Dear Daddy,

How can I make you understand?
Will you ever open your eyes to see?
Its not about you
Its us
You say there is no life without love
But we are not alive
Our hearts have withered
In years long past
We may lust but never love
How can you look into my eyes
Filled with tears
And mistake its meaning?
You cursed me with your kiss
You promised to show me a new world
A world which never sleeps
And yet I feel none of it.
It became a world of bitterness and dishonesty
And no warmth
Lord, how I miss the sun
The stars laugh at me
The moon screams
Daddy
You say you love me
And perhaps I long for you
But I will never belong to you
Tomorrow you will find me gone
And the next day i will return
And hold you again.
Do you ever grow tired?
Never staying in one place.
Hunting and being hunted
How can you stand the moon when it screams?
How can you live eternally
And never be alive?
God does not want us
And yet He will not destroy us
Ever wonder why, daddy?
Because we are the dead!
Because we no longer are capable of feeling
We can neither trust nor be trusted
What we are is worse than death
Can you not see?
God knows that it is punishment enough!
But we are too arrogant to believe
You thought you gave me a gift.
You thought it came from the heart and from the soul
But these things you have none.
You see, love?
You have damned me.