Private Feelings
A Gundam Wing Fan Fiction

-Jupiter44-
-miaandryo@aol.com-

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Hola!This is my 1st fiction for Gundam Wing...so if I`am bad,be soft!Please?As you all already know...non of my stories have yaoi relationship.Also,ya disargee of Relena and Heero and having a girl-Gundam team....i think you should leave...this was a warning..............
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After Colony 198 and Endless Waltz;Gundam Pilots retired(again)

Relena Nova walked to her next class.She`s in college now,Princelend University.She`s twenty years old,working her way up to her second college degree.Relena was a minister and princess but now all she wants is to be nomal young woman.All she ever wanted was just to be a plain girl but she got "discovered" and there went her childhood....right down the tubes.Now she changed her last name to Nova.Nova was a nomal name and she couldn`t go back to Darlien because everyone knows Relena Darlien Peacecraft.She couldn`t stay at her parents manison nor rebiuld her castle of her real family....so Relena moved away.Putting away all her past.All the kipnaps,battles,guns,blood,explosions,and....(well)Him too.She was going to make sure no one knows that she was really was the Princess of the World.She was working at a Preventor Engineer Mobile Suit Office,where she does paperwork and help make safer and better Mobile Suits.With all of this in her life now.....there was no way she could be found.Everytime she signed anything....Relena wrote down her new and improved name:Relena P.Nova.The "P"stood for Peacecraft but she never told anyone that.Not even her closest friends because if it got out that Relena Peacecraft was still around..well holy hell would break out.You see,ever since she was still in office and on the news every single damn night....there were always treat notes,obesseions,and bombs going off.But now that Relena Peacecraft "disappeared" and expected never to come back....there was nothing to really worry about.No mobile dollies,suits,or tanks in not one city,town,or colony.It`s like everyone forgot about her,even though her name sometimes was brought up....no one really dwelled on it.Her brother,Zechs Marqais(?)disappeared with Noin about a few months ago.Knowing them they had private wedding and by now she would be" Aunt Relena".
*Well at least they`re happy,Noin only had to wait about a year.I`ve been running around after the same boy for about two years!...But not anymore,he`s only part of my past not future!I`am a surivior.*
Her next class was Econmics,she was working on a Eduaction degree.Relena always wanted to be a teacher of some sort....

Relena sat in her Economics class,not reaally listening to her professor.She has been very tried lately,probably because she has been working late on her job.Relena was about to fall asleep in her seat,when she heard some women behind kinda talking in her ear.
''Hey,Relena....have ya done your homework from yesterday?"

Relena turned around to notice Tanny Mcginnis and her babyish,bitchly gang.Tanny was her only rival in this whole college.She always put her down or make ridiculous rumors about her.Relena always tried to avoid her and her stupid friends.She reached into her backback and pulled out her notepad and pen.Relena decided that she might as well get something work down.After the fourty-five minute class was over,she headed towards her convertible.She pulled out her keychain and opened her car door open.As she throwed her backpack in her passenger seat,Tanny walked up to her.Relena`s usual smiling face suddenly turned into a frown.
"What do you want now,Tanny!Unlike you,I have a life to forefull."Relena snapped before she got in her car.Relena learned the faster she got in car,the faster she could leave.

Tanny`s face turned into a frown also."Oh,Nova...Nova..Nova,As least I didn`t sleep with every single man on campus."she said,laughing.
Relena glared at her with one eyebrow up.Is that all the "joning"Tanny could do?That`s all she could say with that ugly mouth of hers.Relena didn`t even have her first kiss yet,so how in hell could she fuck every man on campus!
Relena wasn`t in a good mood so Tanny really got what was coming to her:"Another lie out of your mouth,Tanny.You know... making all these lies on me won`t make any guy want to even get close to ya.So I`ll give you some advice;GoFuck Yourself!" she hollered as she drove away.Relena didn`t realize this but,everyone in a 5-mile radius...heard her!How horrible for Tanny and her friends heard it,too!(U go Girl!)
Relena`s schdule was always busy.In the morning,she went to schoo.In the afternoon,she went to work or to a meeting.If she missed her morning classes,she would go to her night classes and pick-up what she missed.Relena
didn`t really have god friends,she was really like a loner.And it was so great that way.Relena drove up the driveway.The Preventer Mobile Suit sercurityguard checked her ID.She parked her car.Relena fixed her collar and walked in wth her briefcase.Her office was on the tenth-floor of the building.The first thing she saw on her desk was paperwork that needed to be reviewed,checked by the mechanics,programmed into the computer.She sighed out loud.
*And Tanny said that I didn`t have a life.Bet ya that she could`nt do this for a week.Not to mention three whole days!*
Relena sat in her leather chair and got to work.She went through her hard paperwork first,she could always do the easy ones at home.She started working here one year after the Oz war.Relena looked over her office and stopped to look at the pretty,little,brown teddybear with a red bow around its neck.It was the same one,one partiular person gave her three years ago;right on her birthday.She told that partiular person next time to give it to her,in person.That partiular person never did.
*I guess he forgot `bout me.Why can`t I forgot about him?!*
Relena shook off the past again,she had too many responibility to worry about that.The feeling will go away in time.Then she turned and contiuned to finish her work.She kept working untill four-o-clock.Her fingers
and brain was totally exhausted.She wanted to go home and just fall asleep.She got up an headed for her coat and purse.Relena wasn`t going to scool tomorrow.It was Friday and of course tomoorw would be Saturday.Saturday`s were "relaxion day".But she had to cancel,for she had too much paperwork to finish.To top all that,there were a exam coming up,the next week coming up.She sighed;man she sometimes hated her life.You see,her supervisior was on a trip with his wife and all the work went to her.She expected that,but some of the stuff they were giving her...wasn`t her section of the department.Oh yeah,she understood the material...but where was all the other people!Almost all of the mechanics were missing or plain on"trips".Relena knew exactly where all the"missing people"were:at home relaxing themselves.
*Leaving all the work and paperwork to me and my section.Lazy Dogs!They make me sick.*
She left her office and headed for her car.She got in but didn`t start up the ignition.She was staring at the mobile suits the her job was making.She worked in the engineering department but she didn`t design any suit.She did paperwork sorting and programmed it into the system.Relena didn`t understand why the Preventer Mobile Suits Industry was making these sort of suits.They looked like homicial suits not the suits for protection only.Relena started up her car and drove home.