Author: Dazzling
Email: glitter_and_glam@hotmail.com
Disclaimers: I own zilch. Surprise, surprise.
Notes: I haven't actually seen 'Lifeline' yet, only seen pics and read recaps. This is my take on what Harm's thoughts would be during the kiss (may be biased cause I'm a shipper).
Distribution: If my name stays on it and you ask nicely, go for it.
Reviews and Feedback: Please?

STOP MAKING ME LOVE YOU - HARM'S

What am I doing? One minute we're reminiscing, the next we're...God, Rabb, she's getting married VERY soon. Oh God, oh God, she's kissing back. What the hell does THAT mean?

Keep calm. Pull away. Apologize. Go back inside - back to your significant others, back to your normal lives. Only I can't seem to. What is it about her? And why am I having these feelings NOW of all times?

She's getting married. She's getting married. Repeat the mantra. It's just a goodbye kiss. Who the hell says goodbye to a 'friend' like this? Do goodbye's go on for this long? Are they meant to be laden with the passion that I'm feeling now?

Stop kissing her, Rabb. She's your partner, your best friend. Who, may I remind you, is engaged to a man who is standing probably sixty feet away, with absolutely no idea that someone else loves and is kissing his fiancée.

Loves. Where did THAT come from? Do I love her? Have I always loved her? Stop. It. You have Renee. Remember her? She's also probably somewhere sixty feet away, and could walk out at any moment.

Oh God. I do love Mac. Why did I only come to this conclusion NOW? Stupid, stupid, stupid. Should have realized this back there on the ferry, Rabb. It's too late now, though. She's taken.

She's still kissing, though. How should I take that? Does she love me too? Has this kiss gone on for far too long? Does it really only signal a goodbye? Is it a promise for something new instead? Why does she do this to me? Stop it Mac...Sarah. Stop making me question that which I once knew for certain. Stop making me melt inside. Stop making me love you.

Get a hold of yourself, Rabb. Cease any and all lip action with Mac NOW! Pull away. Stop loving her. Let her go. Set her free. Say goodbye.