I Miss Her "Part Two"
Heero's P.O.V.
By: The Second Sailor Destiny
Author's Notes: Heellllloooo!!!! Your favorite author, Sailor Destiny is back!!! Bwahahahahahahaha!!!! I am very sorry that I didn't get 15 requests from people asking for a Relena bashing...I really wanted to do one...*sob* ATTENTION: Sailor Destiny has now found a new obbsession....CARDCAPTOR SAKURA!!!! So be on the lookout for Sakura and Li pairings. Although Li rightfully belongs to me...*ahem* Anyhow, I dedicate this part of my story to my very best friend in the world, Lillian, aka Lil' Pan-chan....love ya Lily!!! Sorry folks...not as many crazy author's notes in this part....barely any at all in fact....
P.S.
Do not....I repeat...DO NOT ask me to e-mail you if you aren't gonna get off your lazy butt and write me back!!!!Bridgett22? Ring a bell?! I'm not mad at you...but I get very irritated if I take the time to e-mail someone and they don't write back. Or if you wrote something to someone and they haven't replied in 3 weeks even though they've written to u 3 times before recently. Eternal Fire?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
The Super Duper Gay Disclaimer To All The Buttmonkeys Who Own Gundam Wing and wanna sue me 4 no reason even though they are butt rich and I'm most definatley not:.................................................I don't own it..........*grumble*
Now!!!! On with the awaited story!!!!!!! YYYYYYIIIIIIIIPPPPPPPIIIIIIEEEEEE!!!!!
*I wish that I didn't have a mouth that spoke without permission!!!*
Heero was just remenising about the first time he saw Relena and now he was cursing his mouth's uncanny ability to speak on it's own.
*I don't get you Heero, you're supposed to be the perfect soldier and you are scared of a mere WOMAN!!!*
(AN: HEERO!!! I mortally offended!!! No man of mine is gonna be a sexist pig!!! Consider yourself dumped!!! hehe J/K)
*I remember when she showed me fear...*
*********************Yet another flashback***************************
"Ahhhhhh...ah!!!
"Hhhhnnnn...hunh?!"
I looked up at the screen and expected to see Relena's dead body....but there she stood...alive.
"What in the hell am I thinking? I'd be better off if she died wouldn't I?"
"Heero, is that you? Heero..I want to know why you saved me..."
"I don't know....what's wrong.....what's wrong with ME!!!"
Those eyes.....those eyes had a complete look of trust embedded in them. That was something that I have never seen before. Those eyes...those eyes reflected...love. That look frightened me, that was the first time that I ever experieced fear. I didn't know how to react to this radical feeling so I did the only thing that I knew how to do....
I turned on heel and fled.......
**********************End flashback*********************************
*So much has happend since then...so many things have changed me...*
*We've been through so much since....I've fought for her....she's fought for me....I've cried for her....she's cried for me...she has even held me in her arms after the Marimeia incident...so why can't I go back*
Heero thought all this in mere seconds all while still gripping the picture. As he asked himself numerous questions...a shadow watched him from the shadows.
This mysterious person could read his every thought just by looking into his eyes. She was preparing herself to answer his questions.
"You can't go back because...you are afraid that her love for you has died...you want to make sure that you don't make a fool of yourself once again. Like you did when you lied..and said that you didn't love her..."
Almost at the same time that she took a breath to speak Heero snapped up his gun, cocked it, and pointed it towards the shadow in the shadows.
This shadow noticed the motion od the barrel, he was asking her to show herself.
"Who are you, show yourself!!!"
"I leave who I am for you to decide...if I show myself my trip here would be meaningless."
"Why are you here?" Heero growled.
"You've been living in the shadows Heero...you've been asking them to swallow you whole and never let go. But when they do let you go, you ask 'Why can't I just go back? What are you trying to tell me?' Well, somewhere along the line you got the idea that these shadows would never answer you. You're wrong. I am the shadows and I will answer your plea. We are trying to tell you that you can't turn your back on love. The shadows are the exits that try to enter reality, but can't because the forces of love have banned them. The darkness may change you and the darkness may change Miss Relena, but nothing will destroy the love you two share when you are together. That is why the shadows, your exit, keep rejecting you. That is because there is no escape...."
Heero listened intently to the shadows and while he was lost in thought, the shadow slipped away. When he looked back up, he noticed the emptyness in the shadows and he realized that she was gone. But he could still faintly hear her voice.
"Her love for you has not died....go back...try to remember what you saw the night of your fleeing...when you denied your love for her."
*I'll try*
********************Aren't you tired of these flashbacks yet?*********************
"No...I don't...I guess last night...I was just curious..." I replied with a shrug of my shoulders.
I noted something unusual. I heard a sound that sounded like glass shattering. I looked around since the sound sounded very close, but I saw nothing so it was disregarded and forgotten. However, something had caught my attention ever since I had woken up.
While my Relena was sleeping, I saw a strange glow in her chest. I was worried so I put my hand to her breast. It was warm and welcoming and it seemed to give me the feeling of being whole. When I moved my hand back, I felt as if a part of me was missing.
*That's it!!!" I shouted inwardly
*That glow is her love for me!!!! It is shining quite brightly now...I had to leave before it gets too bright...*
I saw that same glow while she was pleading for me to stay, only it was getting brighter by the minute...
*This isn't good*
Before I had the chance to apoligize, a vase came flying in my direction. I glided to the left just in time.
"Relena STOP!!!"
"WHY SHOULD I? YOU STOLE MY VIRGINITY, MY HEART, AND MY SOUL!!!! YOU TALKED ABOUT MAKING LOVE TO ME LIKE IT WAS WORSE THAN DEATH ITSELF!!! YOU CALLED MY LOVE FOR YOU TRASH!!! DIRT!!! THE SCUM ON THE BOTTOM OF YOUR SHOES!!! I HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO TRY AND KILL YOU!!! NOW GET OUT!!! NOW!!!"
I was about to leave when my eyes crossed hers for a moment. Her eyes were hard as death but they softened for a mere second. And then...I was blinded momentaily by a bright light. Quickly, I looked towards the floor, the souce of the light. There, in uncountable pieces laid the strange glow I had seen earlier...only...when she had snapped and attacked me the glow wasn't visible. But when my eyes crossed hers, it was revived.
*Hello?* My mind was actually talking to me. Funny, it sounded sarcastic...
*Yo, Heero? Listen up!!! In approx. 3 seconds Relena is going to throw a vase at your head. If you don't leave the room right now...it will impact in approx.7 seconds and will most likely give you a concussion...now MOVE!!!!*
Without second thought, I flew out the door. I leaned against it and counted the seconds.
"1 Mississippi, 2 Mississippi, 3 Mississippi, 4 Mississippi,"
BAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*Whhoa! I guess I should start litening to myself more often.....*
*************************The end of yet another flashback*********************
"That light..."
"Yes..that light IS her love for you. As long as it shines, even just a bit...your love can be restored. And believe me when I tell you that...."she emerged from the shadows,"some things never die."
By this time, Heero was dumbfounded. How could he have not taken that light into account when he was asking himself if he should go back.
Heero walked into his small closet and got a bag. He packed some clothes, food, and the picture of himself and Relena.
*I'm going back...what will I say to her?*
"Words won't be neccesary when she sees you again Heero. No need to worry."
For the first time in weeks, Heero managed a small smile.
"How do you do it?"
"Do what?"she asked innocently.
"How do you know what I'm always thinking?"
"Lets just say...that you think extremely loud..."she said, barely managing to stiffle her laughs as Heero blushed a shade of crimson.
"Well.....uh....er...I..uh...oops?"
That was the last straw, she busted out laughing.
"HOW COULD YOU NOT TELL THAT YOU THINK OUT LOUD?!!!HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!"
"I don't find this at all funny...."
"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!!!!!"
"Hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn..................SHUT UP!!!!!"
The girl immediatley stiffled her laughs, but it was very hard since Heero was still crimson.(AN: Wouldn't he look good if he blushed girls?)
"So..hehe..rr...heh..yy."
"Hn...."
The silence afterward was nerve wrecking.
"Well....I guess I should get going..."
"Yes....you...should.*snicker* Stay out of the sun....your red enough as it is!!!!!HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!"
"If you won't be quiet I'm going to shoot you...."
"Okay...okay...."
"Thank you.......Dororthy....."
And without another word, he walked out the door to reclaim his love.
*******************************End Chpt.3****************************
Author's Notes: So....how was it? Don't forget to read AND review. *hint hint* I know that Dororthy laughing like she has mad cow disease was a bit unessecary but I didn't want the whole story to seem dark.........
Dororthy: I don't have mad cow disease you little fart!!!!!
Sailor Destiny: Why you kiniving little BI....oops....*blushes and waves at all the Christans out there* Lets take this outside, no?
Dororthy: Done deal....
Sailor Destiny: I be back once I mess up Dororhty's face more that it already is. Not to mention drag her around by her hair....ch.4 is on it's way!!!!Laterz!!!!
Heero's P.O.V.
By: The Second Sailor Destiny
Author's Notes: Heellllloooo!!!! Your favorite author, Sailor Destiny is back!!! Bwahahahahahahaha!!!! I am very sorry that I didn't get 15 requests from people asking for a Relena bashing...I really wanted to do one...*sob* ATTENTION: Sailor Destiny has now found a new obbsession....CARDCAPTOR SAKURA!!!! So be on the lookout for Sakura and Li pairings. Although Li rightfully belongs to me...*ahem* Anyhow, I dedicate this part of my story to my very best friend in the world, Lillian, aka Lil' Pan-chan....love ya Lily!!! Sorry folks...not as many crazy author's notes in this part....barely any at all in fact....
P.S.
Do not....I repeat...DO NOT ask me to e-mail you if you aren't gonna get off your lazy butt and write me back!!!!Bridgett22? Ring a bell?! I'm not mad at you...but I get very irritated if I take the time to e-mail someone and they don't write back. Or if you wrote something to someone and they haven't replied in 3 weeks even though they've written to u 3 times before recently. Eternal Fire?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
The Super Duper Gay Disclaimer To All The Buttmonkeys Who Own Gundam Wing and wanna sue me 4 no reason even though they are butt rich and I'm most definatley not:.................................................I don't own it..........*grumble*
Now!!!! On with the awaited story!!!!!!! YYYYYYIIIIIIIIPPPPPPPIIIIIIEEEEEE!!!!!
*I wish that I didn't have a mouth that spoke without permission!!!*
Heero was just remenising about the first time he saw Relena and now he was cursing his mouth's uncanny ability to speak on it's own.
*I don't get you Heero, you're supposed to be the perfect soldier and you are scared of a mere WOMAN!!!*
(AN: HEERO!!! I mortally offended!!! No man of mine is gonna be a sexist pig!!! Consider yourself dumped!!! hehe J/K)
*I remember when she showed me fear...*
*********************Yet another flashback***************************
"Ahhhhhh...ah!!!
"Hhhhnnnn...hunh?!"
I looked up at the screen and expected to see Relena's dead body....but there she stood...alive.
"What in the hell am I thinking? I'd be better off if she died wouldn't I?"
"Heero, is that you? Heero..I want to know why you saved me..."
"I don't know....what's wrong.....what's wrong with ME!!!"
Those eyes.....those eyes had a complete look of trust embedded in them. That was something that I have never seen before. Those eyes...those eyes reflected...love. That look frightened me, that was the first time that I ever experieced fear. I didn't know how to react to this radical feeling so I did the only thing that I knew how to do....
I turned on heel and fled.......
**********************End flashback*********************************
*So much has happend since then...so many things have changed me...*
*We've been through so much since....I've fought for her....she's fought for me....I've cried for her....she's cried for me...she has even held me in her arms after the Marimeia incident...so why can't I go back*
Heero thought all this in mere seconds all while still gripping the picture. As he asked himself numerous questions...a shadow watched him from the shadows.
This mysterious person could read his every thought just by looking into his eyes. She was preparing herself to answer his questions.
"You can't go back because...you are afraid that her love for you has died...you want to make sure that you don't make a fool of yourself once again. Like you did when you lied..and said that you didn't love her..."
Almost at the same time that she took a breath to speak Heero snapped up his gun, cocked it, and pointed it towards the shadow in the shadows.
This shadow noticed the motion od the barrel, he was asking her to show herself.
"Who are you, show yourself!!!"
"I leave who I am for you to decide...if I show myself my trip here would be meaningless."
"Why are you here?" Heero growled.
"You've been living in the shadows Heero...you've been asking them to swallow you whole and never let go. But when they do let you go, you ask 'Why can't I just go back? What are you trying to tell me?' Well, somewhere along the line you got the idea that these shadows would never answer you. You're wrong. I am the shadows and I will answer your plea. We are trying to tell you that you can't turn your back on love. The shadows are the exits that try to enter reality, but can't because the forces of love have banned them. The darkness may change you and the darkness may change Miss Relena, but nothing will destroy the love you two share when you are together. That is why the shadows, your exit, keep rejecting you. That is because there is no escape...."
Heero listened intently to the shadows and while he was lost in thought, the shadow slipped away. When he looked back up, he noticed the emptyness in the shadows and he realized that she was gone. But he could still faintly hear her voice.
"Her love for you has not died....go back...try to remember what you saw the night of your fleeing...when you denied your love for her."
*I'll try*
********************Aren't you tired of these flashbacks yet?*********************
"No...I don't...I guess last night...I was just curious..." I replied with a shrug of my shoulders.
I noted something unusual. I heard a sound that sounded like glass shattering. I looked around since the sound sounded very close, but I saw nothing so it was disregarded and forgotten. However, something had caught my attention ever since I had woken up.
While my Relena was sleeping, I saw a strange glow in her chest. I was worried so I put my hand to her breast. It was warm and welcoming and it seemed to give me the feeling of being whole. When I moved my hand back, I felt as if a part of me was missing.
*That's it!!!" I shouted inwardly
*That glow is her love for me!!!! It is shining quite brightly now...I had to leave before it gets too bright...*
I saw that same glow while she was pleading for me to stay, only it was getting brighter by the minute...
*This isn't good*
Before I had the chance to apoligize, a vase came flying in my direction. I glided to the left just in time.
"Relena STOP!!!"
"WHY SHOULD I? YOU STOLE MY VIRGINITY, MY HEART, AND MY SOUL!!!! YOU TALKED ABOUT MAKING LOVE TO ME LIKE IT WAS WORSE THAN DEATH ITSELF!!! YOU CALLED MY LOVE FOR YOU TRASH!!! DIRT!!! THE SCUM ON THE BOTTOM OF YOUR SHOES!!! I HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO TRY AND KILL YOU!!! NOW GET OUT!!! NOW!!!"
I was about to leave when my eyes crossed hers for a moment. Her eyes were hard as death but they softened for a mere second. And then...I was blinded momentaily by a bright light. Quickly, I looked towards the floor, the souce of the light. There, in uncountable pieces laid the strange glow I had seen earlier...only...when she had snapped and attacked me the glow wasn't visible. But when my eyes crossed hers, it was revived.
*Hello?* My mind was actually talking to me. Funny, it sounded sarcastic...
*Yo, Heero? Listen up!!! In approx. 3 seconds Relena is going to throw a vase at your head. If you don't leave the room right now...it will impact in approx.7 seconds and will most likely give you a concussion...now MOVE!!!!*
Without second thought, I flew out the door. I leaned against it and counted the seconds.
"1 Mississippi, 2 Mississippi, 3 Mississippi, 4 Mississippi,"
BAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*Whhoa! I guess I should start litening to myself more often.....*
*************************The end of yet another flashback*********************
"That light..."
"Yes..that light IS her love for you. As long as it shines, even just a bit...your love can be restored. And believe me when I tell you that...."she emerged from the shadows,"some things never die."
By this time, Heero was dumbfounded. How could he have not taken that light into account when he was asking himself if he should go back.
Heero walked into his small closet and got a bag. He packed some clothes, food, and the picture of himself and Relena.
*I'm going back...what will I say to her?*
"Words won't be neccesary when she sees you again Heero. No need to worry."
For the first time in weeks, Heero managed a small smile.
"How do you do it?"
"Do what?"she asked innocently.
"How do you know what I'm always thinking?"
"Lets just say...that you think extremely loud..."she said, barely managing to stiffle her laughs as Heero blushed a shade of crimson.
"Well.....uh....er...I..uh...oops?"
That was the last straw, she busted out laughing.
"HOW COULD YOU NOT TELL THAT YOU THINK OUT LOUD?!!!HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!"
"I don't find this at all funny...."
"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!!!!!"
"Hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn..................SHUT UP!!!!!"
The girl immediatley stiffled her laughs, but it was very hard since Heero was still crimson.(AN: Wouldn't he look good if he blushed girls?)
"So..hehe..rr...heh..yy."
"Hn...."
The silence afterward was nerve wrecking.
"Well....I guess I should get going..."
"Yes....you...should.*snicker* Stay out of the sun....your red enough as it is!!!!!HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!"
"If you won't be quiet I'm going to shoot you...."
"Okay...okay...."
"Thank you.......Dororthy....."
And without another word, he walked out the door to reclaim his love.
*******************************End Chpt.3****************************
Author's Notes: So....how was it? Don't forget to read AND review. *hint hint* I know that Dororthy laughing like she has mad cow disease was a bit unessecary but I didn't want the whole story to seem dark.........
Dororthy: I don't have mad cow disease you little fart!!!!!
Sailor Destiny: Why you kiniving little BI....oops....*blushes and waves at all the Christans out there* Lets take this outside, no?
Dororthy: Done deal....
Sailor Destiny: I be back once I mess up Dororhty's face more that it already is. Not to mention drag her around by her hair....ch.4 is on it's way!!!!Laterz!!!!