I Am Alone....
Introspection: An Episode Zero
Series
Trowa and Midii's Pieces
Part 1: I Am Alone....
Notes: This starts Trowa and Midii's
pieces of the series. If you'd like to read the Wufei and Meiran
pieces first, go to Chapter 4 (FanFiction.Net style...it's really
Wufei and Meiran's Pieces, Part 1: Rest in Peace).
Trowa's POV, introspective, hopefully in character, romance...I
warned about everything in the Notes, so read those first.
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I have forgotten, long ago, what feeling
is. Emotions are entirely foreign to me. Happiness, sadness,
anger, pity, remorse, sympathy...I've never felt a drop of one
for as long as I can remember.
So I don't know what's been developing
over the past year or so. Images I just barely remember come back
to me in my dreams...a blonde girl with shining eyes that calls
herself Midii Une.
She was a spy for OZ turned traitor to
protect me. She was the only one who was there when there was no
one else. She saved my life. I never got to thank her for that
simple act that I thought was unnecessary.
I'm not even sure if she's alive today.
What I don't get is why I remember, why I care. She was just a
small part of my life, a missing person amongst the thousands
because of the war...there are others like her, missing now, a
part of OZ now lost like all the lives I took.
But somehow, I remember, I care. It's
been almost a year now, almost a year since I've seen her face up
close. Her bravery, her integrity, her self...it will
all be remembered.
By me. I am alone now, yes...but not for
long. Someday I will find you, Midii, when the war is over and
sides do not tear us apart. But before that, I shall feel the
sole feeling I do now...love of you. I love you, Midii.
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TBC
