Summary: A week in the life of the Gilmore Girls.
Rating: PG
Content: A tragedy, friendship and pain.
Pairing: Lorelai, Rory, Paris, Tristin, Emily and Richard
Disclaimer: None of the characters used belong to me, no profit is made from this stories and no infringement is intended.
All feedback can be sent to me at: Dphoenix@videotron.ca, this is my first real attempt at a big story / fanfic!



And What If
By
Andre Tetreault


Foreword
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I hope you enjoy this story, I might not have all the characters personality, exactly right but you will get the idea, and hopefully you will enjoy it as much as I have
enjoyed writing it.

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This story takes place a couple of weeks after the New Year and it is a tragedy.

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I don't own the Gilmore Girls characters Amy Sherman-Palladino, Dorothy Parker Drank Here productions, and the WB do. No copyright infringement intended.

Started on the 12 January 2001

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Chapter 7
Memories



Well that was 2 years ago

I now live in Hartford, with my grandparents, I'm almost finished at Chilton Prepatory Academy , I've become what my mother hated most of all, a proper clean cut young lady. Dressed into big gowns like a rich preppy girl. I've basically become what my mother would've become, if she had stayed at home and not gotten herself pregnant.

My best friend is now Paris, go figure. Lane has moved westward with her parents back to Korea one and a half year ago, in the beginning we kept in touch but as time went by we lost touch with each other. Me and Dean broke up about two months after the unfortunate accident it wasn't his fault I basically wasn't interested in seeing anybody for a while, I've become reclusive and a loner, I don't go out much, I like to be alone most of the time, I couldn't seem to get myself together. I buried myself
in school and homework. The one thing that kept my sanity was my mother's extreme sense of humor and her odd personality.

I've not been back to Stars Hollow in the last 2 years, there are too many memories there and I don't like the feeling of loss when I remember them.

I know that Luke closed the dinner about a year after the accident, then a couple of months after they found him dead in his apartment. He didn't leave a note to
anyone.

In the beginning I tried to get back into the social circle at school, I've even tried to date Tristin but then I dumped him a couple of weeks after, I didn't seem to be interested in life anymore, I just do my work go home and continue my work I don't seem to find enjoyment In anything anymore. Grandma sent me to a psychologist but that isn't helping at all, I know that my grandparents love me and they prove it all the time they have changed a lot since we came back from the hospital, but I just can't beat this feeling of hopelessness.

I've herd that the Independence Inn closed down . Sookie and Michel both moved to another state.

I miss my mother too much, I can't shake the feeling that I won't last too long if I continue in this way. I don't read books for enjoyment anymore I'd rather just stare into space and think.

I keep thinking back to the hospital, the day my life stopped, I remember when the doctor came into my room to kill my future with is words.


END OF PART 7.

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