~*~To Run or To Love~*~
chapter 4
I will have to say that this chapter will be dedicated to Anime Princess (Sam!), Rita, And amy-chan. They have reviewed EVERY chapter and they have been nothing but completely sweet to me. SO to you, I want to thank, and this chapter is dedicated to you. Even if it may not mean much, but your words are very encouraging. And thank you again to Anime Princess and amy-chan for also reviewing ~*~Atlantis~*~. If you haven't already, go read their reviews. They are very sweet and very encouraging.
N-E-WAYZ, I don't own GW/SM.... if I did, I wouldn't let the storyline for ANY of those animes be what they are. Ririna would die, and Mamoru would die. HEHEHE, so would a few other people, like Dorathy or Hilde. AND I would make them crossovers.... isn't that cool. WAIT! I don't own them... So... Nevermind. HEHEHE! FIC BY: ~*~B*R*A~*~ I might get some of the Japanese words misspelled. So please foregive... just write a review and tell me so. ^_^
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part 4
Usagi looked at Trowa. She didn't understand what he really meant.... or maybe she did. Maybe she knew exactly what Hiiro was feeling, and she didn't want to admit it.
"When he was still a human? That is cruel.... I don't understand how," Usagi said.
"Because.... Megami, he was a soldier of death and destruction. A machine to kill on command. We all had to. You didn't understand why we had to, we just knew that we had to kill our enemies. Before they killed us. I am glad to say now, Hiiro shows a LOT more emotion," Trowa stated.
Usagi got a thoughtful look on her face, and she wondered how alike she and Hiiro really were.
"Trowa, can I go see my friend now? I really need to see how she feels. I don't want her to feel like she is alone here."
Trowa smiled at her. He knew how she felt, it was how he felt the first time he became a vampire. He felt lost and confused... until his first feeding. He couldn't forget that, like Duo couldn't forget feasting on goddesses. The baka.. didn't he know that he could get himself killed?
"Okay, Megami, we shall go see your friend, but I am sure she is fine," Trowa said.
"Arigato, Trowa-kun!"
Trowa glowed with an unspoken emotion, one he hasn't felt in a long time... and he thought he never would again. He smiled down at her and helped her up from the bed. She swayed on her feet, and he caught her in his embrace.
"Are you alright Megami?"
"I am fine Trowa-chan... I know that you are much better than that...that murderer. He killed her, in front of me. How could he have done that? I don't understand."
Trowa shook his head at her, and he smiled.
"Dear Megami... he is a 'killer', as am Quatre, Wufei, Duo, and myself. Don't you understand? When you eat the animals that you eat, you are also being a killer. Do you not think that they don't care?"
Usagi's eyes widened, she understood where he was coming from. She knew she was wrong, so she decided not to answer.
"Gomen nasi, Trowa-kun, I didn't understand."
"It's alright, Megami. Let's get you down to go see your friend. I understand that you wouldn't want to keep your friend waiting."
Trowa walked down the hall, supporting Usagi. He didn't want to scare her by showing her his full strength. He just let her lean on him.
When they got to Minako's room, Trowa used his mind to search her room. No one was in there, and he saw that Minako needed to get dressed. A blush crept up his pale cheeks.
"Megami, you can go in to see your friend. I am going to go back to the west wing. I'll see you when you get better. Here.."
Trowa placed his hand on her left shoulder and he transfered some of his energy to her. Trowa looked at her as she stood up straighter. He smiled and kissed her on the lips very softly, it felt like the silk of butterfly's wings.
Usagi had her eyes closed when he did that. She didn't know what he would, but her eyes immediately closed, as did his. He pulled back and she her eyes were half lidded. She fully opened them when Trowa tilted her head upwards.
"Ja ne, Megami. I shall see you soon."
"Ja ne, Trowa-chan..."
Trowa blinked out of the hall. Usagi looked at where Trowa's form has just been. She shook her head, and blinked her eyes.
'I must be going crazy, he couldn't be just disapearing.'
She opened Minako's door, and she saw that Minako in bed, stark naked.
"MINA-CHAN!!!!! What were you doing?!?!?!?!"
Minako looked up from the bed, and noticed that the sheets had fallen off of her. She blushed, and put the blankets over her.
"Gomen, Usa-chan.. I didn't expect any visitors! I hope that you excuse me, but o-negai, please forgive me! Oh, gomen... gomen."
Usagi started to laugh, Minako was beet red.
"Oh, Mina-chan, don't you know, I don't care. I hope that you are okay though. I hope nothing bad happened to you. If they did, I will surely kill them myself."
"Oh, Usa-chan, I wouldn't permit you to become as lowly as they. They did nothing to me, or anything bad for the matter."
Minako winked and got a little devilish grin. She got up, with the blankets around her body, and Usagi saw blood on the bed. She looked, alarmed, at Minako.
"Minako, they didn't bite you, did they? I pray to the goddesses that they didn't do anything to you."
Usagi saw the look on Minako's face, she saw her posture when she stood. She noticed just how gracefully she was walking. She could see how Minako's inner beauty was glowing, as well as she. She looked back at the blood, and recognition dawned on her.
"Minako-chan... you didn't? Did you? Oh my goodness, and I was worried about them hurting you. But you are okay aren't you? They didn't do anything...disdainful," Usagi said.
Minako laughed at Usagi's questions, but her face softened because she knew how worried Usagi really was.
"Usagi, it is wonderful... believe me. I am not experienced, but I can vouch for Quatre, he is *VERY* experienced. I mean all the things that he did, he made me...."
Usagi had put her hand over Minako's mouth. Her face was red, and she was shaking her head vehemently.
"Mina-chan, I don't want nor need to hear about how you and Quatre.. did it. I expect to find that out for myself, but not with any one here. With a true love, Mina-chan, with a true love will I find that out. I understand that you are practically glowing, from your previous 'events', but I don't know why you did it with.... him. I am ready to run from here, Mina-chan. I don't want them to hurt you, and I don't want you to fall in love with them either."
Minako had tears in her eyes, she didn't want Usagi to feel as if she was making her leave. With all she could muster, Minako told Usagi how she felt.
"Usa-chan, I don't know how to tell you, but I want to stay here. Believe it or not, I do love Quatre, Usagi-chan. It isn't the spell he could have weaved on me. I came willingly, and I wouldn't change it Usagi, but if only he and I could have met in another life time. I didn't know before what he was, but now I know. I know because of our... joining. I know that he is a Vampire. But you see, I saw something that he didn't see. He still doesn't know a thing about us. You, Rei, and Ami prevented him from doing that. You three were there for me, and I shall and am still there for you all."
Usagi walked over to Minako and hugged her with all her might. She cried soft sobs on her shoulder and said,
"Mina-chan, it's my fault. I shouldn't have done what I did. I shouldn't have saved any one with my powers. I shouldn't have saved her... she ended up dead anyway. She still died because of me. I knew they would be coming for me, and now they got you too. It was my fault Minako.... I shouldn't have saved her!"
Minako let Usagi cry on her shoulder. She tried to soothe her by smoothing her hair, and shushing her.
"Usagi, she didn't die. She is still with us all... you saved us all by saving her. She gave you her most precious gift for doing what you did. Don't you understand... she knew she would. She just wanted to see if there was humanity in the world, and it was you Usa-chan. I know that it was against what we have been taught, but don't you see, she knew she would die. And there for she managed to use it to her advantage. They will and have come for you Usagi... but these vampires, they are your gifts Usagi. Use them wisely, and we all shall live."
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end part 4
How do you like it? There are some questions to ponder.. What did Usagi do? Who did she save? What is her *most* precious gift? And how does the Vampires fit into all of this? Good luck to anyone who can *actually* figure out how the vamps fit in. Hehe, take a stab or 'stake' out of it. ^_~ Ja ne, ~*~B*R*A~*~
chapter 4
I will have to say that this chapter will be dedicated to Anime Princess (Sam!), Rita, And amy-chan. They have reviewed EVERY chapter and they have been nothing but completely sweet to me. SO to you, I want to thank, and this chapter is dedicated to you. Even if it may not mean much, but your words are very encouraging. And thank you again to Anime Princess and amy-chan for also reviewing ~*~Atlantis~*~. If you haven't already, go read their reviews. They are very sweet and very encouraging.
N-E-WAYZ, I don't own GW/SM.... if I did, I wouldn't let the storyline for ANY of those animes be what they are. Ririna would die, and Mamoru would die. HEHEHE, so would a few other people, like Dorathy or Hilde. AND I would make them crossovers.... isn't that cool. WAIT! I don't own them... So... Nevermind. HEHEHE! FIC BY: ~*~B*R*A~*~ I might get some of the Japanese words misspelled. So please foregive... just write a review and tell me so. ^_^
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part 4
Usagi looked at Trowa. She didn't understand what he really meant.... or maybe she did. Maybe she knew exactly what Hiiro was feeling, and she didn't want to admit it.
"When he was still a human? That is cruel.... I don't understand how," Usagi said.
"Because.... Megami, he was a soldier of death and destruction. A machine to kill on command. We all had to. You didn't understand why we had to, we just knew that we had to kill our enemies. Before they killed us. I am glad to say now, Hiiro shows a LOT more emotion," Trowa stated.
Usagi got a thoughtful look on her face, and she wondered how alike she and Hiiro really were.
"Trowa, can I go see my friend now? I really need to see how she feels. I don't want her to feel like she is alone here."
Trowa smiled at her. He knew how she felt, it was how he felt the first time he became a vampire. He felt lost and confused... until his first feeding. He couldn't forget that, like Duo couldn't forget feasting on goddesses. The baka.. didn't he know that he could get himself killed?
"Okay, Megami, we shall go see your friend, but I am sure she is fine," Trowa said.
"Arigato, Trowa-kun!"
Trowa glowed with an unspoken emotion, one he hasn't felt in a long time... and he thought he never would again. He smiled down at her and helped her up from the bed. She swayed on her feet, and he caught her in his embrace.
"Are you alright Megami?"
"I am fine Trowa-chan... I know that you are much better than that...that murderer. He killed her, in front of me. How could he have done that? I don't understand."
Trowa shook his head at her, and he smiled.
"Dear Megami... he is a 'killer', as am Quatre, Wufei, Duo, and myself. Don't you understand? When you eat the animals that you eat, you are also being a killer. Do you not think that they don't care?"
Usagi's eyes widened, she understood where he was coming from. She knew she was wrong, so she decided not to answer.
"Gomen nasi, Trowa-kun, I didn't understand."
"It's alright, Megami. Let's get you down to go see your friend. I understand that you wouldn't want to keep your friend waiting."
Trowa walked down the hall, supporting Usagi. He didn't want to scare her by showing her his full strength. He just let her lean on him.
When they got to Minako's room, Trowa used his mind to search her room. No one was in there, and he saw that Minako needed to get dressed. A blush crept up his pale cheeks.
"Megami, you can go in to see your friend. I am going to go back to the west wing. I'll see you when you get better. Here.."
Trowa placed his hand on her left shoulder and he transfered some of his energy to her. Trowa looked at her as she stood up straighter. He smiled and kissed her on the lips very softly, it felt like the silk of butterfly's wings.
Usagi had her eyes closed when he did that. She didn't know what he would, but her eyes immediately closed, as did his. He pulled back and she her eyes were half lidded. She fully opened them when Trowa tilted her head upwards.
"Ja ne, Megami. I shall see you soon."
"Ja ne, Trowa-chan..."
Trowa blinked out of the hall. Usagi looked at where Trowa's form has just been. She shook her head, and blinked her eyes.
'I must be going crazy, he couldn't be just disapearing.'
She opened Minako's door, and she saw that Minako in bed, stark naked.
"MINA-CHAN!!!!! What were you doing?!?!?!?!"
Minako looked up from the bed, and noticed that the sheets had fallen off of her. She blushed, and put the blankets over her.
"Gomen, Usa-chan.. I didn't expect any visitors! I hope that you excuse me, but o-negai, please forgive me! Oh, gomen... gomen."
Usagi started to laugh, Minako was beet red.
"Oh, Mina-chan, don't you know, I don't care. I hope that you are okay though. I hope nothing bad happened to you. If they did, I will surely kill them myself."
"Oh, Usa-chan, I wouldn't permit you to become as lowly as they. They did nothing to me, or anything bad for the matter."
Minako winked and got a little devilish grin. She got up, with the blankets around her body, and Usagi saw blood on the bed. She looked, alarmed, at Minako.
"Minako, they didn't bite you, did they? I pray to the goddesses that they didn't do anything to you."
Usagi saw the look on Minako's face, she saw her posture when she stood. She noticed just how gracefully she was walking. She could see how Minako's inner beauty was glowing, as well as she. She looked back at the blood, and recognition dawned on her.
"Minako-chan... you didn't? Did you? Oh my goodness, and I was worried about them hurting you. But you are okay aren't you? They didn't do anything...disdainful," Usagi said.
Minako laughed at Usagi's questions, but her face softened because she knew how worried Usagi really was.
"Usagi, it is wonderful... believe me. I am not experienced, but I can vouch for Quatre, he is *VERY* experienced. I mean all the things that he did, he made me...."
Usagi had put her hand over Minako's mouth. Her face was red, and she was shaking her head vehemently.
"Mina-chan, I don't want nor need to hear about how you and Quatre.. did it. I expect to find that out for myself, but not with any one here. With a true love, Mina-chan, with a true love will I find that out. I understand that you are practically glowing, from your previous 'events', but I don't know why you did it with.... him. I am ready to run from here, Mina-chan. I don't want them to hurt you, and I don't want you to fall in love with them either."
Minako had tears in her eyes, she didn't want Usagi to feel as if she was making her leave. With all she could muster, Minako told Usagi how she felt.
"Usa-chan, I don't know how to tell you, but I want to stay here. Believe it or not, I do love Quatre, Usagi-chan. It isn't the spell he could have weaved on me. I came willingly, and I wouldn't change it Usagi, but if only he and I could have met in another life time. I didn't know before what he was, but now I know. I know because of our... joining. I know that he is a Vampire. But you see, I saw something that he didn't see. He still doesn't know a thing about us. You, Rei, and Ami prevented him from doing that. You three were there for me, and I shall and am still there for you all."
Usagi walked over to Minako and hugged her with all her might. She cried soft sobs on her shoulder and said,
"Mina-chan, it's my fault. I shouldn't have done what I did. I shouldn't have saved any one with my powers. I shouldn't have saved her... she ended up dead anyway. She still died because of me. I knew they would be coming for me, and now they got you too. It was my fault Minako.... I shouldn't have saved her!"
Minako let Usagi cry on her shoulder. She tried to soothe her by smoothing her hair, and shushing her.
"Usagi, she didn't die. She is still with us all... you saved us all by saving her. She gave you her most precious gift for doing what you did. Don't you understand... she knew she would. She just wanted to see if there was humanity in the world, and it was you Usa-chan. I know that it was against what we have been taught, but don't you see, she knew she would die. And there for she managed to use it to her advantage. They will and have come for you Usagi... but these vampires, they are your gifts Usagi. Use them wisely, and we all shall live."
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end part 4
How do you like it? There are some questions to ponder.. What did Usagi do? Who did she save? What is her *most* precious gift? And how does the Vampires fit into all of this? Good luck to anyone who can *actually* figure out how the vamps fit in. Hehe, take a stab or 'stake' out of it. ^_~ Ja ne, ~*~B*R*A~*~