taking the hit - 3
And I'd give up forever to
touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me
somehow
You're the closest to heaven
that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right
now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your
life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you
tonight
And I don't want the world to
see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd
understand
When everything's made to be
broken
I just want you to know who I
am
And you can't fight the tears
that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your
lies
When everything feels like the
movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're
alive
And I don't want the world to
see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd
understand
When everything's made to be
broken
I just want you to know who I
am
And I don't want the world to
see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd
understand
When everything's made to be
broken
I just want you to know who I
am
And I don't want the world to
see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd
understand
When everything's made to be
broken
I just want you to know who I
am
I just want you to know who I
am
I just want you to know who I
am
I just want you to know who I
am
"I get first round."
Jeff hisses at me, before slipping
into the ring to do his poses, me and Lita follow in after him, Lita doing
almost the exact same pose as Jeff; they are both on the turnbuckles, the
crowd cheering wildly for them, I jump on the ropes, leaning over, doing
my own poses. The crowd isn't exactly cheering but they aren't booing either,
they
don't know what to think of me.
Hell, I don't know what to think of me, a few weeks ago I was Eddie Guerro,
friend to Dean Malenko and Perry Saturn, and now I'm friends with Jeff
Hardy and Lita, but I know for a fact that I'm not friends with Matt. Matt
doesn't trust me, even after I took the gore for Lita, helped Jeff win
a match or
two and have on occasion saved his
girlfriend he still doesn't trust me, he doesn't say it to my face but
I know it.
Matt Hardy is smart. I'm shit, like
Chyna said… I'm scum. I don't deserve to be trusted and befriended by Lita
and Jeff, I don't deserve to be in a tag team match with Jeff Hardy, I
don't deserve any of it… what I deserve is to be paired with Dean and Perry,
and the little she devil herself Terri. But instead I am standing side
by side with two of the most popular wrestlers in the WWF, and the weirdest
thing is… that they want me by their side. NO ONE has ever wanted
me by their side besides Chyna and half the time she didn't, I'm like the
annoying little fly that buzzes around when you are trying to read and
you want so desperately to roll up a newspaper and kill that fly. Even
Dean and Perry got sick of me sometimes, they would talk behind my back…
who doesn't? I don't think they ever liked me; I never felt like a part
of that group, Benoit was more a part of the team then I was. It was always
about Saturn and Malenko; I was just like the third wheel… or maybe the
fourth or fifth wheel.
"Oh here comes Christian and Edge,
they so reek… well just reek."
I turn around and face Lita once
her hushed voice hisses into my ear, I look over her head and see Christian
and Edge running towards the ring, which is our cue to get out of the ring.
I crawl out of the ring followed by Lita; she hops down from the ring,
and watches intently, as I stand in the turnbuckle corner, reaching out
my hand so Jeff can tag me in when he is ready to.
Edge has first round, what is it
about that guy that reminds me of a big balloon? Edge probably has a bigger
ego then me, and put Christian in the mix, it's one big egomaniac party…
did my invitation get lost in the mail? Actually me, Edge and Christian
used to be good buddies, we would sit around and make fun of The Hardy
Boyz and The
Dudley Boys, it was a lot of fun,
well that was until Kurt Angle came to the WWF. Now that is a guy with
a WAY bigger ego then me, I don't stand a chance on breathing when standing
next to Kurt Angle, our Olympic hero. Kurt thinks just because he has his
damn gold medals that he is so hot… maybe I'm just jealous, who knows?
All I know is that Team ECK were my friends until they decided that I was
too low of a person to be hanging out with them.
See! Another example on how NO
ONE likes me, I have NO friends whatsoever, and why would I?
To get friends you must be at least likeable, which I am not. I am everybody's
worst enemy, including my own.
"Eddie!" Jeff screams at me, trying
his best to reach me.
I reach over the ropes, trying my
best to reach Jeff's hand so I can be tagged in; Edge is running to his
side of the ring to tag in Christian. Jeff jumps up, tagging me in, he
rolls out of the ring and I slide in.
Punch.
Kick.
Hit below the belt.
Drop kick.
Submission move.
Distraction.
Take down move.
Kick in the face from Christian.
German suplex from the top turnbuckle
throwing my body into the mat HARD.
Sphere which makes my body throb
in endless pain.
Hit from both sides as Christian
and Edge gain up on me behind the ref's back.
Edge slipping out of the ring
and me getting kicked in the face.
Okay that kick in the face hurt like
hell! I am lying on the mat of the ring, unable to move, this could cost
me and Jeff's match; Turning my head a bit I can see Jeff on the ropes
trying to get the referee to check me out, but the ref thinks Jeff is trying
to get into the ring. Christian grabs me by my hair and throws me into
the turnbuckle, making my face crush into the metal… Edge is attacking
me as well, my body feels like it has been broken in half, I'm just waiting
for Christian or Edge to pin me, but then…
"It's Lita! She's on the turnbuckle!"
JR screams through his headset, his voice echoing in my already throbbing
head. I try to push myself up to see if it's true, but I can hardly move.
"Lita positions herself and there
she goes! Lita's flying through the air, she lands on both Edge and Christian,
taking the two blondes down with a Swanton bomb! She took the heat off
of Eddie Guerro!" Michael screams, his voice echoing, or maybe it's
just my hearing, yeah it could be that.
I roll over on my side, pushing myself
up; the referee turns around just in time to just miss Lita crawling out
of the ring. I grab Christian and give him a back breaker and then I position
my body over his as the ref counts.
"1…..2…..3…. Eddie Guerro and Jeff
Hardy win the match by a pin." Lillian's voice enters my ears as
Jeff pulls me out of the ring.
"Are you okay?" Jeff asks me once
he gets me all the way out of the ring. He looks concerned, that's a first.
"I've been bette---" I stop in the
middle of my sentence once my eyes catch the sight of Edge grabbing Lita
from the behind and throwing her onto the concrete; Christian and Edge
grab two chairs and get ready to do the con-chair-to on Lita.
Now this is where I act like a complete
maniac who has lost all touch of reality… I ran towards Lita and pushed
her out of the way, throwing her off to the side and before I could do
anything… BAM the two steel chairs attack me from both sides of
my head.
Just the sound of the metal chairs
crushing into my skull would be enough to make me never want to wrestle
again; My legs crumpled underneath me once the chairs came in contact with
my head, I fell down to the ground, but still awake. For some reason I
didn't pass out, I just couldn't move, I couldn't speak, I couldn't even
close my
eyes…
Jeff jumped on the top turnbuckle
and delivered a Swanton bomb to Edge and Christian, he then did the twist
of fate on Edge and then gave Christian a German suplex.
"Eddie? Oh god! Paramedics! Jeff!"
Lita's frantic voice filled my ears, tipping me off something was more
wrong then the fact that I couldn't feel my body. Okay that is bad enough.
Lita looked down at me, her eyes
shimmering with concern… and whatwas the other thing in her eyes? Admiration?
No it couldn't be… could it?
"You saved me…" Lita said quietly.
"Yeah, I did, I couldn't let them
hurt you." I manage to choke out through the pain.
"Eddie just hold on okay? Me and
Jeff are going to get you to a hospital…" Lita turned away from me when
Jeff ran over.
"Jeff! He's bleeding!"
Lita's frantic voice was the last
thing I heard before I passed out.