Dreams that tortured 2 hearts
sm story by: eternal
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Hi guys it's me eternal again! this is my 2nd story. phew! I hope you guys enjoyed when danger brings love together. I hope this one will be better though. Basically another serena and darien story i came up with during their break up. Its kind of long, but kind of good and somewhat humorous. Again I do NOT owe sm. unfornately -_-() but its okay as long as we can come up stories of them w/o being sued. . Well i'll shut up now and let u read. bye!
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When alan and I got to the resturant, it was pack. But he said, the wait is worth it. Because the food here was great he told me. Ah, food, I love the sound of it. I can't wait to dig in. well, we got seated in like 15 minutes and we went into our table. alan hold the chair for me, like a gentlemen. Ahh....here we go again. Remebering darien's gentlemen like. I decided to shake the thought off. Although my heart, was aching alot. When I got to the resturant, it was pack of people, ann looked in patient. but, I told her the wait here, was worth it, because the food here was great. *hey, I use to tell serena that.* I thought. My heart was aching a whole lot more. I did feel bad, for earlier. Well, we finally gotten a table to sit down. I hold the chair for ann, and it reminded me of serena again. *oh, no not again. Please darien, stop thinking about her.* I said to myself. I don't why, but suddenly I got this feeling. I can't explain it. Iike if my heart was trying to tell me something. *I can't believe i'm in a date with the hottest guy in school.* I thought. He looked cuter than ever. "so serena, tell me. What do you do afterschool?" " I...well I use to go to the arcade and play the sailor v game, but now, I just go home and help out with my mom doing chores and I rest and do homework." i said. " really? I didn't know you liked video games." he told me. "yeah, I do." "how come you don't go to the arcade anymore." he had to asked that. "well, I needed a break from that place." I answered. "oh....that's cool..." "so what do you do...besides playing sports?" i asked. " well, after practice I go home and i take a shower and i study." "that's good....but sounds a bit tiring." I said. "yeah, it is. especially when you have to do it everyweek, until the season is over." "wow, that must be hard on you." "yeah, it is that's why I rarely have any dates." I looked at him. "how come? I mean all the girls seem to be intrested in you." I said. " yeah, but its' the busy schedule. Plus, i'm not intrested in all those girls, just one in particular." I looked at him, nervously, " and who would that lucky girl be?" I asked flirtingly. " well, isn't it obvious?" he said grabing my hands into his. I just looked and blushed. "darien, tell me, what do you do for fun?" ann asked me. " well, I like to read. um...go out and drink some coffee or something." I said. *i must sound like a dork. better yet a nerd. I know serena. She wouldn't care, she would understand me. She loved me. Oh well. "that's cool.""what about you what do you do for fun?" "me, I also like to read. um...basically i do like to go out sometimes." "oh that's good." I replied. My eyes were searching the room. Then suddenly I find myself a blond girl with two pairs of buns letting some of her hair loose. It looks like a pair of meatballs, just like my meatball head. Then suddenly it clicked to me. Could serena be here tonight? is that her, I thought. Yes, it is, it's that guy who was with her earlier today, the one i wanted to kill. Now even more than ever. For taking my serena out. So, she did mean what she said. I looked down sadly, but quicky got it up and looked into ann's eyes. "well, the food here is certainly good here." I said. Making conversation. "yes, it is. It's good here, that your enjoying your dinner."he responded. Than all out of a sudden, he sees a guy a he gets a rose and handles one for me. "but you already gave me a dozen roses?" I asked confusingly. 'yeah, but it wouldn't hurt for you to have one more, especially when i'm reminding you my feelings." he told me. I blushed. "well, thank u." I said. "Darien. Darien. are you okay? why are you staring in that couple" ann asked. when I heard the word couple, I turned around madly. and kept quiet for awhile. I had to keep it cool. "no, nothing, i was just thinking." i said as calmy as possible. " what were you thinking about?" ann had asked. *only, how I wanted to kill that bastard, for giving serena a rose, in which that corresponds to me ONlY* I thought. but i wasn't about to tell ann that. "no, just about some personal stuff, I really do not want to comment." I said trying to save myself out of this one. "okay, I understand." she said nicely. Ann was really nice, she was patient with me. I really appreciated that. So I decided to put some attention to her, and just forget what i just saw and who was here. Although I don't think serena really knows. "so serena, would you like to dance?" "yeah, sure." I said smilingly. The night was going great for me. Nothing couldn't ruin it. I had a great date, who was a gentlemen and respected me. I was happy. but then again, still depressed. I liked this guy for sure, but still no one couldn't take darien's place in my heart. Well, he got up and than went over to my seat and offered my hand. I thought that was so sweet. Well, I got up and we went to the dance floor. *wow, I'm not klutzy this evening. Thank God. * i thought. but hey, I wasn't perfect either. Well, it was a slow dance. And it was going great, until. *WHAT?!* I think I just saw darien. *no way, he couldn't possibly be here. and with someone else. I can't believe this. What a jerk!* I thought. That was him. I looked at him and he was smiling at her. When I saw him, my heart was in a deeper pain, than what it was. oh so what, I'm here with somebody else. Alan treats me well, he treats me the way i deserve. But still I couldn't help it. my eyes was starting to get watery. Than out of nowhere, when I put my head up to look at alan's eye. with the corner of my eyes, I saw darien looking at me and alan and i can tell that jealousy was in his eyes. Eyes never lie. *oh well, it's his lost.* i said to myself. *I don't believe this guy, he first gives my serena a rose, and now he's dancing with her. He's definitely putting his moves on her. I can't allow this or tolerate this anymore. Wait a minute i'm here with ann, i can't just leave her. anyways it's too late. I can't believe serena is dancing wiht this bozo. who does he think he is dancing with my serena.? I can't believe serena, hasn't seen me yet. * I thought jealously. Well, if that was the game, I was going to play it to. So i offered ann to dance. " ann, would you like to dance with me?" I asked. " sure." she said. *oh poor ann, If I do this, i'm just going to lead her on.* I thought, but hey this is just one little date, nothing much. and she should know that. So I offered my hand to ann and i took her out dancing. that's when. "hey, ann what are you doing here?" serena's date asked. "alan?!" ann said. "oh, my goodness." they both ran into each other giving each other a hug. Than darien and I just looked at each other. I just looked away from his eyes, feeling his eyes still looking at me. *wow, he looked handsome as usual* i thought. Ann and alan kept talking. When suddenly i snapped out of my trance when I heared ann saying, "why don't you two comeover and join us?" "well....do you mind serena?" darien kept looking. and I was uncomfortable, hurt, happy in seeing darien, and all these mixed feelings altogether. It's weird. I can't really explain it. But what Shocked me the most was when..."sure, why not?" I said. I can't believe I agreed to that. Darien's eyes widened. I think he was just as surprised as I was. Then after the dance, ann had led us to the waiter and they gave a booth for four and we all sat awkardly. But ann and alan seem like their having a good time. They kept talking and laughing. Of course serena and I joined and we laughed and goodness seeing serena laughed like that had made me laugh. After our share of laughs, Darien, and I looked at each other, like we yearned for one another. I know i do yearn for him, but i don't think he feels the same, although, deep inside my heart, i wished that he did. Than later on our food arrived, and Of course i ate, but this time, i ate with pace and well mannered. Not my usual just munch it down. When I looked up, I realized darien was suprised and shocked at seeing this, by his confused expression it told me that. He looked funny, but i had to hold back the many giggles i wanted to let out. So far in the evening, I've noticed that darien kept looking at me, wth those familar eyes. In which meant how much he loved me and wanted to be with me. Than when i wouldn't be looking, something told me he kept looking at me. which brought a little giggle. "what's so funny?" Alan asked turning to me. "nothing, why?" i asked back all innocent. "because u just giggled all of a sudden." alan replied back. Darien and ann were just looking at us and hearing our conversation. Darien looked concerned, but mostly curious. i can tell. "did i? well...i do tend to daydream, so i probaly giggled at that." I said nervously. Darien noticed my nervousness, so that got him more curious and worried. "what were u daydreaming about, serena?" alan asked oh no, i knew he was going to ask me that. let's see what i could come up, i can't tell them, what i thought was about darien. for goodness sake, darien was in front of me, and i wasn't going to let him get to me. "well, um....let see...um..i can't seem to remeber, seriously." I said nervously. Darien, had probaly caught on, bcuz he seemed like not concerned, more like curious, and he seemed to have questions on my mind. " well, that's okay, we all 4get in one way or another." alan said understanding. *oh he's so understanding, thank goodness.* I said to myself. Serena seemed, like she was way of. but she giggled, so i wonder what could have been so funny, that made her giggle. I mean, it didn't seem it was about me, because i seem to hurt her. Oh, I hope she hasn't notice, that i've been looking at her, but i can't help it, I mean yes, it was painful, but she was so beautiful, i had to drown myself into her beauty. I also have noticed that we both have not said a word to each other in all night, so i can assume, she's uncomfortable, as I am. why? why? why did those stupid dreams have to come and destroy everything i had been living for? Why? This pain is so unbearable to me. why did it had to interfere with our love and relationship? why does it tortures us? I mean, this dream is torturing boh our hearts. I can tell serena is hurt, but also which is scaring the world of me, is the fact she's really moving on. Oh, that's what's hurts me more. I can't bare to see serena with someone else, no way, she's mine. B4 that i....I can't do anything about it. She'd kill me if I tried to hurt anyone else around her. So i sigh of defeat. Then again, I can't promise her i won't interfere with the fact they hurt her feelings or try to hurt her in any other way. But I don't know about this alan guy, he better not try to make any moves on my meatball head that's for sure."darien, darien. hey where have u been? welcome back to earth?" ann asked me. I could tell they have tried to get my attention, heck, even serena looked concerned, which brought a smile to my face, because that let me knows she still cares. "darien, why are u smiling like that?" ann had asked again. Everyone in the table curious, heck,
even my meatball head to. (which by the way i'm not surprised) I felt a blush creeping into my face. "me...smiling like what?" i asked nervously, and i hope i didn't show any signs of it also. Then all of a sudden i heard a familar giggle. "what are u giggling about again, serena?" I asked curious."oh nothing forget it." serena said. "no,tell us what were u giggling about?" i kept asking now with more curiousity than ever. "well...do u really want me to tell why? she asked challenging. But i got suspicious when she emphasized on the really. Maybe she knew or even saw my blush. Oh no, i feel like hiding. no she couldn't. I said calming myself down and thought what i was going to answer. "well...yeah." i said, battling over my fear and my curiousity. Anything about serena, I wanted to know. "well, okay. well, i was giggling the way u blushed." serena said. * I can't believe she said that* i thought to myself shocked. She actually noticed, my eyes were wide, which it gave it away. "I asked u if u REALLY wanted to know why" serena said, kept on giggling. Now i think i wanted to go under the table and hide. "yeah, well u i did, and now i k now so that's it." darien said. I kept on giggling because darien looks so cute blushing and even more adorable when he gets nervous, although i am curious what he was thinking about. "u know u 2 are so out of it this evening" ann said, and both darien and I looked at each other and than at ann. "what do u mean by that ann?" "well, serena, u were out of it first, because u giggled over something u forgot and darien had just drifted away also, and well..there u go out of it." ann explained to me and darn it i had to giggle out loud. Darien was just sat there really quite with a straight face. Darien, if he wanted to he can sure act. "yeah, i know, do u 2 know something we don't know?" alan asked. Now that really got Darien and I nervous, I felt his eyes on me and I looked up and he looked at alan, all serious, which i have not ever seen him look at someone like that."No." darien answered seriously. "oh k, well not that i mind u serena to giggle, because u do bright up the room with that special and loving smile of urs." alan said looking at me. Darien just stared really serious. WHAT?! i can't believe he just said that infront of me, That's my girl who he's talking to. Darn it. Darn it. I got even more pissed off when he grabbed her hand and kissed it. That is what got me to get ticked off. I couldn't stand it anymore. I had to do something. "hey, ann, let's go, I feel bad for interuppting their date time." i said, I had to leave, if not, i would have done some permanet damagae to that guy. "well.....okay." ann said unsurely. "plus it's getting late anyways, i think i should drive u home already" i said. Than i felt a familar eyes on me, and i saw serena, her eyes were watery and i felt bad seeing them, but she did well in holding back her tears. So that pushed me my anxiousness of leaving grow even more. Wait a minute it is getting late, He better drive serena home. Oh no, i can't believe i'm actually leaving her alone with this person. Well..than. I saw darien and ann getting up and were saying their goodbyes. "bye serena." darien said to me. I was shocked to hear that he actually talked to me. "bye darien." I said with emphasis the word bye on purpose, so he knows i really meant what i said earlier. But honestly folks, i really didn't mean it. I just wanted to upset him and make him feel as bad as I do. Anyways, they left and my tears that i held back, had finallly gone away. Now alan and I were alone on the booth. "serena, are u okay?" alan said concerned. "yea, i'm fine, i was just thinking how sweet u r for being so concerned for me." I said. "aww serena." he said coming closer to me pulling me closer to him and he put his arm around me. "it's true" i said, honestly. he was sweet and treated me with so gentlemen like i really liked it. I finally dropped ann home, and i was heading straight to my apartment, and I couldn't help but to wonder, if alan was still with my meatball head. Than suddenly I got the idea of going back to the restruant. and see what they were up to and if he had dropped my serena at home. wait a minute what's with my. she's not mine anymore, but she will always in my heart. Well, when i got there. I saw them leaving. Alan was being gentle with serena and he better be.he opened the door for her and she got in. But just 2 make sure i followed them. I was relieved when alan dropped serena home, it wasn't even funny. She had gotten home safely. Well, now it's time for me to be heading to my apartment. When I got home, my mom had asked me how my date was, i told her it was great, putting on my fakest smile, but she actually bought it, of course u see my dad on the chair with a newspaper in my hand and looking grumpy, so i go up to him kiss him in the cheek, and i guess that helped him cool off. So well i go to my room and recall all tonights activity. *oh darien, y?* i asked myself, and i feel a tear rolling down in my cheek. I look out in my window and look at the moon and sighed deeply. rini, had asked me about my date earlier, i told her i had a great time, I guess she's hoping i stayed with darien, becuz she too sighed, but i was up later. She had fallen asleep already. The only i have told everything that happened in the date, was luna. She laughed with me at somewhat occured, but tried to console me at the same time, she said that he still loved me and there was no denying on that. I bet the girls will get a kick out of it tomorrow.
okay guys i'm done with chap 3....so whatcha think of the date? hehe..i am evil..lol. j/k coming up chap 4!
sm story by: eternal
G
Hi guys it's me eternal again! this is my 2nd story. phew! I hope you guys enjoyed when danger brings love together. I hope this one will be better though. Basically another serena and darien story i came up with during their break up. Its kind of long, but kind of good and somewhat humorous. Again I do NOT owe sm. unfornately -_-() but its okay as long as we can come up stories of them w/o being sued. . Well i'll shut up now and let u read. bye!
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When alan and I got to the resturant, it was pack. But he said, the wait is worth it. Because the food here was great he told me. Ah, food, I love the sound of it. I can't wait to dig in. well, we got seated in like 15 minutes and we went into our table. alan hold the chair for me, like a gentlemen. Ahh....here we go again. Remebering darien's gentlemen like. I decided to shake the thought off. Although my heart, was aching alot. When I got to the resturant, it was pack of people, ann looked in patient. but, I told her the wait here, was worth it, because the food here was great. *hey, I use to tell serena that.* I thought. My heart was aching a whole lot more. I did feel bad, for earlier. Well, we finally gotten a table to sit down. I hold the chair for ann, and it reminded me of serena again. *oh, no not again. Please darien, stop thinking about her.* I said to myself. I don't why, but suddenly I got this feeling. I can't explain it. Iike if my heart was trying to tell me something. *I can't believe i'm in a date with the hottest guy in school.* I thought. He looked cuter than ever. "so serena, tell me. What do you do afterschool?" " I...well I use to go to the arcade and play the sailor v game, but now, I just go home and help out with my mom doing chores and I rest and do homework." i said. " really? I didn't know you liked video games." he told me. "yeah, I do." "how come you don't go to the arcade anymore." he had to asked that. "well, I needed a break from that place." I answered. "oh....that's cool..." "so what do you do...besides playing sports?" i asked. " well, after practice I go home and i take a shower and i study." "that's good....but sounds a bit tiring." I said. "yeah, it is. especially when you have to do it everyweek, until the season is over." "wow, that must be hard on you." "yeah, it is that's why I rarely have any dates." I looked at him. "how come? I mean all the girls seem to be intrested in you." I said. " yeah, but its' the busy schedule. Plus, i'm not intrested in all those girls, just one in particular." I looked at him, nervously, " and who would that lucky girl be?" I asked flirtingly. " well, isn't it obvious?" he said grabing my hands into his. I just looked and blushed. "darien, tell me, what do you do for fun?" ann asked me. " well, I like to read. um...go out and drink some coffee or something." I said. *i must sound like a dork. better yet a nerd. I know serena. She wouldn't care, she would understand me. She loved me. Oh well. "that's cool.""what about you what do you do for fun?" "me, I also like to read. um...basically i do like to go out sometimes." "oh that's good." I replied. My eyes were searching the room. Then suddenly I find myself a blond girl with two pairs of buns letting some of her hair loose. It looks like a pair of meatballs, just like my meatball head. Then suddenly it clicked to me. Could serena be here tonight? is that her, I thought. Yes, it is, it's that guy who was with her earlier today, the one i wanted to kill. Now even more than ever. For taking my serena out. So, she did mean what she said. I looked down sadly, but quicky got it up and looked into ann's eyes. "well, the food here is certainly good here." I said. Making conversation. "yes, it is. It's good here, that your enjoying your dinner."he responded. Than all out of a sudden, he sees a guy a he gets a rose and handles one for me. "but you already gave me a dozen roses?" I asked confusingly. 'yeah, but it wouldn't hurt for you to have one more, especially when i'm reminding you my feelings." he told me. I blushed. "well, thank u." I said. "Darien. Darien. are you okay? why are you staring in that couple" ann asked. when I heard the word couple, I turned around madly. and kept quiet for awhile. I had to keep it cool. "no, nothing, i was just thinking." i said as calmy as possible. " what were you thinking about?" ann had asked. *only, how I wanted to kill that bastard, for giving serena a rose, in which that corresponds to me ONlY* I thought. but i wasn't about to tell ann that. "no, just about some personal stuff, I really do not want to comment." I said trying to save myself out of this one. "okay, I understand." she said nicely. Ann was really nice, she was patient with me. I really appreciated that. So I decided to put some attention to her, and just forget what i just saw and who was here. Although I don't think serena really knows. "so serena, would you like to dance?" "yeah, sure." I said smilingly. The night was going great for me. Nothing couldn't ruin it. I had a great date, who was a gentlemen and respected me. I was happy. but then again, still depressed. I liked this guy for sure, but still no one couldn't take darien's place in my heart. Well, he got up and than went over to my seat and offered my hand. I thought that was so sweet. Well, I got up and we went to the dance floor. *wow, I'm not klutzy this evening. Thank God. * i thought. but hey, I wasn't perfect either. Well, it was a slow dance. And it was going great, until. *WHAT?!* I think I just saw darien. *no way, he couldn't possibly be here. and with someone else. I can't believe this. What a jerk!* I thought. That was him. I looked at him and he was smiling at her. When I saw him, my heart was in a deeper pain, than what it was. oh so what, I'm here with somebody else. Alan treats me well, he treats me the way i deserve. But still I couldn't help it. my eyes was starting to get watery. Than out of nowhere, when I put my head up to look at alan's eye. with the corner of my eyes, I saw darien looking at me and alan and i can tell that jealousy was in his eyes. Eyes never lie. *oh well, it's his lost.* i said to myself. *I don't believe this guy, he first gives my serena a rose, and now he's dancing with her. He's definitely putting his moves on her. I can't allow this or tolerate this anymore. Wait a minute i'm here with ann, i can't just leave her. anyways it's too late. I can't believe serena is dancing wiht this bozo. who does he think he is dancing with my serena.? I can't believe serena, hasn't seen me yet. * I thought jealously. Well, if that was the game, I was going to play it to. So i offered ann to dance. " ann, would you like to dance with me?" I asked. " sure." she said. *oh poor ann, If I do this, i'm just going to lead her on.* I thought, but hey this is just one little date, nothing much. and she should know that. So I offered my hand to ann and i took her out dancing. that's when. "hey, ann what are you doing here?" serena's date asked. "alan?!" ann said. "oh, my goodness." they both ran into each other giving each other a hug. Than darien and I just looked at each other. I just looked away from his eyes, feeling his eyes still looking at me. *wow, he looked handsome as usual* i thought. Ann and alan kept talking. When suddenly i snapped out of my trance when I heared ann saying, "why don't you two comeover and join us?" "well....do you mind serena?" darien kept looking. and I was uncomfortable, hurt, happy in seeing darien, and all these mixed feelings altogether. It's weird. I can't really explain it. But what Shocked me the most was when..."sure, why not?" I said. I can't believe I agreed to that. Darien's eyes widened. I think he was just as surprised as I was. Then after the dance, ann had led us to the waiter and they gave a booth for four and we all sat awkardly. But ann and alan seem like their having a good time. They kept talking and laughing. Of course serena and I joined and we laughed and goodness seeing serena laughed like that had made me laugh. After our share of laughs, Darien, and I looked at each other, like we yearned for one another. I know i do yearn for him, but i don't think he feels the same, although, deep inside my heart, i wished that he did. Than later on our food arrived, and Of course i ate, but this time, i ate with pace and well mannered. Not my usual just munch it down. When I looked up, I realized darien was suprised and shocked at seeing this, by his confused expression it told me that. He looked funny, but i had to hold back the many giggles i wanted to let out. So far in the evening, I've noticed that darien kept looking at me, wth those familar eyes. In which meant how much he loved me and wanted to be with me. Than when i wouldn't be looking, something told me he kept looking at me. which brought a little giggle. "what's so funny?" Alan asked turning to me. "nothing, why?" i asked back all innocent. "because u just giggled all of a sudden." alan replied back. Darien and ann were just looking at us and hearing our conversation. Darien looked concerned, but mostly curious. i can tell. "did i? well...i do tend to daydream, so i probaly giggled at that." I said nervously. Darien noticed my nervousness, so that got him more curious and worried. "what were u daydreaming about, serena?" alan asked oh no, i knew he was going to ask me that. let's see what i could come up, i can't tell them, what i thought was about darien. for goodness sake, darien was in front of me, and i wasn't going to let him get to me. "well, um....let see...um..i can't seem to remeber, seriously." I said nervously. Darien, had probaly caught on, bcuz he seemed like not concerned, more like curious, and he seemed to have questions on my mind. " well, that's okay, we all 4get in one way or another." alan said understanding. *oh he's so understanding, thank goodness.* I said to myself. Serena seemed, like she was way of. but she giggled, so i wonder what could have been so funny, that made her giggle. I mean, it didn't seem it was about me, because i seem to hurt her. Oh, I hope she hasn't notice, that i've been looking at her, but i can't help it, I mean yes, it was painful, but she was so beautiful, i had to drown myself into her beauty. I also have noticed that we both have not said a word to each other in all night, so i can assume, she's uncomfortable, as I am. why? why? why did those stupid dreams have to come and destroy everything i had been living for? Why? This pain is so unbearable to me. why did it had to interfere with our love and relationship? why does it tortures us? I mean, this dream is torturing boh our hearts. I can tell serena is hurt, but also which is scaring the world of me, is the fact she's really moving on. Oh, that's what's hurts me more. I can't bare to see serena with someone else, no way, she's mine. B4 that i....I can't do anything about it. She'd kill me if I tried to hurt anyone else around her. So i sigh of defeat. Then again, I can't promise her i won't interfere with the fact they hurt her feelings or try to hurt her in any other way. But I don't know about this alan guy, he better not try to make any moves on my meatball head that's for sure."darien, darien. hey where have u been? welcome back to earth?" ann asked me. I could tell they have tried to get my attention, heck, even serena looked concerned, which brought a smile to my face, because that let me knows she still cares. "darien, why are u smiling like that?" ann had asked again. Everyone in the table curious, heck,
even my meatball head to. (which by the way i'm not surprised) I felt a blush creeping into my face. "me...smiling like what?" i asked nervously, and i hope i didn't show any signs of it also. Then all of a sudden i heard a familar giggle. "what are u giggling about again, serena?" I asked curious."oh nothing forget it." serena said. "no,tell us what were u giggling about?" i kept asking now with more curiousity than ever. "well...do u really want me to tell why? she asked challenging. But i got suspicious when she emphasized on the really. Maybe she knew or even saw my blush. Oh no, i feel like hiding. no she couldn't. I said calming myself down and thought what i was going to answer. "well...yeah." i said, battling over my fear and my curiousity. Anything about serena, I wanted to know. "well, okay. well, i was giggling the way u blushed." serena said. * I can't believe she said that* i thought to myself shocked. She actually noticed, my eyes were wide, which it gave it away. "I asked u if u REALLY wanted to know why" serena said, kept on giggling. Now i think i wanted to go under the table and hide. "yeah, well u i did, and now i k now so that's it." darien said. I kept on giggling because darien looks so cute blushing and even more adorable when he gets nervous, although i am curious what he was thinking about. "u know u 2 are so out of it this evening" ann said, and both darien and I looked at each other and than at ann. "what do u mean by that ann?" "well, serena, u were out of it first, because u giggled over something u forgot and darien had just drifted away also, and well..there u go out of it." ann explained to me and darn it i had to giggle out loud. Darien was just sat there really quite with a straight face. Darien, if he wanted to he can sure act. "yeah, i know, do u 2 know something we don't know?" alan asked. Now that really got Darien and I nervous, I felt his eyes on me and I looked up and he looked at alan, all serious, which i have not ever seen him look at someone like that."No." darien answered seriously. "oh k, well not that i mind u serena to giggle, because u do bright up the room with that special and loving smile of urs." alan said looking at me. Darien just stared really serious. WHAT?! i can't believe he just said that infront of me, That's my girl who he's talking to. Darn it. Darn it. I got even more pissed off when he grabbed her hand and kissed it. That is what got me to get ticked off. I couldn't stand it anymore. I had to do something. "hey, ann, let's go, I feel bad for interuppting their date time." i said, I had to leave, if not, i would have done some permanet damagae to that guy. "well.....okay." ann said unsurely. "plus it's getting late anyways, i think i should drive u home already" i said. Than i felt a familar eyes on me, and i saw serena, her eyes were watery and i felt bad seeing them, but she did well in holding back her tears. So that pushed me my anxiousness of leaving grow even more. Wait a minute it is getting late, He better drive serena home. Oh no, i can't believe i'm actually leaving her alone with this person. Well..than. I saw darien and ann getting up and were saying their goodbyes. "bye serena." darien said to me. I was shocked to hear that he actually talked to me. "bye darien." I said with emphasis the word bye on purpose, so he knows i really meant what i said earlier. But honestly folks, i really didn't mean it. I just wanted to upset him and make him feel as bad as I do. Anyways, they left and my tears that i held back, had finallly gone away. Now alan and I were alone on the booth. "serena, are u okay?" alan said concerned. "yea, i'm fine, i was just thinking how sweet u r for being so concerned for me." I said. "aww serena." he said coming closer to me pulling me closer to him and he put his arm around me. "it's true" i said, honestly. he was sweet and treated me with so gentlemen like i really liked it. I finally dropped ann home, and i was heading straight to my apartment, and I couldn't help but to wonder, if alan was still with my meatball head. Than suddenly I got the idea of going back to the restruant. and see what they were up to and if he had dropped my serena at home. wait a minute what's with my. she's not mine anymore, but she will always in my heart. Well, when i got there. I saw them leaving. Alan was being gentle with serena and he better be.he opened the door for her and she got in. But just 2 make sure i followed them. I was relieved when alan dropped serena home, it wasn't even funny. She had gotten home safely. Well, now it's time for me to be heading to my apartment. When I got home, my mom had asked me how my date was, i told her it was great, putting on my fakest smile, but she actually bought it, of course u see my dad on the chair with a newspaper in my hand and looking grumpy, so i go up to him kiss him in the cheek, and i guess that helped him cool off. So well i go to my room and recall all tonights activity. *oh darien, y?* i asked myself, and i feel a tear rolling down in my cheek. I look out in my window and look at the moon and sighed deeply. rini, had asked me about my date earlier, i told her i had a great time, I guess she's hoping i stayed with darien, becuz she too sighed, but i was up later. She had fallen asleep already. The only i have told everything that happened in the date, was luna. She laughed with me at somewhat occured, but tried to console me at the same time, she said that he still loved me and there was no denying on that. I bet the girls will get a kick out of it tomorrow.
okay guys i'm done with chap 3....so whatcha think of the date? hehe..i am evil..lol. j/k coming up chap 4!