Dear diary,
I
don't know what to say right now. I guess I'm pretty much in a shock from what
happened today. I mean so much in a shock, that I hardly paid attention in
class today. Because of what Jett said to me this morning at school. He said
that he loved me and I was not expecting that. I mean I don't know anymore. He
loves me, but do I love him back? It's all too quick for me. I really don't
know.
I should stop writing now. I should
just go to the Silverstone set right now and see if Jett's okay. I mean I
walked away from him and I hope that did'nt make him feel bad. So I'll write in
ya tonight.
Kayla
"JB!" Kayla called as she saw her friend near by the trailers, of the set. She ran over to him and asked, "Have you seen Jett? I really need to talk to him." JB shook his head yes.
"He went to do a scene and it might
take a while. So I suggest that you make yourself comfortable." Said JB,
handing her a bottle of water.
"Oh, great." She grumbled. "This is
so important."
"What's so important?" asked JB.
"Nothing, JB you wouldn't
understand." Said Kayla heading toward where she laid her bike down at. JB
followed her. "I'm your best friend too. I thought we trusted in each other.
Kay what ever it is. I can help. I can understand." Kayla looked back at her
friend and sighed.
"I know JB, but not even you can fix
this. Sorry." Kayla turned around and was ambushed by a crowd of photographers
and reporters. She almost jumped out of her skin once they circled her. They
began asking a billion questions and she did'nt understand a word what they
were saying.
"Kayla! How does it feel to date,
Jett Jackson, the hottest actor around?"
"Kayla, we'll you star on
Silverstone?"
"Kayla! What is it like to kiss
Jett?"
Kayla covered her ears. "Go away!
Leave me alone!" She ran out through the crowd and quickly got on her bike and
pedaled somewhere away from the reporters.
How in the world did they know about
all of this? Who told them? Why bother me?
Kayla reached to a halt, once she
saw Riley running down the street in a rush. Kayla figured that she was late
for a scene for the show.
"Hey Riley." Called Kayla. Riley
smiled and waved. She stopped running and she breathlessly leaned down on her
knees, to catch her breath. Kayla went over to her. "You okay? You was running,
pretty fast there."
"I…know….I'm…totally…late…for…the…TV
shoot." Riley finally caught some air and stood up.
"I can see that." Said Kayla. "So
um, how's Jett doing?"
"What do you mean how's he been?
Like the same teenage boy we all know everyday."
"No, I mean feelings. Is he alright?
Because I avoided him all day at School and I'm feeling pretty guilty of that
right now."
"Why, have you've been avoiding
him?" asked Riley softly. She saw how Kayla began to get a sadden face and knew
something was wrong. "Is there something wrong?"
Kayla lowered her eyes. "So, you
haven't heard the news? The whole world knows about it now."
"I know that you and Jett are like,
together..but."
"No, it's not like that." Kayla took
a huge deep breath and said, "Jett said he loves me."
"He did?" asked Riley who was
surprised.
"Yeah, and that's kind of like a
huge step to take in a relationship that just began. I don't know what to do I
don't know if I love him back." Riley put an arm around Kayla. She led her to a
bench to sit on. "Kayla, I-I don't know what to say.."
"Riley I told you this because
you're a girl and I know you went through the same situation like I have. And
you can understand what I'm dealing with. I was going to tell Jett, but I got
mobbed by a bunch of Paparazzi's." It was quick silence and then Riley said,
"Here's a suggestion. Ask him why do you love me. What is so special about me,
that you want to love me. After that, you ask yourself, what do I like about
Jett that I can love him back for? Try that. That's what I did when my used to
be Bf said those three words to me."
Kayla looked up at Riley. "Really?"
"Yeah really. It will work. But if
it doesn't, than maybe you should just stay friends."
"But I feel more than that." Said
Kayla.
"Kayla, it will work. Trust me on
that." Riley patted her friend on the back. "Nice talking to you Kay. I hope I
can fix your problem."
"Thanks Riley. You're a friend."
Riley looked at her watch and her eyes went wide. "Awww, man I'm sooo late.
Catch ya later Kay." Riley continued her run to the set. Kayla rested her back
on the bench and stared up at the sky. She started to think. Deep thoughts.
