Love only lasts 4ever
Chapter 4: The Crest of Hatred
By Evil Windstar
Reviewers have been telling me that this fic so depressing. It's meant to be that way cuz I'll been feeling like that for weeks cuz we're graduating on June 22, Friday and going to high school… and I don't wanna go. I freaking scared!!! Everybody is going to be taller than me and nobody is going the high school I'm going to!!! (well, none of my friends are going) well there's hope cuz my best friend maybe going too!! Ok. Enough with the ranting. Still yaoi a.k.a. Taito. If you got this far, you have know what yaoi and Taito are, so I'm not going to explain. Thank you so much Miss. Mew and Eternal Haven!!! You guys keep me writing more chapters!! So thank you!!
Disclaimer - Unfortunately I don't own Digimon!!! Nor do I own the lyrics "Stronger" of Britney Spears.
Lyrics-*
Thoughts- italics
Flashback- ^*
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*Ohh hey, yeah
Hush, JUST stop*
The owner of the cold, harsh eyes grab some white powder. Time for a makeover!! He threw the white powder to the air and sneered, "White!! Colored this castle white!!!" He laughed evilly. He wanted to make the castle less……… threatening to the Digidestined.
*There's nothing you can do or say, baby
I've had enough*
A voice carefully said his name, " What are you …… doing?"
"Do not call me that, Blackwargreymon," he snapped. His eyes and voice got more harsher and sinister.
"But…… what are you doing?" Again came the careful reply.
"I'm changing the castle to capture the Digidestined."
"Why?"
"Because of what they did to me."
"Did the holder of light make you do this?"
"No. Do not question me, Blackwargreymon. Leave me."
The dinosaur glanced worriedly to his partner and left him. "Oh… and Blackwargreymon?" He glanced back hopefully. "Destroyed that idiotic Digimon that came to me and give the instructions to another Digimon." The dinosaur sighed and finally left.
*I'm not your property as from today, baby
You might think that I won't make it on my own
But now I'm…
Stronger than yesterday
Now it's nothing but my way
My loneliness ain't killing me no more*
Once the owner of the cold, sinister eyes was sure his partner was gone, he put on his black cape with a hood. The hood covered the wild chestnut brown hair and eyes. Everything he wore was black.
*I'm, I'm stronger
Than I ever thought I could be, baby*
On his shirt, there was an imprinted the crest of hatred. He touched it and thoughtfully traced the crest of hatred. He pulled out his tag. It was black too, not orange anymore. There was flicker of orange, every now and then, but it usually black as night.
*I use to go with the flow
Didn't really care about me*
He closed his eyes and sighed. When he opened them, there were hints of tears. Of longing… then his eyes became enraged and hatred came upon them again. Hate him!! Hate him for what he's done to you!!!!! Hate him, Taichi!! Hate!!!!!!
*You might think that I can't take it,
But you're wrong,
Cause now I'm…
Stronger than yesterday
Now it's nothing but my way
My loneliness ain't killing me no more
I'm, I'm stronger*
Your crest is now hatred, not courage!!!!!! Not anymore!!! It had been like this for over ten years!!!
He sighed again as he remembered how he got the crest of hatred.
^*Flashback*^
*Come on, now
Oh yeah
Here I go, on my own
I don't need nobody, better off alone
Here I go, on own now
I don't need nobody, not anybody
Here I go, here I go, here I go, here I go, alright
Here I go, here I go, here I go, here I go*
He roamed for days, eager to put some distance between him and Yamato. Once he did that, he thought about his feelings about Yamato Ishida and what he did to him.
Taichi hated that Yamato kissed Sora backed. Right now, he hated Yamato. He felt his heart get hard and cold. He was startled when he heard Agumon talked.
"Why are you running away from the Digidestined?"
"Because… I hate Yamato and Sora."
"But …… I though you liked Yamato."
"I did," he snapped. "But not anymore. I'm not going back, Agumon. You can either come with me or go back."
Together, they roamed and stumbled upon a black castle. There he found books that told him to use the fine powder in the beautiful bottles. He also found capes, nine capes with hoods: orange, red, pink, white, silver, blue, yellow, green, and purple. Each cape had a crest on it.
He thought, well the orange is mine, the pink is for Hikari, the white is for Jyou, silver for Aria, yellow for Takeru, green for Mimi, purple for Koushiro, red for…… that bitch, Sora, and blue…… for Yamato. He sighed and tears welled up his eyes. He roughly wiped away the unshed tears. Don't think about him. Forget him.
*Stronger than yesterday
It's nothing but my way
My loneliness ain't killing me no more
I'm, I'm stronger*
He put on the orange cape with the crest of courage imprinted on it. As soon as he put on the cape on, it turned black. The crest of courage turned into the crest of hatred. Because he had gotten so cold, so hard, and was so full of sheer hate for everybody, who had betrayed him. Sora, that bitch, for taking his Yamato-kun away from him. Yamato for not pushing the bitch away from him in the first place. Everybody else in the group for not stopping Sora.
*Stronger than yesterday
Now it's nothing but my way
My loneliness ain't killing me no more*
As the years went by, his hate grew. He grew evil, harsh, cold and fierce. The Digidestined of Courage was there no more, instead the Digidestined of Hatred reined and rule over all of the Digimon over his territory, his castle.
^*Flashback*^
*Now I'm stronger than yesterday
Now it's nothing but my way
My loneliness ain't killing me no more
I'm, I'm stronger*
He was going to capture the Digidestined and make Yamato paid for what he did to him, for breaking his heart.
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Oh my god. What in the world did I create????? @_@
I'm going to feel sorry for myself for writing this. *sigh*
I'm an idiot. O_o
Pleaz review and you'll make me a very happy person. I need something to cheer me up, anyway.
See ya in the next chapter!!!