Dreams that tortured 2 hearts
sm story by: eternal
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Hi guys it's me eternal again! this is my 2nd story. phew! I hope you guys enjoyed when danger brings love together. I hope this one will be better though. Basically another serena and darien story i came up with during their break up. Its kind of long, but kind of good and somewhat humorous. Again I do NOT owe sm. unfornately -_-() but its okay as long as we can come up stories of them w/o being sued. . Well i'll shut up now and let u read. bye!
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"luna, do u think things will be alright?" i said sobbing. "of course, serena, he loves u too much." luna said comfortably. "perhaps" i said doubtly. * I can't deal with this pain. I don't want my heart to be broken again, I die.* I said to myself, which is true, the pain is unbearable. I mean, I'm a girl in love with her old boyfriend. So i decided to go out today, i don't know where, and i didn't care, i couldn't go to the arcade, he probaly be there, or the park, or the libaries that's for sure. "RIng, Ring" the phone rang. I went to pick it up and it was Alan, who wanted to see me, I said yeah, what the heck, i can sure have company. Lately, I have been having these weird and yet terrifying dreams, saying i should stay away from my darien. Which dropped the bomb on me, maybe it was my self conscience, was telling me that, so I can just forget about him, but it couldn't be, This voice was a man. Somehow i feel i know it. Which is odd. Well, l'm shaking that off, so i'm getting dressed to meet alan. We've decided to go to the movies. Yeah the movies, I don't really see darien there anyways, so perfect...... Well, alan and i got to the movies, we went to see a romantic drama. we were sitting in the middle row of the theather. Anyways, I decided to go and distract my mind for awhile, after what happened lastnight i needed to getaway, but places i know i was not going to run into serena. So i decided to go to the movies, maybe a romantic drama, that's what my life is right now, a drama. So I go in and sit in the back, and all of a sudden i see a familar blonde two pair of meatball hairs, in the middle section and realized it's serena. *why me?* i asked myself. Maybe if i just keep looking straight at the screen i'll forget about her being here. Darn it, even when i'm trying to hide, i always run to her. Wait a minute, she's with that same guy from the other night. *oh no, is she seeing him? am I too late?* i asked those 2 questions in my mind. I couldn't believe it. I wanted to beat that guy everytime i saw him, he's always with my meatball head. That's it, i outta.....oh no the movie is about to start, better sit down and watch it. But something kept bothering me inside. Even when i was watching the movie, I couldn't get myself to stop staring serena and that guy. Well, I don't know why i felt something weird, like if some one was here, but i didn't see anyone, plus it's too dark and i don't want to miss the movie, so i didn't turn around. BUt i don't know y the feeling is still there. The movie so far is good and sad and romantic at the sametime, than...what? alan has his arm around me and pulling me close, no one except darien has done that to me in awhile. OH darien, i look at this movie and i remeber him. My heart is still sad. What a torture. So I sigh. "serena, u okay?" alan whispers in my ear. "yeah." i whispered back. * what, that guy has the nerve to put his arm around my serena, and whisper to her ear. who does that guy think he is?* My rage was on, I couldn't stay there forever and watch this, I had to get out. * why? the only escape i had, was the worst idea.* i sighed and walked to the park. I sat by the fountain with my hands digged into my face. I thought and thought. So I went to my apartment. i sat in the couch and i cried like a baby. "I lost her." i said to myself punshing the coushins. "you, know crying won't solve anything." I heard a familar voice, but yet i had to make sure. So I sat up drying my tears and looked up, to my shock, there was a guy in a lavender tuxedo with metals and holding a cane. He looks exactly like me, but older. Than i realized that was the voice of my dreams. "hey, your the voice of my dreams, telling me to stay away from my serena." I said angrily. "yes, i am." he said formaly. "what do u want? torture me more, well, serena and i aren't together anymore no thanks to you, buddy." I said angrily. " relax darien, I came to tell you, to ignore what i have said in those dreams." "what?! i thought you wanted me to stay away from serena." "yeah, that's true, but i have thought about it. When I thought about it, it was a bad idea. You see darien, i'm your future self, and what happens to me at this time, affects the future, and well what i've done isn't good." he said. I was shocked, my future self? how could that be? well, anything is possible.i should have gotten use to it by now. "why, were you trying to break serena and I up? don't i love her anymore in the future?" i asked curious, which i don't know how i can't love her. "well, u see i'm the king of earth and of crystal tokyo and well, let's say alot of dangers is ahead and ppl from the negaverse will try to turn u and her against eachother. but i figured i was wrong, I see now, how much u 2 love each other. Because even in the future, i still love her, like i've always did back then which is now. I apologize sincerely." he explained to me. I accepted his apologies. "it's comforting to hear my other self saying he forgives me." he said. which is true, it is weird even facing him is weird. "well, how can I......" he interupted me. "listen, i have a way to get our serena back." he said."our serena? don't u mean my serena." i said, with jealousy and anger in me. "well, technically yes and no, but that's besides the point. here...." he said to me, explaining to me on how to get my serena, it sounds exactly what i would do i tell you. Than he leaves me up to me alone in my apartment. But wait a minute, she's out with someone else. " she doesn't love him.'" a familar female voice said. I turn around and i see sailor pluto. *what is this? visit me time?* i said to myself. " no it's not darien, it's to help you." pluto said calmly and happily. Okay she's reading my mind this is scary. "how?" i asked. "well, didn't the king explain to u a few moments ago?" she asked me back. "yeah, but she's with another right now." I said sadly and jealous. "no she's not, she's only his friend, nothing more." pluto assured me. Which in fact comforted me alot. " i'm glad your being comforted, now go and get her." she seemed to cheer me on. ........
The movie is over. Alan walked out with me. He took me to the park, I was nervous, I didn't feel like running into darien. I told alan, i didn't and couldn't be with him. I said i only wanted to be friends. That I'm sorry and that i couldn't , my heart belonged to someone else. He understood, which surprised me. He was actually being nice to me about it. He had asked me who it was, but i told him, i didn't feel like talking about it. He nodded in understanding.So we walked around and no sign of darien, phew what a relief. to me at least, than alan said he had to go and offered to take me home, I told him no thanks, I wanted to stay here for awhile anyways. He tried to convince me, but i kept saying no, in a nice way of course. So he finally gave up and left. *boy, he's an understanding person isn't he?* i asked myself, so i found an empty bench to sit, i was so tired. I wanted to lay down so bad, but not in a public place, especially when i'm alone. So I sat there for a while alone, thinking about the usual. It was really upsetting me already and I was also getting tired of the pain and the suffering. I really was, i felt like i wanted to die. My tears were already watery, I was so frustrated by all this. i really was, i felt like i couldn't handle this anymore. So, i just stayed there, fighting my tears back. When all of a sudden a red rose appeared to me, and i turned around and no one was in my back, so i found it strange. "darien, if it's you, it's not hilarious." I shouted. Than out of nowhere, i turned around back where i was facing, and there he was. She looked at me with so much sadness in her eyes. So I did the unthinkable, i went to her and gave her a bear hug. Her expression was confused, yet it looked comforted. "darien, what are u doing?" she asked me coldly. It did hurt by her tone. "i'm here to apologize, beg u, to please forgive me, i'm so sorry for breaking up with u. i want for us to go back. Serena i love you. I have always,and always will. Please say u'll come back to me." i said pledgingly. My eyes started to get watery. "y darien? y so u can hurt me again, no thanks." she said coldy and yet slighty hurt in her tone. "No, serena I won't hurt u again, i'm so sorry. I really am. Listen let me give u a reason why we broke up in the first place." I said, starting to cry already like a baby. I love her so much, i can't bear to lose her now. "well.....explain." she said unsure, yet curious. "U did nothing wrong, my darling. It wasn't u. It was these dreams i've been having." i said starting. I gave a confused look because the look of her face, had seemed shocked and amazed about something. her eyes widened.. Than it was starting to get dark, which made the atomosphere perfect for us. "what kind of dreams, darien?" she said sweetly innocent yet scared. Although i did feel relief when her tone got sweet. which was cute. Anyways..." serena, it was about us, I was dreaming of us getting married and all of a sudden, rocks pulled us apart and a voice said to me to stay away from you. At first I thought it was just a regular nightmare, that comes and go, but when i was starting to have them everynight, i thought it was a sign and it was telling me something. the voice said, to avoid u getting hurt was to stay away from u. That's y i broke up with u, I wanted to protect you." i started to sob already. I haven't done that in a long time, since my parents died in the accident. "I.....I.. don'tknow what to say darien, Well, I started to have those same dreams also a few weeks ago, but they have stopped." I said. I never saw darien cry like this, like i did tonight, so he really means it. I understand his point. He did it to protect me. me. He must love me so much to sacrfice his happiness just to protect me. Oh, I couldn't play the ice queen part anymore. "you to?" he asked surprisngly, looking up at me with all those tears. "yeah, but darien one more thing, why didn't u tell me about these dreams?" i asked. " I didn't want to worry you, But what i'm more sorry about is, that i hurt u very much." he said sadly. "darien, in order to have a relationship, u must be honest. I mean if u would have told me about this, we could have saved ourselves 3 moths of torture." she told me, in an understanding yet firm voice. " I know, but my fear of losing u was bigger." i answered honestly. "i see that now." she said. "so does that mean u forgive me?" i asked in a hopeful voice. "yes, only if u promise me you'll start being honest and communicate anything that's going on. That's the key of a relationship trust and open communication." she said very maturely. " I will i promise." i said, bringing her close to me hugging her and kissing her passionately like if she was the oxygen in my lungs . he kissed my passionately and tenderly, oh boy how i've missed that. It's so comforting to have him again. I don't know what brought this miracle, but whatever it is, Thank you.
And so our story ends. So whatcha think? good, wasn't it? Reviews please ppl! ^.^ (Thanks to you the readers for reading.)
sm story by: eternal
G
Hi guys it's me eternal again! this is my 2nd story. phew! I hope you guys enjoyed when danger brings love together. I hope this one will be better though. Basically another serena and darien story i came up with during their break up. Its kind of long, but kind of good and somewhat humorous. Again I do NOT owe sm. unfornately -_-() but its okay as long as we can come up stories of them w/o being sued. . Well i'll shut up now and let u read. bye!
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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~back to the present~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"luna, do u think things will be alright?" i said sobbing. "of course, serena, he loves u too much." luna said comfortably. "perhaps" i said doubtly. * I can't deal with this pain. I don't want my heart to be broken again, I die.* I said to myself, which is true, the pain is unbearable. I mean, I'm a girl in love with her old boyfriend. So i decided to go out today, i don't know where, and i didn't care, i couldn't go to the arcade, he probaly be there, or the park, or the libaries that's for sure. "RIng, Ring" the phone rang. I went to pick it up and it was Alan, who wanted to see me, I said yeah, what the heck, i can sure have company. Lately, I have been having these weird and yet terrifying dreams, saying i should stay away from my darien. Which dropped the bomb on me, maybe it was my self conscience, was telling me that, so I can just forget about him, but it couldn't be, This voice was a man. Somehow i feel i know it. Which is odd. Well, l'm shaking that off, so i'm getting dressed to meet alan. We've decided to go to the movies. Yeah the movies, I don't really see darien there anyways, so perfect...... Well, alan and i got to the movies, we went to see a romantic drama. we were sitting in the middle row of the theather. Anyways, I decided to go and distract my mind for awhile, after what happened lastnight i needed to getaway, but places i know i was not going to run into serena. So i decided to go to the movies, maybe a romantic drama, that's what my life is right now, a drama. So I go in and sit in the back, and all of a sudden i see a familar blonde two pair of meatball hairs, in the middle section and realized it's serena. *why me?* i asked myself. Maybe if i just keep looking straight at the screen i'll forget about her being here. Darn it, even when i'm trying to hide, i always run to her. Wait a minute, she's with that same guy from the other night. *oh no, is she seeing him? am I too late?* i asked those 2 questions in my mind. I couldn't believe it. I wanted to beat that guy everytime i saw him, he's always with my meatball head. That's it, i outta.....oh no the movie is about to start, better sit down and watch it. But something kept bothering me inside. Even when i was watching the movie, I couldn't get myself to stop staring serena and that guy. Well, I don't know why i felt something weird, like if some one was here, but i didn't see anyone, plus it's too dark and i don't want to miss the movie, so i didn't turn around. BUt i don't know y the feeling is still there. The movie so far is good and sad and romantic at the sametime, than...what? alan has his arm around me and pulling me close, no one except darien has done that to me in awhile. OH darien, i look at this movie and i remeber him. My heart is still sad. What a torture. So I sigh. "serena, u okay?" alan whispers in my ear. "yeah." i whispered back. * what, that guy has the nerve to put his arm around my serena, and whisper to her ear. who does that guy think he is?* My rage was on, I couldn't stay there forever and watch this, I had to get out. * why? the only escape i had, was the worst idea.* i sighed and walked to the park. I sat by the fountain with my hands digged into my face. I thought and thought. So I went to my apartment. i sat in the couch and i cried like a baby. "I lost her." i said to myself punshing the coushins. "you, know crying won't solve anything." I heard a familar voice, but yet i had to make sure. So I sat up drying my tears and looked up, to my shock, there was a guy in a lavender tuxedo with metals and holding a cane. He looks exactly like me, but older. Than i realized that was the voice of my dreams. "hey, your the voice of my dreams, telling me to stay away from my serena." I said angrily. "yes, i am." he said formaly. "what do u want? torture me more, well, serena and i aren't together anymore no thanks to you, buddy." I said angrily. " relax darien, I came to tell you, to ignore what i have said in those dreams." "what?! i thought you wanted me to stay away from serena." "yeah, that's true, but i have thought about it. When I thought about it, it was a bad idea. You see darien, i'm your future self, and what happens to me at this time, affects the future, and well what i've done isn't good." he said. I was shocked, my future self? how could that be? well, anything is possible.i should have gotten use to it by now. "why, were you trying to break serena and I up? don't i love her anymore in the future?" i asked curious, which i don't know how i can't love her. "well, u see i'm the king of earth and of crystal tokyo and well, let's say alot of dangers is ahead and ppl from the negaverse will try to turn u and her against eachother. but i figured i was wrong, I see now, how much u 2 love each other. Because even in the future, i still love her, like i've always did back then which is now. I apologize sincerely." he explained to me. I accepted his apologies. "it's comforting to hear my other self saying he forgives me." he said. which is true, it is weird even facing him is weird. "well, how can I......" he interupted me. "listen, i have a way to get our serena back." he said."our serena? don't u mean my serena." i said, with jealousy and anger in me. "well, technically yes and no, but that's besides the point. here...." he said to me, explaining to me on how to get my serena, it sounds exactly what i would do i tell you. Than he leaves me up to me alone in my apartment. But wait a minute, she's out with someone else. " she doesn't love him.'" a familar female voice said. I turn around and i see sailor pluto. *what is this? visit me time?* i said to myself. " no it's not darien, it's to help you." pluto said calmly and happily. Okay she's reading my mind this is scary. "how?" i asked. "well, didn't the king explain to u a few moments ago?" she asked me back. "yeah, but she's with another right now." I said sadly and jealous. "no she's not, she's only his friend, nothing more." pluto assured me. Which in fact comforted me alot. " i'm glad your being comforted, now go and get her." she seemed to cheer me on. ........
The movie is over. Alan walked out with me. He took me to the park, I was nervous, I didn't feel like running into darien. I told alan, i didn't and couldn't be with him. I said i only wanted to be friends. That I'm sorry and that i couldn't , my heart belonged to someone else. He understood, which surprised me. He was actually being nice to me about it. He had asked me who it was, but i told him, i didn't feel like talking about it. He nodded in understanding.So we walked around and no sign of darien, phew what a relief. to me at least, than alan said he had to go and offered to take me home, I told him no thanks, I wanted to stay here for awhile anyways. He tried to convince me, but i kept saying no, in a nice way of course. So he finally gave up and left. *boy, he's an understanding person isn't he?* i asked myself, so i found an empty bench to sit, i was so tired. I wanted to lay down so bad, but not in a public place, especially when i'm alone. So I sat there for a while alone, thinking about the usual. It was really upsetting me already and I was also getting tired of the pain and the suffering. I really was, i felt like i wanted to die. My tears were already watery, I was so frustrated by all this. i really was, i felt like i couldn't handle this anymore. So, i just stayed there, fighting my tears back. When all of a sudden a red rose appeared to me, and i turned around and no one was in my back, so i found it strange. "darien, if it's you, it's not hilarious." I shouted. Than out of nowhere, i turned around back where i was facing, and there he was. She looked at me with so much sadness in her eyes. So I did the unthinkable, i went to her and gave her a bear hug. Her expression was confused, yet it looked comforted. "darien, what are u doing?" she asked me coldly. It did hurt by her tone. "i'm here to apologize, beg u, to please forgive me, i'm so sorry for breaking up with u. i want for us to go back. Serena i love you. I have always,and always will. Please say u'll come back to me." i said pledgingly. My eyes started to get watery. "y darien? y so u can hurt me again, no thanks." she said coldy and yet slighty hurt in her tone. "No, serena I won't hurt u again, i'm so sorry. I really am. Listen let me give u a reason why we broke up in the first place." I said, starting to cry already like a baby. I love her so much, i can't bear to lose her now. "well.....explain." she said unsure, yet curious. "U did nothing wrong, my darling. It wasn't u. It was these dreams i've been having." i said starting. I gave a confused look because the look of her face, had seemed shocked and amazed about something. her eyes widened.. Than it was starting to get dark, which made the atomosphere perfect for us. "what kind of dreams, darien?" she said sweetly innocent yet scared. Although i did feel relief when her tone got sweet. which was cute. Anyways..." serena, it was about us, I was dreaming of us getting married and all of a sudden, rocks pulled us apart and a voice said to me to stay away from you. At first I thought it was just a regular nightmare, that comes and go, but when i was starting to have them everynight, i thought it was a sign and it was telling me something. the voice said, to avoid u getting hurt was to stay away from u. That's y i broke up with u, I wanted to protect you." i started to sob already. I haven't done that in a long time, since my parents died in the accident. "I.....I.. don'tknow what to say darien, Well, I started to have those same dreams also a few weeks ago, but they have stopped." I said. I never saw darien cry like this, like i did tonight, so he really means it. I understand his point. He did it to protect me. me. He must love me so much to sacrfice his happiness just to protect me. Oh, I couldn't play the ice queen part anymore. "you to?" he asked surprisngly, looking up at me with all those tears. "yeah, but darien one more thing, why didn't u tell me about these dreams?" i asked. " I didn't want to worry you, But what i'm more sorry about is, that i hurt u very much." he said sadly. "darien, in order to have a relationship, u must be honest. I mean if u would have told me about this, we could have saved ourselves 3 moths of torture." she told me, in an understanding yet firm voice. " I know, but my fear of losing u was bigger." i answered honestly. "i see that now." she said. "so does that mean u forgive me?" i asked in a hopeful voice. "yes, only if u promise me you'll start being honest and communicate anything that's going on. That's the key of a relationship trust and open communication." she said very maturely. " I will i promise." i said, bringing her close to me hugging her and kissing her passionately like if she was the oxygen in my lungs . he kissed my passionately and tenderly, oh boy how i've missed that. It's so comforting to have him again. I don't know what brought this miracle, but whatever it is, Thank you.
And so our story ends. So whatcha think? good, wasn't it? Reviews please ppl! ^.^ (Thanks to you the readers for reading.)