Dreams that tortured 2 hearts
sm story by: eternal
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Hi guys it's me eternal again! this is my 2nd story. phew! I hope you guys enjoyed when danger brings love together. I hope this one will be better though. Basically another serena and darien story i came up with during their break up. Its kind of long, but kind of good and somewhat humorous. Again I do NOT owe sm. unfornately -_-() but its okay as long as we can come up stories of them w/o being sued. . Well i'll shut up now and let u read. bye!
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When I first saw her, I looked directly in those beautiful deep ocean colored eyes of hers. Her hair shone in the sun light. She was absolutely the most goregous girl, I have ever ran into. I automatically, I knew I had to have her. But I don't know, why, but something told me I know this girl, a long time ago. I just didn't comprehend, what that was. I shrugged it off. When she apologized her angelic, gentle, and sweetness in her tone, was so sincere. I just couldn't think a girl like this exsist. She has blond hair. Both tied on the side of her hair into 2 buns and leaving to strings of her hair lose. "wait a minute, her hair looks like a pair of meatballs." "oh, I'm so sorry, sir." she said. "are you okay miss, but next time you better watch were your going." "I"m so sorry. I really do apologize." She seemed to be in a hurry, she was probaly running late to somwhere. " I accept your apology, meatball head." "meatball head? who do you think you are in calling me that?" she said angrliy. Hey she looks cute when she's angry, I get to see her flushed red. (which made her very cute and prettier) "with all due respect, but your hair looks like a pair of meatballs." I said."well, there not so there." she stick out her tongue on me, and walked away. Couldn't take my eyes away from her. I don't know there was something about that girl. I just can't describe it. hehe... I would purposely run into places that she been, just for me to see her beautiful self, and try to talk to her. ALthough most of the time, I would call her meatball head, and she would take it has insult, and insult me back. Sometimes, when I don't go to places she goes on purposely, I keep running into her anyways. I wonder if it's fate, trying to play a trick on me or something. Til this day, I wonder what her first reaction towards me was, when we first met. .....
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But that was in the past. Never, thought I would get with her. But since the first time I saw her, I knew I loved her. I just hid my feelings, from people. Didn't let anyone get close to me. But with this girl, I don't know why, I seem I can trust her. I would tease her sooo much just to hide my true feelings. She was innocent. Her name is serena. See, she's sailormoon and the moon princess. I am Prince darien, the prince of earth. But I didn't fall for her,bcuz in our past lives we were in love. No way, I loved her way before, we found out our true identies. But hey, were Still fighting. Right now, I'm so hurt, I can't think, I can't sleep, and I can't eat or study. (for the matter of fact) See lately, I have been having strange dreams, and In my dreams a familar voice, is telling me, that if serena and I were to be togehter She will be placed in great danger. What I don't get, is that how can I endanger her? I"m in love with her, I would never in my life hurt her. And when were fighting aganist our enemies, and she's in trouble, i'm always there protecting her. I"m her protector of course, and will always will be. If anyone messes with her, I will personally strangle them and will have no mercy whatsoever on them. Anywayz, to get the matters, the thing is, that Bcuz of these dreams, and my fear that something will happen to my princess, I had no choice, but to break up with her. That was the hardest thing had to do in my life, and the hardest decision I had ever made. But what hurts me more, is too see serena, suffering over our relationship. Seeing her sad face, just makes me want to go up to her, and dry to tears away, and kiss her and hold her tightly, So we won't ever let go and be together forever. I"m miserable. My life is lonlelier than before. I keep telling my self it's to protect her life, and that helps me control my temptations on having her in my arms right now. I have to make her think, I'm the biggest jerk. I have to. I really am not, but it's for the best. Funny part, I think, this hurts her more, than her being with me. So it doesnt' make any sense to me whatsoever. I'm suffering a heartache, and Inside of me I feel like there's a rose, in us. Like the heart's petals is falling one by one all the way to the bottom of my feet and I'm steping over the shattered pieces of my heart left. It's been 3 months since our breakup. I can't live like this. This is so unfair. I feel like my life is useless. There's no more that sunshine, that shone on me. It's basically all thunder and lighting and rain on me. Serena oh serena, how I do love you so. I hate to see you hurting, especially if it's me the one who's doing all the hurting. I hate myself for that. Another funny part is that, I keep running into her, and to avoid her seeing me, i turn another way, and usually she doesn't see me. But even if you did see her face kind of happy around her friends, I can still see throught those deep ocean blue eyes of saddness. I've never seen someone suffering like that, except me of course. Seeing her like that tortures me so much. Sometimes I would hide and some place and spy on her. Most of the times, I see guys around her and flirting with her and their eyes popping out, that makes me wanna go out and beat and each one of them up, and announce that she is mine. But I can't do that. Sadly enough. Has if the death of my parents weren't enough for me to suffer, and now take the most dearest and valuable thing I love the most away from me, it just plain isn't fair. So than what's the point on living , and not being with the people you love? But i am here to protect her, and that I will do. I promise.
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When I ran into him, and was held at his strong arms, I practically melted. I didn't want him to let go, but I was in a hurry, and he probaly was busy so he let me go. When I saw into his ocean blue eyes of his, I couldn't help but to think, I be lost in those. *he is cute* I thought. and bumping into his chest and feeling how buff he is, made me feel so secure and protected somehow. I can't exactly describe it. I felt has if I've known him in the past. *OH, I'm so sorry sir, I really am." "are you okay miss, but next time, you better watch where your going* he said in that deep voice of his. "I"m so sorry, I do apologize." I said it sincerely. Than he got out of my trance when he said this. " I accept your apology meat ball head." those words, had made me furioius. "meatball head? who do you think you are calling me that?" I asked demandly. No one has ever called me that before. So I was not only angered by his namecalling but surprised to. "With all due respect miss, but your hair looks like a pair of meatballs." he told me. I felt insulted. I thought that man was rude and a jerk. "there not so there." I replied back and I sticked my tongue out at him and walked away. That man, had made me upset and not only that, trying be formal and rude does not mix. IT's either one of the other. *what a jerk, but a cute jerk!* I thought to myself, has I left. But there was something about him, I can't exactly put it.
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Boy, never in a thousand years, I would like a someone, like Darien. Yes, darien. that was his name. I don't know why, but everywhere I went either I see him, Or I end up bumping into him. I thought at first that was weird. Than I got a sudden Idea that fate was playing cruelty on me at first. He would tease me so much, it made me angry. Although, he would always be mean to me and teased me (which was one of the reason we did not get along at first) I still somehow liked the guy. Hey, But sometimes I would come out with comebacks, so he can just leave me alone. Never at this time, would I have ever thought, I would fall totally in love with him. Considereing our past lives. I'm the moonprincess and he's the prince of earth. Which I thought that was cool. Despite that, there was times, he was courtieous, and gentleman like and really nice to me. I thought for sure he hated me. Now that I think about it, he never did, he was just hiding his feelings for me. Just like he is now. I'm so depressed. I feel like life have no meaning. I never thought I would end up with him, and especially in just a short time. My friends have been trying their best to console me and cheer me up. Which I do appreciate. Awww... ami, raye, lita, mina, and let's not forget molly and melvin(although melvin is not really the person I hang with the most). their such good friends, I promised myself I wouldn't let them down. I keep crying every night before I go to sleep. I play that star locket he gave me during a fight when he was dressed in his tuxedo mask suit. I love the music it plays. It's our song. Oh, luna tries to help. but she usually nags at me for my laziness. I don't even feel like there's a life in me anymore, how can I do things? I love him sooo much, this break up is really killing me. I do anything to go back for him. But the mystery, remains, why did he break up wtih me. That question tortures me the most, which affects me. I didn't know why. But I had to hide from him. I could barely face him. Even though we're apart, I will always have him in my heart. I can't eat, sleep, or think. This whole thing is killing me. How I need darien. Although were apart now, we will always be eachother's connection and soulmates. Which consoles me alot. We will always be ours. he's mine and I'm his. what can I say? I think I did something wrong, but I don't know what it is, and he doesnt' tell me. I'm so frustrated, hurt, and confused by it. But, Now, I'm starting to think were not meant to be with each other, so I decided to try to move on, and start dating or finding someone else. My friends, are happy to hear about my decision. They think The same. So i'll be moving on.
Well, it's been a month since I've been avoiding darien. I have been unable to see him. I really do miss him. But oh well, this is for my best. Today, while walking back to school. I decided to avoid the arcade today, so I took another route to go home. Well, Right now, I'm about to turn the corner right now. " Oh, I apologize, I"m so sorry. " I said. than when I look up it's darien! When I look down, I see serena! Oh no, a month has passed by without seeing her, and now I'm starting to run into her agai. Although I must say I have missed her tremendously. "mea...I mean, serena. Um....I"m sorry, I got to go now. see ya later." I said walking away. I can't believe I just saw her. In seeing her sad beautiful blue eyes made me feel worst that what I really am. I hate this. Than suddenly I hear her angelic voice crying out my name. I can't be that mean, so I decided to turn around and hear what she got to say. "darien!" I said, almost about to cry, but I'm holding my tears back, has strongly has I can. " What is wrong with you darien? why don't you give me the reason, why we broke up? And don't tell me, it's becuz you don't love me anymore, bcuz no one can just fall out of love that easily." I said with so much emotion in me. " Serena, I.... can't explain. I'm sorry." I had to say that to her, That really killed me seeing her talking with such emotion in her. "no, darien, you can. Don't you know, that by not telling me the reason, only makes me feel worst, Don't you know, not knowing what happened kills me most of all. Why are you doing this?" I shouted. *oh serena, I can't..i'm sorry, i'm afraid to tell you it was those horrible dreams.* But what she told me is true, I mean if she broke up with me, and she the same reason, i had and does not tell me, it would only kill me and torture me. "Don't you know, that question, in my head asking me where did I go wrong and why did he break up with me? tortures and hunts me at night.?" I kept shouting at him. I didn't care, I had to tell him how I feel so he can tell me. "serena, I'm sure, you will find that answer sooner or later." I told her. "well, you know what darien, I had enough of this suffering, If you won't tell me, than that's fine, but Let me tell you something, I will find someone else, who wouldn't just break up with me, and not telling me why. I'm sure I'll find someone else who will love me better and treats me alot better than you do. Good bye darien. This is it for me." I said. I was ready to cry, but I fought the tears back. I just saw him standing there, water was filled in eyes to, but I can't do anything, if he won't tell me anything, so I decided to turn around and walk away. What! her finding someone else! It can be, she's mine. I had to do something. So I decided to go after her. "no, serena wait!" I shouted. "no, darien, I'm not going to wait anymore, Goodbye." I said walking away and tears ran through my cheeks. Oh what torture, now I feel 10xs worst than before. So I just stood there, looking after her, tears ran down my cheeks. *I'm so sorry, serena* i kept saying to myself. But I did tell you to find someone else. Oh no, she will. I can't permit that. She's the only one for me. Any guy dares to lay his hand on her, they will have to go through me, before that happens. But Now, I decided to spy on her, so I'm basically following her. I know, I know I shouldn't. And that's it's my fault that were both like t his. but hey, the dream can be true. Anyways, So i see her flowing hair on the hair shining under the sun. She is so beautiful and so stunning. Those sad eyes are still pictured in me, trying to torture me. The worst thing I can't do a thing about it. Then out of my thoughts I see some guy, flirting with her. and the worst thing she is flirting with him back!! I can't believe it! maybe what she said was true. I can still hear those exact words of hers.
sm story by: eternal
G
Hi guys it's me eternal again! this is my 2nd story. phew! I hope you guys enjoyed when danger brings love together. I hope this one will be better though. Basically another serena and darien story i came up with during their break up. Its kind of long, but kind of good and somewhat humorous. Again I do NOT owe sm. unfornately -_-() but its okay as long as we can come up stories of them w/o being sued. . Well i'll shut up now and let u read. bye!
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When I first saw her, I looked directly in those beautiful deep ocean colored eyes of hers. Her hair shone in the sun light. She was absolutely the most goregous girl, I have ever ran into. I automatically, I knew I had to have her. But I don't know, why, but something told me I know this girl, a long time ago. I just didn't comprehend, what that was. I shrugged it off. When she apologized her angelic, gentle, and sweetness in her tone, was so sincere. I just couldn't think a girl like this exsist. She has blond hair. Both tied on the side of her hair into 2 buns and leaving to strings of her hair lose. "wait a minute, her hair looks like a pair of meatballs." "oh, I'm so sorry, sir." she said. "are you okay miss, but next time you better watch were your going." "I"m so sorry. I really do apologize." She seemed to be in a hurry, she was probaly running late to somwhere. " I accept your apology, meatball head." "meatball head? who do you think you are in calling me that?" she said angrliy. Hey she looks cute when she's angry, I get to see her flushed red. (which made her very cute and prettier) "with all due respect, but your hair looks like a pair of meatballs." I said."well, there not so there." she stick out her tongue on me, and walked away. Couldn't take my eyes away from her. I don't know there was something about that girl. I just can't describe it. hehe... I would purposely run into places that she been, just for me to see her beautiful self, and try to talk to her. ALthough most of the time, I would call her meatball head, and she would take it has insult, and insult me back. Sometimes, when I don't go to places she goes on purposely, I keep running into her anyways. I wonder if it's fate, trying to play a trick on me or something. Til this day, I wonder what her first reaction towards me was, when we first met. .....
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But that was in the past. Never, thought I would get with her. But since the first time I saw her, I knew I loved her. I just hid my feelings, from people. Didn't let anyone get close to me. But with this girl, I don't know why, I seem I can trust her. I would tease her sooo much just to hide my true feelings. She was innocent. Her name is serena. See, she's sailormoon and the moon princess. I am Prince darien, the prince of earth. But I didn't fall for her,bcuz in our past lives we were in love. No way, I loved her way before, we found out our true identies. But hey, were Still fighting. Right now, I'm so hurt, I can't think, I can't sleep, and I can't eat or study. (for the matter of fact) See lately, I have been having strange dreams, and In my dreams a familar voice, is telling me, that if serena and I were to be togehter She will be placed in great danger. What I don't get, is that how can I endanger her? I"m in love with her, I would never in my life hurt her. And when were fighting aganist our enemies, and she's in trouble, i'm always there protecting her. I"m her protector of course, and will always will be. If anyone messes with her, I will personally strangle them and will have no mercy whatsoever on them. Anywayz, to get the matters, the thing is, that Bcuz of these dreams, and my fear that something will happen to my princess, I had no choice, but to break up with her. That was the hardest thing had to do in my life, and the hardest decision I had ever made. But what hurts me more, is too see serena, suffering over our relationship. Seeing her sad face, just makes me want to go up to her, and dry to tears away, and kiss her and hold her tightly, So we won't ever let go and be together forever. I"m miserable. My life is lonlelier than before. I keep telling my self it's to protect her life, and that helps me control my temptations on having her in my arms right now. I have to make her think, I'm the biggest jerk. I have to. I really am not, but it's for the best. Funny part, I think, this hurts her more, than her being with me. So it doesnt' make any sense to me whatsoever. I'm suffering a heartache, and Inside of me I feel like there's a rose, in us. Like the heart's petals is falling one by one all the way to the bottom of my feet and I'm steping over the shattered pieces of my heart left. It's been 3 months since our breakup. I can't live like this. This is so unfair. I feel like my life is useless. There's no more that sunshine, that shone on me. It's basically all thunder and lighting and rain on me. Serena oh serena, how I do love you so. I hate to see you hurting, especially if it's me the one who's doing all the hurting. I hate myself for that. Another funny part is that, I keep running into her, and to avoid her seeing me, i turn another way, and usually she doesn't see me. But even if you did see her face kind of happy around her friends, I can still see throught those deep ocean blue eyes of saddness. I've never seen someone suffering like that, except me of course. Seeing her like that tortures me so much. Sometimes I would hide and some place and spy on her. Most of the times, I see guys around her and flirting with her and their eyes popping out, that makes me wanna go out and beat and each one of them up, and announce that she is mine. But I can't do that. Sadly enough. Has if the death of my parents weren't enough for me to suffer, and now take the most dearest and valuable thing I love the most away from me, it just plain isn't fair. So than what's the point on living , and not being with the people you love? But i am here to protect her, and that I will do. I promise.
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When I ran into him, and was held at his strong arms, I practically melted. I didn't want him to let go, but I was in a hurry, and he probaly was busy so he let me go. When I saw into his ocean blue eyes of his, I couldn't help but to think, I be lost in those. *he is cute* I thought. and bumping into his chest and feeling how buff he is, made me feel so secure and protected somehow. I can't exactly describe it. I felt has if I've known him in the past. *OH, I'm so sorry sir, I really am." "are you okay miss, but next time, you better watch where your going* he said in that deep voice of his. "I"m so sorry, I do apologize." I said it sincerely. Than he got out of my trance when he said this. " I accept your apology meat ball head." those words, had made me furioius. "meatball head? who do you think you are calling me that?" I asked demandly. No one has ever called me that before. So I was not only angered by his namecalling but surprised to. "With all due respect miss, but your hair looks like a pair of meatballs." he told me. I felt insulted. I thought that man was rude and a jerk. "there not so there." I replied back and I sticked my tongue out at him and walked away. That man, had made me upset and not only that, trying be formal and rude does not mix. IT's either one of the other. *what a jerk, but a cute jerk!* I thought to myself, has I left. But there was something about him, I can't exactly put it.
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Boy, never in a thousand years, I would like a someone, like Darien. Yes, darien. that was his name. I don't know why, but everywhere I went either I see him, Or I end up bumping into him. I thought at first that was weird. Than I got a sudden Idea that fate was playing cruelty on me at first. He would tease me so much, it made me angry. Although, he would always be mean to me and teased me (which was one of the reason we did not get along at first) I still somehow liked the guy. Hey, But sometimes I would come out with comebacks, so he can just leave me alone. Never at this time, would I have ever thought, I would fall totally in love with him. Considereing our past lives. I'm the moonprincess and he's the prince of earth. Which I thought that was cool. Despite that, there was times, he was courtieous, and gentleman like and really nice to me. I thought for sure he hated me. Now that I think about it, he never did, he was just hiding his feelings for me. Just like he is now. I'm so depressed. I feel like life have no meaning. I never thought I would end up with him, and especially in just a short time. My friends have been trying their best to console me and cheer me up. Which I do appreciate. Awww... ami, raye, lita, mina, and let's not forget molly and melvin(although melvin is not really the person I hang with the most). their such good friends, I promised myself I wouldn't let them down. I keep crying every night before I go to sleep. I play that star locket he gave me during a fight when he was dressed in his tuxedo mask suit. I love the music it plays. It's our song. Oh, luna tries to help. but she usually nags at me for my laziness. I don't even feel like there's a life in me anymore, how can I do things? I love him sooo much, this break up is really killing me. I do anything to go back for him. But the mystery, remains, why did he break up wtih me. That question tortures me the most, which affects me. I didn't know why. But I had to hide from him. I could barely face him. Even though we're apart, I will always have him in my heart. I can't eat, sleep, or think. This whole thing is killing me. How I need darien. Although were apart now, we will always be eachother's connection and soulmates. Which consoles me alot. We will always be ours. he's mine and I'm his. what can I say? I think I did something wrong, but I don't know what it is, and he doesnt' tell me. I'm so frustrated, hurt, and confused by it. But, Now, I'm starting to think were not meant to be with each other, so I decided to try to move on, and start dating or finding someone else. My friends, are happy to hear about my decision. They think The same. So i'll be moving on.
Well, it's been a month since I've been avoiding darien. I have been unable to see him. I really do miss him. But oh well, this is for my best. Today, while walking back to school. I decided to avoid the arcade today, so I took another route to go home. Well, Right now, I'm about to turn the corner right now. " Oh, I apologize, I"m so sorry. " I said. than when I look up it's darien! When I look down, I see serena! Oh no, a month has passed by without seeing her, and now I'm starting to run into her agai. Although I must say I have missed her tremendously. "mea...I mean, serena. Um....I"m sorry, I got to go now. see ya later." I said walking away. I can't believe I just saw her. In seeing her sad beautiful blue eyes made me feel worst that what I really am. I hate this. Than suddenly I hear her angelic voice crying out my name. I can't be that mean, so I decided to turn around and hear what she got to say. "darien!" I said, almost about to cry, but I'm holding my tears back, has strongly has I can. " What is wrong with you darien? why don't you give me the reason, why we broke up? And don't tell me, it's becuz you don't love me anymore, bcuz no one can just fall out of love that easily." I said with so much emotion in me. " Serena, I.... can't explain. I'm sorry." I had to say that to her, That really killed me seeing her talking with such emotion in her. "no, darien, you can. Don't you know, that by not telling me the reason, only makes me feel worst, Don't you know, not knowing what happened kills me most of all. Why are you doing this?" I shouted. *oh serena, I can't..i'm sorry, i'm afraid to tell you it was those horrible dreams.* But what she told me is true, I mean if she broke up with me, and she the same reason, i had and does not tell me, it would only kill me and torture me. "Don't you know, that question, in my head asking me where did I go wrong and why did he break up with me? tortures and hunts me at night.?" I kept shouting at him. I didn't care, I had to tell him how I feel so he can tell me. "serena, I'm sure, you will find that answer sooner or later." I told her. "well, you know what darien, I had enough of this suffering, If you won't tell me, than that's fine, but Let me tell you something, I will find someone else, who wouldn't just break up with me, and not telling me why. I'm sure I'll find someone else who will love me better and treats me alot better than you do. Good bye darien. This is it for me." I said. I was ready to cry, but I fought the tears back. I just saw him standing there, water was filled in eyes to, but I can't do anything, if he won't tell me anything, so I decided to turn around and walk away. What! her finding someone else! It can be, she's mine. I had to do something. So I decided to go after her. "no, serena wait!" I shouted. "no, darien, I'm not going to wait anymore, Goodbye." I said walking away and tears ran through my cheeks. Oh what torture, now I feel 10xs worst than before. So I just stood there, looking after her, tears ran down my cheeks. *I'm so sorry, serena* i kept saying to myself. But I did tell you to find someone else. Oh no, she will. I can't permit that. She's the only one for me. Any guy dares to lay his hand on her, they will have to go through me, before that happens. But Now, I decided to spy on her, so I'm basically following her. I know, I know I shouldn't. And that's it's my fault that were both like t his. but hey, the dream can be true. Anyways, So i see her flowing hair on the hair shining under the sun. She is so beautiful and so stunning. Those sad eyes are still pictured in me, trying to torture me. The worst thing I can't do a thing about it. Then out of my thoughts I see some guy, flirting with her. and the worst thing she is flirting with him back!! I can't believe it! maybe what she said was true. I can still hear those exact words of hers.