On The Road Towards Reconciliation Chapter Five: Growing Away Pains
Disclaimer: the author does not claim ownership to the characters or plot development mentioned from "Buffy the Vampire Slayer" or "Angel". These properties expressly belong to Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy, Greenwolf Corporation, 20th Century Fox Television, WB Network, etc. Any other characters contained in the original story are the author's.

Season One Historical Note: The action in this story takes place after "To Shanshu In L.A."


ON THE ROAD TOWARDS RECONCILIATION
by Evan Como



Chapter Five



Kathy shrieked past. A blur in her birthday party dress, she was the first to reach the courtyard's retaining wall.

Of the three men watching, the shortest literally tugged the oldest into the conversation. "I was just telling your son that the phrase 'shipping manifest' is not as vile as he may conceive."

Liam's chin prevented his head from hanging any lower. From the corner of his eye, he glimpsed his father's rigid annoyance -- jaw locked, teeth clenched, lips tightly pursed.

"Kathleen!" their father scolded. His consternation dissolved into delight. As Kathy and the four other girls huddled for a chorus of laughter, the corners of his eyes crinkled with enchantment. No matter that humor gladdened his features, dismay chipped at the timbre of his voice while he addressed his best friend, "Yes, well... Liam seems to have other thoughts about his future, Shay, and I doubt we'll ever see him hunched over journals and documentation. For all the years we've traded in textiles, I've yet to determine the cloth he's been tailored from."

Shay nodded thoughtfully. "Were the Missus and the Sister pleased with the treasure for little Kathleen?" he redirected, maintaining his good-natured disposition.

A burly man, Séamus Brennan boasted a chest broader than his shoulders. His jowls and dimpled chin appeared swollen under his unwavering smile. The girth perched above legs too thin and feet too small was as proportionally odd for a man as it was for a shore bird. Despite the years of prosperity under that burgeoning waistline, Shay's wide hands still bore the calluses of labor -- he had never stopped toting bolts of fabric, whether two doors down or to the docks.

Liam felt transparent as the two men chatted. Founded on a childhood friendship that was stronger than most blood relationships, Uncle Shay and Liam's father enjoyed much more than a business association. Theirs was an amiable partnership, with the majority of their success achieved through the integration of their personal and professional lives. Although they had come to share fewer common interests throughout the years, like the brotherly affection between them, their camaraderie had only increased.

The contrasts between Séamus and his less garrulous, more elegant business partner were striking. A wigless, full head of strawberry-blond hair was constantly afrizz; eyes the blue of a sunny spring sky were ever alert for a moment of whimsy. Blessed with a temperament that neither collected nor parceled bad-will, only the elements and years had weathered his ruddy complexion. Of average height, he was dwarfed by his companion; but what Shay lacked in stature, he made up for with wit, never failing to hand out a clever line or well-chosen phrase at the most appropriate time.

It was accepted -- and celebrated -- that Séamus Brennan never met a kind word he could keep to himself.

Enraptured by Kathleen's frolicking, Liam's father's features were swathed with a remnant of former youth -- mirth tautened his hollow cheeks, smoothed the creases from his forehead. Sunlight prettily glinted the silver streaking his dull brown locks. "... rumors to lift those trade restrictions for years, Shay. I'll believe it when they're abolished, and not a day before."

"With the Scots supplying what they can't, the English are still crowing that a glut of Irish fleece will depress the market's prices. And they'll keep blaming it on economics until they realize their quality will never be better than inferior. When you inspect the broadcloth that came down this morning on the cart from Ulster, you'll see. It may be greige, but even a blind man would be able to see how fine Eire weaves."

Shay's national pride did nothing to soften his partner's ascetic countenance. "What you're telling me then, is that Spotbridge will be inspecting the next shipment out?"

Shay curved an arm around his friend's waist and confided, "Time and again, we've manipulated the soddin' English and their rules with ingenuity and personality. Am I not right? You just keep crafting your artful transactions and I'll keep persuading Spotty with my 'warmest' handshake."

Kathleen, prancing across the courtyard, swept her hand across the back of her father's frock coat in passing. His steely regard finally bowed under the additional pressure of Shay's comically puffed cheeks and hearty wink. He shook his head and chuckled, "You'd imagine one day the English would begin noticing how little wool there is on an island so stocked with sheep."

"As long as we keep up with our excise taxes and duties, and keep procuring all those silks and jacquards from the Orient to keep their sow wives happy, the affluent bastards will never take heed!"

Liam's bitter laughter eschewed their levity. "If I used such language on your sacred grounds, Father, you'd cuff me but good, wouldn't you?"

"Liam," Shay cautioned from under his breath and a mostly-toothful smile.

But the warning came too late; the damage had been done. Even his father's ears pulled back offensively. "You can't spare a hour for your sister -- "

Liam charged the short distance. "And can you not spare an hour without spinning business?" he challenged. He pointed a silencing finger at Shay. "How is it that you never weave in a word about this one's mouth? How is it, Father, you embrace the Lord with one arm while the other is wrapped 'round a man who not only doesn't share your faith or morality, but has yet to decide if there's even a God to have them for!"

Shay's face colored. "Liam," he growled. At his friend, he purred, "Donn... At least for your sister's sake, Liam, mind your tongue!"

By crumpling the front of his frock, Liam's father fought a striking impulse. The corner of his mouth lifted derisively, though, as he glowered at his heir. "Take a look around the next time you venture outside these walls, Liam. This God damned Ascendancy has penalized the pride right out of the land. Your countrymen are destitute and illiterate; they've no politicians for fight for their rights; no land without a son to hold the title. *My* affluence, Liam, has clothed you, put food in that worthless belly of yours, and roofed your shiftless head. You dare mock me, boy? Then you do so at your own expense!"

Uncharacteristically anxious, Shay divided the two men. "That scowl on your face would be less difficult to manage, young man, if you didn't know he was right," he asided, easing Liam out of his father's direct line of sight. He waited for the heated moment to cool, which it did in the instant Kathy twirled past. "This isn't the time for a sermon, Donn," he allayed. "Let Kathy have her special day. You and Liam can have at each other's throats during the rest of the year."

One of his eyebrows arched, accompanied by a coddling, "Hmmmm?"

Liam's father wriggled his slender fingers in and out of a fist and nodded acquiescence. "Insightful, as always, Shay." He paused for a mental accounting. "With the pearls, once the foal comes... And with the interest accumulating in her Rothschilde trust, Kathleen's dowry is becoming quite promising."

Liam's hunched shoulders protested the sudden movement of his head jerking to attention. "Dowry?" he echoed. "She's only twelve and you're -- "

His father's look was cutting of more than a comment. "This doesn't concern you, Liam. Carry on with your daydreams." But Liam, shadowing the retreating men, adamantly peeled back his father's shoulder.

"LIAM!"

Liam cowered back a step. "Da, she's *just* twelve. What you're suggesting -- "

"-- doesn't concern a brother! I've got preparations to tend to if my daughter is to make a good marriage one day. Even better than the one you were to have," he added, pointedly.

Shay landed a mitigating hand upon his best friend's shoulder and entreated, "Please! Donn, it's only been a few months since Corrine nearly lost her life. Praise your Christ that Liam was able to identify the bastard that got put to the gallows for such wickedness."

Liam swallowed hard and unknotted his new shirt's restricting jabot.

A few wisps of thinning hair escaped from their binding as Liam's father reared his head; bobbing erratically, they shivered his angry aura. "And what an error of convenience that Liam will *never* greet an altar, Shay. Still, I'll not let Kathleen suffer his liability and I'll not allow her to be fodder for barter."

As Kathleen skipped past with the other girls, her father grasped one of her fluttering leader ties and gently reeled her back. With one strong arm scooped about her waist, he hoisted her into the air.

"Da!" Kathy squealed. Delighted, her airborne feet danced from under her late-summer petticoats. Holding onto his neck with all of her might, she leaned towards his face and graced his cheek with a fervent kiss. And released him as dramatically.

"Kathleen," he mock-scolded, captivated even though she'd untied his ponytail. With the tip of his nose, he poked at the ribbon she dangled between their two faces.

Séamus smiled at the pair skipping away. "These four and two other daughters, but not a one of them has me knotted to her finger as Kathleen has your Da. I'd give up a measure of my success for a son, nonetheless," he sighed. Blithely, he looped a surrogate arm around Liam's shoulders and muttered against the young man's cheek, "You'll find someone again, Liam. And Kathy's not grown up and out of the house just yet; still we've got to start moving along what your father's God planned."

But rubbing his chin in thought, Liam barely heard the consolation or Shay's supper invitation. The morning before, his sister had been eleven. After the set of one moon, Kathleen had taken the first step out of his life and he couldn't ignore the pang of jealousy tightening his chest while the young woman-in-disguise tidied their father's coif.

-0-

"OH!" Cordelia defensively clutched the towel to her chest even though she was the one fully clothed.

Gale didn't react. Freshly showered, she continued drying between her toes. "I'm almost done if you want to brush your teeth or anything."

"You're kind of..."

"Oh. I'm sorry. I always forget to lock the door and... I guess nudity is a demon thing. We've got no modesty."

Cordy couldn't argue with Gale's statement. She'd probably seen Angel in every pair of silk boxers he owned, making her wonder if her resident phantom, Dennis, had an ethereal wardrobe. It wasn't the first time she concluded that Dennis was a snappy -- albeit retroish -- dresser.

"That's some, uh -- " Cordy lowered her eyes until Gale saronged a bath-sheet, " -- tattoo you've got there."

Gale pinched up her terrycloth hem and glanced down at her left hip as if seeing the ornate design for the first time. "I've had it so long, I don't remember it most of the time. Like seeing it every day, but not seeing it. You know what I mean?"

"Um. I would think you'd remember something like that." To reroute her discomfort, Cordelia stepped to the sink. Raising her hairbrush, she commenced her bedtime beauty ritual. "I've got one, too," Cordy said after a couple of strokes.

She paused and, reaching behind with one hand, exposed the small of her back. "Nothing fancy like what you've got. But it hurt like hell to get!"

Gale nodded her admiration. "Kewl. Celestial motifs are pretty common and they're good to get. Mine's way different, though. See?" A couple of steps brought her hip nearer for inspection. "I've got lightning."

"YOUCH!" Cordelia shuddered, an empathic response. "That bad boy had to hurt like a mo fo!"

"Yeah." Gale traced an incomplete capitol. "My sister -- you know I had a twin sister?" She paused, taken aback by Cordelia's negative head shake. "Anyway, we got them at the same time. She passed out, but I stayed kinda conscious. By the time they got to the second column, I was hallucinating, serious big time."

Accepting the invitation, Cordy gingerly poked the tattoo. In addition to the two columns, and the bolt of lightning, there was a funky-looking heart spilling blood into a couple of pitcher-shaped cups. It was the strangest design that she'd ever seen, but there was also something very beautiful about it. Probably because of the baby-fine lines each segment had been drawn with. "So, all put together, what does it mean?"

"That I'm pretty, smart, and fun to be around!"

Cordelia returned to the sink, not sure what to make of the reply until Gale laughed. She smiled into the mirror. "Joking, huh?"

"Yeah. Just kidding. The columns signify my twin and me -- hers were exactly the same. Right before she died, a demon I was fighting chinked one of my capitols. Leora was the Chosen One, you know? But I took her place. My Watcher always said her death was a coincidence, but..." She smudged a hunk of wet hair off her forehead with her wrist.

Watching Gale lost to reflection, Cordelia felt a pang of sentiment. She quickly diverted her attention to her teeth and gums. "So does, like, Wesley know about it?"

Snapped from her reverie, Gale began vigorously toweling the moisture from her head. She snorted in amusement. "That's how Wesley figured out who I really am! When he saw it and -- and -- " Her eyes popped wide open. "But, you know, not that he saw it other than in a purely *ordinary* way," she recanted, "nothing, you know, physical, or anything. I mean, he was kinda giving me a physical...

"But we weren't playing doctor or anything like that. OK?"

Gale turned several shades deeper than Wesley had ever blushed. Cordy tch'd, dismissing the obviously embarrassing subject. "You know, Gale. It's cool what ever *didn't* happen between you and Wesley."

"Wesley never talked to you about us?" the nervous Warrior asked.

After wrangling her long brunette mane into a ponytail on top of her head, Cordy closed her eyes and began applying cleanser to her face. "I'm not trying to get into your business, really. I just was asking about the tattoo. That's all. And if Wesley's OK with it, it's 'K. Angel fine with it, too?"

Scrunching her face, Gale shook her head 'no'. "Angel's never seen my tattoo. Other than you and Wesley, no one outside of Council has ever seen it."

Cordy splashed her face clean, lightly patted and turned. She specified, "your *tattoo*." Gale bashfully nodded 'yes'.

"Oh, man..." Cordy whistled a breath. "It's just a Council thing, then," she commented to herself. As Gale timidly padded out of the bathroom, Cordy's thoughts honed in on Wesley. "Oh, man..."

-0-

"Angel!" Wesley barely managed to open the door to his and Cordelia's quarters before being confronted with Angel's obstructing bulk. "Are you alright?"

Angel bullied Wesley back and locked the door. "You should be asleep. You haven't slept since before we left for the airport yesterday."

"I-- I--" Wesley inhaled sharply. "I'm restless, Angel. My mind is racing a million kilometers a second and the back of my eyelids has become a virtual map of the Olympic Forest. If you'd like, since you're here, we might go over what little information Cordelia and I have gleaned from Gale and Tibo. If you could offer some insight --"

"Go to bed," Angel commanded.

Wesley rubbed his temples. "Angel," he snarled, losing leash of his temper, "I thought you'd given up whatever animosity you used to harbor for Gale."

A sardonic smile consumed Angel's mouth. He halted mid-pace and laughed grimly. "That was before I thought we'd ever have to see her again."

Wesley rushed the door... Too slowly. Angel, having sped from the other side of the room, blocked the doorknob.

"If you'll speak with me about this assignment, I'll stay; otherwise, get out of my way."

"I'm not going to let you do this," Angel menaced, squaring his shoulders.

"How?" Wesley seethed, "By imprisoning me here, too? Surely you can't be that cruel since you're too antisocial to keep me entertained!"

"I'm going to have Cordelia get us a flight out of here and --"

"You'll do *no* such thing, Angel." Wesley leaned into the vampire and used his slight height advantage to peer down his nose. "For a month, now, I've conceded to your wishes but, please -- You've got to start giving this situation a rest. There won't be any evil demons crashing through the front door to get at Cordelia or me -- "

He paused. At the insistence of a tap from the other side of the wall, Wesley lowered his voice, " -- no incendiary devices exploding. And, even if there were... I -- I can't keep living my life as if it's in constant danger."

"It's not your *life* I'm worried about."

There was concern pitted in Angel's dark eyes and a part of Wesley deeply appreciated the emotion. The other part of Wesley was damn exhausted with it, though. "We're here to do a job and we're not leaving until we've done it. Gale's not transitioning well, her Messenger is incompetent, and, there are several families missing. The Powers That Be sent us here to get to the bottom of this --"

Angel prodded Wesley back. "*That's* not why we're here," he sniggered. He strode as far as the room allowed before coming back around.

"Then why?" Wesley fleered.

Angel's fingertips peppered his skull. "To fuck with our minds."

After knuckling his glasses up his nose, Wesley dropped the fist to his mouth and slowly blew into its hollow -- in vain, anger had usurped his frustration. "It's not enough that your frenetic personality and your over-protectiveness have practically isolated Cordelia and myself from the rest of the world that you're a conspiracy theorist now, also?"

Angel returned to the door and stopped. "This is what they do."

"Puh-leeze, Angel!" Wesley shoved the vampiric barricade aside and unlatched the door.

"Angel? Wesley?"

"NOTHING, Cordelia," they quelled in unison before Wesley shot a caustic eye at Angel and curled through the doorway.

Cordy noted Angel's body language -- kinda statuey except for the tense finger fidgeting. "Hey, Angel, you wanna watch TV or something? There's cable."

Tenser fidgeting, with his focus landing just above the floor. Cordy's lips puckered up to a plan. "Videos? You can remind me how good music *used* to be," she sing-sang.

Folding one leg onto the mattress, Cordy plopped down. She flicked through channels. "Mop-o-Matic! You think Dennis would like that? Although... I don't know, since he hated that twisty mop I got him. He's way too picky about his cleaning supplies for a ghost. *Only* buy name brands, and if it's something that hasn't been around since the beginning of time -- you know, like the 50's, then he doesn't wanna use the stuff. Sorry to say, Dennis, but Bon Ami wasn't meant to clean Teflon."

She scooted back against the headboard, sweeping both feet to one side. Angel didn't take up her patted invitation for a seat. "You should have been at dinner, Angel. Wesley and Gale -- " Catching Angel's almost imperceptible flinch, Cordy adjusted her comments accordingly. "They're such goof-balls, you know? Trixie made spaghetti -- not nearly as good as yours, but she's only got kids to feed, so I guess it's cool, but -- "

Taking a deep breath, she continued yammering, " -- Gale reaches into the pasta pot and picks up a strand and tinsels the back of Wesley's head with it. And then he reaches into the pot and does her." Keeping time with her chatter, Cordy channel surfed too rapidly to decipher what was on screen. "Back and forth this keeps going on and the kids are all *busting* up until one of 'em says, 'we're not going to eat off their heads are we?'

"Well, Trixie turns around and glows hot pink! OK, sorry. But, you know if you're gonna try to pass off as human, probably *not* a good idea to go neon, but then she swats Gale across the arm and points a pretty mean index at Wesley. By now everyone's laughing and spaghetti is all over the floor and the kids are flinging it at one another and it's a big ole mess!"

Petrified eyes peered from under beveled brows. "Wesley doesn't understand."

Cordy clicked off the set and rose; a prudent approach gradually brought her to Angel's side. She slid her palm down one of his long unbuttoned sleeves. "Because he doesn't know," she explained softly, relieved as Angel's muscle slackened.

Angel canted against the door, ran his finger over the poster of a singing quintet whose identity he couldn't discern from their interchangeable rivals no matter how many times Cordelia had explained the differences to him. "I can't fight what I can't see."

Self-consciously dropping his head and speaking "And I'd take you guys back home, except I don't have one," above his silent heart caused Cordy's breath to catch.

"You're never going to be able to fight in the first place if you keep hiding in your room," she soothed, taking his cheeks in her palms and tilting his head.

But Angel shied away from the unspoken affection adorning her face, complementing her droll smile. "Why do you think we're here?" he asked.

Cordy shrugged. "Force of Darkness?" she ventured brightly, hiking a brow.

He considered her notion. "Guess I'll have to go find him, huh?"

"And when you do?" Cordy began as she escorted Angel to a seat in front of the TV, "kick his ass *extra* hard for making us come all this way to get him!"

-0-

Wind-milling his arms reduced the tension in Wesley's shoulders. He had nearly forgotten what the term 'full range of motion' meant. His head toggled effortlessly and his chest expanded across lungs filled to capacity. Still, he looked forward to the day he'd once again be able to flex without listening to himself creak.

Gale greeted his arrival at the kitchen table with a smile, extending a palm towards the opposite bench. "Look familiar?" She pointed at the chessboard.

Wesley examined the child resting across Gale's lap before taking in the playing surface. He counted the pieces, considered their positions and beamed. "The last game we never finished playing! As I recall," he boasted, "I was win -- "

Wesley's attempt to move his black rook ended prematurely when his hand collided with Gale's.

"It was *my* turn," she proclaimed.

Wesley rummaged his thoughts for a moment. "No. It was definitely mine."

"He talks funny." The little girl sat up abruptly.

Gale studied the sleepy face. "That's not a polite thing to say, Chandi."

Chandi peered sheepishly at Wesley. "Sorry that you talk funny," she apologized. Slumping against Gale's side, she rubbed her sleepy eyes.

Gale smiled pardon one second, rushed the board in the next. While fumbling her piece, Wesley reached forward and tackled her fingers. His chiding glance was met with his opponent's smug impenitence.

"Diversionary tactics?" he asked, begrudgingly dropping the pawn into her waiting palm.

Folding his forearms across the table edge, Wesley leaned forward and considered his options. "You know, Chandi, if you listen very closely to people, you will eventually notice that *everyone* speaks strangely," he said with an extra coating of British veneer.

Chandi giggled.

Having achieved the desired effect, Wesley lowered his gaze from above his lenses. As his head leveled, his bottom lip nudged its top mate into a boyish grin. "If you don't mind my asking, young lady, where are the other children?"

Chandi rolled her eyes. "In bed," she replied unhappily, hopping off Gale's lap.

While Chandi hugged Gale hugely and the two pecked cheeks, Wesley moved his knight. Smirking supremacy above his and Chandi's enthusiastic goodnight squeeze drew Gale's attention to the stratagem he'd applied.

Chandi, oblivious, toddled off to bed.

Staring dumbfounded and open-mouthed at the board, Gale slammed the tabletop with her hand. Immediately covering it with his own hand, Wesley confidently rested his cheek on top of his fisted other. "You can't possibly win," he razzed.

"I'm going to figure this out if it takes all night," Gale threatened, plaiting their fingers.

He reached across, tipped up her chin. Fully dimpled, he gloated, "remember you've only got five hours until sunrise."

Less than an hour later, Gale resigned herself to her plight as she dismissed another round of options. She sighed. "You don't know how many times I've been tempted to call you, just to hear a friendly voice. Even if you do sound funny."

Wesley palpated her wrist with his thumb. "It's difficult when you're trying to acquaint yourself with new responsibilities when you're not sure you know what you're doing, even when you're exactly suited for the position."

"It's not that." She met his eyes briefly before shuttering hers. "You know how I used to go online with all my Messenger buddies? How we'd trash chat and -- I mean, I know I'm not a Messenger any more. And some of the guys wouldn't be able to talk to me even if I could locate them, but..."

She scratched her forehead, dropped her hand, and gnawed on her fingernail.

Wesley swept her hand aside and slipped the back of his fingers along her cheek. "But..." he prompted. Gale lowering her head to the table left him bewildered.

"I feel like I'm stranded, Wesley. That it's not that the guys won't talk to me anymore. It's more like they're no longer there."

Wesley moved to sit next to her. Straddling the bench, he wrapped his arm around her shoulder and gathered her to his chest. "Surely, Tibo's not making the situation any better, but the Powers That Be obviously know what kind of trouble you're in and they've sent us to help, Gale. This will all get better. I *promise*."

Rolling her head against his collarbone, Gale's sobbed, "But this is supremely bad, Wesley. All the promises and help in the universe can't help this situation."

Wesley held the Warrior tighter. He stroked a tear from her cheek before settling his hand on her back. "There, there. This is only chess, Gale," he joked, his cheek stroking her slightly damp scalp. "All you had to do was ask and I would have gladly retracted my move."

-0-

The bedroom door flew open. Kathy darted in. A practiced click sealed Liam's room. With her eyes closed and her lips swagged with mischief, she listened to her party guests pitter-patter past.

Her new silk dress fit her perfectly; the salmon-pink bodice smoothed to just above her hips, dipping to an elongated vee in the front. Two rows of ivory lawn and one row of crisp Irish lace ruffled from under elbow-length sleeves. A tidy bow embellished the corners of her split cuffs, with larger bows decorating her center front panel. A dressmaker had managed to conceal buttons beneath one of the galloons festooning her princess seams, making it appear as if Kathy had been permanently encased in the meandering floral. As she barely contained a fit of the giggles, the slight pannier styling of a matching full-length skirt wobbled above its farthingale.

Liam couldn't resist sneaking up on her, but the floorboard creaked his next-to-last step, startling the girl. With one hand clamping her mouth and one arm lassoing her waist, he yanked her away from the threshold.

And, as abruptly, let go.

"LIAM!" she whisper-shouted, shoving him off his feet and onto his mattress. Instantly she clambered atop him. But he pushed her aside and sat up.

Her cherubic smile fluttered away. Two deep lines notched the space between her serious brown eyes. "What's wrong?" she pouted. "Is it that I smell?"

Amusing Liam with her antics, she took a whiff of the air in front of her and checked the crooks of her elbows. "Ma even let me wear some of her orange blossom water. Here!" And she thrust her wrist against her brother's nostrils.

Liam playfully defended himself, easing her hands into her lap. "No, Kathy. You don't smell, girl," he assuaged. "It's just... You're... "

His brows crossed and his nose wrinkled. Perspiration drizzled down his sides. "But -- You're wearing stays now?"

Rolling her eyes to the ceiling, she tumbled onto her back, swinging her legs swung back and forth as she tussled with her bodice. Kicked off at her heels, Kathy's dainty velvet slippers hung on by her toes. "I know! And I HATE them. But, Ma says I must!" Sadness pooled in her eyes. "I begged *so* hard, but Anna wouldn't loosen the lace."

Liam's heart constricted. He regretted broaching the subject, for the more Kathy squirmed the more uncomfortable she became. A huge tear rolled from her cheek onto his coverlet. Miserable, she sniffled noisily.

"Kathy, please!" he pleaded, capitulating. He couldn't bear seeing her suffer. Raising his fingers, he held them at wait. "Just stop your weeping."

His smile was all the proof she needed that he'd submitted to her will and, in return, she showered him with gratitude. She nimbly unbuttoned her bodice and bounced upright, presenting her back. "Thank you! Thank you!" she extolled.

With a hard tug, he unfurled the lacing's bow. Kathy's deepest breath of the day helped the ribbons reverse-slither through the eyelets. It wasn't much different than watching a hemp rope uncoil from around a mooring to unfetter a ship -- except Kathy's lash, from all the activity she'd engaged in since the morning, left her spine chafed and her pale flesh bruised and scored where the linen-bound whale boning had been riding her waist.

Retracting his fingers, Liam scooted away before giving into the temptation. A tickle would only exacerbate the irritation.

Comfortable, Kathy rebuttoned. "I hate it. HATE it! If Ma wants to wear one, fine! But I plan to help Da and Uncle Shay when I'm older. And I'm going to ride horses and wear breeches just like you!"

Grinning, she blinked.

He blinked and reached into his pocket. "I got you a present; maybe this will cheer you up?" Lifting her right hand, he slid an ornate silver ring onto her middle finger. "I know it's not as special -- or expensive -- as the necklace Da got for you --"

But Kathy cut him off before he could finish apologizing. "A stór! Liam! It's so pretty!" Ecstatic, she bounced up and down. "I've never seen anything like it! Where did it come from?"

His cheeks were warmed by her elation. "Staggering through Claddagh yesterday. There's a silversmith there and... When I saw it I thought of you. And look. I got one, too," he said, displaying his hand.

"We're twins!" she proclaimed, admiring her ring from every angle. She lurched at him. Knocking them both off balance, she clenched his ribs and ground her nose in his chest. "It'll be my favorite present always, Liam. Thank you!"

He earnestly returned her embrace and kissed the top of her head. "The smithy told me that the hands mean 'kinship', the crown means 'loyalty', and the heart -- "

"The heart means 'love', doesn't it?" She lifted her face and kissed his chin. "I knew it; and I know that I'll never take it off!"

Liam primped the lace bow holding the curls at the top of her head. "And know I'll never stop loving you," he sighed.

Distracted by the activity outside the door, Kathy bolted straight up. "Those dullard girls are spending the night!" she huffed

Laughing, he helped her onto her feet, directing her at the door squeaking ajar. "Those dullard girls are your cousins," he reminded her.

"Not our real cousins, though."

"But close enough relations," an intruder responded from the open doorway. The siblings turned and regarded the stark figure filling the cavity.

"Like you, Sister?" Liam snidely remarked as he stood.

The humorless woman regarded her nephew while she collected her niece. "You've guests, Girl, you should be entertaining. Your brother will always be here." Although, not much taller, she overruled the caps of Kathy's shoulders and steered the child out the door. She tugged at the floppy lacing as Kathy bounded past.

Before he could catch the words, Liam explained, "It was too tight. And it hurt."

Sister -- that was all they'd ever dared called her, never Aunt Maeve. Their mother had never referred to her younger sister by any other name, either, perhaps also scared of the strong-willed diminutive female with loam-dark eyes. Faintly brown lashes and eyebrows with random colorless quills hinted at the scalp secreted beneath the tight white coif and flowing black veil.

If the she was indeed married to Christ, Liam mused, He was the most benevolent of spouses. The Sister resided under their roof more often than her abbey's.

"It's Kathleen's mother's decision on how best to manage the girl's toilette," she said. As she stepped into the room, the taffeta ribbons of her black, calf shoes scratched her alb, drawing attention to its fagotted hem. The fine linen fabric had been bleached to purity and beetled to so fine a sheen the Sister gleamed around the edges. A dainty Venise lace added geometric scalloping to the full sleeves billowing over her wizened hands.

She absently fingered her lapis lazuli prayer beads. An intricately embroidered girdle cinching the tunic to her abdomen would have gone unnoticed, black upon black, had not the strand been looped from it. Other than the ornate gold and cobalt rosary, she never donned such an ostentatious -- and irregular -- variation of her vocation's habit outside the courtyard walls.

"And who manages your toilette, Sister, that they seem to have forgotten your vow of poverty?" Liam retorted.

The nun's cheeks flushed hot and she narrowed her eyes; one corner of her truculent mouth twitched. She wore disdain like she wore her fineries -- with arrogant remorselessness. Able to subjugate corruption with a withering glance, the Sister was condemnation incarnate.

Ignoring Liam's provocation, she commenced a contemplative stroll from the room. Stepping into the hallway she stopped, turned her head, and regarded him from over her shoulder. "Never forget God is watching you, Nephew," she intoned, no more impassioned than if cosseting a child.

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