Adventures of Ana and Owen: New Young Jedi Knights
Book 9
"Guys and Dating"
By obi's girl
Summary: Kailin & Kyp finally clash over Ana, leaving Astra to mediate between the two; Ana secretly returns to Yavin with Aiden's help and learns a secret of her aunts' past.
Disclaimer: The characters of Luke Skywalker, Mara Jade, Han Solo, Leia Solo, Qui-Gon Jinn, are the sole property of the almighty, George Lucas. No infringement is intended. The characters of Ana Solo, Owen Solo, Coryn "Wylie" Kuzan, Astra Sule, Kailin Sun, and Aiden Sule belong to obi's girl. Manipulation of these characters in any way discredit the author's rights. These are my original creations that I do not want anybody to touch them in any way. Thank you.
Owen Solo stared at the magnificence of Yavin 4 as he leaned against the east temple wall. It was nearing nightfall, the time when all of Yavin fell into a state of rest. It was also the loneliest time. Ana had been on Coruscant for 15 weeks, in the Healer's Center, watched over by a team of nurses and doctors. He felt sorry for her, cooped up in there, sitting on her bed, like a lab rat. He knew she was sick but to keep her there for almost three months was another issue. The boy knew she'd be fine as long as she took her medicine. There was no need for her to be there. He looked down.
He never saw her weak. She was always strong in his eyes, strong enough to fight anything that was in her way. But now was different. They weren't kids anymore. They weren't fragile children that could easily be broken. They were adults, which was more dangerous than being a child. When adults made mistakes it didn't hurt like a bruise, it hurt so much more. Everything came back three times worse or more. He gasped as Astra met him.
"Hey," she said standing beside him.
He smiled, "Heard anything from Ana?"
The princess nodded no, "Not yet. But the last I heard of her, she said she'd be out of the Center in a couple of days and in her apartment, resting." She paused, placing hand on Owen's shoulder, "She'll be okay, Owen. She's strong, a lot stronger than you might think,"
The Jedi nodded, "I know she is." He smiled slightly, causing the princess to smile.
"What? What is it?"
"I just remembering when we were kids, teenagers actually, her premonitions, they always kept her busy. One time, she a vision of this boy who was almost hit over a hover car. She rushed in front, grabbing the boy in her arms. The kids' mother was grateful and wanted to thank her, but Ana wouldn't have it. She said there was no price for life and just walked away." Owen replied.
"I remember that story. Ana told it to me. After she left, she called me and she told me about it. She smiled. She said it was a good feeling, saving that little boy." She paused, glancing at the sunset. "I also told her the feeling would even better if she trained as a Jedi. At that, she snapped at me and said she didn't need to be a Jedi to save people's lives. And she was right, partly." Astra huffed, continuing. "She's been nothing but normal since she was born. When she turned 14 and she received her power, she managed to live a simply life and save peoples' lives at the same time and even though she didn't acknowledge the fact that being a Jedi was in her blood, you guys were still proud of her and it only made her want to make a bigger difference and continue to help people."
Owen smiled, staring at the princess. Astra hesitantly smiled back, though she felt something behind that smile. "What?" she asked.
"It's nothing. I just never realized how intelligent and beautiful you are."
Astra blushed, standing up, extending her arm to him. "Come on. Come inside and tell me more about the adventures I wasn't able to experience because I was on Astrus, dealing with my family."
Owen smiled back, taking her arm.
**
Jacen gasped as he rested on his bed. He had been staring at the ceiling for the longest time, trying to get his mind of his niece. Since she was been admitted to the Center, no one had been able to contact her at all. The only people allowed to see her were the doctors and nurses, no one else. He scratched his chin. The boy glanced at the door, as his younger brother appeared. Anakin walked inside and settled himself down on a chair, opposite Jacen.
"You worried about her, aren't you?" the younger boy asked.
He smiled, "I thought we all were."
"Well, good news. Ana's going home today. She's being released, finally. Ya know, I don't know they kept her so long. I mean, her condition isn't that serious."
Jacen frowned, "I know, according to her, it was only a vision, regarding Coryn's past. Nothing serious. She'll be all right."
"That's right. I will be." A voice rang.
The boys turned to face the silhouette of Ana Solo, standing in the entrance to Jacen's apartment. The twins jumped up and hugged the girl. Jacen let go and faced Ana, "Are you sure you're okay?"
She nodded yes, "I'm sure. I just stopped by because I wanted to see some familiar faces, besides those of my doctors. How are you guys?"
"Worried about you. We were all worried." Anakin answered.
Ana nodded yes, "I know," she replied, sitting down on the corner of Jacen's bed. "It's been pretty hectic. Especially around here, with everything, and me. So, how is everybody else?"
Jacen shrugged, "We don't know. Owen, Astra and Kailin left for the Academy a few weeks ago under Luke's advice. Are you sure you're okay?"
The girl smiled yes, "I'm sure. While I was in there, I did some meditation to ease my nerves. I'm all right, Jacen. I'm not going anywhere anytime soon." She replied, referring to dying.
Anakin smiled, "We all know that. You're stronger than that," he paused, "Coryn's been keeping guard over the Center ever since Luke diagnosed that were comatose. She wanted to make sure you were safe. Have you talked to her?"
She huffed, "No, I haven't. But I'll make an appointment to do so." Ana paused, "It's late. I better go get some rest before I end up staying awake all night visiting everybody I know. I'll talk to Coryn in the morning," Ana stood up, hugged both her uncles then left.
Anakin glanced at his brother, "She seems okay,"
He nodded, "She will be,"
**
Qui-Gon Jinn walked around Ana's room, making sure everything was in order. The place had been abandoned for several weeks. It seemed empty, dark without her presence. Fifteen weeks. He hadn't seen his student in fifteen weeks, fifteen weeks since they last discussed their relationship. The Jedi gasped as the door opened. A woman stood in the center. She walked in, wearing black pants, vest and boots. The stranger had long black hair that flowed around her shoulders and she had a lightsabre.
"Lights," she ordered.
The Jedi didn't move. As the lights turned on, he recognized the woman. She was pupil of his for a time, before Anakin came into the picture. A pupil both himself and his apprentice loved. She noticed Qui-Gon and frowned.
She gulped, "Hello Master Qui-Gon,"
He managed a smile, "Hello Aiden,"
**
After the uneasiness of seeing each other, Aiden sat down on Ana's bed. It had been a long time since she spoke with the Jedi Master. The last time was in an apartment on Dylithia Prime. "So, you're Ana's teacher?"
He nodded yes, I am. And you're her aunt,
The Jedi hesitated, then faced Qui-Gon, "Qui-Gon, whatever happened between us all those years ago..."
Jinn nodded, You don't have to say anything, Aiden. I know. It may have been wrong timing, seeing that Obi-Wan loved you, but it meant something, to both of us and it meant something to me,
"I loved you, respected you more than anybody and you turned me away, shut me off from even feeling anything toward you. If I meant so much to you, why did you do that?"
He frowned, Because you did. You did meant so much to me, but I couldn't risk Obi-Wan hating me for loving you. We've all made mistakes Aiden, all of us. What happened between us was not a mistake. It never was,
Sule stood up, "If it wasn't a mistake, then you should tell her that. She's your student. Shouldn't she know who you really are, before she finds out from someone else?"
Wait. You came here to see her, didn't you?
Aiden nodded yes. "I came here on two accounts: To wish Ana well and congratulate Luke and Mara. I think I'll go visit them first before I see Ana. I'll give you time to reacquaint yourself with Ana." And the Jedi left, once again out of Qui-Gon's life.
The Jedi frowned. He always thought letting Aiden go was hard but it would be even harder for him to let go of Ana.
**
Owen Solo huffed as he followed Astra into the cafeteria. It was very late and he wasn't up for dinner. Why did she bring me here, he pondered sitting down. She smiled at Owen then offered him some water. He nodded the glass off.
"Owen, I know you're worried about Ana. We all are. We don't deny it. Do you want to talk about it? Maybe it will help." She offered.
In all the years they've known each other, Owen knew if there was ever a problem he couldn't handle, the princess would sit with him to talk things out, and occasionally, offer him something to drink to ease his tension like she just did. He smiled at her.
"Thanks but I'm okay,"
She nodded no, "You are not leaving here, Owen Solo until you talk. So talk. I know you need it. I need it too," Astra grabbed his hand, holding it tight. "We both need it,"
He chuckled, "I remember when we used to do this all the time. We'd talk, comforting each other when ever the other couldn't deal."
"Owen, you're delaying. Talk,"
The boy smiled, "I know Ana's going to be okay. She's strong. I'm not worried about her,"
"Okay, obviously you've forgotten that Jedi can read minds." She joked.
Solo let down his jovial exterior. He was in utter pain. His sister could have died which meant they could never bond over issues, regarding the Force and future of the Jedi, like Jacen and Anakin used to do.
"She's not coming back, Astra. I know it. I mean, 15 weeks, is a long time for a check up,"
The princess nodded, "I can't disagree with you there." She paused, "but I have to disagree. She will come back. She maybe on Coruscant for a couple more weeks, but she will come back. She has too. She has a home here and will always have a home, whether she's normal or Jedi."
Owen smiled, "I'm sorry. I was just wandering. How come we never dated? I mean, on more than a couple occasions, we have acted as more than friends,"
Astra pulled her hand away from Owen's, smiling, "We haven't dated because my mother would kill us if we did. We're too much like brother and sister, to go that far into a relationship," she paused, "besides, dating for a princess is never easy. It tends to scare guys away,"
"What about being a Jedi?"
She laughed, "That comes in second." Astra smiled at him, then leaned over and kissed him on the cheek then left the boy alone to his thoughts
**
Ana Solo felt more at rest as she situated herself back into her apartment and out of the Healer's Center. She had spent approximately 15 weeks in the place and after the another hour of droids crowding around her, to check her stats and everything, she wanted out desperately. Ana plopped herself on her bed, relieved to be at peace. Earlier, she was notified that Owen, Kailin and Astra had returned to Yavin to continue their training, only Coryn remained behind to make sure her Master was all right.
As she was about to fall asleep, her door rang.
Oh Force, who is it this time? More droids? she thought, "Come in,"
Ana's door swished open. She was entirely sure who it was since her lights' weren't completely on. It was dim, but she could make out the silhouette of a man. It could have Han, her father come to check up on her.
He spoke, "Hello Ana,"
Luke? Uncle Luke Ana sat up once she recognized the man's voice. As she walked to the door, she ordered the computer to higher the lighting system. She was right. It was him. She hugged the Jedi, "What are you doing here?"
Luke shrugged, letting go, "I heard you were being released today. How are you?"
Ana nodded yes, sitting on the edge of her bed, "Better."
He frowned once he noticed her uneasiness. Something was bothering her. "Ana, what's wrong?"
"I haven't heard from him at all. And it's making me wander if I said anything to offend him. He hasn't come to talk to me in my dreams, offer advice, anything. It scares me. What if he's abandoned me all together? Uncle Luke, he means as much to me as Ben was to you." She paused, realizing what she said, "I'm sorry,"
Luke nodded, "I'm just glad I know the truth. Nothing kept back,"
"But it isn't okay. Luke, I can't stand Kenobi any more than you can, for doing what he did. Owen can't either. He loved Amidala and she ended paying the price, by turning Anakin to the dark side. It's not right,"
The Jedi shrugged, "The past is the past, Ana. It can't be changed. What happened, happened because it was meant to."
Ana gasped, "I don't believe that. Uncle Luke, I met Coryn's mother. I prevented the Council from taking Coryn away from her. Convinced them to give her back her powers so she could protect her child. I wouldn't have been in that coma, in the Netherworld for no reason, if it weren't to stop a horrible mistake. Things can be changed, Luke. It isn't all destiny and fate."
She continued, switching the subject, "How's Aunt Mara?"
The Jedi smiled, "She's fine. Thus far, the doctor can't find any abnormalities with her pregnancy. The baby is completely healthy as far as we can tell,"
Ana smiled, "That's great. So, when should I head back to the Academy?"
Luke frowned, "I'm not so sure that's a great idea, Ana. Not yet. You should remain on Coruscant for a couple weeks, then head back, to make sure you're capable."
"Oh." She paused, "Uncle Luke, can you do me a favor?"
"Sure. What is it?"
"It's Coryn. Could you talk to her when you can? I know she's worried about me and I don't blame her, but I need her back at the Academy, to continue classes and rescue Kailin from losing his insanity. Please?"
He smiled. "Just as long as you take it easy, I'll talk to Coryn," The Jedi stood up, "Good night, Ana," and the left.
**
She's right, ya know. a voice said behind the Jedi. Obi-Wan Kenobi stood beside his former Master, You mustn't blame yourself for what happened to Ana.
I don't. Only that's not what we we're talking about Padawan. We were talking about us, as a team. We were undefeatable between the three of us. You with your steal judgment, me with my keen sense and stubbornness to walk my own path and Aiden's perseverance to stand for something greater than herself.
The younger man smiled, And to think, she's passed that down to Ana. he paused after a moment, How did she seem?
Ana?
Kenobi nodded no, Aiden. The years after Dylithia, Obi-Wan still cared deeply for Aiden Sule, though they decided, or rather Aiden, decided it would be better to live their owns as the Force dictates. She became Queen of a planet, married a great man and had a daughter that became a close friend of Ana Solo, Anakin Skywalker's great great grand daughter. He always kept a close watch on Aiden, though she hardly thought about him and Qui-Gon. To her, training to be a Jedi for the second time was a dark time for her and it was.
The Jedi gasped, She's Aiden Sule. Strong, determined and unwilling to give up, like she was all those years ago. She hasn't changed a bit, He paused, Can I ask you something, Padawan?
Obi-Wan nodded okay.
Did you truly love her, or was what you were feeling simply an infatuation?
Kenobi laughed, An infatuation? Actually, I thought it was just an infatuation at first, but when she disappeared and it looked as if we'd never find her, I knew my feelings for Aiden wasn't infatuation. I loved her. He smiled, But, as long as she's happy, that's all that matters. I have someone else. The Jedi stood up, Speaking of which, I better go. I'm having dinner tonight with a very special young lady. and he disappeared.
**
Kyp Durron stared at the lesson plan in front of him, as he took a sip of coffee. He knew it was late but he needed to finish tomorrow's lesson plan to keep him from thinking about the woman he still loved. Yes, he still loved Ana and to him, it was a relief that she wasn't returning to Yavin right away. However, Owen, Astra and a friend, Kailin Sun arrived to complete their training.
Kailin Sun. Who was he? The Jedi didn't know a whole lot about the boy, but he seemed to be close friends with Astra. During classes, he'd see them talk, or look at each other various times. He knew that Astra knew Kailin very well so he dismissed any possibility that he was seeing Ana. While practicing, they hardly looked at each other and Kailin always paired off with Astra, while Ana would either fight her brother of Coryn. There was no way Kailin and Ana could be attracted to each other.
He nodded his head, returning his attention back to the lesson plan. In his opinion, it didn't matter whom Ana dated. They weren't an "item" anymore, so why should he care?
**
Ana Solo scowled as she heard someone at her door. I'm trying to sleep. Something I haven't been able to do in the past few weeks. she unwillingly, crawled out of bed, grabbed a robe then answered the door. I swear, if it's Threepio I'm going to shut him down and lock him in a closet .
"Hello Ana," a woman answered. It was a sweet voice, a voice she hadn't heard from in a long time.
"Aunt Aiden? What are you doing here?" she cried, hugging the woman.
She smiled, "I came to see you. I heard you were sick."
Ana nodded no, backing away, "Not really. All it was a trip to the Netherworld to stop a horrible mistake." she paused, "So how are you? It's been a long time. I know you've been busy,"
Aiden furrowed his eyebrow, unsure how to respond to that. She knew Ana had vision, strong visions but a trip to the Netherworld? She didn't think that possible. The Queen nodded, grateful to change the subject. "With the war? Very. But Amnya's forces pushed back. They're hiding out amongst the swamps, in an old temple," she paused, "Astra's returned to Yavin, after a long struggle. She wanted to stay and fight the war, protect her parents, but hearing about your condition convinced her you need her more than her royal calling,"
Ana frowned slightly, "Well, I'm just glad she's safe."
Aiden smiled at the young woman, then went over and sat down on the couch. Ana followed. "I remember, when we were on Yag~dul, that Luke and I had a small discussion. He was worried that the stress I was putting myself under would affect the baby. He suggested that I take a rest and I reluctantly agreed. As I turned, I told him that I knew he'd make a wonderful father someday. I wasn't too far from the truth I know that now. I'm happy for him and Mara. They deserve this."
She nodded, "They really do."
The Queen frowned, "Ana, what's wrong? I thought you'd be happy for them and yourself, since you got out of the Center."
"I would be, except that Luke informed me that I can't return to Yavin right away. He suggested that I stay here for awhile, until I feel I can return. Only, I want to be on Yavin. I don't want to stay here for two or three more weeks, watched over, by Force knows, probably more droids, like Threepio or R2." Ana paused, "Even Jedi. I want to be in the comfort of Kailin's arms so I'll know I'm okay. Being cooped up here is unbearable. I need to be around my friends."
Aiden smiled, "I know what you mean. I mean, this is the first time, I've been able to escape from the Palace to be around family, and only I leave tomorrow to return to Astrus right away. Regretfully, I won't have that much time to see Han, Leia and the twins. Only Luke and Mara, and you of course - which I am doing." She paused, "believe me, being Queen of an entire planet, is not as easy as it looks. There's so much pressure to do the right thing."
"That's why you sent Astra to Yavin, wasn't it? You didn't want to strain her, exhaust her to death."
She nodded yes. "I didn't want her to get involved, and it wasn't only because she's the heir to Astrus' Empire, it was because Xon and I didn't want to risk her life." Aiden paused, "I know we've had our fights in the past, regarding whether she should participate actively in the Court, but I know training to be a Jedi, will give her a wider prospect on matters, expand her horizons."
Ana smiled.
"So, when do I get to meet this Kailin Sun, your new boyfriend?"
Solo perked up, "Uh, I'm sorry. You missed him. He left with Owen and Astra - returning to Yavin." She paused, "He's a great guy. You'd like him. He's from Corellia, born in the same province Han was,"
Aiden laughed, "Oh great. Just what this family needs - another Han Solo,"
**
Kailin Sun struggled with himself not to fall asleep in class, as he listened to Kyp Durron's lecture. Astra was sitting next him, accompanied by Owen Solo. Solo was less adamant than Kailin. He was wide-awake, paying full attention to Kyp. Kailin hypothesized that he did so because Owen looked up the Jedi, like his uncles did when they were younger.
"All right. That's enough for today. Class dismissed." Kyp concluded, smiling at the young trainees.
Astra nodded to Kailin, "Managed to stay awake?" she joked.
He sneered at the young princess, then faced Owen. "I was awake. I've just been worried about Ana."
Once Kyp heard her former love's name, he glanced at Kailin. He knew Ana remained on Coruscant to be with her family but he didn't know that something was wrong with her. Kailin smiled back at his friends as they gathered their things and left the auditorium. Sun scratched his chin. It was a long week and he hadn't shaved.
Kyp looked down at his desk, trying not to seem obvious. "How's Ana?"
"What?"
He gazed up at the young Jedi, "Your friends with her, right? I see you hang out with Astra, Owen and Coryn."
Kailin shrugged, "She's fine. It's just been a rough week for me and them if they haven't already admitted it."
"I thought leave time was finished. What's Ana still doing on Coruscant?"
Kailin cleared his throat, "She wanted to stay and help Mara with her pregnancy, keep her company."
Durron smiled, "No, young son. That's why Luke didn't return, to be with his wife. I asked why Ana's still there?"
The boy huffed, "Why do you even care? She's not yours anymore. Her family commanded that you leave her alone, which includes minding your own business," Kailin was agitated. He hadn't slept well in days and now Ana's former lover wanted to but his nose into her life, asking him what was her problem. It was too much.
Kyp stepped up to him, "I care about her just as much as anybody else. We may not be together, but I will always love her." He gazed at him, "You love her, don't you?"
Kailin hesitated to answer. Didn't Kyp know that he and Ana had been seeing each other for more than five months? Didn't he see them together in the halls, didn't he hear the students talk about them? He glared at Kyp, "How I feel about Ana is none of your business, Durron. She doesn't love you anymore."
"How would you know that?" he growled.
"Because she loves me!" Kailin snapped back. He saw the alarm in Kyp's face. The simple mention that Ana was with someone else made him cringe and Kailin knew it.
Kyp smiled menacingly, "Well, at least I got a straight answer to my question." he backed down, returning to his desk, "You may go."
Kailin didn't back down. "No. Let me get this straight, right here and right now. Ana's with me and what happens to her, is none of your concern. Her family doesn't even like you, but they like me. Have always liked me and you know what, she loves me more than you. I see it in her eyes. There's more passion there than she ever felt for you,"
He peered up, "I said you can go. Go." Kyp paused, "Before a type of accident occurs,"
"Like what? What can you do to me? She doesn't love you! She loves me and it will always be that way."
Kyp smiled, "You're just filled with honor, aren't you? Defending your love."
Kailin raised his hands, "Well, it's a lot more than you ever did for her, seeing that you screwed her. You ruined her life."
"I think that's far enough, Knight Sun,"
"Maybe. But at least we know why her family condemned you," Kailin shot back. He gasped, grabbed his things than left.
As he head for the door, Kyp mumbled something under his breath. Kailin stopped, turning back to him, "What did you say?"
Kyp turned to him, "I said Ana doesn't deserve you."
Kailin smiled, raised his fist then punched him in the face. Things would have gotten out of hand, if Astra didn't return to retrieve her purse that she left.
"Kailin, Kyp, stop it!" she cried.
The princess dropped her purse then went to separate the two men. Shoving Kailin onto the floor. He had a bloody cut on the corner of his mouth, while Kyp only came out with a minor cut on his cheek.
She glanced at the Jedi Master, then Knight. Astra had a pretty good idea of what, or rather whom they were fighting about. Ana. She knew eventually, this would come to conflict. Sooner or later, tensions would rise and the fight between them would erupt.
"Kailin, come on. We're waiting for you in the cafeteria, for lunch," she gasped.
Kailin looked to Astra wiped his mouth then stood up. He sneered at Kyp on his way out as he once again, picked up his things, followed by Astra. Only she knew, that wouldn't be the last confrontation. There would be others.
**
Luke Skywalker wasn't surprised to find Coryn in the city archives, researching on one of the computers. The young Jedi possessed a strong proclivity towards History and Science. Luke could almost picture a young Tionne, interested in such things at a younger age and wandered if they two were related. He smiled then walked over to the girl. Coryn looked up and smiled. She raised a finger, signaling a minute, saved her work to a disk then faced the Jedi Master.
"Hi." She smiled.
Skywalker grabbed a chair then sat down next to Coryn. Ana had asked him to talk to her but for the first time in years, he didn't know what to say. He gazed at the computer screen, "What are you working on?"
Coryn glanced at the screen than at Luke, "Small research. Nothing big."
He smiled, "Ah. I came because Ana was wandering when you would head back to the Academy,"
"When? I'm surprised she asked. I'd head back whenever she would. I thought she knew that, seeing that I stayed to keep an eye on her, when Kailin, Owen and Astra returned to continue their training,"
Luke could sense a slight hint of agitation. Ana's condition scared her. "You really should though. Ana's okay now. She's resting, taking more care of herself. You shouldn't worry all that much about her."
She looked at him quizzically.
"I mean, you should worry a little bit - she's family. But you shouldn't let this keep you back. She wants you to return to Yavin. Respect her decision, Coryn. Give her at least that much." he smiled at her. "She's really proud of you."
Coryn perked up, "Thank you, Master Luke." then shut off the computer.
**
Astra tried not to say anything to Owen about the fight between Kailin and Kyp, but the stress was too much to keep in. Kailin had gone off to get some food, leaving Astra alone with Solo. She leaned forward, "Owen, I have to tell you something. It's very important. It's about Kailin,"
He perked up, "What did Sun do this time?"
"When I came back for my purse, I came back just in time before Kailin and Kyp started decking it out. They would have killed each other if I hadn't arrived a minute too late." she paused, "Owen, this is really serious."
The boy shrugged, "At least some action is going on. I figured they'd clock each other at some point - especially over Ana. It's no surprise."
She gasped, "Owen, this isn't a joke! I saw the look on Kailin's face. It was of pure hatred and I saw the same expression on Kyp's. And you know Kyp's history. He almost destroyed a whole system one time. Think about how he'll react when he and Kailin meet up again. Both of them could be badly hurt."
"What do you suggest?"
"I need you to talk to Kailin, while I try to steer Kyp away from blowing up. Okay?" the princess proposed.
Owen nodded, eating another chip as Kailin came over to take his usual seat. Once he settled down his tray, he sensed the tension between Astra and Owen. Something had happened. He dismissed the feeling and dug into his food. After a while of discomfort, he dropped his fork and glared at Astra. "All right, you said something didn't you?"
The princess tried to look innocent but it was no use. Kailin saw right through her. He knew she told him what transpired in the auditorium between Kyp and himself.
"I swear I didn't say anything!"
His gaze deepened on Astra and the princess relented. "I told Owen. I had to. Getting in a fight with a Jedi Master is serious, Kailin. How do you think Master Luke would react if he ever found out? He wouldn't be too happy about it." She paused, "Look, just don't get into any more trouble. Ana wouldn't be too happy to find out you bruised her ex-boyfriend's nose."
The boy looked down, mumbling, "Except he started things,"
The two didn't reply and simply continued their lunch in silence.
**
Day two. Ana Solo thought she could stand to stay on Coruscant for another week but after the day she was having, staying was out of the question. She had to get back to Yavin as soon as possible. She lay on her bed, staring at the ceiling. As a requirement to get well, she couldn't leave her quarters to see anybody and if she wanted to talk to some people, she could only talk through the holo vid. Last night was basically her only night of freedom.
Aiden. She was probably over at Luke and Mara's talking, catching up on the local news or gossip. The Queen would probably stay there for awhile then take off some hours after lunch. Lunch. She sprung up, facing the holo vid to telephone a call to Luke's quarters.
Mara answered, "Hello Ana. If you're looking for Luke, he's not in right now. He's out talking with Aiden. She just arrived."
She nodded, "I know. Do you know when they're going to be back?"
The woman shrugged, "An hour or two. Why?"
"I need to talk to Aunt Aiden. It's very important. Could you tell her when she gets back to call me or stop by, if she can?"
The red head started to nod her no at the last part, but she could tell from Ana's appearance that she was in desperate need of company. She would be since she had been cooped up in her apartment for two days without any human contact whatsoever. "All right. I'll give her the message." And switched off.
**
Luke couldn't believe how much Aiden hadn't changed since the last he saw her. That was about 27 years ago on Yag`dul. She never told him but she always harbored some guilt against the decision she made. Being the cause of the destruction of an entire planet weighed heavily on her. But in the end, was it all necessary? Maybe. The eggs were growing and they didn't have enough time to exterminate them all, thanks to breeding.
It was amazing how she managed to maintain her sanity after that. So much had happened on that planet that changed her. Dr. Ralie murdered Ramule, her bodyguard. She realized she had to balance between her royal and Jedi side of herself without outweighing the other. It was also then that she learned how her mother-in-law felt about her.
"Luke, it's great to see you. Getting away from Astrus isn't easy unless I have a good excuse." she paused, "How far along is Mara?"
"Three months. The cravings haven't increased but I imagine they will as the months go by. Leia's even offered to be her coach when she goes into labor."
Aiden laughed, "Why haven't you volunteered? She's your wife."
The Jedi looked down, "I love, Mara, but not to sound sexist or anything but I think Leia will do a better job. That and I'm scared of blood. Besides, Mara will probably be yelling at me the whole time or something, which would cause me to leave the room. I don't mind." The Jedi switched the subject, "How's things on Astrus? Still keeping the peace?"
Aiden frowned exhaustedly, "No one ever said that being Queen of an entire planet was going to be easy. It isn't. Xon and I can't even have a descent dinner without political interruptions. Or even be ourselves. I'm just glad Astra's not there. It would make things even more stressful."
Luke's face turned serious. "Amnya's forces are still a threat?"
She nodded no. "But I can bet that she's planning something to make up for her retreat. She won't give up so easily, Luke. She's determined to push me off the throne and rule as the rightful Queen of Astrus. But by law, I am Queen. I married Xon, who immediately became a King once we married, making me the sole ruler of Astrus. Why can't she just accept that?"
"She's arrogant. Most queen mothers are. Ta` Chume was, but thankfully Isolder was nothing like his mother so you don't have to worry about Xon turning his back on you anytime soon." He paused, "How much do you have left of your army?"
"That's the bad part. We've lost so many people in the last battle, it's a miracle we were able to draw her back. Xon and I have had volunteer soldiers work the ranks. Captain Farrell's taught them every basic maneuver and fighting stances he could but it's not enough. We need more people, more skilled warriors."
"You're coping. At least you're not putting yourself under immense stress," Luke commented, "but you might want to talk to Fey'lya regarding your army. If I may, I suggest you ask for a plea of military security. People in the senate would sympathize with you,"
Aiden frowned, "I guess I could stay to make an appeal to the Senate but the only thing is they tend to drag on with procedures," she paused getting up, "Thanks for the offer but I'm supposed to return to Astrus as soon as I can."
Luke stood up, "Do you have to leave so soon?"
The Queen relented, looking at him suspiciously, "What are you getting at Skywalker?"
He laughed, "It's just really rare to see you. Come back to the apartment. I want to hear more of your adventures you've been on,"
**
As Ana wrote in her journal, she could feel Qui-Gon's presence in the room. The Jedi Master walked behind her. She frowned, "Why didn't you come to see me?"
Qui-Gon looked down, I thought it would be best to leave you alone, especially since you weren't allowed to have visitors. I'm sorry if that offender you,
"I just felt so cold. Without you being there made it harder to survive. I felt alone, more alone than I've ever felt in my life. I wished you were there - have someone to talk to," she paused, "Or you needed someone to talk to?"
Ana, we talked about this. We decided it would be easier to let go,
Ana laughed, facing him, "And when exactly was this decided? Because as far as I can tell, I don't remember having that conversation," she breathed, trying to find the right words, "We're a team, Qui-Gon. So there's a small issue of attraction. We can work passed that. I won't allow you to avoid me because of the uneasiness between us. Qui-Gon, I need you - I need you to teach me. I want to learn about the other Jedi, the Jedi Council. I could pass the knowledge to others - to make them stronger. Master Jinn, please. I need your help. I need you to be my Jedi Master,"
The Jedi blushed feeling a bit overwhelmed. No one had asked him to train him or her in so long. I would be honored to teach you,
She smiled, "And we will work through the attraction. One way or another - hopefully," Ana checked her watch.
Qui-Gon frowned, Are you expecting someone?
"No,"
Mara sensed the Jedi enter the apartment. Aiden and Luke were laughing over some small joke when they entered the common room. After Aiden was able to compose herself she faced Mara.
"Hello Aiden," Mara said.
"Mara Jade. It's good to see you again," Aiden paused, "I would have stopped by earlier but I arrived late last night,"
Luke smiled, "It's always a pleasure to see you, your Highness. Even if it for a short visit,"
The Jedi gazed at Mara, "I predict a girl," she mused, winking at her.
"Yes!" Luke cried.
Then she leaned forward to Mara's ear, whispering, "Or a girl,"
Skywalker frowned as Mara smiled, literally exchanging looks. Aiden hugged Luke and Mara and as she began to leave, Mara remembered Ana's call, "Oh, Ana called. She wants to talk to you. She asked if you could stop by her apartment,"
Aiden nodded then left.
Mara looked at her husband. Luke smiled, "What?"
"I know I shouldn't be jealous and it's none of my business, but what were you two talking about as you came in?"
"The laughing? It was nothing. It was only a small joke," he paused, walking closer to Mara, putting his arms around her, "besides, you're the one I'm crazy about and that little girl or boy in there,"
Mara smiled, "Like I said, I don't why should be jealous but if anyone ever flirts with you, I'll break the girls' neck,"
Luke started to laugh but stopped once he realized she was serious, until Mara started laughing, "I'm kidding. Well, maybe," she gazed at her husband, "I love you,"
**
Ana Solo was surprised to not only see Aiden at her door but Coryn as well. She gestured that they come and sit down, allowing Coryn to speak first.
"I talked to your Uncle Luke earlier and he suggested that I should return to Yavin to continue my training but..."
"You want to know if it's okay with me? Coryn, that's great. In fact, I think I might be able to go with you," she replied.
The younger woman perked up as Aiden leaned forward to Ana, "You can't leave,"
"Look Aunt Aiden, I can't stay here for another three or four months if my condition demands it. I want to continue my training and the only place I can do that is on Yavin. Please," she paused, "All I need you to do is get me passed the control dock and off Coruscant,"
Aiden hesitated. She hated being pulled into a situation she didn't approve of, "This is a very bad idea," the Jedi paused, glancing at Coryn, "I'm supposed to be leaving tonight. I can say you're my body guard or something,"
Ana hugged the woman smiling, "What about Coryn?"
"I can take a separate ride back. It's all right. I'll just be a few minutes behind you,"
Solo stood up, grabbing an already packed suitcase from under her bed, "So, when do you go?"
Aiden smiled, not surprised at Ana's actions.
**
Qui-Gon Jinn had never seen Ana Solo so determined in his life or afterlife rather. In the beginning, she rejected the teachings of the Jedi ways but now she respected who she was. Needless to say, she was taking her training very seriously. He was very proud of her. Twenty-seven years and she finally had the chance, no opportunity to become one of the greatest Jedi to live in her family.
Maybe second best. Mara was expecting and the child inside her would no doubt be just as strong and may harbor strong Jedi talents. Yes. Everything was coming together.
Master? a voice asked.
Qui-Gon turned around, facing the young Obi-Wan Kenobi.
I'm sorry. Was I interrupting you?
The Jedi nodded no, I was thinking about Ana,
Obi-Wan smiled.
Not in that way, Padawan. She wants me to be her teacher. I'm a Jedi Master again, he smiled, Obi-Wan, you have no idea how proud I am. I've never seen Ana so determined before. She picked me to train her.
I'm happy for you, Master. But, training requires that she be on Yavin. And she's not,
Qui-Gon didn't frown, If she returns to Yavin, it doesn't matter. She's a stubborn girl, very much like me, he paused, What did you want to talk about, Padawan?
I sensed a dark presence, at the Massassai Temple. Anger, hatred. And it was centered on two individuals. I think you know who I'm talking about,
Kyp and Kailin. Hmmm. It was bound to happen at some point, Qui-Gon guessed.
Obi-Wan frowned, You're not in the least bit worried? Master, Kyp almost destroyed an entire Galaxy one time. Why aren't you worried?
He shrugged, Astra's a good mediator. She'll keep them in check until Ana gets there, with the help of Owen, if need be. Everything will be all right,
Astra's a good mediator. That much is true, but she doesn't know Kyp. Master, his feelings are on the boiling point. If nothing is done, they'll both end up dead, hurting Ana in the process - something she doesn't need on this homecoming, Kenobi gasped, If you feel, everything's going to be okay. I'll take your word for it, but I'll continue to monitor the situation at the Temple,
Qui-Gon nodded. You must do what you must, Padawan,
Astra could tell as she meditated in her quarters, that tensions were rising between Kyp and Kailin. She could feel it in the energy surrounding the two Jedi. It was dark and powerful. The princess hoped after her small intervention earlier, that the two would back down from another fight but that didn't seem to the case. Now was more dangerous than ever. She realized that. Though she only met with Kailin hours earlier at lunch, she was sure his patience had been tested to the limit. Their cores were burning, burning really close to the Dark side and it scared Astra. Kailin was her friend, closest friend next to Ana. She was the one that introduced him to Ana, the one that bragged about every small detail about her to him and now everything could be destroyed. A small tear streamed down her face as she tried to push back the fear.
The princess nodded her head, "I can't keep them from fighting,"
But you have to, for Ana, a voice said.
Astra blinked, opening her eyes to confront the ghostly figure of a young Obi-Wan Kenobi, the Jedi Master Ana never liked because of past occurrences.
"Ana's my friend. And so is Kailin, but I can't stop how they feel. They're strong, both of them. There's nothing I can do,"
Yes there is, Astra. I remember your mother would never back down from anything, not even a fight. I would have though you'd have a little bit of her in you, he commented.
The princess nodded, "I'm not like my mother." She replied, coldly. Astra slouched back on her bed.
This is a difficult time. You must keep Kailin and Kyp away from each other.
"But that's just it. I can't. I'm not strong enough." She cried.
Yes you are. Astra, you've been quiet, passive but now is the time to take charge. You must keep Kailin and Kyp from killing each other, he gasped, Ana depends on you to keep because your guidance keeps her from going over the edge. Can you return the favor by keeping Kailin and Kyp from going over the edge?
Astra didn't reply.
Kenobi stood up, There is no try, Astra. There is only faith and I have faith you can do this, and he disappeared.
**
Three days had passed since Aiden and Ana left Coruscant and already the younger woman was feeling a great sense of freedom, freedom from the Center and from her own apartment. Staying there for two or three more weeks wasn't her idea of fun. It was more like being out in the open, enjoying herself and relaxing her muscles.
"Don't be over excited, Ana," Aiden warned the girl, sensing her thoughts.
"I can't help it. I'm glad to be liberated from that place. Yavin will be a nice change in scenery," she smiled, seeing to the control panel.
"Still. When we reach Yavin, you should rest before taking on any serious exercises. Meditate if you need to," the woman suggested. "Why are you so excited anyway?"
Ana smiled, thinking of Kailin. It had been three months since they had been apart and it was killing her. She wanted to be in his arms, listening to his heart beat. It was her only comfort aside from having medical droids examining her every minute.
Aiden didn't have to say anything to know what she was thinking about. She felt it. The woman smiled, remembering feeling that same way at one time then it faded. Her smile quickly turned into a serious frown as she focused her attention on the flight course. Suddenly, Ana broke her thoughts.
"Weren't you in love one time?" she asked curiously.
The Jedi hesitated to answer then stopped what she doing and turned to Ana, "I was. One time. It was a long time ago." Aiden paused. It had been a long time since she talked about this to anyone, a long time. She had tried to conceal the memory for so long, trying to push back the feelings of regret. She was hurt badly by the one man she loved more than the Order. "He was my Master. At that time, he was training another Padawan, his Padawan but proposed to take on the task of training me at the same time. I thought it was crazy and it was. But somehow, through training together and becoming close friends, we became close. We developed a telepathic link, something that only happens between Master and Apprentices that were meant to be together. My first thought was that I could get rid of his Padawan, because he had a crush on me but I couldn't,"
Ana sat staring at the woman, intrigued by her story.
"Anyway. One night after a late night sparring/training session, we went back to my quarters to have dinner. He was tense and began to rub his shoulders. I asked him something, his opinion of me, which was a bad mistake. He told me the truth and I told him the truth. We made love that night but it was the last time. We vowed to not tell his Padawan ever and that what happened was never to be spoken of again. Only..." she drifted off, feeling the tears stream down her face.
"You loved him," Ana completed.
Aiden turned back to her, "Ana, don't let what happened to me happen to you and Kailin. You have a chance to start over. Don't let it slip up because of a small difference," she swung her chair back to the console, monitoring the flight pattern. "You deserve your happiness,"
As Ana stood up, the monitors beeped. Aiden pushed some buttons on the vid, turning it on. Coryn appeared smiling. Ana turned back to greet her friend, "Hey Coryn. We thought you abandoned us. It's been quiet over here," Ana called.
"Sorry. I was busy talking to Owen." She replied.
Ana blinked, "How?"
"Well, we're not that far from Yavin. I was able to link the computer to make a clear signal. It was only for a few moments but it was worth it." She paused, "I told him you were coming home and he was thrilled."
"Coryn? Now the surprise is ruined,"
Ana could sense the girl squirm defiantly, "I told him not to tell Astra and Kailin."
Solo glanced at her aunt then returned to the vid, "All right. Ana out,"
**
Kailin paced himself as he tried to relax his thoughts. They were stained with hatred, anger and fear -qualities of the dark side. No. He wouldn't allow himself to fall. Kyp maybe a Jedi Master, but Ana doesn't belong to him anymore. She belongs to him. The boy shakingly picked up his lightsabre igniting its blue blade. He fought himself to control the urge to kill Kyp but it was he was weak. Too weak. Sweat poured off his forehead as he fought the urge, the temptation of the Dark side.
He screamed in pain, "Nooooo. I will not betray Ana!" The temptation was too strong. Kailin disengaged his sabre, clipped it to his belt and left his quarters.
Kyp felt Kailin coming towards his quarters. He could feel his wrath. It was strong, deep. Hatred stained his heart. Durron laughed. He's not even worthy of Ana, he thought, grabbing his sabre. She doesn't even deserve him,
Kailin fell on outside wall of Kyp's quarters. He gripped his sabre, ready to kill at moments' notice. A smile wrapped around his face as he ignited the weapon. Kyp was waiting for him. He appeared from the left, slashing Kailin's arm. It wasn't severed. The slash just created a large gash on his arm. The two faced off against each other.
"How Ana even fell for you to begin with is beyond me," Kyp snarled at him.
Kailin felt the surge of energy spring through his bones as he came at Kyp.
**
Astra felt the dark energy around Kyp and Kailin. She opened her eyes crying. The princess jumped off her bed, grabbing her sabre, running out of her quarters towards' Kyps'.
**
Ana felt Astra's terror as she sat back in her chair. Something was happening. Something horrible. She turned to her Aunt Aiden. "We have to hurry. Astra's in trouble!"
Once Aiden heard what Ana said, she advised that she put on her safety belt and threw the shuttle into lightspeed towards Yavin.
**
The princess raced toward Kyp's quarters, hoping she could still keep him from killing Kailin. She burst into the room as Kyp was about to strike down Kailin. Astra froze, staring at both of them, until she closed her eyes, sending her subconscience in front of the Jedi, stopping Kyp from hitting Kailin. Astra looked at both Jedi, confused how she was thrusted into the middle without moving an inch. Then she spied her lifeless body standing off to Kailin's right. Her head hung down, hair covering her face.
"Astra?" Kailin whispered.
The princess looked at Kailin, then closed her eyes again, returning to her own body.
Once in her own body, she into the middle, crying, "Kyp! Stop it," It was a bad idea. Astra knew that but she had to keep him from killing each other.
Kyp released his anger and turned off his sabre, as did Kailin. The Jedi breathed heavily as they both settled down. Astra slightly smiled, thankful it was over only she knew deep down in her heart that it was never over. The princess peered at Kyp then nodded to Kailin that they should leave. Kailin shrugged her off, heading out, not before adding, "We will fight again Kyp and next time, it will be to the death," and left with Astra at his heels.
**
After seeing Kailin back to his quarters and grounding him, Astra left for the auditorium. She needed time to think. Two things happened. She stopped Kyp and Kailin from killing each other and she also discovered a new power - Astral Projection.
Sometime after being alone, Owen found the princess sitting by herself on the stage, boots pounding the wall. He smiled then joined her.
"Bad day?" he asked.
She looked at him and smiled hoarsely. "Nothing but. You know, I just can't understand why you men always have to make a fight out of everything."
"Kyp and Kailin?"
Astra nodded yes. "They almost killed each other, Owen. It was really scary. They were that close. Tensions were mounting, mounting to the boiling point where things exploded. All I can say is, I'm glad Ana's not here. She's flip out,"
"But there's something else?"
The princess smiled but before she could answer, Tionne entered with a grin on her face, "They're here!"
"Ugh! Ana's not going to like this. I better go to meet her." She cried, sitting up.
Owen grabbed her hand, "Mind if I come with to boost your confidence?"
She shrugged, following Tionne to the landing pad.
**
Coryn Wylie waited patiently at the landing pad, familiarizing herself with the essence of Yavin. It had been three months since she had been there. During that time period, she was on Coruscant keeping an eye on Ana. The Jedi realized she missed a lot of training but she couldn't stand to leave Ana alone. She couldn't do that. Ana was her best friend and she wasn't about to leave her side and vowed never to do so.
Owen blinked once he realized that the pilot standing in front of the shuttle wasn't Ana. It was Coryn. She returned to him. Astra noticed the boys' change in attitude and looked over at the shuttle.
"Do you want me to leave you alone?" she asked.
Solo nodded no, "We're all family." and stepped forward.
He hadn't imagined how beautiful Coryn had grown in over two months. She hadn't bothered to keep her hair trimmed; it was growing immensely down the curves of her back. Her skin was lighter then he remembered which was probably due to the intense light on Coruscant. Owen touched her shoulder, bringing her to face him. She wore a brown jacket and pants, topped with a white blouse underneath and black boots.
Coryn smiled then hugged him tightly. "Owen, I missed you!" she cried.
"Yeah. Me too," he replied, kissing her cheek. Then kissed her mouth, something he wanted to do for the longest time since the time she had been away. Owen let go, breathing intensely with his forehead on hers. He turned to Astra, gesturing that the princess could come forward.
Astra smiled at Coryn, "Welcome back," she voiced.
Wylie nodded her head looked at Owen again. She rubbed his chin a bit, then glanced at the Jedi Temple. He nodded no. "Don't worry. You haven't missed anything exciting. It's only been three months," Owen assured her.
She grabbed his hand, gently squeezing it and began to walk as Astra went inside the shuttle, picking up her luggage. Owen smiled at Coryn again. "By the Force I missed you." He cried.
"I missed you too."
"I hope my family didn't give you a hard time while you were on Coruscant," Owen added.
Coryn nodded no, "Why would they give me a hard time?"
"Well, you and Ana went off a trip without telling anybody about where you were going, except Luke,"
She smiled, "No. No trouble. In fact, your family offered me comfort. They were really sweet. None of them said anything to offend me,"
Owen leaned over and kissed her cheek, "I'm glad. I don't want anybody to hurt you, Coryn." He paused, staring at her smile, "When's Ana returning?"
"Ana? She'll be here. She hates being cooped up."
**
After Astra put Coryn's things in her quarters, she bumped into Kailin. She frowned at him. He threw up his hands, "I know. I'm restricted to quarters. You don't have to remind me Astra. I know the rules," he blurted out, suddenly noticing her disposition.
"You're going to have to tell Ana. She deserves to know what happened. You can't keep this from her,"
He looked down, "I do love Ana more than Kyp ever did. I don't want to hurt her,"
Astra patted his shoulder then walked off.
**
Obi-Wan felt his Master near as he opened his eyes. Qui-Gon Jinn stood before him and he wasn't happy. The Jedi stared down at him, nodding, Obi-Wan, I am very disappointed in you. I asked you to not get involved and you did. I said Astra would take care of things and she did,
The Padawan nodded his head no, Master, I had to warn Astra of what was going to happen if she didn't act accordingly,
That's no excuse, Padawan. You pushed her into the middle. She could've been killed!
But she wasn't. She stopped Kailin and Kyp from killing each other. Master, she astral projected into the middle. Astra has an active power,
The Jedi hesitated to rebuke but Obi-Wan was right. Astra did have an active power - astral projection, something she would have never discovered on her own. Ana's going to be arriving with Aiden. She's going to have to deal with Kyp and Kailin her own way, he stated, Now Padawan, I know you want to make things right because of what happened but you have to stay out of this. You mustn't intervene,
He bowed his head respectively, Yes, Master. I give you my word as a Jedi. I will not intervene,
Qui-Gon loosened, managing to crack a smile, So, Astra has an active power?
Obi-Wan laughed, Yes. She does. It was just latent. Now, all she wants to do is Master it as best as she can, which is very commendable,
The Jedi smiled. I'm sure she does,
**
Astra found Kailin sitting alone in the auditorium. He removed his shirt to see to his wound. It was a large gash that needed immediate medical attention. The princess cleared her throat. Kailin looked up, grabbing hold of the stage. She walked over carrying bandages and antibiotics. Astra sat down next to him, cut a long strand with her teeth, placing the rest on the tip of the stage. The princess opened the antibiotics and poured alcohol into the cap, then into a small wipe. She placed it on the cut. It caused a small stinging feeling. Kailin winced. After she felt it was cleaned, Astra wrapped the bandage around his waist, covering the cut.
They sat together in silence, until Kailin spoke, "I will talk to Ana when she gets here. You were right, I can't keep this from her,"
Astra smiled, "I'm glad to hear that, Kailin." Making sure the bandage fit properly.
"I think I'm going to be okay." He said.
The princess sat back, staring at him, "I can mend this wound, Kailin, but mending Ana's heart will take much longer if you wait. Don't promise to me you'll talk to her and then forget when you see her." She said, getting up. Astra closed the antibiotic, picked up the bandages and left.
Kailin sat there alone for awhile, thinking over what he should say to Ana. Only awhile turned into hours, hour turning into days. He sat thinking how badly Ana would be hurt. The boy made a promise to her a long time ago that he'd never do anything to hurt her. Now, he had to face the truth. Ana brought out the dark side in him. And until he could control that, he couldn't be around her. He had to leave for awhile until he figured out a way to control his inner demons. Kailin couldn't hurt Ana. She was so precious to him. If he lost his temper in a flare, Ana would be caught in the crossfire and he couldn't do that. He could never do that to her. His only choice was to return to Corellia and stay with his brother. It was the only way he could protect her heart.
"Kailin?" a voice asked.
He turned to face Ana. They stared at each for a moment. She saw his bandage and walked over to see what happened. Ana took his hand in hers, seeing to his wound.
"I'm okay. Astra bandaged me up,"
Ana nodded okay then kissed him hello. She would have lingered but she felt no passion behind his kiss so Ana pulled away. "Kailin, what's wrong?" she cried.
"Ana, I love you. But I can't stay here with you. I have to leave. I don't want to hurt you,"
She shook her head in disapproval, "No Kailin. I need you here. I just got back and I want to be with you. Don't leave me,"
Kailin raised his hand to her cheek, wiping away the tears, "I have to leave. You bring out the dark side in me. I realize that now. As long as I'm here, you're going to get hurt," he paused, "And I've already hurt you,"
"No. You haven't. I don't know what you're talking about. I don't understand,"
Kailin gasped, "I was in a fight with Kyp Durron tonight, Ana. We used our sabres on each other. I could have killed him and he could have killed me." He looked down at his bandage, "I was almost killed because of my carelessness,"
Ana refused to hear what he was saying, "No. I won't hear this. It was a mistake. It was bound to happen,"
"Exactly. As long as I stay here, I risk your life. I can't do that, Ana. I don't want to put your life on the line like that. I have to leave," he paused, letting of her cheek, "I'm sorry," and kissed her cheek.
Solo didn't move, except stare at the floor, eyes glazed. He mouthed, "I love you," then left the auditorium and Ana...
TBC
Generations after the fall of the old Republic they will risk everything to protect what good there is left in the galaxy. With the help of old allies and new friends, they will discover who they really are and the reason for their being and what their futures mean for the entire galaxy.
Adventures of Ana and Owen: New Young Jedi Knights
A New Year Begins After Christmas 2000
Book 9
"Guys and Dating"
By obi's girl
Summary: Kailin & Kyp finally clash over Ana, leaving Astra to mediate between the two; Ana secretly returns to Yavin with Aiden's help and learns a secret of her aunts' past.
Disclaimer: The characters of Luke Skywalker, Mara Jade, Han Solo, Leia Solo, Qui-Gon Jinn, are the sole property of the almighty, George Lucas. No infringement is intended. The characters of Ana Solo, Owen Solo, Coryn "Wylie" Kuzan, Astra Sule, Kailin Sun, and Aiden Sule belong to obi's girl. Manipulation of these characters in any way discredit the author's rights. These are my original creations that I do not want anybody to touch them in any way. Thank you.
Owen Solo stared at the magnificence of Yavin 4 as he leaned against the east temple wall. It was nearing nightfall, the time when all of Yavin fell into a state of rest. It was also the loneliest time. Ana had been on Coruscant for 15 weeks, in the Healer's Center, watched over by a team of nurses and doctors. He felt sorry for her, cooped up in there, sitting on her bed, like a lab rat. He knew she was sick but to keep her there for almost three months was another issue. The boy knew she'd be fine as long as she took her medicine. There was no need for her to be there. He looked down.
He never saw her weak. She was always strong in his eyes, strong enough to fight anything that was in her way. But now was different. They weren't kids anymore. They weren't fragile children that could easily be broken. They were adults, which was more dangerous than being a child. When adults made mistakes it didn't hurt like a bruise, it hurt so much more. Everything came back three times worse or more. He gasped as Astra met him.
"Hey," she said standing beside him.
He smiled, "Heard anything from Ana?"
The princess nodded no, "Not yet. But the last I heard of her, she said she'd be out of the Center in a couple of days and in her apartment, resting." She paused, placing hand on Owen's shoulder, "She'll be okay, Owen. She's strong, a lot stronger than you might think,"
The Jedi nodded, "I know she is." He smiled slightly, causing the princess to smile.
"What? What is it?"
"I just remembering when we were kids, teenagers actually, her premonitions, they always kept her busy. One time, she a vision of this boy who was almost hit over a hover car. She rushed in front, grabbing the boy in her arms. The kids' mother was grateful and wanted to thank her, but Ana wouldn't have it. She said there was no price for life and just walked away." Owen replied.
"I remember that story. Ana told it to me. After she left, she called me and she told me about it. She smiled. She said it was a good feeling, saving that little boy." She paused, glancing at the sunset. "I also told her the feeling would even better if she trained as a Jedi. At that, she snapped at me and said she didn't need to be a Jedi to save people's lives. And she was right, partly." Astra huffed, continuing. "She's been nothing but normal since she was born. When she turned 14 and she received her power, she managed to live a simply life and save peoples' lives at the same time and even though she didn't acknowledge the fact that being a Jedi was in her blood, you guys were still proud of her and it only made her want to make a bigger difference and continue to help people."
Owen smiled, staring at the princess. Astra hesitantly smiled back, though she felt something behind that smile. "What?" she asked.
"It's nothing. I just never realized how intelligent and beautiful you are."
Astra blushed, standing up, extending her arm to him. "Come on. Come inside and tell me more about the adventures I wasn't able to experience because I was on Astrus, dealing with my family."
Owen smiled back, taking her arm.
**
Jacen gasped as he rested on his bed. He had been staring at the ceiling for the longest time, trying to get his mind of his niece. Since she was been admitted to the Center, no one had been able to contact her at all. The only people allowed to see her were the doctors and nurses, no one else. He scratched his chin. The boy glanced at the door, as his younger brother appeared. Anakin walked inside and settled himself down on a chair, opposite Jacen.
"You worried about her, aren't you?" the younger boy asked.
He smiled, "I thought we all were."
"Well, good news. Ana's going home today. She's being released, finally. Ya know, I don't know they kept her so long. I mean, her condition isn't that serious."
Jacen frowned, "I know, according to her, it was only a vision, regarding Coryn's past. Nothing serious. She'll be all right."
"That's right. I will be." A voice rang.
The boys turned to face the silhouette of Ana Solo, standing in the entrance to Jacen's apartment. The twins jumped up and hugged the girl. Jacen let go and faced Ana, "Are you sure you're okay?"
She nodded yes, "I'm sure. I just stopped by because I wanted to see some familiar faces, besides those of my doctors. How are you guys?"
"Worried about you. We were all worried." Anakin answered.
Ana nodded yes, "I know," she replied, sitting down on the corner of Jacen's bed. "It's been pretty hectic. Especially around here, with everything, and me. So, how is everybody else?"
Jacen shrugged, "We don't know. Owen, Astra and Kailin left for the Academy a few weeks ago under Luke's advice. Are you sure you're okay?"
The girl smiled yes, "I'm sure. While I was in there, I did some meditation to ease my nerves. I'm all right, Jacen. I'm not going anywhere anytime soon." She replied, referring to dying.
Anakin smiled, "We all know that. You're stronger than that," he paused, "Coryn's been keeping guard over the Center ever since Luke diagnosed that were comatose. She wanted to make sure you were safe. Have you talked to her?"
She huffed, "No, I haven't. But I'll make an appointment to do so." Ana paused, "It's late. I better go get some rest before I end up staying awake all night visiting everybody I know. I'll talk to Coryn in the morning," Ana stood up, hugged both her uncles then left.
Anakin glanced at his brother, "She seems okay,"
He nodded, "She will be,"
**
Qui-Gon Jinn walked around Ana's room, making sure everything was in order. The place had been abandoned for several weeks. It seemed empty, dark without her presence. Fifteen weeks. He hadn't seen his student in fifteen weeks, fifteen weeks since they last discussed their relationship. The Jedi gasped as the door opened. A woman stood in the center. She walked in, wearing black pants, vest and boots. The stranger had long black hair that flowed around her shoulders and she had a lightsabre.
"Lights," she ordered.
The Jedi didn't move. As the lights turned on, he recognized the woman. She was pupil of his for a time, before Anakin came into the picture. A pupil both himself and his apprentice loved. She noticed Qui-Gon and frowned.
She gulped, "Hello Master Qui-Gon,"
He managed a smile, "Hello Aiden,"
**
After the uneasiness of seeing each other, Aiden sat down on Ana's bed. It had been a long time since she spoke with the Jedi Master. The last time was in an apartment on Dylithia Prime. "So, you're Ana's teacher?"
He nodded yes, I am. And you're her aunt,
The Jedi hesitated, then faced Qui-Gon, "Qui-Gon, whatever happened between us all those years ago..."
Jinn nodded, You don't have to say anything, Aiden. I know. It may have been wrong timing, seeing that Obi-Wan loved you, but it meant something, to both of us and it meant something to me,
"I loved you, respected you more than anybody and you turned me away, shut me off from even feeling anything toward you. If I meant so much to you, why did you do that?"
He frowned, Because you did. You did meant so much to me, but I couldn't risk Obi-Wan hating me for loving you. We've all made mistakes Aiden, all of us. What happened between us was not a mistake. It never was,
Sule stood up, "If it wasn't a mistake, then you should tell her that. She's your student. Shouldn't she know who you really are, before she finds out from someone else?"
Wait. You came here to see her, didn't you?
Aiden nodded yes. "I came here on two accounts: To wish Ana well and congratulate Luke and Mara. I think I'll go visit them first before I see Ana. I'll give you time to reacquaint yourself with Ana." And the Jedi left, once again out of Qui-Gon's life.
The Jedi frowned. He always thought letting Aiden go was hard but it would be even harder for him to let go of Ana.
**
Owen Solo huffed as he followed Astra into the cafeteria. It was very late and he wasn't up for dinner. Why did she bring me here, he pondered sitting down. She smiled at Owen then offered him some water. He nodded the glass off.
"Owen, I know you're worried about Ana. We all are. We don't deny it. Do you want to talk about it? Maybe it will help." She offered.
In all the years they've known each other, Owen knew if there was ever a problem he couldn't handle, the princess would sit with him to talk things out, and occasionally, offer him something to drink to ease his tension like she just did. He smiled at her.
"Thanks but I'm okay,"
She nodded no, "You are not leaving here, Owen Solo until you talk. So talk. I know you need it. I need it too," Astra grabbed his hand, holding it tight. "We both need it,"
He chuckled, "I remember when we used to do this all the time. We'd talk, comforting each other when ever the other couldn't deal."
"Owen, you're delaying. Talk,"
The boy smiled, "I know Ana's going to be okay. She's strong. I'm not worried about her,"
"Okay, obviously you've forgotten that Jedi can read minds." She joked.
Solo let down his jovial exterior. He was in utter pain. His sister could have died which meant they could never bond over issues, regarding the Force and future of the Jedi, like Jacen and Anakin used to do.
"She's not coming back, Astra. I know it. I mean, 15 weeks, is a long time for a check up,"
The princess nodded, "I can't disagree with you there." She paused, "but I have to disagree. She will come back. She maybe on Coruscant for a couple more weeks, but she will come back. She has too. She has a home here and will always have a home, whether she's normal or Jedi."
Owen smiled, "I'm sorry. I was just wandering. How come we never dated? I mean, on more than a couple occasions, we have acted as more than friends,"
Astra pulled her hand away from Owen's, smiling, "We haven't dated because my mother would kill us if we did. We're too much like brother and sister, to go that far into a relationship," she paused, "besides, dating for a princess is never easy. It tends to scare guys away,"
"What about being a Jedi?"
She laughed, "That comes in second." Astra smiled at him, then leaned over and kissed him on the cheek then left the boy alone to his thoughts
**
Ana Solo felt more at rest as she situated herself back into her apartment and out of the Healer's Center. She had spent approximately 15 weeks in the place and after the another hour of droids crowding around her, to check her stats and everything, she wanted out desperately. Ana plopped herself on her bed, relieved to be at peace. Earlier, she was notified that Owen, Kailin and Astra had returned to Yavin to continue their training, only Coryn remained behind to make sure her Master was all right.
As she was about to fall asleep, her door rang.
Oh Force, who is it this time? More droids? she thought, "Come in,"
Ana's door swished open. She was entirely sure who it was since her lights' weren't completely on. It was dim, but she could make out the silhouette of a man. It could have Han, her father come to check up on her.
He spoke, "Hello Ana,"
Luke? Uncle Luke Ana sat up once she recognized the man's voice. As she walked to the door, she ordered the computer to higher the lighting system. She was right. It was him. She hugged the Jedi, "What are you doing here?"
Luke shrugged, letting go, "I heard you were being released today. How are you?"
Ana nodded yes, sitting on the edge of her bed, "Better."
He frowned once he noticed her uneasiness. Something was bothering her. "Ana, what's wrong?"
"I haven't heard from him at all. And it's making me wander if I said anything to offend him. He hasn't come to talk to me in my dreams, offer advice, anything. It scares me. What if he's abandoned me all together? Uncle Luke, he means as much to me as Ben was to you." She paused, realizing what she said, "I'm sorry,"
Luke nodded, "I'm just glad I know the truth. Nothing kept back,"
"But it isn't okay. Luke, I can't stand Kenobi any more than you can, for doing what he did. Owen can't either. He loved Amidala and she ended paying the price, by turning Anakin to the dark side. It's not right,"
The Jedi shrugged, "The past is the past, Ana. It can't be changed. What happened, happened because it was meant to."
Ana gasped, "I don't believe that. Uncle Luke, I met Coryn's mother. I prevented the Council from taking Coryn away from her. Convinced them to give her back her powers so she could protect her child. I wouldn't have been in that coma, in the Netherworld for no reason, if it weren't to stop a horrible mistake. Things can be changed, Luke. It isn't all destiny and fate."
She continued, switching the subject, "How's Aunt Mara?"
The Jedi smiled, "She's fine. Thus far, the doctor can't find any abnormalities with her pregnancy. The baby is completely healthy as far as we can tell,"
Ana smiled, "That's great. So, when should I head back to the Academy?"
Luke frowned, "I'm not so sure that's a great idea, Ana. Not yet. You should remain on Coruscant for a couple weeks, then head back, to make sure you're capable."
"Oh." She paused, "Uncle Luke, can you do me a favor?"
"Sure. What is it?"
"It's Coryn. Could you talk to her when you can? I know she's worried about me and I don't blame her, but I need her back at the Academy, to continue classes and rescue Kailin from losing his insanity. Please?"
He smiled. "Just as long as you take it easy, I'll talk to Coryn," The Jedi stood up, "Good night, Ana," and the left.
**
She's right, ya know. a voice said behind the Jedi. Obi-Wan Kenobi stood beside his former Master, You mustn't blame yourself for what happened to Ana.
I don't. Only that's not what we we're talking about Padawan. We were talking about us, as a team. We were undefeatable between the three of us. You with your steal judgment, me with my keen sense and stubbornness to walk my own path and Aiden's perseverance to stand for something greater than herself.
The younger man smiled, And to think, she's passed that down to Ana. he paused after a moment, How did she seem?
Ana?
Kenobi nodded no, Aiden. The years after Dylithia, Obi-Wan still cared deeply for Aiden Sule, though they decided, or rather Aiden, decided it would be better to live their owns as the Force dictates. She became Queen of a planet, married a great man and had a daughter that became a close friend of Ana Solo, Anakin Skywalker's great great grand daughter. He always kept a close watch on Aiden, though she hardly thought about him and Qui-Gon. To her, training to be a Jedi for the second time was a dark time for her and it was.
The Jedi gasped, She's Aiden Sule. Strong, determined and unwilling to give up, like she was all those years ago. She hasn't changed a bit, He paused, Can I ask you something, Padawan?
Obi-Wan nodded okay.
Did you truly love her, or was what you were feeling simply an infatuation?
Kenobi laughed, An infatuation? Actually, I thought it was just an infatuation at first, but when she disappeared and it looked as if we'd never find her, I knew my feelings for Aiden wasn't infatuation. I loved her. He smiled, But, as long as she's happy, that's all that matters. I have someone else. The Jedi stood up, Speaking of which, I better go. I'm having dinner tonight with a very special young lady. and he disappeared.
**
Kyp Durron stared at the lesson plan in front of him, as he took a sip of coffee. He knew it was late but he needed to finish tomorrow's lesson plan to keep him from thinking about the woman he still loved. Yes, he still loved Ana and to him, it was a relief that she wasn't returning to Yavin right away. However, Owen, Astra and a friend, Kailin Sun arrived to complete their training.
Kailin Sun. Who was he? The Jedi didn't know a whole lot about the boy, but he seemed to be close friends with Astra. During classes, he'd see them talk, or look at each other various times. He knew that Astra knew Kailin very well so he dismissed any possibility that he was seeing Ana. While practicing, they hardly looked at each other and Kailin always paired off with Astra, while Ana would either fight her brother of Coryn. There was no way Kailin and Ana could be attracted to each other.
He nodded his head, returning his attention back to the lesson plan. In his opinion, it didn't matter whom Ana dated. They weren't an "item" anymore, so why should he care?
**
Ana Solo scowled as she heard someone at her door. I'm trying to sleep. Something I haven't been able to do in the past few weeks. she unwillingly, crawled out of bed, grabbed a robe then answered the door. I swear, if it's Threepio I'm going to shut him down and lock him in a closet .
"Hello Ana," a woman answered. It was a sweet voice, a voice she hadn't heard from in a long time.
"Aunt Aiden? What are you doing here?" she cried, hugging the woman.
She smiled, "I came to see you. I heard you were sick."
Ana nodded no, backing away, "Not really. All it was a trip to the Netherworld to stop a horrible mistake." she paused, "So how are you? It's been a long time. I know you've been busy,"
Aiden furrowed his eyebrow, unsure how to respond to that. She knew Ana had vision, strong visions but a trip to the Netherworld? She didn't think that possible. The Queen nodded, grateful to change the subject. "With the war? Very. But Amnya's forces pushed back. They're hiding out amongst the swamps, in an old temple," she paused, "Astra's returned to Yavin, after a long struggle. She wanted to stay and fight the war, protect her parents, but hearing about your condition convinced her you need her more than her royal calling,"
Ana frowned slightly, "Well, I'm just glad she's safe."
Aiden smiled at the young woman, then went over and sat down on the couch. Ana followed. "I remember, when we were on Yag~dul, that Luke and I had a small discussion. He was worried that the stress I was putting myself under would affect the baby. He suggested that I take a rest and I reluctantly agreed. As I turned, I told him that I knew he'd make a wonderful father someday. I wasn't too far from the truth I know that now. I'm happy for him and Mara. They deserve this."
She nodded, "They really do."
The Queen frowned, "Ana, what's wrong? I thought you'd be happy for them and yourself, since you got out of the Center."
"I would be, except that Luke informed me that I can't return to Yavin right away. He suggested that I stay here for awhile, until I feel I can return. Only, I want to be on Yavin. I don't want to stay here for two or three more weeks, watched over, by Force knows, probably more droids, like Threepio or R2." Ana paused, "Even Jedi. I want to be in the comfort of Kailin's arms so I'll know I'm okay. Being cooped up here is unbearable. I need to be around my friends."
Aiden smiled, "I know what you mean. I mean, this is the first time, I've been able to escape from the Palace to be around family, and only I leave tomorrow to return to Astrus right away. Regretfully, I won't have that much time to see Han, Leia and the twins. Only Luke and Mara, and you of course - which I am doing." She paused, "believe me, being Queen of an entire planet, is not as easy as it looks. There's so much pressure to do the right thing."
"That's why you sent Astra to Yavin, wasn't it? You didn't want to strain her, exhaust her to death."
She nodded yes. "I didn't want her to get involved, and it wasn't only because she's the heir to Astrus' Empire, it was because Xon and I didn't want to risk her life." Aiden paused, "I know we've had our fights in the past, regarding whether she should participate actively in the Court, but I know training to be a Jedi, will give her a wider prospect on matters, expand her horizons."
Ana smiled.
"So, when do I get to meet this Kailin Sun, your new boyfriend?"
Solo perked up, "Uh, I'm sorry. You missed him. He left with Owen and Astra - returning to Yavin." She paused, "He's a great guy. You'd like him. He's from Corellia, born in the same province Han was,"
Aiden laughed, "Oh great. Just what this family needs - another Han Solo,"
**
Kailin Sun struggled with himself not to fall asleep in class, as he listened to Kyp Durron's lecture. Astra was sitting next him, accompanied by Owen Solo. Solo was less adamant than Kailin. He was wide-awake, paying full attention to Kyp. Kailin hypothesized that he did so because Owen looked up the Jedi, like his uncles did when they were younger.
"All right. That's enough for today. Class dismissed." Kyp concluded, smiling at the young trainees.
Astra nodded to Kailin, "Managed to stay awake?" she joked.
He sneered at the young princess, then faced Owen. "I was awake. I've just been worried about Ana."
Once Kyp heard her former love's name, he glanced at Kailin. He knew Ana remained on Coruscant to be with her family but he didn't know that something was wrong with her. Kailin smiled back at his friends as they gathered their things and left the auditorium. Sun scratched his chin. It was a long week and he hadn't shaved.
Kyp looked down at his desk, trying not to seem obvious. "How's Ana?"
"What?"
He gazed up at the young Jedi, "Your friends with her, right? I see you hang out with Astra, Owen and Coryn."
Kailin shrugged, "She's fine. It's just been a rough week for me and them if they haven't already admitted it."
"I thought leave time was finished. What's Ana still doing on Coruscant?"
Kailin cleared his throat, "She wanted to stay and help Mara with her pregnancy, keep her company."
Durron smiled, "No, young son. That's why Luke didn't return, to be with his wife. I asked why Ana's still there?"
The boy huffed, "Why do you even care? She's not yours anymore. Her family commanded that you leave her alone, which includes minding your own business," Kailin was agitated. He hadn't slept well in days and now Ana's former lover wanted to but his nose into her life, asking him what was her problem. It was too much.
Kyp stepped up to him, "I care about her just as much as anybody else. We may not be together, but I will always love her." He gazed at him, "You love her, don't you?"
Kailin hesitated to answer. Didn't Kyp know that he and Ana had been seeing each other for more than five months? Didn't he see them together in the halls, didn't he hear the students talk about them? He glared at Kyp, "How I feel about Ana is none of your business, Durron. She doesn't love you anymore."
"How would you know that?" he growled.
"Because she loves me!" Kailin snapped back. He saw the alarm in Kyp's face. The simple mention that Ana was with someone else made him cringe and Kailin knew it.
Kyp smiled menacingly, "Well, at least I got a straight answer to my question." he backed down, returning to his desk, "You may go."
Kailin didn't back down. "No. Let me get this straight, right here and right now. Ana's with me and what happens to her, is none of your concern. Her family doesn't even like you, but they like me. Have always liked me and you know what, she loves me more than you. I see it in her eyes. There's more passion there than she ever felt for you,"
He peered up, "I said you can go. Go." Kyp paused, "Before a type of accident occurs,"
"Like what? What can you do to me? She doesn't love you! She loves me and it will always be that way."
Kyp smiled, "You're just filled with honor, aren't you? Defending your love."
Kailin raised his hands, "Well, it's a lot more than you ever did for her, seeing that you screwed her. You ruined her life."
"I think that's far enough, Knight Sun,"
"Maybe. But at least we know why her family condemned you," Kailin shot back. He gasped, grabbed his things than left.
As he head for the door, Kyp mumbled something under his breath. Kailin stopped, turning back to him, "What did you say?"
Kyp turned to him, "I said Ana doesn't deserve you."
Kailin smiled, raised his fist then punched him in the face. Things would have gotten out of hand, if Astra didn't return to retrieve her purse that she left.
"Kailin, Kyp, stop it!" she cried.
The princess dropped her purse then went to separate the two men. Shoving Kailin onto the floor. He had a bloody cut on the corner of his mouth, while Kyp only came out with a minor cut on his cheek.
She glanced at the Jedi Master, then Knight. Astra had a pretty good idea of what, or rather whom they were fighting about. Ana. She knew eventually, this would come to conflict. Sooner or later, tensions would rise and the fight between them would erupt.
"Kailin, come on. We're waiting for you in the cafeteria, for lunch," she gasped.
Kailin looked to Astra wiped his mouth then stood up. He sneered at Kyp on his way out as he once again, picked up his things, followed by Astra. Only she knew, that wouldn't be the last confrontation. There would be others.
**
Luke Skywalker wasn't surprised to find Coryn in the city archives, researching on one of the computers. The young Jedi possessed a strong proclivity towards History and Science. Luke could almost picture a young Tionne, interested in such things at a younger age and wandered if they two were related. He smiled then walked over to the girl. Coryn looked up and smiled. She raised a finger, signaling a minute, saved her work to a disk then faced the Jedi Master.
"Hi." She smiled.
Skywalker grabbed a chair then sat down next to Coryn. Ana had asked him to talk to her but for the first time in years, he didn't know what to say. He gazed at the computer screen, "What are you working on?"
Coryn glanced at the screen than at Luke, "Small research. Nothing big."
He smiled, "Ah. I came because Ana was wandering when you would head back to the Academy,"
"When? I'm surprised she asked. I'd head back whenever she would. I thought she knew that, seeing that I stayed to keep an eye on her, when Kailin, Owen and Astra returned to continue their training,"
Luke could sense a slight hint of agitation. Ana's condition scared her. "You really should though. Ana's okay now. She's resting, taking more care of herself. You shouldn't worry all that much about her."
She looked at him quizzically.
"I mean, you should worry a little bit - she's family. But you shouldn't let this keep you back. She wants you to return to Yavin. Respect her decision, Coryn. Give her at least that much." he smiled at her. "She's really proud of you."
Coryn perked up, "Thank you, Master Luke." then shut off the computer.
**
Astra tried not to say anything to Owen about the fight between Kailin and Kyp, but the stress was too much to keep in. Kailin had gone off to get some food, leaving Astra alone with Solo. She leaned forward, "Owen, I have to tell you something. It's very important. It's about Kailin,"
He perked up, "What did Sun do this time?"
"When I came back for my purse, I came back just in time before Kailin and Kyp started decking it out. They would have killed each other if I hadn't arrived a minute too late." she paused, "Owen, this is really serious."
The boy shrugged, "At least some action is going on. I figured they'd clock each other at some point - especially over Ana. It's no surprise."
She gasped, "Owen, this isn't a joke! I saw the look on Kailin's face. It was of pure hatred and I saw the same expression on Kyp's. And you know Kyp's history. He almost destroyed a whole system one time. Think about how he'll react when he and Kailin meet up again. Both of them could be badly hurt."
"What do you suggest?"
"I need you to talk to Kailin, while I try to steer Kyp away from blowing up. Okay?" the princess proposed.
Owen nodded, eating another chip as Kailin came over to take his usual seat. Once he settled down his tray, he sensed the tension between Astra and Owen. Something had happened. He dismissed the feeling and dug into his food. After a while of discomfort, he dropped his fork and glared at Astra. "All right, you said something didn't you?"
The princess tried to look innocent but it was no use. Kailin saw right through her. He knew she told him what transpired in the auditorium between Kyp and himself.
"I swear I didn't say anything!"
His gaze deepened on Astra and the princess relented. "I told Owen. I had to. Getting in a fight with a Jedi Master is serious, Kailin. How do you think Master Luke would react if he ever found out? He wouldn't be too happy about it." She paused, "Look, just don't get into any more trouble. Ana wouldn't be too happy to find out you bruised her ex-boyfriend's nose."
The boy looked down, mumbling, "Except he started things,"
The two didn't reply and simply continued their lunch in silence.
**
Day two. Ana Solo thought she could stand to stay on Coruscant for another week but after the day she was having, staying was out of the question. She had to get back to Yavin as soon as possible. She lay on her bed, staring at the ceiling. As a requirement to get well, she couldn't leave her quarters to see anybody and if she wanted to talk to some people, she could only talk through the holo vid. Last night was basically her only night of freedom.
Aiden. She was probably over at Luke and Mara's talking, catching up on the local news or gossip. The Queen would probably stay there for awhile then take off some hours after lunch. Lunch. She sprung up, facing the holo vid to telephone a call to Luke's quarters.
Mara answered, "Hello Ana. If you're looking for Luke, he's not in right now. He's out talking with Aiden. She just arrived."
She nodded, "I know. Do you know when they're going to be back?"
The woman shrugged, "An hour or two. Why?"
"I need to talk to Aunt Aiden. It's very important. Could you tell her when she gets back to call me or stop by, if she can?"
The red head started to nod her no at the last part, but she could tell from Ana's appearance that she was in desperate need of company. She would be since she had been cooped up in her apartment for two days without any human contact whatsoever. "All right. I'll give her the message." And switched off.
**
Luke couldn't believe how much Aiden hadn't changed since the last he saw her. That was about 27 years ago on Yag`dul. She never told him but she always harbored some guilt against the decision she made. Being the cause of the destruction of an entire planet weighed heavily on her. But in the end, was it all necessary? Maybe. The eggs were growing and they didn't have enough time to exterminate them all, thanks to breeding.
It was amazing how she managed to maintain her sanity after that. So much had happened on that planet that changed her. Dr. Ralie murdered Ramule, her bodyguard. She realized she had to balance between her royal and Jedi side of herself without outweighing the other. It was also then that she learned how her mother-in-law felt about her.
"Luke, it's great to see you. Getting away from Astrus isn't easy unless I have a good excuse." she paused, "How far along is Mara?"
"Three months. The cravings haven't increased but I imagine they will as the months go by. Leia's even offered to be her coach when she goes into labor."
Aiden laughed, "Why haven't you volunteered? She's your wife."
The Jedi looked down, "I love, Mara, but not to sound sexist or anything but I think Leia will do a better job. That and I'm scared of blood. Besides, Mara will probably be yelling at me the whole time or something, which would cause me to leave the room. I don't mind." The Jedi switched the subject, "How's things on Astrus? Still keeping the peace?"
Aiden frowned exhaustedly, "No one ever said that being Queen of an entire planet was going to be easy. It isn't. Xon and I can't even have a descent dinner without political interruptions. Or even be ourselves. I'm just glad Astra's not there. It would make things even more stressful."
Luke's face turned serious. "Amnya's forces are still a threat?"
She nodded no. "But I can bet that she's planning something to make up for her retreat. She won't give up so easily, Luke. She's determined to push me off the throne and rule as the rightful Queen of Astrus. But by law, I am Queen. I married Xon, who immediately became a King once we married, making me the sole ruler of Astrus. Why can't she just accept that?"
"She's arrogant. Most queen mothers are. Ta` Chume was, but thankfully Isolder was nothing like his mother so you don't have to worry about Xon turning his back on you anytime soon." He paused, "How much do you have left of your army?"
"That's the bad part. We've lost so many people in the last battle, it's a miracle we were able to draw her back. Xon and I have had volunteer soldiers work the ranks. Captain Farrell's taught them every basic maneuver and fighting stances he could but it's not enough. We need more people, more skilled warriors."
"You're coping. At least you're not putting yourself under immense stress," Luke commented, "but you might want to talk to Fey'lya regarding your army. If I may, I suggest you ask for a plea of military security. People in the senate would sympathize with you,"
Aiden frowned, "I guess I could stay to make an appeal to the Senate but the only thing is they tend to drag on with procedures," she paused getting up, "Thanks for the offer but I'm supposed to return to Astrus as soon as I can."
Luke stood up, "Do you have to leave so soon?"
The Queen relented, looking at him suspiciously, "What are you getting at Skywalker?"
He laughed, "It's just really rare to see you. Come back to the apartment. I want to hear more of your adventures you've been on,"
**
As Ana wrote in her journal, she could feel Qui-Gon's presence in the room. The Jedi Master walked behind her. She frowned, "Why didn't you come to see me?"
Qui-Gon looked down, I thought it would be best to leave you alone, especially since you weren't allowed to have visitors. I'm sorry if that offender you,
"I just felt so cold. Without you being there made it harder to survive. I felt alone, more alone than I've ever felt in my life. I wished you were there - have someone to talk to," she paused, "Or you needed someone to talk to?"
Ana, we talked about this. We decided it would be easier to let go,
Ana laughed, facing him, "And when exactly was this decided? Because as far as I can tell, I don't remember having that conversation," she breathed, trying to find the right words, "We're a team, Qui-Gon. So there's a small issue of attraction. We can work passed that. I won't allow you to avoid me because of the uneasiness between us. Qui-Gon, I need you - I need you to teach me. I want to learn about the other Jedi, the Jedi Council. I could pass the knowledge to others - to make them stronger. Master Jinn, please. I need your help. I need you to be my Jedi Master,"
The Jedi blushed feeling a bit overwhelmed. No one had asked him to train him or her in so long. I would be honored to teach you,
She smiled, "And we will work through the attraction. One way or another - hopefully," Ana checked her watch.
Qui-Gon frowned, Are you expecting someone?
"No,"
Mara sensed the Jedi enter the apartment. Aiden and Luke were laughing over some small joke when they entered the common room. After Aiden was able to compose herself she faced Mara.
"Hello Aiden," Mara said.
"Mara Jade. It's good to see you again," Aiden paused, "I would have stopped by earlier but I arrived late last night,"
Luke smiled, "It's always a pleasure to see you, your Highness. Even if it for a short visit,"
The Jedi gazed at Mara, "I predict a girl," she mused, winking at her.
"Yes!" Luke cried.
Then she leaned forward to Mara's ear, whispering, "Or a girl,"
Skywalker frowned as Mara smiled, literally exchanging looks. Aiden hugged Luke and Mara and as she began to leave, Mara remembered Ana's call, "Oh, Ana called. She wants to talk to you. She asked if you could stop by her apartment,"
Aiden nodded then left.
Mara looked at her husband. Luke smiled, "What?"
"I know I shouldn't be jealous and it's none of my business, but what were you two talking about as you came in?"
"The laughing? It was nothing. It was only a small joke," he paused, walking closer to Mara, putting his arms around her, "besides, you're the one I'm crazy about and that little girl or boy in there,"
Mara smiled, "Like I said, I don't why should be jealous but if anyone ever flirts with you, I'll break the girls' neck,"
Luke started to laugh but stopped once he realized she was serious, until Mara started laughing, "I'm kidding. Well, maybe," she gazed at her husband, "I love you,"
**
Ana Solo was surprised to not only see Aiden at her door but Coryn as well. She gestured that they come and sit down, allowing Coryn to speak first.
"I talked to your Uncle Luke earlier and he suggested that I should return to Yavin to continue my training but..."
"You want to know if it's okay with me? Coryn, that's great. In fact, I think I might be able to go with you," she replied.
The younger woman perked up as Aiden leaned forward to Ana, "You can't leave,"
"Look Aunt Aiden, I can't stay here for another three or four months if my condition demands it. I want to continue my training and the only place I can do that is on Yavin. Please," she paused, "All I need you to do is get me passed the control dock and off Coruscant,"
Aiden hesitated. She hated being pulled into a situation she didn't approve of, "This is a very bad idea," the Jedi paused, glancing at Coryn, "I'm supposed to be leaving tonight. I can say you're my body guard or something,"
Ana hugged the woman smiling, "What about Coryn?"
"I can take a separate ride back. It's all right. I'll just be a few minutes behind you,"
Solo stood up, grabbing an already packed suitcase from under her bed, "So, when do you go?"
Aiden smiled, not surprised at Ana's actions.
**
Qui-Gon Jinn had never seen Ana Solo so determined in his life or afterlife rather. In the beginning, she rejected the teachings of the Jedi ways but now she respected who she was. Needless to say, she was taking her training very seriously. He was very proud of her. Twenty-seven years and she finally had the chance, no opportunity to become one of the greatest Jedi to live in her family.
Maybe second best. Mara was expecting and the child inside her would no doubt be just as strong and may harbor strong Jedi talents. Yes. Everything was coming together.
Master? a voice asked.
Qui-Gon turned around, facing the young Obi-Wan Kenobi.
I'm sorry. Was I interrupting you?
The Jedi nodded no, I was thinking about Ana,
Obi-Wan smiled.
Not in that way, Padawan. She wants me to be her teacher. I'm a Jedi Master again, he smiled, Obi-Wan, you have no idea how proud I am. I've never seen Ana so determined before. She picked me to train her.
I'm happy for you, Master. But, training requires that she be on Yavin. And she's not,
Qui-Gon didn't frown, If she returns to Yavin, it doesn't matter. She's a stubborn girl, very much like me, he paused, What did you want to talk about, Padawan?
I sensed a dark presence, at the Massassai Temple. Anger, hatred. And it was centered on two individuals. I think you know who I'm talking about,
Kyp and Kailin. Hmmm. It was bound to happen at some point, Qui-Gon guessed.
Obi-Wan frowned, You're not in the least bit worried? Master, Kyp almost destroyed an entire Galaxy one time. Why aren't you worried?
He shrugged, Astra's a good mediator. She'll keep them in check until Ana gets there, with the help of Owen, if need be. Everything will be all right,
Astra's a good mediator. That much is true, but she doesn't know Kyp. Master, his feelings are on the boiling point. If nothing is done, they'll both end up dead, hurting Ana in the process - something she doesn't need on this homecoming, Kenobi gasped, If you feel, everything's going to be okay. I'll take your word for it, but I'll continue to monitor the situation at the Temple,
Qui-Gon nodded. You must do what you must, Padawan,
Astra could tell as she meditated in her quarters, that tensions were rising between Kyp and Kailin. She could feel it in the energy surrounding the two Jedi. It was dark and powerful. The princess hoped after her small intervention earlier, that the two would back down from another fight but that didn't seem to the case. Now was more dangerous than ever. She realized that. Though she only met with Kailin hours earlier at lunch, she was sure his patience had been tested to the limit. Their cores were burning, burning really close to the Dark side and it scared Astra. Kailin was her friend, closest friend next to Ana. She was the one that introduced him to Ana, the one that bragged about every small detail about her to him and now everything could be destroyed. A small tear streamed down her face as she tried to push back the fear.
The princess nodded her head, "I can't keep them from fighting,"
But you have to, for Ana, a voice said.
Astra blinked, opening her eyes to confront the ghostly figure of a young Obi-Wan Kenobi, the Jedi Master Ana never liked because of past occurrences.
"Ana's my friend. And so is Kailin, but I can't stop how they feel. They're strong, both of them. There's nothing I can do,"
Yes there is, Astra. I remember your mother would never back down from anything, not even a fight. I would have though you'd have a little bit of her in you, he commented.
The princess nodded, "I'm not like my mother." She replied, coldly. Astra slouched back on her bed.
This is a difficult time. You must keep Kailin and Kyp away from each other.
"But that's just it. I can't. I'm not strong enough." She cried.
Yes you are. Astra, you've been quiet, passive but now is the time to take charge. You must keep Kailin and Kyp from killing each other, he gasped, Ana depends on you to keep because your guidance keeps her from going over the edge. Can you return the favor by keeping Kailin and Kyp from going over the edge?
Astra didn't reply.
Kenobi stood up, There is no try, Astra. There is only faith and I have faith you can do this, and he disappeared.
**
Three days had passed since Aiden and Ana left Coruscant and already the younger woman was feeling a great sense of freedom, freedom from the Center and from her own apartment. Staying there for two or three more weeks wasn't her idea of fun. It was more like being out in the open, enjoying herself and relaxing her muscles.
"Don't be over excited, Ana," Aiden warned the girl, sensing her thoughts.
"I can't help it. I'm glad to be liberated from that place. Yavin will be a nice change in scenery," she smiled, seeing to the control panel.
"Still. When we reach Yavin, you should rest before taking on any serious exercises. Meditate if you need to," the woman suggested. "Why are you so excited anyway?"
Ana smiled, thinking of Kailin. It had been three months since they had been apart and it was killing her. She wanted to be in his arms, listening to his heart beat. It was her only comfort aside from having medical droids examining her every minute.
Aiden didn't have to say anything to know what she was thinking about. She felt it. The woman smiled, remembering feeling that same way at one time then it faded. Her smile quickly turned into a serious frown as she focused her attention on the flight course. Suddenly, Ana broke her thoughts.
"Weren't you in love one time?" she asked curiously.
The Jedi hesitated to answer then stopped what she doing and turned to Ana, "I was. One time. It was a long time ago." Aiden paused. It had been a long time since she talked about this to anyone, a long time. She had tried to conceal the memory for so long, trying to push back the feelings of regret. She was hurt badly by the one man she loved more than the Order. "He was my Master. At that time, he was training another Padawan, his Padawan but proposed to take on the task of training me at the same time. I thought it was crazy and it was. But somehow, through training together and becoming close friends, we became close. We developed a telepathic link, something that only happens between Master and Apprentices that were meant to be together. My first thought was that I could get rid of his Padawan, because he had a crush on me but I couldn't,"
Ana sat staring at the woman, intrigued by her story.
"Anyway. One night after a late night sparring/training session, we went back to my quarters to have dinner. He was tense and began to rub his shoulders. I asked him something, his opinion of me, which was a bad mistake. He told me the truth and I told him the truth. We made love that night but it was the last time. We vowed to not tell his Padawan ever and that what happened was never to be spoken of again. Only..." she drifted off, feeling the tears stream down her face.
"You loved him," Ana completed.
Aiden turned back to her, "Ana, don't let what happened to me happen to you and Kailin. You have a chance to start over. Don't let it slip up because of a small difference," she swung her chair back to the console, monitoring the flight pattern. "You deserve your happiness,"
As Ana stood up, the monitors beeped. Aiden pushed some buttons on the vid, turning it on. Coryn appeared smiling. Ana turned back to greet her friend, "Hey Coryn. We thought you abandoned us. It's been quiet over here," Ana called.
"Sorry. I was busy talking to Owen." She replied.
Ana blinked, "How?"
"Well, we're not that far from Yavin. I was able to link the computer to make a clear signal. It was only for a few moments but it was worth it." She paused, "I told him you were coming home and he was thrilled."
"Coryn? Now the surprise is ruined,"
Ana could sense the girl squirm defiantly, "I told him not to tell Astra and Kailin."
Solo glanced at her aunt then returned to the vid, "All right. Ana out,"
**
Kailin paced himself as he tried to relax his thoughts. They were stained with hatred, anger and fear -qualities of the dark side. No. He wouldn't allow himself to fall. Kyp maybe a Jedi Master, but Ana doesn't belong to him anymore. She belongs to him. The boy shakingly picked up his lightsabre igniting its blue blade. He fought himself to control the urge to kill Kyp but it was he was weak. Too weak. Sweat poured off his forehead as he fought the urge, the temptation of the Dark side.
He screamed in pain, "Nooooo. I will not betray Ana!" The temptation was too strong. Kailin disengaged his sabre, clipped it to his belt and left his quarters.
Kyp felt Kailin coming towards his quarters. He could feel his wrath. It was strong, deep. Hatred stained his heart. Durron laughed. He's not even worthy of Ana, he thought, grabbing his sabre. She doesn't even deserve him,
Kailin fell on outside wall of Kyp's quarters. He gripped his sabre, ready to kill at moments' notice. A smile wrapped around his face as he ignited the weapon. Kyp was waiting for him. He appeared from the left, slashing Kailin's arm. It wasn't severed. The slash just created a large gash on his arm. The two faced off against each other.
"How Ana even fell for you to begin with is beyond me," Kyp snarled at him.
Kailin felt the surge of energy spring through his bones as he came at Kyp.
**
Astra felt the dark energy around Kyp and Kailin. She opened her eyes crying. The princess jumped off her bed, grabbing her sabre, running out of her quarters towards' Kyps'.
**
Ana felt Astra's terror as she sat back in her chair. Something was happening. Something horrible. She turned to her Aunt Aiden. "We have to hurry. Astra's in trouble!"
Once Aiden heard what Ana said, she advised that she put on her safety belt and threw the shuttle into lightspeed towards Yavin.
**
The princess raced toward Kyp's quarters, hoping she could still keep him from killing Kailin. She burst into the room as Kyp was about to strike down Kailin. Astra froze, staring at both of them, until she closed her eyes, sending her subconscience in front of the Jedi, stopping Kyp from hitting Kailin. Astra looked at both Jedi, confused how she was thrusted into the middle without moving an inch. Then she spied her lifeless body standing off to Kailin's right. Her head hung down, hair covering her face.
"Astra?" Kailin whispered.
The princess looked at Kailin, then closed her eyes again, returning to her own body.
Once in her own body, she into the middle, crying, "Kyp! Stop it," It was a bad idea. Astra knew that but she had to keep him from killing each other.
Kyp released his anger and turned off his sabre, as did Kailin. The Jedi breathed heavily as they both settled down. Astra slightly smiled, thankful it was over only she knew deep down in her heart that it was never over. The princess peered at Kyp then nodded to Kailin that they should leave. Kailin shrugged her off, heading out, not before adding, "We will fight again Kyp and next time, it will be to the death," and left with Astra at his heels.
**
After seeing Kailin back to his quarters and grounding him, Astra left for the auditorium. She needed time to think. Two things happened. She stopped Kyp and Kailin from killing each other and she also discovered a new power - Astral Projection.
Sometime after being alone, Owen found the princess sitting by herself on the stage, boots pounding the wall. He smiled then joined her.
"Bad day?" he asked.
She looked at him and smiled hoarsely. "Nothing but. You know, I just can't understand why you men always have to make a fight out of everything."
"Kyp and Kailin?"
Astra nodded yes. "They almost killed each other, Owen. It was really scary. They were that close. Tensions were mounting, mounting to the boiling point where things exploded. All I can say is, I'm glad Ana's not here. She's flip out,"
"But there's something else?"
The princess smiled but before she could answer, Tionne entered with a grin on her face, "They're here!"
"Ugh! Ana's not going to like this. I better go to meet her." She cried, sitting up.
Owen grabbed her hand, "Mind if I come with to boost your confidence?"
She shrugged, following Tionne to the landing pad.
**
Coryn Wylie waited patiently at the landing pad, familiarizing herself with the essence of Yavin. It had been three months since she had been there. During that time period, she was on Coruscant keeping an eye on Ana. The Jedi realized she missed a lot of training but she couldn't stand to leave Ana alone. She couldn't do that. Ana was her best friend and she wasn't about to leave her side and vowed never to do so.
Owen blinked once he realized that the pilot standing in front of the shuttle wasn't Ana. It was Coryn. She returned to him. Astra noticed the boys' change in attitude and looked over at the shuttle.
"Do you want me to leave you alone?" she asked.
Solo nodded no, "We're all family." and stepped forward.
He hadn't imagined how beautiful Coryn had grown in over two months. She hadn't bothered to keep her hair trimmed; it was growing immensely down the curves of her back. Her skin was lighter then he remembered which was probably due to the intense light on Coruscant. Owen touched her shoulder, bringing her to face him. She wore a brown jacket and pants, topped with a white blouse underneath and black boots.
Coryn smiled then hugged him tightly. "Owen, I missed you!" she cried.
"Yeah. Me too," he replied, kissing her cheek. Then kissed her mouth, something he wanted to do for the longest time since the time she had been away. Owen let go, breathing intensely with his forehead on hers. He turned to Astra, gesturing that the princess could come forward.
Astra smiled at Coryn, "Welcome back," she voiced.
Wylie nodded her head looked at Owen again. She rubbed his chin a bit, then glanced at the Jedi Temple. He nodded no. "Don't worry. You haven't missed anything exciting. It's only been three months," Owen assured her.
She grabbed his hand, gently squeezing it and began to walk as Astra went inside the shuttle, picking up her luggage. Owen smiled at Coryn again. "By the Force I missed you." He cried.
"I missed you too."
"I hope my family didn't give you a hard time while you were on Coruscant," Owen added.
Coryn nodded no, "Why would they give me a hard time?"
"Well, you and Ana went off a trip without telling anybody about where you were going, except Luke,"
She smiled, "No. No trouble. In fact, your family offered me comfort. They were really sweet. None of them said anything to offend me,"
Owen leaned over and kissed her cheek, "I'm glad. I don't want anybody to hurt you, Coryn." He paused, staring at her smile, "When's Ana returning?"
"Ana? She'll be here. She hates being cooped up."
**
After Astra put Coryn's things in her quarters, she bumped into Kailin. She frowned at him. He threw up his hands, "I know. I'm restricted to quarters. You don't have to remind me Astra. I know the rules," he blurted out, suddenly noticing her disposition.
"You're going to have to tell Ana. She deserves to know what happened. You can't keep this from her,"
He looked down, "I do love Ana more than Kyp ever did. I don't want to hurt her,"
Astra patted his shoulder then walked off.
**
Obi-Wan felt his Master near as he opened his eyes. Qui-Gon Jinn stood before him and he wasn't happy. The Jedi stared down at him, nodding, Obi-Wan, I am very disappointed in you. I asked you to not get involved and you did. I said Astra would take care of things and she did,
The Padawan nodded his head no, Master, I had to warn Astra of what was going to happen if she didn't act accordingly,
That's no excuse, Padawan. You pushed her into the middle. She could've been killed!
But she wasn't. She stopped Kailin and Kyp from killing each other. Master, she astral projected into the middle. Astra has an active power,
The Jedi hesitated to rebuke but Obi-Wan was right. Astra did have an active power - astral projection, something she would have never discovered on her own. Ana's going to be arriving with Aiden. She's going to have to deal with Kyp and Kailin her own way, he stated, Now Padawan, I know you want to make things right because of what happened but you have to stay out of this. You mustn't intervene,
He bowed his head respectively, Yes, Master. I give you my word as a Jedi. I will not intervene,
Qui-Gon loosened, managing to crack a smile, So, Astra has an active power?
Obi-Wan laughed, Yes. She does. It was just latent. Now, all she wants to do is Master it as best as she can, which is very commendable,
The Jedi smiled. I'm sure she does,
**
Astra found Kailin sitting alone in the auditorium. He removed his shirt to see to his wound. It was a large gash that needed immediate medical attention. The princess cleared her throat. Kailin looked up, grabbing hold of the stage. She walked over carrying bandages and antibiotics. Astra sat down next to him, cut a long strand with her teeth, placing the rest on the tip of the stage. The princess opened the antibiotics and poured alcohol into the cap, then into a small wipe. She placed it on the cut. It caused a small stinging feeling. Kailin winced. After she felt it was cleaned, Astra wrapped the bandage around his waist, covering the cut.
They sat together in silence, until Kailin spoke, "I will talk to Ana when she gets here. You were right, I can't keep this from her,"
Astra smiled, "I'm glad to hear that, Kailin." Making sure the bandage fit properly.
"I think I'm going to be okay." He said.
The princess sat back, staring at him, "I can mend this wound, Kailin, but mending Ana's heart will take much longer if you wait. Don't promise to me you'll talk to her and then forget when you see her." She said, getting up. Astra closed the antibiotic, picked up the bandages and left.
Kailin sat there alone for awhile, thinking over what he should say to Ana. Only awhile turned into hours, hour turning into days. He sat thinking how badly Ana would be hurt. The boy made a promise to her a long time ago that he'd never do anything to hurt her. Now, he had to face the truth. Ana brought out the dark side in him. And until he could control that, he couldn't be around her. He had to leave for awhile until he figured out a way to control his inner demons. Kailin couldn't hurt Ana. She was so precious to him. If he lost his temper in a flare, Ana would be caught in the crossfire and he couldn't do that. He could never do that to her. His only choice was to return to Corellia and stay with his brother. It was the only way he could protect her heart.
"Kailin?" a voice asked.
He turned to face Ana. They stared at each for a moment. She saw his bandage and walked over to see what happened. Ana took his hand in hers, seeing to his wound.
"I'm okay. Astra bandaged me up,"
Ana nodded okay then kissed him hello. She would have lingered but she felt no passion behind his kiss so Ana pulled away. "Kailin, what's wrong?" she cried.
"Ana, I love you. But I can't stay here with you. I have to leave. I don't want to hurt you,"
She shook her head in disapproval, "No Kailin. I need you here. I just got back and I want to be with you. Don't leave me,"
Kailin raised his hand to her cheek, wiping away the tears, "I have to leave. You bring out the dark side in me. I realize that now. As long as I'm here, you're going to get hurt," he paused, "And I've already hurt you,"
"No. You haven't. I don't know what you're talking about. I don't understand,"
Kailin gasped, "I was in a fight with Kyp Durron tonight, Ana. We used our sabres on each other. I could have killed him and he could have killed me." He looked down at his bandage, "I was almost killed because of my carelessness,"
Ana refused to hear what he was saying, "No. I won't hear this. It was a mistake. It was bound to happen,"
"Exactly. As long as I stay here, I risk your life. I can't do that, Ana. I don't want to put your life on the line like that. I have to leave," he paused, letting of her cheek, "I'm sorry," and kissed her cheek.
Solo didn't move, except stare at the floor, eyes glazed. He mouthed, "I love you," then left the auditorium and Ana...
TBC
Generations after the fall of the old Republic they will risk everything to protect what good there is left in the galaxy. With the help of old allies and new friends, they will discover who they really are and the reason for their being and what their futures mean for the entire galaxy.
Adventures of Ana and Owen: New Young Jedi Knights
A New Year Begins After Christmas 2000