Love only lasts 4ever
Chapter 6: Doubt
By Evil Windstar a.k.a. Windstar
Oh my god! I'm in chapter 6 (or 7, depends on how u look at it). I never thought I would get this far. (I actually thought I was going to stop like at the beginning.) But I did. Thank you to all of the peoplez who review!! This chapter is dedicated to: Eternal Haven (thank u so much for reviewing my fic since day 1!!) and Katie Ichijouji (thank u for reviewing all of chapters!). Heh. Still Taito. And lots of Sora bashing!!!!!!!!!!!!! This would make more sense if I tell you that Aries is (roman or Greek, I forgot) the god of war.
Disclaimer- *whines* man if u got this far, u know I don't own Digimon!!! I only own Aria, Stallionmon, and a new Digimon, Batomon and Snakemon!!!! "Everything you want" is done by Vertical Horizon, not by me!!!!
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Thoughts- italics
Author's notes and rants - []
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*Somewhere they're speaking, its already coming in
And its rising in the back of your mind
You never could get unless you were fed it
And now you're here and you don't know why*
Taichi smirked as he saw the Digidestined approached his castle. He heard them talking by his hidden microphones. "Why are we here?" he heard Mimi whined. His face grew darker. He always hated that ditz whined her head off. Too bad he couldn't kill her now. He'll do it later.
"We're here to find Taichi," Jyou patiently said as he wrapped Mimi in his arms. At the mention of his name, Taichi's face grew even darker. Heh. Those fools didn't know who they were going to mess with. He will carefully destroy each one. He will hear their torture howls throughout his castle. And he will laugh. The laugh he had long to laughed, full of victory and the pleasure of bringing the Digidestined down to their doom.
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*But under skinned knees and skid marks
Past the places where you used to learn*
Ironically, the bird Digimon, Crowmon, toke the Digidestined to the same place where it all happened. Yamato stopped dead as he remembered. No. No. No!! His icy indigo eyes grew wide as the memories rushed up to him…… Taichi's kiss…… me pushing Taichi off…… Sora, the bitch, kissing me…… me kissing back, thinking it was my beloved Taichi I was kissing…… finally noticing that Taichi was gone…… forever…… No. No!! Taichi come back!!
*You howl and listen, listen waiting for echoes of angels that won't return*
He clutched his head and howled with torment and despaired. He kept on and on. So, Garurumon joined in, he howled like a wolf because he was a wolf Digimon and his human partner was so sad…
Yamato stopped as soon as he felt a hand on his shoulder. He glanced back and saw the calm aqua marine eyes of his twin sister. He heard his own howls and Garurumon's howls echoed throughout the night.
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Taichi glanced up, startled as he heard howls echoed throughout the castle. Wait, who's howling? He snapped at the roaring waterfall nearby, "Show me who's howling!!" The waterfall complied, showing……
*He's everything you want, he's everything you need,
He is everything inside of you that you wished you could be,
He says all the right things at exactly the right time but he
Means nothing to you and you don't know why*
Taichi's face grew white, he saw the once calm Yamato howling, clutching his head as if it hurt. He gasped out loud. No. He's so beautiful……… even after ten years…… No, Taichi!! You're going to destroy him and all of the Digidestined, sparing none.
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*Waiting for someone to put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away*
His sister stared worriedly at him. He gave her an assuring smile. She half-smiled back. Aria had always put him together again when he lost his self-control. Yamato's tired indigo eyes glanced around the Digidestined, subconsciously counting them, making sure everybody was there. His eyes fell oh her …… the whore…… the bitch…… who had almost destroyed his life and was now smirking.
*There's another wound to discover*
His face tighten and his eyes grew dark as he looked at the person who had taken away the person he love. The wound, he thought he had recovered, reopened. The feelings came out. Sadness. Misery. Loneliness. Spite. Hatred. Despair being the #1.
Sora felt it. She felt all of it. And she felt nothing but triumph, no shame. She had done her job well. her smirk grew wider, taunting Yamato. He gritted his teeth. He had to restrained himself of doing something……… not good and drastic (like ordering Garurumon to "Howling Blaster" at her, the bitch). [I personally would be very happy if this ever happen in the show and she died!]
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*There's something more you'd wish he'd say*
He must be ready to receive his 'guests'. His smirk grew wider. "Batomon!!!"
A bat-like Digimon hissed, "Yessssss, Masssster?"
"Bring Blackwargreymon immediately and prepare Snakemon!!!"
The Digimon complied. He swooped down from the ceiling. He was a black, silent shadow. He blended in with the castle's interior. He found Blackwargreymon easily.
The tall black dinosaur warrior stared longingly at the horizon. He wished his human partner would come to his senses and stopped this madness.
"Blackwargreymon, Masssssster requires your presence at his room," the bat hissed. The dinosaur warrior sighed and flew to his human partner's room.
"Blackwargreymon, meet me at the main throne room later. We shall be meeting the Digidestined again," he said slyly, looking at his Digimon.
"And?"
"Blackwargreymon, do not talk back to me. I can easily destroy you like the other Digimon by using the crest of hatred. And you digivolved to your most powerful form by using this crest, so do not forget who is your Master."
"Why?" the Digimon challenged.
"Because…… I want it that a way," he said doubtfully. "Now, go somewhere. I need to be alone." The mega Digimon left the room, worrying about his human partner.
*He's everything you want, he's everything you need,
He is everything inside of you that you wished you could be,
He says all the right things at exactly the right time but he
Means nothing to you and you don't know why*
Once he was sure that his Digimon was gone, he called up the image in the roaring waterfall in his huge room. He stared at the image doubtfully. Can I really destroy him? I once loved him with all of my heart, but now…………… I have no heart. It's cold and frozen because he destroyed it into million of pieces. He looked away from the beautiful pale face. I have to. Sorry Yamato. But I must. You can not change my destiny. He nodded his head firmly.
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*You'll just sit tight and watch it unwind, it's only what you're asking for…*
Yamato stared hard at the fire burning away the wood. What am I going to do??? I can't go on like this!!! I can't let her torment me like this with these memories!!!! But I can't do anything. I'm helpless. Ever since Taichi left, Gabumon hasn't been able to warped-digivolved to Metalgarurumon!!!!!
Waterfall of tears fell down. I'm a failure!!!!! I can't even make my own Digimon digivolved to the next level!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Stop Yamato! That's letting her win.
He'll just have to stand and watch how everything turns out.
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*And you'll just be fine with all of your time, it's only what you're asking for*
He quickly left his room and traveled around the halls of his castle. It was perfect. Everything was completely changed. the Digidestined would never suspect a thing. The walls that were pitch black now were flawlessly white. The ugly gargoyles were now beautiful angels playing. The horrifying castle turn into one of those castles that came from fairy tales.
Heh. This will work. There was an evil gleam in his now vicious brown eyes. Yamato even your beauty will not save you. The black cape and cloak swished.
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*Out of the island, into the highway, past the places where you might have turned*
The Digidestined stared awed at the castle of Lord Aries. Jyou kept pushing his glasses up to his nose, eyes blinking, moth opened. Mimi gasped, Ohhhh, look how beautiful it is!! Hikari and Takeru held hands and glanced at each other, smiling.
Koushiro even looked up from his beeping laptop and his jaw dropped. He, too, was awed by the beauty of the castle. Aria's aqua marine eyes opened with surprise, too. Crowmon, perched on Garurumon's head, smiled smugly. His Master told him to expect this. "Yes, this is Lord Aries's castle, Digidestined."
Yamato's wary icy indigo eyes scanned the castle, looking for danger. There was a moat surrounding the castle, to stop enemies. His eyes grew wide with horror as a Metalseadramon came from the moat and ate a flying Digimon that pass by. "Do not worry, leader of the Digidestined. Metalseadramon was just eating his breakfast. He won't attack or eat you as long as you don't fall into the moat," Crowmon reassured.
Sora's red eyes were wide with happiness. Oh!!!! Taichi, how beautiful!!!!!!!! Is this going to be our dream castle when we get married??????, she wondered dreamily and sighed out loud. Yamato gave her a dirty look, guessing what she was thinking. Sora gave him a sweet smile. Too bad, Yamato. I won. Taichi is finally mine. Yamato looked away in disgust. One day, I am really going to kill her if her ego doesn't!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Crowmon noticed this exchanged. He glanced at her, an evil gleam in his beady eyes. Foolish girl!!!!! My Master will destroy you in a matter of minutes when he has the chance!!!, he thought as they crossed the bridge to the castle.
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*You never did notice, but you still hide away*
Taichi's thoughts were interrupted by caws of Crowmon. "Master! Master! They're here!!!! The Digidestined are here!!!!!!! They just finished crossing the bridge and are walking toward the throne!!!!!!!!!" they cawed together
He snapped his head up, ordering, "Batomon find Blackwargreymon! Tell him to meet me at the throne room!!!!" The Crowmon were still cawing wildly. He turned to them. "Shut up, you fools!!!!!!"
But they kept on cawing. Taichi's temper flared and a black ball of energy was glowing between his hands and his cape and cloak were glowing. "Terra Destroyer!!!" he screamed. The black ball of energy flew between the flock of Crowmon. Destroying some of the Crowmon. Immediately, the remaining Crowmon fell silent.
"You fools!!!!! Go!! Get out of my sight before decide to destroy you too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" he yelled with furious eyes. The Crowmon flew away from fright and fear.
Soon the hall fell into silence. He heard the soothing roaring of the waterfalls. He closed his eyes, trying to even his breath. He clenched his hands and opened his eyes. His breath ragged.
*He's everything you want, he's everything you need,
He is everything inside of you that you wished you could be,
He says all the right things at exactly the right time but he
Means nothing to you and you don't know why*
His eyes filled with torment as he saw the beautiful image among the waterfalls, smiling innocently. The lips, were oh so full, beckoning to kiss him. The slanted icy indigo eyes holding love. The slender, thin body tempting Taichi to make love to him. Taichi trembled with desire, lust, and longing.
"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!" he screamed, clutching his head. "No!! NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!" echoed throughout the castle. Then suddenly, his eyes went calm again. He must be calm before the Digidestined.
He smirked again. The Digidestined were in for a big surprise.
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Yamato's head snapped up as he heard the screams. Ekkk. All of the Digidestined heard the screams. The Digimon raised their heads and those who could raise their ears.
His blue eyes filled with amazement as he saw the roaring waterfalls in the hallways.
Soon the Crowmon toke them to a big room. White with gold. Columns outlined in silver. In the center, there was a throne of pure gold, but it was covered by shadows. Yamato saw someone shifted. A figure on the throne.
He gasped when he saw a Digimon that awfully look like Wargreymon, but it was black. A hand, a human hand, come out of the shadows and beckoned the Digidestined to come forward. They did.
The figure half- moved to the lights, fully letting them see the head bowed down. The Digimon at the figure's side raised its higher, proud and defiant. Its yellow eyes glowing with evilness.
Carefully, the human raised his head, an evil smile on his face.
*I am everything you want, I am everything you need,
I am everything inside of you that you wished you could be,
I say all the right things at exactly the right time but I
Mean nothing to you and I don't know why*
Taichi saw Yamato in the front of the Digidestined. Emotions flowed through him. Love. Hatred. Longing. He moved into the light.
Yamato watched the human with suspicion as the figure raised his head and moving toward the light. The cloak was black, imprinted on it was………… He didn't know what the crest meant. But it wasn't the crest of courage.
He gasped out loud. The human was covered in black, black cape. Black cloak. Black everything.
"Tai………Taichi?" he said finally.
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Suspense! Heh. So mean. I made Tai looked and sound crazy, but he isn't. maybe a bit.
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