Hope

I'm lonely...
and I'm losing hope...
like a wilitng flower...
it loses everything...second by second...
minute by minute...and then it dies...

I've just blocked everyone out...
I've opened myself up...
to one person...
I'm in love you know?
But it's hidden...and unseen...

A lot of things hurt me...
when I think about him...
I can't touch him...
Hold him...feel him...kiss him...
but I want to...badly...

Everytime I see him...
I just stay in the shadows...
just watching him...
I can't do much...
I don't want to hurt him...

Everytime I touch something...
I hurt it...
I would kill myself...
if he's hurt...
by me especially...

I can't really experience true love...
I won't be able to touch anything for real...
I want to experience the world...
but it scares me...
he scares me...

I've told him everything...
except for one thing...
I'm lonely...and in love...
but it's not the right time...
but...I'm hoping...just hoping..

And I'll wait...I can't keep it in forever...
cause maybe one day...
I'll be able to touch him...
and tell him...one thing...
I love you.