I Wish I was Dead
by: drama81
*Disclaimer: I don't own Sailor Moon or the original scouts or Rini, those are owned by Naoko Takeuchi. I also don't own the chibi scouts or the guardian angels, Angel Raye owns them.
*Author's Notes: Well this is the last chapter. Like every other chapter I have got to say...DON'T KILL YOURSELF!!!!!! I still cannot stress that enough. Please, please PLEASE don't do it. Talk to someone, anyone. *Gets on knees begging* Just think about who you will affect. Thanks. Now enjoy the story. :)
Chapter 9: Rini
"Guys, I need you here as soon as possible. There's a youma downtown terrorizing people. I'll try to hold it off until you can get here," a pink haired teenager said talking into a watch.
The teen quickly ducked into an alley. 'Okay, Rini. Do it,' she thought to herself.
"Moon Cosmic Power, MAKEUP!" she yelled, instantly transforming her into her super hero identity, Sailor Cosmic Moon.
"Hold it right there. I am the soldier of love and justice. A pretty sailor suited solder, Sailor Cosmic Moon. I demand you leave these innocent people alone and return to where ever you came from, cause if you don't I'll have to punish you!" she said to the youma while striking a pose.
"Ooooo, a new toy to play with. First, I'll make you watch while I wreak some havok. PETRIFY GLARE!" the youma said.
The attack moved too quickly for Sailor Cosmic Moon to dodge and she quickly was paralyzed and having to watch the youma. He grabed a young child he had already knocked out and grinned towards Cosmic Moon. It licked it's lips then thrust it's clawed hand into the boy's chest and brought out his heart. It opened it's mouth and threw the heart in and swallowed.
The youma dropped the now lifeless boy and grinned at Cosmic Moon again. "That was a good appetizer, but now for the main course," it said advancing on Cosmic Moon.
"Earthquake Tremors!" the attack caught the surprised youma in the side, throwing it into a building and breaking the spell on Cosmic Moon.
"Thanks you guys, I needed that," Cosmic Moon said.
She took one more look at the boy before summoning her scepter. "I cannot allow what happened here to go unpunished. For the murder of this child I judge you guilty, your sentence is to be dusted. Any last words? Moon Princess Healing Kiss!" she yelled at the youma.
The pure energy quickly turned the youma to dust. "Oops too late," Cosmic Moon said before collapsing herself.
She began crying as soon as she hit the ground, not from the physical pain, but from the emotional pain of having to watch that little boy lose his life. 'And I couldn't do anything,' she thought bitterly to herself.
She faintly heard the other scouts plead for her to get up and go back to the palace with them. She barely remembered doing it either. All she could think about was the little boy who had died. 'I'm worthless if one youma could take me out like that,' she thought again.
She reached under her bed and brought out a bottle of pills. She opened the bottle and emptied it onto the bed. She quickly found the one she was looking for. It was one that she had taken from Amy's office when she wasn't paying attention. She held it in one hand and a glass of water in the other. She put the pill in her mouth and thought bitterly, 'I wish I was dead.'
"I could arrange that, or you can do it yourself," a voice said.
"Who's there?" Rini nearly screamed.
"Don't worry, it's me Amber," the angel said appearing to Rini.
"Amber what are you doing back?" Rini said.
"I felt you needed my help again, and by the looks of it I arrived just in time," the angel said. "Look before you do this, let me show you what it would be like if you died right now, okay?"
"O-Okay," Rini said hesitantly.
She stepped through the portal, which Amber had created. She looked around and saw her room. "It doesn't look any different," Rini said.
"Take a look outside of your room Rini," Amber said.
Rini walked outside and immediately heard crying. She recognized it as her mother, but instead of the loud wail that was normal it was a quiet sobbing. She quickly ran to her mother's room and saw Serenity on the bed crying her eyes out.
"Why Rini? Why did you do it? Was I that horrible to live with? Was I that bad of a mother?" the queen asked.
"No, you were never the problem. It was me mother," Rini said trying to ease her mother's pain.
"She cannot hear you," Amber said.
"I can't bear to see her like this, please take me somewhere else," Rini pleaded.
"Of course, there is a major event you need to see," Amber said.
The two vanished as the queen continued to sob. When they reappeared Rini recognized the place as the Gate of Time. What she heard and saw, though, was the last thing she expected. The entire place was in ruins and seemed to be tearing itself apart. She saw Sailor Pluto and three others, Cosmic Pluto, Elysian Pluto, and Crystal Pluto, she guessed.
My god, the Time Stream is ripping itself apart. I think I found the problem, OH NO!" Elysian Pluto said before fading away.
Crystal Pluto had faded away right before. "Mother, I know I have but a moment, and I love you," Cosmic Pluto said before fading herself.
Sailor Pluto gave a cry of terror, watching her family die. "There's where this started. I've got to correct it. Oh kami-sama, Rini, NOOOO!" Pluto cried before the Time Stream collapsed around her, killing her instantly.
"NOOO!!! PUU! Amber get me out of here," Rini said as tears spilled from her eyes.
"Of course, there's what's happening on the outside too, that you need to see," Amber said teleporting the two of them away.
They reappeared in the dining chambers and saw Maggie trying to keep everyone safe in her time bubble. "I don't know how much longer I can hold this. I've never had to make one this big before," the child said straining.
The bubble suddenly burst and everything seemed to collapse as time distorted all around them and finally caused everything to disappear. "NOOOOO!!! I cannot let this happen. Amber take me back. I know that I am important to everything now," Rini said.
"Of course, I was waiting for that," Amber said forming a portal back to Rini's room.
Rini quickly jumped through it and landed back on her bed. She realized that she was exactly as she was before Amber came along and quickly spit out the pill. She ran to her parents' room and burst inside. "Mom, Dad, I love you both," Rini said hugging her parents.
"We love you too, darling. Now what's the matter," Endymion asked.
"I think I need to see Amy. Something happened today and I almost did something that I would regret," Rini said.
"Your friends aren't pressuring you to...do anything are they?" Serenity asked.
"No, it was something about a battle today," Rini said, yawning. "I'll tell you about it in the morning, after you make my appointment with Amy. Right now, I'm getting sleepy and am going to bed. Good night, I love you," Rini said before leaving the room.
"Glad you made the right choice there," Amber said reappearing in Rini's room.
"It just took me seeing that I am needed here, I guess," Rini said.
"Well, I'm proud of you. As a small reward, I'm going to tell you a secret. You'll be having a bigger family soon," Amber said before disappearing.
"Amber, wait! What did you mean by that?" Rini asked, getting no response. "Well, I guess I'll hafta see it when it comes."
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Well that's it for this series. I can't believe I finally finished it. Comments are very welcome. E-mail them to me at drama81@hotmail.com. Keep tuned, cause I'll be doing more of Cosmos's Story now. :)
by: drama81
*Disclaimer: I don't own Sailor Moon or the original scouts or Rini, those are owned by Naoko Takeuchi. I also don't own the chibi scouts or the guardian angels, Angel Raye owns them.
*Author's Notes: Well this is the last chapter. Like every other chapter I have got to say...DON'T KILL YOURSELF!!!!!! I still cannot stress that enough. Please, please PLEASE don't do it. Talk to someone, anyone. *Gets on knees begging* Just think about who you will affect. Thanks. Now enjoy the story. :)
Chapter 9: Rini
"Guys, I need you here as soon as possible. There's a youma downtown terrorizing people. I'll try to hold it off until you can get here," a pink haired teenager said talking into a watch.
The teen quickly ducked into an alley. 'Okay, Rini. Do it,' she thought to herself.
"Moon Cosmic Power, MAKEUP!" she yelled, instantly transforming her into her super hero identity, Sailor Cosmic Moon.
"Hold it right there. I am the soldier of love and justice. A pretty sailor suited solder, Sailor Cosmic Moon. I demand you leave these innocent people alone and return to where ever you came from, cause if you don't I'll have to punish you!" she said to the youma while striking a pose.
"Ooooo, a new toy to play with. First, I'll make you watch while I wreak some havok. PETRIFY GLARE!" the youma said.
The attack moved too quickly for Sailor Cosmic Moon to dodge and she quickly was paralyzed and having to watch the youma. He grabed a young child he had already knocked out and grinned towards Cosmic Moon. It licked it's lips then thrust it's clawed hand into the boy's chest and brought out his heart. It opened it's mouth and threw the heart in and swallowed.
The youma dropped the now lifeless boy and grinned at Cosmic Moon again. "That was a good appetizer, but now for the main course," it said advancing on Cosmic Moon.
"Earthquake Tremors!" the attack caught the surprised youma in the side, throwing it into a building and breaking the spell on Cosmic Moon.
"Thanks you guys, I needed that," Cosmic Moon said.
She took one more look at the boy before summoning her scepter. "I cannot allow what happened here to go unpunished. For the murder of this child I judge you guilty, your sentence is to be dusted. Any last words? Moon Princess Healing Kiss!" she yelled at the youma.
The pure energy quickly turned the youma to dust. "Oops too late," Cosmic Moon said before collapsing herself.
She began crying as soon as she hit the ground, not from the physical pain, but from the emotional pain of having to watch that little boy lose his life. 'And I couldn't do anything,' she thought bitterly to herself.
She faintly heard the other scouts plead for her to get up and go back to the palace with them. She barely remembered doing it either. All she could think about was the little boy who had died. 'I'm worthless if one youma could take me out like that,' she thought again.
She reached under her bed and brought out a bottle of pills. She opened the bottle and emptied it onto the bed. She quickly found the one she was looking for. It was one that she had taken from Amy's office when she wasn't paying attention. She held it in one hand and a glass of water in the other. She put the pill in her mouth and thought bitterly, 'I wish I was dead.'
"I could arrange that, or you can do it yourself," a voice said.
"Who's there?" Rini nearly screamed.
"Don't worry, it's me Amber," the angel said appearing to Rini.
"Amber what are you doing back?" Rini said.
"I felt you needed my help again, and by the looks of it I arrived just in time," the angel said. "Look before you do this, let me show you what it would be like if you died right now, okay?"
"O-Okay," Rini said hesitantly.
She stepped through the portal, which Amber had created. She looked around and saw her room. "It doesn't look any different," Rini said.
"Take a look outside of your room Rini," Amber said.
Rini walked outside and immediately heard crying. She recognized it as her mother, but instead of the loud wail that was normal it was a quiet sobbing. She quickly ran to her mother's room and saw Serenity on the bed crying her eyes out.
"Why Rini? Why did you do it? Was I that horrible to live with? Was I that bad of a mother?" the queen asked.
"No, you were never the problem. It was me mother," Rini said trying to ease her mother's pain.
"She cannot hear you," Amber said.
"I can't bear to see her like this, please take me somewhere else," Rini pleaded.
"Of course, there is a major event you need to see," Amber said.
The two vanished as the queen continued to sob. When they reappeared Rini recognized the place as the Gate of Time. What she heard and saw, though, was the last thing she expected. The entire place was in ruins and seemed to be tearing itself apart. She saw Sailor Pluto and three others, Cosmic Pluto, Elysian Pluto, and Crystal Pluto, she guessed.
My god, the Time Stream is ripping itself apart. I think I found the problem, OH NO!" Elysian Pluto said before fading away.
Crystal Pluto had faded away right before. "Mother, I know I have but a moment, and I love you," Cosmic Pluto said before fading herself.
Sailor Pluto gave a cry of terror, watching her family die. "There's where this started. I've got to correct it. Oh kami-sama, Rini, NOOOO!" Pluto cried before the Time Stream collapsed around her, killing her instantly.
"NOOO!!! PUU! Amber get me out of here," Rini said as tears spilled from her eyes.
"Of course, there's what's happening on the outside too, that you need to see," Amber said teleporting the two of them away.
They reappeared in the dining chambers and saw Maggie trying to keep everyone safe in her time bubble. "I don't know how much longer I can hold this. I've never had to make one this big before," the child said straining.
The bubble suddenly burst and everything seemed to collapse as time distorted all around them and finally caused everything to disappear. "NOOOOO!!! I cannot let this happen. Amber take me back. I know that I am important to everything now," Rini said.
"Of course, I was waiting for that," Amber said forming a portal back to Rini's room.
Rini quickly jumped through it and landed back on her bed. She realized that she was exactly as she was before Amber came along and quickly spit out the pill. She ran to her parents' room and burst inside. "Mom, Dad, I love you both," Rini said hugging her parents.
"We love you too, darling. Now what's the matter," Endymion asked.
"I think I need to see Amy. Something happened today and I almost did something that I would regret," Rini said.
"Your friends aren't pressuring you to...do anything are they?" Serenity asked.
"No, it was something about a battle today," Rini said, yawning. "I'll tell you about it in the morning, after you make my appointment with Amy. Right now, I'm getting sleepy and am going to bed. Good night, I love you," Rini said before leaving the room.
"Glad you made the right choice there," Amber said reappearing in Rini's room.
"It just took me seeing that I am needed here, I guess," Rini said.
"Well, I'm proud of you. As a small reward, I'm going to tell you a secret. You'll be having a bigger family soon," Amber said before disappearing.
"Amber, wait! What did you mean by that?" Rini asked, getting no response. "Well, I guess I'll hafta see it when it comes."
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Well that's it for this series. I can't believe I finally finished it. Comments are very welcome. E-mail them to me at drama81@hotmail.com. Keep tuned, cause I'll be doing more of Cosmos's Story now. :)