Changes occur in everyone's life. This is about the changes that happen to Logan and how they effect him, as well as those around him. This is a M/L romance story. If you don't like that then you might not want to read this.
This is my very first fanfiction. Any comments you have I would love. I'm not quite sure how this works so…
None of the characters are mine. Fox and others own it all.
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It Changed Everything
* Logan's POV *
Not all the changes were welcome. That shattering of my spinal cord wasn't something that I'm particularly fond of. Everything changed.
You know the saying "you don't realize what you had until you've lost it," well I now fully understand that. You (people), or at least me, take too many things for granted. Simple things, that now I can't do.
Like just stand up and look someone in the eye. Yeah I know, that someone isn't just anyone. It's Max. I think every day how much I just want to get up, out of this chair, and just look her in the eyes. Tell her exactly what she means to me. But there's part of the problem. I, myself, can barley admit to how I feel towards her. What exactly I feel, I'm not quite sure. In my heart I know that its love. But my head, well it just knows that it's happy to see her. Her, this beautiful and amazing woman.
'Could she ever feel the same? Feel this way to a cripple? A guy who can't dance, can't walk, can't even stand on his own two feet (literally). I know I feel what I feel towards her. But could she feel anything remotely close for me?'
Sometimes after I've given myself a huge dose of self-pity, I wonder if this will be how I'll remain. I've always kept the thought that I may be able to walk again in the back of my mind. It may not occur in the near future, but just sometime. Sometime is better than no time at all. Yet, I can't help think that I may just remain this way.
If I did stay this way would that be too bad? I still have things to live for. Max. Eyes Only. Max. But can I really have everything that I want, besides to walk, if I'm like this?
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This my first FanFiction. I'm trying, so bear with me. Please read and review! It makes my day! :-) You can write comments to me at: Mmm2i@aol.com
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