Sakura's Diary
Chapter 1
July 25
Dear diary,
It's been 2 months since Kris was brutally murdered. How can I really believe that he's gone? I will never feel his touch , his embrace . How can this be happening to us? we were so happy together and I can't imagine life with out him . Tell me what to do . Please, I beg of you . You are the only one that I trust with my true feelings, my true emotions, and all my pain.
Ever since that night I haven't had a decent night's sleep. all I ever think about is Kris and how much I need him by my side I don't think I can make it with out him. I feel so empty inside. I can't even cry, isn't that horrible? why can't I cry? is my pain that deep that the hole in my soul can't heal?
I have grown so cold in my heart. Will I ever learn to forget the past and move on or will I just die and rot inside from all this pain?
Sakura
Sakura closed the diary and placed it in its usual hiding place. She pushes the chair of her desk in towards the desk. But yet, not one tear was shed from her eyes. After the tragic death of her boyfriend Kris, Sakura has never been the same. Day in and day out all she does is look for an answer to her question.
But for Sakura there will be no answer only time will heal the pain in her soul. never showing her true emotions to anyone else her emotionless expression is all that the world is left with. no longer will her beautiful smile light up the hallways of her school. Her family and friends pressure her so much to find happiness that they do not realize that the further they push for her happiness the longer it will take for that day to come. Her heart longs for vengeance and relief at the same time . The battle is beginning to wear her down. Every day a piece of her soul loses the fight against death and her days of that final slumber and her reunion with Kris seem to be coming closer day by day....