I hope, just because my only friends ignore my existance half the time, well, that no reason to be bitter, right?
I wonder if that sarcasm showed through. Not if I said it to them, everyone is so busy trying to give their boyfriend/girlfriend, a tonsilectomy that I think an F5 tornadoo could go through, and the only thing left would be their fused fucking lips.
Do I think this will last forever? Well, it's been about 8 years now, so yeah, I think this is a good as it gets. What a depressing possibility. I think a noose would be a good way to rid myself of this plague.
Suicide.... I HAVE thought about it, contrary to popular belief. But I kept it inside, I don't like nosey councellors prying into my life for a measely few dollars on their paycheck, and the satisfaction of knowing they 'helped' someone.
Get what you can, and get out of life. The only problem is I don't feel like it. I have never benone to give up, and I'm not about to start now. Yea yea, Mr Straight-A student, Iori Hida, is actually getting pissed off.
Drugs don't do shit by the way. I smoked for over a year, thinking that it might relax me, but hell, looks like that didn't work, now did it? You know they never even noticed the ashtray I kept under my desk.
I never wanted the spotlight in life.... I just wanted to be acknowledged as a person. Looks like that dosen't happen till after we're worm-food, right?
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well, that's a slightly deranged take on Iori (Cody)
Ken- whatcha do that for?!
Duo- I liked it
Ken- you would....