I Miss Her/ I Miss Him
I Miss Him Relena's P.O.V. "Part One"
By: The Second Sailor Destiny
Author's Notes: Ahhhhh.......what an amazingly fast recovery. This Second Sailor Destiny Girl must be purty tough hunh? Bwahahahahahahaha!!!!! I've forgiven Heero for*ahem* shooting me after I...er...angered him. Then we had a Relena bashing party and we got married!!! Yippiee!! Sorry, can't get married until I'm 18. Darn...any hu, thanx for reviewing me in the last chapter. It really gave me a boost of confidence. To those of you who are new.....I really don't give a flying fart if you flame me, but please...leave your e-mail address so we can...*wink*...stay in touch. Also to the new comers, the story that you are about to read has been written by a very strange and possibly retarted young girl. There are author's notes (AN:) pasted everywhere. And most of them are seriously disoriented...like me...if you don't like them..you can do one of three things.
1. Press your back icon...now.
2. Flame me. I wouldn't care but hey, I would really love a flame.
3. Absoulutley nothing.
My prefernece is number three. I jus lluuuuuuuuvvvvvv saying "SUCK IT UP!!"hehe
Now to the story...........drumroll..........darn........I forgot that blasted disclaimer.
Disclaimer: You know, I'm already tired of writing these things and it's only my second time. Do you people look for a reason to sue people? Shesh. Oh must I go through the pain of realizing..every...single...time that I don't own Heero or any other of the characters in Gundam Wing? There..I said it...satisfied? Don't sue me....blah blah.
The real drumroll...........more drumrollinng..........now..on to the REAL story!! Tada!
P.S.
One of these lines is from How the End Should Start by Goddess of the Gun, of course, I didn't write it.
"I miss him..."
A nineteen year old Relena was curled up in her bed, sleeping like a log. (AN: Please insert Azaka and Kamidake..now) She was stirring in her deep sleep while mumbling a long line of incoherent words.
"Heero...I...love...you.." (AN: Too bad..he loves me...ha!!!)
Suddenly, Relena sat up in her bed, she was breathing in short rapid gasps and she was covered in a cold sweat. She slowly rose herself from the bed and grazed over to the window. Slowly, her hand rose to a different reflection that was staring a hole through her soul.
"Heero...?" (AN: No....hallucinations..Heero just happens to be screaming right now because he's locked in my closet...)
The image seemed so real, but her mind reminded her that it couldn't be.
"No..."
She closed her eyes and let her unshed tears fall to her cheeks. When they reopened, the reflection was gone...as it should be.
With a dull mask on her usually bright features, Relena strided back to her bed and began to mentally talk to herself.
*Why did he leave me, I mean, I would think that after have sharing ourselves with each other that he would learn to love me...why..why...why..*
"WHY HEERO!!! WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME!!" (AN: So he could fetch me..)
*I realize that he was the Perfect Soldier, but, even soldiers have room for love right?*
Relena lay down and turned over so she was facing her nightstand. That's when even more of her hot tears fell to her already dampened cheeks.
On the nightstand lay a picture of Relena and a handsome young man. (AN: WHOA!!BACK UP!!! On the nightstand lay a picture of a very FINE young man.) Both of them were smiling brightly and it seemed that love was raidiating between the both of them.
*Or so I thought..*
Yet again..Relena closed her eyes and envisioned the events that led up half her soul having the life sucked out of it.
****************************FLASHBACK*************************
"Oh Heero..." Relena said breathlessly. Heero was making love to her (AN: He was doing WHAT?!)
and it was so much better than she had ever imagined it would be. (AN: You skum, how dare you dream about my hunkster!)
Exhausted they both collasped and begged for sleep to engulf them. But the strong Relena wouldn't allow it. With her last ounce of strentgh..she mummbled...
"Heero..I...love..you.."
She felt him tense greatly. And before she could respond, sleep demanded her surrender.
The Next Morning....................................................................
Relena woke up to the sun mercilesly beating her eyes. Its beams were just daring her to open her eyes. Unconciously, she rolled to the other side of her bed, expecting a familiar warmth to occupy it. Instead, she found a icy cold, not to mention empty(AN:duh...) space. Immediatley, she snapped her eyes open.
"Heero?" she cried with a groggy voice.
She turned over again when she heard a creak on the floor.
There, stood Heero,... with two suit cases in his hands? (AN: I wonder what those are for? Hmmmm...the first person to guess gets a cookie!!) He turned towards her..stared for a moment and continued his path towards the door.
"Heero....WAIT!!!"
Relena jumped out of the bed and threw on her previously discarded nightgown, then she darted towards Heero and grabbed his shoulder.(AN: grrr...HANDS OFF!!!!)
"Where are you going Heero?"(AN: To the bank so he can rob it....dork..)
"I'm sorry..I have to leave. I can't stand being here any longer...I just can't stonach it."
Almost instantly, tears made thier way out of Relena's eyes.
"But why?"
"Last night was terrible. It was a digusting mistake that I can't even think about...not without getting a filthy feeling..."
"What?! How could you say something that heartless? Last night wasn't nothing!!! Last night was.."
"Like I said...a big mistake...it was a thoughtless act that cleared the path for destruction....I shouldn't of proceeded..."
"How can you talk about it like it was a mission? Damn you Heero!! Didn't making love to me make anything clearer to you? You only make love to someone who you love...don't you love me Heero? Relena noted with noticible distress.
"No...I don't...I guess last night...I was just curious.."he replied with a shrug of his shoulders.
At that very moment, anyone could've sworn that they could hear the shattering of Relena's heart. Also, you could see the pieces lying shattered on the floor.
"I see...four years is nothing to the Perfect Soldier..."
"Relena....I'm sorr-"
"Get out..."she growled in a low, but firece voice.
"What...."
"I said get you...filthy BASTARD!!!" and with that she ran across the room and procceded to throw everything in her path at Heero. (AN: You already threw yourself at him...why not the shoes too...)
CRASH!!! BOOM!! BAM!! SMASH!!!
Heero used his training as a soldier to dodge all of her random attacks. But he had to admit, she had incredibly good aim...
Heero dodged yet another flower vase.
"Relena...STOP!!!" (AN: Yes..please stop..he might get a graze from glass on his beautiful face...*sob*)
"WHY SHOULD I?!! YOU STOLE MY VIRGINITY, MY HEART, AND NOW MY SOUL!!!!! YOU TALKED ABOUT MAKING LOVE TO ME LIKE IT WAS WORSE THAN DEATH ITSELF!!! YOU CALLED MY LOVE FOR YOU TRASH, DIRT, THE SKUM ON THE BOTTOM OF YOUR SHOES!!! I HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO TRY AND KILL YOU!!! NOW GET OUT!!!" she bellowed. "NOW!!!!!"
Heero hurridley made his way out the door of her room. And just in the nick of time too...the door closed just as another vase struck it.
Relena watched as her object of utter maddness walked out of the room. For awhile she was happy that the low-life bastard had left her. But then, she realized that she loved him regardless. Even after he had hurt her so...she was still head over heels in love.
*It can't be true..I saw it in his eyes...he does love me. But now I'll never get the chance to hear the truth...*
Deprived she fell to the floor and let her tears strike the floor.
"No....WHAT HAVE I DONE?!!"
She cried harder as realization dawned upon her.
*He's gone..he's gone...he's gone. He's not going to come back Now matter how hard I wish he's not coming back nnnnoooo...*
With a heavy heart and a dead soul, Relena cried herself into a restless slumber.
*************************END FLASHBACK***************************
*Even now it's been three weeks, and he hasn't returned to me. I can't go looking for him because I don't know where to start. Maybe..this how the end should start...*
**********************************END******************************
To all Relena fans: I really hate that chick and I wanted to do a royal Relena bashing, but I spared you the agony. Of course...if the anti-Relena reviewers want a bashing...just ask...15 requests from different people is all I need. hehe
*BAP* *Relena just jacked slapped Sailor Destiny
Wow..she has guts...I'll hand that to her. I'll post chapter three sometime next week. Excuse me, I have to go mess up Relena's nose job...*ahem* Don't forget to review me!!!!!
P.S.
Should I make Relena loose it again? Her screaming like that really stuck your imagination hard didn't it?
I Miss Him Relena's P.O.V. "Part One"
By: The Second Sailor Destiny
Author's Notes: Ahhhhh.......what an amazingly fast recovery. This Second Sailor Destiny Girl must be purty tough hunh? Bwahahahahahahaha!!!!! I've forgiven Heero for*ahem* shooting me after I...er...angered him. Then we had a Relena bashing party and we got married!!! Yippiee!! Sorry, can't get married until I'm 18. Darn...any hu, thanx for reviewing me in the last chapter. It really gave me a boost of confidence. To those of you who are new.....I really don't give a flying fart if you flame me, but please...leave your e-mail address so we can...*wink*...stay in touch. Also to the new comers, the story that you are about to read has been written by a very strange and possibly retarted young girl. There are author's notes (AN:) pasted everywhere. And most of them are seriously disoriented...like me...if you don't like them..you can do one of three things.
1. Press your back icon...now.
2. Flame me. I wouldn't care but hey, I would really love a flame.
3. Absoulutley nothing.
My prefernece is number three. I jus lluuuuuuuuvvvvvv saying "SUCK IT UP!!"hehe
Now to the story...........drumroll..........darn........I forgot that blasted disclaimer.
Disclaimer: You know, I'm already tired of writing these things and it's only my second time. Do you people look for a reason to sue people? Shesh. Oh must I go through the pain of realizing..every...single...time that I don't own Heero or any other of the characters in Gundam Wing? There..I said it...satisfied? Don't sue me....blah blah.
The real drumroll...........more drumrollinng..........now..on to the REAL story!! Tada!
P.S.
One of these lines is from How the End Should Start by Goddess of the Gun, of course, I didn't write it.
"I miss him..."
A nineteen year old Relena was curled up in her bed, sleeping like a log. (AN: Please insert Azaka and Kamidake..now) She was stirring in her deep sleep while mumbling a long line of incoherent words.
"Heero...I...love...you.." (AN: Too bad..he loves me...ha!!!)
Suddenly, Relena sat up in her bed, she was breathing in short rapid gasps and she was covered in a cold sweat. She slowly rose herself from the bed and grazed over to the window. Slowly, her hand rose to a different reflection that was staring a hole through her soul.
"Heero...?" (AN: No....hallucinations..Heero just happens to be screaming right now because he's locked in my closet...)
The image seemed so real, but her mind reminded her that it couldn't be.
"No..."
She closed her eyes and let her unshed tears fall to her cheeks. When they reopened, the reflection was gone...as it should be.
With a dull mask on her usually bright features, Relena strided back to her bed and began to mentally talk to herself.
*Why did he leave me, I mean, I would think that after have sharing ourselves with each other that he would learn to love me...why..why...why..*
"WHY HEERO!!! WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME!!" (AN: So he could fetch me..)
*I realize that he was the Perfect Soldier, but, even soldiers have room for love right?*
Relena lay down and turned over so she was facing her nightstand. That's when even more of her hot tears fell to her already dampened cheeks.
On the nightstand lay a picture of Relena and a handsome young man. (AN: WHOA!!BACK UP!!! On the nightstand lay a picture of a very FINE young man.) Both of them were smiling brightly and it seemed that love was raidiating between the both of them.
*Or so I thought..*
Yet again..Relena closed her eyes and envisioned the events that led up half her soul having the life sucked out of it.
****************************FLASHBACK*************************
"Oh Heero..." Relena said breathlessly. Heero was making love to her (AN: He was doing WHAT?!)
and it was so much better than she had ever imagined it would be. (AN: You skum, how dare you dream about my hunkster!)
Exhausted they both collasped and begged for sleep to engulf them. But the strong Relena wouldn't allow it. With her last ounce of strentgh..she mummbled...
"Heero..I...love..you.."
She felt him tense greatly. And before she could respond, sleep demanded her surrender.
The Next Morning....................................................................
Relena woke up to the sun mercilesly beating her eyes. Its beams were just daring her to open her eyes. Unconciously, she rolled to the other side of her bed, expecting a familiar warmth to occupy it. Instead, she found a icy cold, not to mention empty(AN:duh...) space. Immediatley, she snapped her eyes open.
"Heero?" she cried with a groggy voice.
She turned over again when she heard a creak on the floor.
There, stood Heero,... with two suit cases in his hands? (AN: I wonder what those are for? Hmmmm...the first person to guess gets a cookie!!) He turned towards her..stared for a moment and continued his path towards the door.
"Heero....WAIT!!!"
Relena jumped out of the bed and threw on her previously discarded nightgown, then she darted towards Heero and grabbed his shoulder.(AN: grrr...HANDS OFF!!!!)
"Where are you going Heero?"(AN: To the bank so he can rob it....dork..)
"I'm sorry..I have to leave. I can't stand being here any longer...I just can't stonach it."
Almost instantly, tears made thier way out of Relena's eyes.
"But why?"
"Last night was terrible. It was a digusting mistake that I can't even think about...not without getting a filthy feeling..."
"What?! How could you say something that heartless? Last night wasn't nothing!!! Last night was.."
"Like I said...a big mistake...it was a thoughtless act that cleared the path for destruction....I shouldn't of proceeded..."
"How can you talk about it like it was a mission? Damn you Heero!! Didn't making love to me make anything clearer to you? You only make love to someone who you love...don't you love me Heero? Relena noted with noticible distress.
"No...I don't...I guess last night...I was just curious.."he replied with a shrug of his shoulders.
At that very moment, anyone could've sworn that they could hear the shattering of Relena's heart. Also, you could see the pieces lying shattered on the floor.
"I see...four years is nothing to the Perfect Soldier..."
"Relena....I'm sorr-"
"Get out..."she growled in a low, but firece voice.
"What...."
"I said get you...filthy BASTARD!!!" and with that she ran across the room and procceded to throw everything in her path at Heero. (AN: You already threw yourself at him...why not the shoes too...)
CRASH!!! BOOM!! BAM!! SMASH!!!
Heero used his training as a soldier to dodge all of her random attacks. But he had to admit, she had incredibly good aim...
Heero dodged yet another flower vase.
"Relena...STOP!!!" (AN: Yes..please stop..he might get a graze from glass on his beautiful face...*sob*)
"WHY SHOULD I?!! YOU STOLE MY VIRGINITY, MY HEART, AND NOW MY SOUL!!!!! YOU TALKED ABOUT MAKING LOVE TO ME LIKE IT WAS WORSE THAN DEATH ITSELF!!! YOU CALLED MY LOVE FOR YOU TRASH, DIRT, THE SKUM ON THE BOTTOM OF YOUR SHOES!!! I HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO TRY AND KILL YOU!!! NOW GET OUT!!!" she bellowed. "NOW!!!!!"
Heero hurridley made his way out the door of her room. And just in the nick of time too...the door closed just as another vase struck it.
Relena watched as her object of utter maddness walked out of the room. For awhile she was happy that the low-life bastard had left her. But then, she realized that she loved him regardless. Even after he had hurt her so...she was still head over heels in love.
*It can't be true..I saw it in his eyes...he does love me. But now I'll never get the chance to hear the truth...*
Deprived she fell to the floor and let her tears strike the floor.
"No....WHAT HAVE I DONE?!!"
She cried harder as realization dawned upon her.
*He's gone..he's gone...he's gone. He's not going to come back Now matter how hard I wish he's not coming back nnnnoooo...*
With a heavy heart and a dead soul, Relena cried herself into a restless slumber.
*************************END FLASHBACK***************************
*Even now it's been three weeks, and he hasn't returned to me. I can't go looking for him because I don't know where to start. Maybe..this how the end should start...*
**********************************END******************************
To all Relena fans: I really hate that chick and I wanted to do a royal Relena bashing, but I spared you the agony. Of course...if the anti-Relena reviewers want a bashing...just ask...15 requests from different people is all I need. hehe
*BAP* *Relena just jacked slapped Sailor Destiny
Wow..she has guts...I'll hand that to her. I'll post chapter three sometime next week. Excuse me, I have to go mess up Relena's nose job...*ahem* Don't forget to review me!!!!!
P.S.
Should I make Relena loose it again? Her screaming like that really stuck your imagination hard didn't it?