Disclaimer: These are not my characters, except maybe those which I have invented

Disclaimer: These are not my characters, except maybe those which I have invented. Those that I haven't are the sole property of Squaresoft. I am merely borrowing them for the purpose of storytelling, stepping briefly into their world to influence their actions.

"Absolute Zero"

Part Nine: To Reflect

"There's a bit of magic in everything,

and some loss to even things out."

-Lou Reed,

 Magic and Loss

Silence

            Celes, my love, it's finally happened then. You've been overtaken by your dark worries. Foolish of me, maybe then, to have thought you would stay with me foreva, like that. I haven't discovered a way of making people stay yet, have I? But, I always keep my promises, eh? Don't I?I can't recall. But, do not despair then, love. I will not abandon you. That I won't do. Not eva.

            This time I won't do with the loss, Celes. Couldn't . . .

            Celes, I know you're in there, love. Know it. Can't seem to find a way to seep inside your mind and rest there. Or to open your icy lids. Not yet. But I will find someway. I will do. I will . . .

            Celes, if you don't wake up, love . . .

            You must wake up.

            Celes . . .

            Celes, my heart is breaking.

            Breaking right in half.

            This time for good.

            Celes.

            Celes . . .

            Celes, I love you. Please don't leave me.      

Cold

            Now, during these days the snow had ceased to fall. The air was tight and cut coldly, deeply. The snow had piled up over the plains, left a crusty layer over the oceans, now mostly frozen. The sky was white. Motionless. The snow, though purely white, lay dull and milky.

            It was not so treacherous to travel for a time, though much colder. If properly shielded, a traveler could now move with at least a degree of clear vision. Most remained too afraid, unsure that the snows would hold back for long. Afraid.

            Not so for two brave women. They traveled northward. One helping the other, who required a crutch to walk.

            It was also to their benefit that the inner sea could now be used to walk across. They made use of this fact, though cautiously. The sea held other dangers. The occasional breaking of ice floes, the opening of the hungry mouth of the ocean. The hungry mouths of the creatures lurking therein. They traveled, despite this, and in good time they had reached Mobliz.

Stasis

            It is here that the story stops, nearly.

            "Celes Chere, former Imperial General." Lenore wrote on her clipboard, onto the record, which would be kept for the illness that this woman now possessed. "The patient shows signs of a ice poisoning. A slowing of the heartbeat. She now rests in a coma-like state." A coma-like state. Lenore put the clipboard down and looked out the window at the silky pale sky. The woman, Celes, is perhaps the first to experience the true wrath of the Snow, she sighed. What else would they be forced to endure?

            Celes hadn't moved for days. She was shut tightly to the world, lying pale on her bed. Locke hadn't left her side or otherwise spoken to anybody in days. He held her icy hand and looked on in a sort of glazed vigil. His lips sometimes moved, but no audible words came out.

            Setzer walked into the room one morning, unusually silent to accommodate Locke, and placed a gramophone next to them on a dresser table. Arvis had suggested that a little music in the room may keep them both from slipping away, and the silence from otherwise stripping the paint from the walls. Setzer was always in favour of lifting a downcast mood, and since nobody knew quite what to say just yet…

            The first few notes slipped out in a croak, then once adjusted, the soft music filled the room. Locke moved, shuddered once, and his eyes glanced toward Setzer. Setzer looked away quickly, and left the room. Locke pressed his face back unto Celes' neck, and quietly began to hum along to the song.

            Celes, inside, could hear it, he knew. Indeed, she could hear him. She was in there somewhere.

            The soft crooning of a man's voice and fragments of piano spun from the needle of the gramophone:

            " you're the magic that holds the sky up from the ground

            you're the breath that blows these cool winds 'round

            trading places with an angel now

            saw you last night

            stars in your eyes

            smiled in my room"

Locke took Celes' hand once more, still frighteningly cold. He held it, and began to cry all over again. The wave of sorrow on a spring tide.

  Celes stood in the middle of a room, with icy walls and clear glass tiles. The music spun around her and she was wearing a pure white dress. She reached out her hand and Locke's clasped it. They danced, spun 'round the room, engulfed in the sweetly sad music.

If anyone were looking, which they weren't, they would not have recognized Locke at that moment. The sight would have nearly broken their hearts.

Welcome

            "Terra, I'm so happy to see you have come back to us safely!"

            "Momma!"

            "Terra…"

            "Tewa!"

            "Yes, Katarin. Children. It's good to be home."

            "And I see that you have brought someone with you…"

            "Yes, this is Relm. She once helped us to defeat Kefka. She's… She was in Albrook and she helped me to find a place to stay there."

            "She's been badly wounded… Was that the storm?"

            "No."

            "Then… "

            "My leg was broken in a fight. You don't want to see what happened to the other guy."

            "…"

            "Oh, Relm. We'll explain later, okay, Katarin. Where is Sebastian?"

            "He's inside with Duane and the other children. Let's get you two inside and warmed, shall we? You must be frozen solid by now."

            "Yes."

Shadows

            Aillen spoke to Alexis, and to anyone who just happened to be listening, the manner of his voice was a familiar one, though he they never let on to any such recognition in public. He sat on a stool in her tiny room, his legs casually slung on the edge of her bed. He fingered the bruise on his lips, absently. The wound was still tingling, and slightly cold to the touch.

            "You wouldn't have believe the sight of it, right. It was incredible. Incredibly disturbing. And that's saying a lot, right… "

            "Coming from you. Yes, I know Aillen."

            "I've never seen anyone quite so terrified."

            "No, I don't suppose you would have… "

            "She froze, like, Alex! I could see it coming right over her like a wave. Like a bloody curse."

            Alexis paced and ran her head across her brow. She had words to say, but none came out right.

            "The worst was the last thing she said. When I caught her, there. She… She thought I was that Cole fellow. She thought I was Locke. And so she… gods, it was too much."

            "I wouldn't blame her with the snows as they were, and then… "

            Aillen sighs, looks up at her.

            "You look… "

            "Yes, I know."

            Alex fretted some more, then sat next to Aillen and put her thumb to his lips, ran it across the purple spot. "This bruise is incredible. Did that happen on the mountain, when she mistook you for him?"

            "Yes."

            "Your kiss was not the one she wanted, then."

            "No, not hardly, but it wasn't that. She was cold. Freezing, like. I felt that she nearly pulled my warmth from me."

            "And now he sits downstairs, cradling her, shivering."

            "Yes, he would be. That Cole… well, he… oh, never mind. They have truly found each other, as people do sometimes."

            "Oh, stop trying to be so wise, you ass. You're not all that, Aillen!"

            He grinned, "And you are, what, the leader of the Returners, now? That's a good one!" He jabbed her in the ribs, playfully. "Stepped right into the old coot's shoes, you did. Size 25 and a half, was it?"

            "Oh, eat me."

            "With pleasure, my dear."

Searching

            Nobody was surprised when Setzer left. More surprised that he had hung around there for the week as it was, pacing, trying to pretend that the scene in Celes' chamber was not happening. They weren't surprised that he went to find help, either. That went without saying. Most at the academy were skeptical of Setzer's approach to problem solving, however. Academics never did understand the mind of a jet-setting free spirit.

            If it was possible to buy a cure, he would. If not, then he would find it.

            Setzer, as previously stated, was never left to want for anything he craved. As self-indulgent as he was, he was never an uncharitable man. And desires were one thing, friends another entirely. One of the surprising facts among the many things that could be said for Setzer was that he was loyal. Deep down, he was extremely loyal.

            Celes. He thought of her much now. His thoughts being quite different from the views of the stuffy academics, which viewed her with scientific marvel. They were different than those of Arvis and the others, he knew, as one could not truly feel for someone they had never really known. Not that Setzer had truly known her, he sighed. No, that burden was now for Locke to bear. He was the one that Setzer now felt the most for; despite the shaky path his feelings towards the man had traveled since he'd first met him. Locke. Ever the bright-eyed, wise-faced thief. Setzer had learned to like him, despite himself, to even respect him in certain ways. And now…

            Setzer could no longer stand to watch Locke wither away.

            He was going to find help. Find a cure, an answer of some sort. He was going to Mobliz. He was going to get Terra.

Miracles

            I still cannot believe that Relm is alive! I had thought that… I thought that all of Thamasa was lost. It's a miracle. And she… she has changed so. Well, maybe not essentially. She's grown… a young woman now. I didn't recognize her at first. And she's… quieter? No, she as mouthy as ever, but something has softened… Yes, I guess it would have to have hit her hard. That sort of thing. It either hardens you forever or breaks you down slowly. Or else just carries itself softy in the deepest cracks of your features. It shows in the creases of her eyes.

            That stupid Sebastian character. All holy, high-and-mighty, preaching on his soapbox. What a sod. Oh, listen to me! He was nice enough, I suppose. It's his faith, so who am I to… Girl, you have to lose that aggression. Remember when Grandpa used to say that? Strago… The only thing that makes it okay is the fact that he smiled at me. He smiled, even then. I never could understand that old man. Maybe that's what I can't get through in Sebastian: The Strago complex. Ugh. His Esper theory is dead wrong in one part though. Why would they kill the Mages? To "bring them to the heavens," like he said? Well, makes sense in just one way… They didn't take me.

            Truly a miracle that this mage-girl has been spared. Certainly, the Espers have seen in her some great purpose, for which she is here to fulfill. Terra went out into the heart of the storm and this girl showed her to safety… along with the protective help of the Seraphim. And she brought the girl, Relm, back. It must be the will of the Espers. Their will be ours.      

Terra

            Terra agreed to go with Setzer without hesitation. Relm and Sebastian decided that they would also accompany her, for their own reasons. Within the hour, the four of them soared into Narshe valley in the Falcon.

            Terra greeted cheerfully by Arvis, the first showing of sincere happiness from him since Banon had died. Alexis and Aillen greeted the newcomers, and in turn Relm and Sebastian introduced themselves. It was, all in all, a formal affair. Nobody in Narshe quite knew what Setzer intended these people to do, but Arvis seemed to take Terra's arrival as a good sign, and so the others did too.

            Terra wanted to see Locke, so they pointed her in the right direction. Arvis offered a weak warning, but trusted that seeing Terra would do him good. The others were offered a place to relax in Arvis' house, and would worry about seeing poor Celes later. Setzer hoped that Terra would be able to shake Locke from his gloom, and tried to put it from his mind for the time being.

           

Speech

            Elsewhere, at this time, Edgar addressed the people of South Figaro.

            "Citizens of Figaro. It seems that, of late, there have been rumors of desertion among the people of my kingdom. I am here to inform you that I am very aware of this, and have acquired the identity of the majority of the people responsible."

There are mutterings among the crowd, nervous whispers. Edgar smiles, "How am I aware of this, you ask? Well, someone was nice enough to deliver this to my door…" Edgar glanced at Anthony, who reaches into his pack at holds up the mangled piece of the coat that Edgar's assailant had been wearing. The crowd roared in shock.

            "Yes, it is obviously a garment of the Owzer family colours. One Damon Owzer, to be exact. Deceased, unfortunately. I am not a cruel man, and I will therefore spare you the details, but let this go as a warning to any others who may have had a part in this. I will not sit quietly while attempts are made to overthrow my kingdom. The other suspects, fear not, will be now dealt with accordingly."

            The crowd is abuzz, but for the first time in ages, they seem to be responding to Edgar with encouraging approval.

            "I know that this Snow Storm has been causing much hysteria here in Figaro, as it is elsewhere. I am here today to reassure you that you will all be secure under my reign. My kingdom is as safe as anywhere else on this planet at the moment, and perhaps better than most. But I will need your cooperation to elevate our kingdom to a higher level of peace and security. If you listen to what I now say, I know we will pull through this Ice Age mostly unscathed."

            And so Edgar begins his reclaiming of his family's kingdom. The crowd is silent now, and drinks in his every word.

Comfort

            "Locke?" Terra stood in the doorway. Locke had, by this time, briefly left Celes' side and was picking through his meager belongings in a smaller room. He looked up to see Terra, and it anticipation of a smile, he grimaced and the tears leapt down his face.

            "Oh, Locke." Terra went to his side and held him by the shoulders. He let his head rest on her shoulder for a while, soaking it with tears. Terra did not know what to say anymore. She had come to him with a comfort speech in mind, but this seemed ridiculous now there with Locke sobbing on her shoulder.

            Locke. What could she possibly say? He had helped her so much when they first met. So selfless, so...

            So they said nothing.

            Eventually, Locke pulled himself up off her shoulder. Terra could see from his eyes that his hurt was wearing away at him. A quickly fraying piece of rope. He looked at her, noticed her worry, and smiled a moment, brushed her cheek. Then offered the ridiculous phrase: "I need some air…Going to the pub…" 

            Terra frowned and watched him leave.

           

Strength

            Relm had left Arvis' place in search of Locke. She hobbled into Narshe's best pub, without any care toward the eyes that glanced at her suspiciously. She settled into the seat across from Locke. After they had silently acknowledged each other a while, she spoke to him frankly.

            "Locke. You are the one I have wanted to see all this time. If anyone can tell me how to keep going, it is you."

            "How you suppose that?" He offered weakly.

            "Oh, you're kidding me! You don't give yourself enough credit, but that's part of your charm, I suppose. You keep going, Locke. You lose everything. Everything but your own life, and yet you keep going. How do you do it? Where do you find your strength?"

            "Well… What else would I do?"

            Relm said, "Die," but the words only echoed through her mind. Locke never heard them. He shuffled weakly around in his chair, and drank deep gulps from his glass of cider. He observed her with increasingly bleary eyes. She was an unusual girl, he knew. She seemed to understand things that he only acted on.

            Relm picked up her glass, nearly peaking, and downed it. Locke could not help but awe at this, and began to worry for the young woman. She had came to him for advice and he felt that he had nothing to offer. Why did he continue, as she said, once he had lost so much?

Hope.

Love.

Love, it was love.

Yes, Love. But Locke could not bring himself to say this, for it seemed as though some heavy glue had welded his mouth shut. Relm saw his eyes go frosty and din. So, Love then, Locke? She chuckled, downed another glass of cider in three deep gulps. That could not help her. How could it? Now, with all the mages gone.

            Still, Relm felt a butterfly of excitement dance across her chest as she gazed at Locke. It was in him. Even now, as he was barely functioning, trudging aimlessly ahead. It was in him. She would learn it from him.

            Yes, what else was there?

Change

            "It is time for a change," Terra said. "Are we just going to simply roll over, accept defeat? Are we going to cower here beneath the mountains?"

            "It is time for a change. And I am going to begin…"