who do you love - 8
Here we are
You tell me I'm the only one
Who makes you feel love again
There you go
I see you watching him
When you don't think I know
Should I let you go?

So who's it gonna be
Is it him or me?

chorus
Who do you love?
Who do you need?
You're messing up my mind
Wastin' all my time

Who do you love?
What do you feel?
Stop playin with my heart
You're tearin me apart

Am I the one
who can make you fly up above
Is it me who can take you higher
than you're dreaming of
Now who do you love?
Who do you love?

Turn around
Do you really think you could
You'll play me like a fool
For you
Then I realize
When you touch me it's like nothing I have known
Could I let you go

So who's it gonna be
Is it him or me?

chorus x2




"Lita..." Eddie's voice finally entered the locker-room, breaking the silence between him and Lita. "Don't go doing anything rash..."

Lita's eyes flare with anger, as she let her hand drop from Eddie's face. "Nothing rash? Dean attacked you, you didn't do anything to him, you didn't deserve it Eddie! You can't just let people go around stepping all over you like you are some sort of welcoming mat."

Eddie sighed, walking over to the couch in his locker-room, motioning for Lita to come in. "Yes I can Lita, because it happens all the time. It's the story of my life, there's Eddie Guerrero, go ahead treat him like shit, he doesn't care, he's used to it."

Lita watched Eddie, his back was turned to her so she couldn't see the look on her face, and for that much she was glad, because Lita didn't know if she could handle seeing the look on his face. "Eddie."

"What? It's true!" Eddie said, his back still away from Lita.

"Eddie." Lita said again, touching the side of Eddie's arm.

Eddie turned to face Lita, once he felt her warm hand demanding contact with his body. "What?" Eddie asked, staring into Lita's eyes.

"I'm going to challenge Malenko to a match tonight." Lita said, pushing Eddie down on the couch softly.

Eddie shook his head. "Lita, I don't know if that's such a good idea. He probably wants you in the ring, and I don't want to be the reason why you get hurt. I would never forgive myself if I was the reason you got hurt, the reason why he hurt you."

Lita smiled at Eddie's concern for her, she hadn't seen him show concern for anybody but her, Lita smiled again at just the thought of her being the only person that had seen the soft side of 'latino heat'. "It would be totally worth it Eddie. You don't know how worth it would be."

Eddie stared at Lita, her smile burning into his memory, her beauty blinding him. "You might get hurt."

"I'll take the chance." Lita said quickly.

Eddie let a smile dance itself onto his face, Lita was full of so much determination, she had a need to fight, fight for her beliefs, her friends, to fight ... to just fight. "It's not like I can stop you." Eddie said slowly.

Lita nodded. "True, I've made up my mind, and there is no way you could stop me, even if you tried. Trust me Eddie, I got this under control."

Eddie closed his eyes. "Matt is going to kill me."

Lita's eyes frozen in place, Matt. Oh god Matt. Lita didn't know how she could face Matt Hardy anymore, before she had done it easily because she had been in denial, but she had admitted to herself, only herself, that she was in love with Eddie Guerrero, she couldn't lie to Matt, even if she said the words, he would be able to see right through her lies. How did things get so complicated? How in the world had she fallen for Eddie Guerrero? How in the world had she gone from holding on to Matt Hardy, to letting him go?

"No, he is going to kill me." Lita said, quietly, sinking down in the couch next to Eddie.

Eddie opened his eyes and stared at Lita, there was something different about her, he couldn't put his finger on it, but how she had said Matt was going to kill her, she had sounded so sad, so full of sorrow, like she had a reason to be sorry. "Are you okay?" Eddie asked, generally concerned.

Lita turned and stared at Eddie, his eyes were full of concern, she felt the need to lie to him, and tell him that everything was fine, she felt the urge to not tell him that she realized she was falling in love with him. She felt the urge to pretend that all Eddie Guerrero was to her, was a friend... the urge was strong, it was over-bearing, but then her heart told her that nothing was better then the truth. But then her head told her that the truth hurt, that when and if Lita went to Matt and told him that she was in love with another man, that he would be hurt, that his heart would be broken, and Lita never wanted to hurt Matt, she had just unexpectedly fallen for the last man she thought she would fall for.

"Lita?" Eddie questioned again, even more concerned then he had already been.

"No I'm not." Lita said, pushing herself up from the couch. "I am beyond okay, I am pretty bad right now okay?"

Eddie stared at Lita confused, she was now pacing, her face had a bunch of mixed emotions on it, she was beginning to freak him out, something definitely was wrong, he could see it, but for some reason she wasn't telling him what was wrong. "What's wrong?"

Lita sighed loudly. "You walked into my life unexpected you know that? I was content where I was in my life, I had Matt... Matt was my boyfriend, he still is! And all that mattered was that I was in love with him, blissfully and passionately in love with Matt Hardy, and then you had to walk into my life! You had to take that gore for me, you had to beg for us to trust you, you had to take the con-chair-to for me! You had to look so scared and lonely in the hospital, you had to look at me with those eyes and make me realize that I'm falling for you. I don't want to fall for you, because you are the unknown... Matt, he's what I know! I know him, I don't know where my life is going to lead me if I fall for you! Chyna told me not to trust you, but I did... I was a fool and I trusted you, and now here I am standing in your locker-room wanting to attack Dean Malenko because he hurt you, I want to kill him for hurting you, because I'm in love with you."

Eddie's eyes widened with shock, he pushed himself up, thankful that he had the strength to stand on his own after the confession Lita had given him. Lita was in love with him? Eddie reminded himself not to start grinning, because right now wasn't about who loved who, right now was about that no matter what, someone was going to get hurt, either it be him or Matt Hardy, someone was going to get hurt.

"I'm in love with you, and I don't want to be!" Lita continued. "But I can just hold your hand and it feels so natural, you feel so natural to me. I have never felt the way I feel when I'm around you! I don't know how I didn't realize that I was in love with you, I should have known. How we finished each other's sentences for one another on the tv shows we hosted, how I could look at you and now how and what you were feeling, it was so obvious... so obvious to everyone, except me.This whole time I had been thinking that I had everything I needed in life, I had the perfect boyfriend, the perfect team, the perfect friends, the perfect dream... but you walked into my life and you changed everything. I challenged my friend to a match because of you, just because she called you scum, I had felt so enraged that she would dare disgrace, disrespect you like that, it had made me so angry ... I don't even know why I was angry, a few months ago I would have, hell I DID believe that you were scum."

Eddie grabbed Lita's hand, forcing her to look him in the eyes. "Did you think I wanted to be here? You want to know the truth? I am scum. You should just walk out that door right now and don't think about me, because it was all a plan Lita! I wanted my European championship belt back, so I planned to get your guys trust and use that for my benefit, but somehow along the way I lost sight of that plan. But I am still scum Lita!"

Lita tried to make herself angry at Eddie's confession, but all she could feel was her heart going out to him. "Eddie ..." Lita started but was cut off by Eddie.

"No Lita! I'm scum, just walk out that door, never come back. Chyna was right, you shouldn't trust me, you should never trust me, I am a rat." Eddie looked at Lita. "Please don't love me, I don't deserve you."

Lita looked into Eddie's eyes, demanding a connection. "I love you."

Eddie shook his head. "You love Matt."

Lita put both of her hands on both sides of Eddie's face. "No you're not listening to me, I love you. I have tried to deny it, but I can't, not anymore. I'm not mad, god I should be mad at you for making that stupid plan, but you love me. I can see it, I can see it in your eyes, it's as clear as day, your love matches exactly with mine, I see into the person you really are Eddie."

Eddie tried to pull away from Lita's grasp. "I won't let you ruin everything you have ever known, because of me. I'm not worth it, I won't let you do this for me."

Lita pulled Eddie in closer. "I can't live without you. You're a part of my life now."

Eddie shook his head. "A horrible part of your life."

Lita shook her head. "A part of my life, I want. Love is never easy Eddie, I know that... but if I walk out that door right now, I am walking out on a chance, a chance to find out if this love, this connection, we're sharing right now is really worth it. You want me to walk out Eddie? You want me to walk out on you? Because I have a strong feeling you don't..."